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and Cao Yuyi after the end of the Fang Xiaoshi. Sink deeper into sadness, helplessness. Once again, she buried her head under her arm.

"Little pickup. Just when Fang Xiaoshi was silent in her lonely world, she heard a very hoarse voice calling her name. She looked up unconsciously. Mother was twisting her head to look at herself, Fang Xiaoshi couldn't believe her eyes, she wiped her eyes vigorously with the back of her hand, only to see her mother continue to call her name hoarsely, she knew that it was true. She excitedly threw herself in front of her mother's bed:

"Mom, you've finally woken up, and I'm dying. Fang Xiaoshi, who had been holding back the tears, couldn't help but burst into tears at the moment he saw his mother wake up. Mom struggled to move her body, Fang Xiaoshi came over, she helped shake the bed up, and let her mother lie down. Mom looked at her and asked softly:

"Xiao Shi, why are you here?" The tears in Fang Xiaoshi's eyes flowed even more fiercely.

"Mom, you're sick, why doesn't your daughter come?"

"But you have to go to school! You're in your third year of high school now, and you can't afford to delay your studies. ”

"Mom, you're not in good health, how can I have the heart to study?"

"If a stupid child doesn't study, he will work hard all his life like his mother. ”

"If you don't feel good, even if you are comfortable in the future, I will not be happy. ”

"Xiao Shi, my mother has such an illness, which has dragged you down. Mom choked up. Fang Xiaoshi couldn't cry anymore.

"Mom, don't say that, as long as you live well, I don't want anything, I don't want to go to college, I don't want to live a good life in the future, I just want to be with you. Speaking of this, Fang Xiaoshi cried and fell on her mother's quilt, and her mother stroked her head with a trembling hand, and also said with tears streaming down her face:

"I knew that your father was so short-lived, I shouldn't have picked it up for you back then. If you enter any house, you will be better than mine. ”

"Mom, will there be any more stupid people in the world than you in the future? Who will pick up abandoned babies in the garbage dump and raise them with all their hearts? Will they still pick them up if they are afraid of bringing bad luck and will not have time to escape?"

"It's because they are too visionary and don't know the treasures of the world, so they picked up a big bargain for their mother. ”

"Mom, you're a stupid mother, and you've always treated me as a treasure. ”

"You were originally my mother's treasure!" said her mother as she stroked Fang Xiaoshi's head with infinite love. Fang Xiaoshi wiped away the tears in his eyes, raised his head to look at his mother and said:

"Mom, don't you hate me at all?"

"Silly girl, what do I hate you for?"

"People in the town who know our family say that I am a nemesis, and my father will come to you after the defeat. Mom, you may really have something to do with me. Mom couldn't believe it, looked at Fang Xiaoshi and said:

"Are you stupid for reading and reading? Do you think of such a ridiculous thing?" Why is what my mother said so similar to what the doctor and Zou Tianyu said, is it really that I think too much?

After her mother woke up, Fang Xiaoshi's heart of wanting to die came back to life, she was very considerate after feeding her mother, and wiped her mother again. Fang's mother felt much more comfortable all over her body. She looked at Fang Xiaoshi, who was busy like a little bee in the ward, and couldn't help but be stunned.

"Mom, is your daughter so beautiful? Seeing her mother looking at her stunned appearance, Fang Xiaoshi couldn't help but stop the movements in her hand and asked with a smile.

"Yes, my adopted daughter is just beautiful, and I can't get enough of it. ”

"You won't fool your daughter anymore, and if you fool again, she won't be able to tell the difference between southeast and northwest. Your daughter is prone to pride and cocking her tail, don't you know?"

"It is normal for those who have capital to be proud and their tails. ”

"Mom, that's why you look up to me. Mom struggled to sit and wanted to change her position, Fang Xiaoshi hurriedly put down the work in her hand and came over to support her. Mom patted the edge of the bed and said:

"Xiao Shi, don't be busy, this is a special person in the hospital to clean it, unlike at home, I have always cleaned it myself. Fang Xiaoxiao nodded obediently and sat down beside his mother.

"Xiao Shi, you have always been a very strong girl, and you can't be out of it this time. No matter what happens to your mother, you have to face it calmly. ”

"Mom, I'm not strong, the reason why I used to be strong was because I had a solid backing, that is, you, if you fell, I couldn't be strong anymore, so mom must live well for your unpromising daughter. ”

"Silly boy, there is an old saying: Hades will not leave you until the fourth watch if you are told to die on the third watch. The meaning of this sentence is that the king of Hades wants to take you away, and no one can stop you. ”

"Mom, Hades won't accept my mother. Mom is a good person, and Hades has long seen that my brother and I need you. ”

"Silly boy, Mom doesn't want to leave your brother and sister either. But—" Mom paused.

"Xiao Shi, you haven't called your brother!" Mom then asked. Fang Xiaoshi replied honestly.

"Hit. Mom looked at her nervously and asked:

"You told him I was sick?"

"I didn't say it, I said no. Mom was visibly relieved and said:

That's right, tell him that it won't do anything but make him worry and be afraid. Mom muttered to herself. Fang Xiaoshi didn't speak again, she thought the same thing. Mom then asked:

"How is your brother doing over there now?"

