Cao Yuyi, who was driving on the road, had already burst into tears. For ten days, it was like a nightmare. He never dreamed that his mother was still hiding this big secret, mother's love is so great, if she selfishly said that she had hereditary liver disease, then he would live every year in horror.

Fang Xiaoshi, the name that gave him nightmares when he was a child, has now become the name that makes him the most heartbroken, she is always so understanding, she tells him intentionally or unintentionally. She had already asked the doctor, and her mother's illness was only passed on to women and not men, and the pimple in his heart was eliminated at once.

If it weren't for her, he wouldn't be able to handle his mother's funeral like a normal person anyway. At the age of five, he suffered serious injuries that made him much weaker than the average person. But with her by her side, she silently accompanied him, so that his lost courage returned. Without her, he couldn't imagine how he had endured his mother's departure. Dad's departure was also her filial piety on behalf of herself. He owed her so much, too much. He secretly swore that it was time for him to take care of her next, and he would never let her suffer the slightest grievance.

When he parted, he didn't know what to say at all, the only thing he wanted to say was to let her go back to Beijing with him, she was a lonely girl at home, how could he rest assured? But he knew her fierce temper, and what she said was in vain. Another reason why he didn't open his mouth was that he was afraid that tears would come out before he could speak, and he was weak and incompetent enough in front of her to no longer act like he was out of sight in front of her.

Seeing her getting smaller and smaller behind her car, Cao Yuyi's tears couldn't help but flow down wildly, and she said silently in her heart:

"Xiao Shi, don't worry! I will definitely try my best to fulfill your wish and find a high school in Beijing for you to continue to study for university. I won't keep you waiting too long. ”

Facing the empty home, Fang Xiaoshi's longing for her mother became stronger and stronger, and she couldn't help but often wash her face with tears. But one of the most comforting things in her heart is that she has the only relative, her brother, who is surviving well in Beijing, and she can go to him at any time. This is also the biggest yearning in Fang Xiaoshi's heart.

Every time her mother does seven, Fang Xiaoshi has to be busy all day, and the neighbors say that she doesn't have to make sacrifices by herself at home, just buy a few kinds of biscuits, pastries and fruits as sacrifices. But Fang Xiaoshi just didn't listen, she went to buy vegetables in the morning, and started making sacrifices early at noon, she made regular three meat and three vegetables, plus a bowl of rice.

The cemetery of her hometown is in the countryside, and it takes more than two hours to take the bus back and forth, Fang Xiaoshi began to set off with the sacrifices before three o'clock in the afternoon, and after arriving at the cemetery, after she worshiped her mother, she worshiped her father by the way, and then cleaned the cemetery around, and finally sat down at her father's tombstone, and then stared at her parents' cemetery in a daze for a while before returning home before dark.

In the blink of an eye, it was already four or seven, and Fang Xiaoshi, like the previous sevens, finished everything. When she stood up from her father's tombstone and was about to go home, she was stunned for a moment, and saw Zou Tianyu standing ten meters away in front of her. Fang Xiaoshi couldn't help asking:

"Zou Tianyu, why are you here?" he replied coldly:

"Why can't I be here?" Fang Xiaoshi then remembered that his hometown was also in the village next door:

"Oh, you're on vacation, come back to see your grandfather!"

"I'm here to see people, but not to see my grandfather. ”

"Then who are?" Zou Tianyu walked quickly towards her, stopped in front of her, and looked at her with burning eyes. Fang Xiaoshi couldn't help but raise his head and glanced at him quickly. She found that she hadn't seen her for half a year, Zou Tianyu seemed to have grown taller again, but she was obviously thinner, her chin was sharper, and her eyes were bigger. This kind of him made Fang Xiaoshi feel both familiar and unfamiliar, and the invisible sense of oppression under his gaze made Fang Xiaoshi a little breathless. She was about to get around him, but was stopped by his long feet.

"Not only did I come today, but I also came with me every three times before. And your mother went to the crematorium and was buried, and I was also there. You just didn't notice. Fang Xiaoshi looked up at him again in astonishment. Zou Tianyu was still staring at her, and then asked coldly:

"Are you still asking who I'm coming to see?"

"But... But why would you do that?"

"You're not just hard-hearted, you're still a fool. I do this, except that I care about you and like you, why else?"

