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Chapter 54: Reminiscence

Is it really just that the food made by Yingli is unpalatable?

Not explained,

This dead hole,I'm the same as Kogoro.,Ten years ago, I didn't know much about amorous customs.,I'm not very distressed.,When Chenchen was with me,,Although I said that most of the time I was obedient to her.,But if I'm caught secretly eating spicy food during her menstrual period.,Or I'm sick and can't rest and run out to play.,I'll be very angry and reprimand her.,Just like Kogoro did that day.,

Every time I get angry at Chenchen like this, she will be very aggrieved and squeeze her tears while saying to me, don't you kill me like this, okay?

Hehe, what else can I say besides hehe,

The more I looked at Sun Chenchen, the more I felt a little uncomfortable, but I couldn't say why, in short, I was definitely not moved by her tears.

If I say that I have some regrets about what I did to her a few days ago, I will definitely be despised by many...... So I chose not to speak out, and blamed myself in my heart,

I blamed myself for a while, and quickly returned to my previous cold-bloodedness, quickly stretched out my right hand, wiped a handful on her left and right eyes, pinched her chin and lifted it up, let her raise her head, facing me, her eyes were red, and there seemed to be a little complaint in her eyes,

I looked at her coldly, the corners of my eyes twitched, don't put me aside to play the bitter card, it's useless, what did you do earlier, if you plan to tell me what you are texting me for what you want to explain, just say it quickly, if you don't say it, you can get out of it now,

My voice was very calm, I didn't hurt her again, but it didn't contain a little emotion, at least there was no trace of warmth in my voice,

Didn't she tell me not to murder her, to be honest, Lao Tzu is not rare to murder you,

I sat on the bed, crossed my arms and waited quietly for her answer.

Sun Chenchen's reaction surprised me a little, she didn't answer me anything, but turned around and walked to the door without a sound.

Either hurry up and say it, or get out,

She chose the latter,

After the second meeting with me, Sun Chenchen obviously didn't intend to lose his self-esteem again, at least, he didn't want to be humiliated from me,

In front of youth, in front of sensuality, I once bowed down under her pomegranate skirt, and my heart was pounding for her every smile, and my heart trembled with her every lovely expression and movement,

In the face of the years, in the face of reason, I have been reduced to the point of indifference because of her simple back, and touched by her stubborn turn,

There is probably nothing in this world that can change a person more than time,

Whether the change is good or bad, and no matter what the changed person is,

Right or wrong doesn't matter in the face of time,

Winning or losing in the face of time is meaningless,

In the face of time......

There was no discussion of whether I owed her or whether she owed me the necessity,

At that age, in that era, no one owes anyone, only who is lucky and who is unlucky,

Looking at Sun Chenchen walking towards the door step by step, that petite back, I really haven't seen it many times,

After reuniting with her, I heard a lot of things that I had heard many times, seen a lot of mirror images that I had seen, and learned a lot of truths that I once knew deeply.

But it's rare to see her little back,

My mother told me that when I go out on the street with a girl, the boy must walk on the side close to the road, which is a kind of protection.

Therefore, I have always been shoulder to shoulder with Chenchen, or holding her hand, or holding her shoulder, walking on the road of love, rarely looking at her from behind,

But it's not like I haven't seen it once,

I remember that winter, at the end of the first month, one cold evening, we played all day during the day, and I sent her home at night.

There is a bus stop at the entrance of Chenchen's community, we took the bus to that stop, Chenchen no longer allowed me to send her in, the community is full of acquaintances, it is not good for her parents to know about us......

Standing under the dim street lamp at the entrance of the community, Chenchen stood on tiptoe, I lowered my head, the moment our lips touched together, this cold winter seemed to add a little warmth, Chenchen hugged me very happily, turned around and entered the community, and did not look back,

I watched her tiny figure fade into the night, walking farther and farther,

I watched her walk to the door, head bowed and hunched over,

There was a sour feeling of courage in my heart, violently eroding my memories and devouring my poor soul,

The strength of my legs supported me to stand up and walk to the door.

I don't know where the energy came from in my arm, and I raised my hand to close the door.

I glanced at the various red wines on the TV stand,

lowered his head and glanced at Sun Chenchen, who was covering his eyes with bangs,

Adam's apple micro-movement,

I heard a voice coming out of my throat,

Don't be in a hurry to leave, I haven't seen you for so long, let's have a few drinks together,

Chenchen turned around slowly, slowly raised her head to look at me, her eyelashes flickered, through the messy bangs, I could see that the corners of her eyes were still wet, but there were no tears,

I really rarely see Chenchen turn around, I don't see his back many times, let alone turn around,

I watched her go away, and she never looked back,

Only at the end of the winter vacation that year, she had to go back to Beijing when school started, and I had to stay in H City to deal with some work matters, I sent her to her mother's house, and her mother sent her to the train station.

Downstairs at her mother's house, at the intersection, I stopped without crossing the street, and it was not safe to send it forward.

Chenchen crossed the road and walked to the opposite side,

She turned around and beckoned to me.

That time, I came home and cried for an hour.

are all tears of emotion,

Now, Chenchen's turn is once again presented to me in front of me, and it can't stimulate my tears.

I don't need more evidence to tell me that things are no longer right with the passage of time.

I pointed to her nose and added a sentence in righteous words, just reminiscing about the past, don't think about it,

I was really just amazed that she still had self-esteem, shame, and backbone, so it made me a little interested in what she had been like over the years.

It's really that simple,

Chen Chen didn't smile, she looked at my serious eyes, looked at it for a few seconds, lowered her head again, walked to the edge of the bed step by step and sat down,

didn't talk to me,

I sighed, picked up a bottle of 85-year-old dry red from the TV cabinet, looked at the list price, three thousand five, hesitated slightly, opened it, poured two glasses, and brought it to Chenchen,

The red liquid in the cup was shaking, shining with brilliant light,

Chenchen took a cup from my hand, lowered his head and took a sip,

I sat down, didn't touch the wine in my glass, scratched my head, and said something I had been holding back all this time,。.。

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