"It's okay! It's just that the company has just started, and there are a lot of places to spend money, and he started to take out loans in the bank, but the loans haven't come down for a long time, so he has been working hard recently. ”

"It's my mother who is too angry, not only can't help him, but he has this cruel disease. ”

"Mom, what are you blaming yourself for? It's not your fault!"

"Xiao Shi, you tell your mother honestly, did all the family's savings go to the hospital?" Fang Xiaoshi didn't know what to say, only lowered his head deeply. Seeing Fang Xiaoshi's expression, her mother knew that she had guessed it. Mom took Fang Xiaoshi's hand and gently stroked it in her hand.

"Xiao Shi, you must promise your mother one thing. ”

"Mom, what are you polite to your daughter? ”

"Then mom will promise me. Seeing that Fang Xiaoshi nodded again, her mother said leisurely:

"Xiao Shi, the money you just paid is definitely not coming back, let's run out of money, let's go home!

"No!" Fang Xiaoshi resolutely interrupted her mother's words and said:

"Mom, it depends on the situation then, if the money is spent and you are in good health, of course you will be discharged from the hospital. ”

"Xiao Shi, my mother's own illness, I know better than anyone else, and no matter how much money you spend, you can't cure it. ”

"Mom, I don't want you to say that. Fang Xiaoshi's heart ached again, and tears flowed out again.

"You have always been my mother's daughter, and you have always listened to me the most, unlike your brother who always disagrees with me when he sees me. Xiao Shi, listen to my mother one last time, don't toss for my mother's illness anymore, for my illness, I have already bankrupted your aunt's family, and now I have spent all the savings in the family, is it enough?"

"Mom, you can still earn it back when the money is spent, but if you don't have it, you can't get it back. My brother and I are still so young, how much money will not be able to earn back in the future? Mom, you can just recuperate with peace of mind, and leave the rest to me. ”

"Child, your mother has dragged you down and you can't go to school, and if you drag it out, your life will really be ruined in the hands of your mother. ”

"I really can't live without you, mother, please live well for me!" Fang Xiaoshi couldn't help crying anymore. Mom's tears also flowed wildly.

"Mom also wants to watch you and your brother start a family and have children, but Mom is not that blessed!"

"Mom, as long as you cooperate with the treatment, you will definitely be able to, but you want to give up now, and there is no hope. Fang Guilan wiped the tears on her face, brought Fang Xiaoshi closer, and carefully wiped the sweat off her face, and said slowly:

"Xiao Shi, there is something that my mother has been hiding for many years, and now I have to say it. ”

"Mom, what are you hiding?"

"My family has a genetic history of liver disease, women generally don't live to be fifty years old, some can only live to be in their twenties, and your mother has lived two more years. ”

"Mom, are you being told that you are a nemesis, and you deliberately fooled me, right?"

"No, it's true, my mother has seen many sisters from the family who died of liver disease since she was sensible, and I expected this day for a long time. Even if your mother is gone, you don't have to be too sad. This is the life of our sisters, and no one wants to change it. ”

"Mom, don't say it, don't say it, I don't believe it. Fang Xiaoshi couldn't control himself and cried at his mother again. Fang Guilan didn't speak, and let her vent her bitter crying, this kind of pain she had suffered before.

Fang Xiaoshi finally got tired of crying, and slowly stopped crying. At this moment, the door in the ward was pushed open, Fang Xiaoshi just wiped away her tears, raised her head, she saw that the person who came was Zou Tianyu, and hurriedly walked over.

Pushing open the door of the ward, Zou Tianyu found that Fang Guilan had woken up, he was a little afraid of Fang Guilan, just like you Fang Xiaoshi was afraid of his mother, he found that Fang Guilan was very unhappy that he was with Fang Xiaoshi. Just when he was in a dilemma, he saw Fang Xiaoshi walking towards him, and he hurriedly shrank back. Fang Xiaoshi closed the door of the ward and asked Zou Tianyu to arrive.

"Why are you here again? You run back and forth like this, don't you have to spend time and not get tired?"

"I can't worry about you, come and see you. ”

"I can't let go of anything, your first thing now is to hurry up and study and meet the college entrance examination. Zou Tianyu patted his schoolbag and said?

"I know, I'm not just here to help, I'm mainly here to help you with your studies. You see, I've brought all my textbooks, and I'll make up all the new lessons I've taught you in the past two days. Fang Xiaoshi's heart couldn't help but move when she heard this, the college entrance examination has been her dream for many years, and she also wants to be admitted to a good university so that she and her mother can live a good life. If it weren't for her mother, how could she have given up her studies?

"You just made it up for me, I'm afraid I'll be able to keep up. I don't have the heart to study right now. Speaking of this, Fang Xiaoshi, who had just stopped crying, couldn't help but turn red again. Looking at Fang Xiaoshi, who was crying and red-eyed, Zou Tianyu's heart was very uncomfortable. He knew her very well, she was a very tough girl, and if she hadn't been at the saddest point, she would never have shed a tear easily.

"Xiao Shi, can you try it? Maybe you can take care of your aunt and keep up with your studies, how will you know if you don't try?"

"I..." was when Fang Xiaoshi hesitated, and heard her mother's hoarse voice calling her name from the ward. Fang Xiaoshi hurriedly unscrewed open the door of the ward and walked in. Zou Tianyu also awkwardly followed her and walked to Fang Guilan's ward.