"What about Tang Xiaoxiao, she knows that you will be very sad like this. ”

"Why are you always eager to push me to someone else, and I'm so worthless in your mind?"

"That's not the case, Tang Xiaoxiao really loves you, she's a very good girl, aren't you so hard that you haven't found out?"

"No matter how good she is, it doesn't matter to me, I seem to have told you, my heart has been pretending to be one person since I was seven years old, and I can't pretend to be anyone else. ”

"Zou Tianyu, I..." The feelings that were finally pressed in the bottom of Fang Xiaoshi's heart collapsed under Zou Tianyu's words. She couldn't help but look at him with tears in her eyes. Zou Tianyu's originally cold face suddenly became gentle, he lowered his head and looked at Fang Xiaoshi hotly and said:

"Xiao Shi, there is such a big difference between Dr. Ma and you, there will definitely be a generation gap between you and him, and he definitely doesn't love you like me. He only stayed with you for two days before leaving, and since I came home from you, I have been thinking about you almost every day, guarding you at your door all the time, but you don't know it. When Zou Tianyu said this, he gently pulled Fang Xiaoshi into his arms:

"Xiao Shi, you should have enough trouble, don't you continue to make trouble, okay? I know that I used to have a bad temper, and I have already identified you in my heart, and I feel that you must be mine, and I am very special to you. Particularly casual. I'm always fierce to you, and that's probably why you want to run away from me. Today I swear to you that I will change, and I will take good care of you in the days to come. I'm sorry for Aunt Fang's departure, I didn't stay by your side and share the pain for you, I keep this in my heart, and I will compensate you well in the future. ”

"Tianyu, you have done a good job, really good, I'm sorry for you..."Listening to Zou Tianyu's words, Fang Xiaoshi, who had suppressed too much bitterness, couldn't help crying. He said while crying. Zou Tianyu couldn't help but tears fell, he stroked Fang Xiaoshi's long hair, and comforted her:

"It's over, it's all over! Let's face a better tomorrow!"

"Tomorrow?" Fang Xiaoshi immediately stopped crying. How could she and him have a tomorrow? From the first time she found Zou Dafu, it was already doomed that they would have no future. Thinking of this, Fang Xiaoshi gently broke away from Zou Tianyu's chest.

"Zou Tianyu, we are friends forever, you can accompany me to see my mother, I am really moved, my mother has always said that you are good before her death, or you should kowtow to their grave!" Zou Tianyu looked at Fang Xiaoshi in disbelief, just now from her eyes he could clearly see her affection for him, but how could he become unfamiliar with himself in the blink of an eye? Zou Tianyu still followed Fang Xiaoshi's words, and kowtowed three times to the grave of Fang Guilan and his wife.

They walked towards the way home, Zou Tianyu looked at Fang Xiaoshi's crotch with a basket quite heavy, and couldn't help but want to take it, but she refused.

"Why are you so kind of to me? Didn't I do much for you when I was a child? I haven't seen you be polite to me!"

"I was ignorant when I was a child, but now that I'm older, of course it's different. ”

"Why is it different now?" Zou Tianyu couldn't help but pull Fang Xiaoshi's basket and asked. Fang Xiaoshi dragged back the basket fiercely, and said ruthlessly again:

"We're pulling and pulling like this, how bad it is for others to see it!"

"Tell me what's wrong?"

"Because I already have a boyfriend, how can I still be entangled with you?"

"Boyfriend, Dr. Ma?"

"Do you know and ask?" Fang Xiaoshi threw her a word, and walked forward without looking back. Zou Tianyu said loudly in the back:

"Fang Xiaoshi, I don't believe it, when I hugged you just now, I felt it, you have feelings. Why should you go against your heart to be with him?"

"That's just your own thoughts, I don't want to say anything more. You don't have to come to my door again, I'm not at home for the next few days, because Ma Hospital will come back tomorrow on a business trip, and I will stay with him next. Zou Tianyu caught up with her, gritted his teeth angrily and said:

"Fang Xiaoshi, how old are you! You will learn to automatically send to the door." Fang Xiaoshi turned his head fiercely. Staring at his face, he said aloud:

"I am willing, can you manage it?" Zou Tianyu was stunned by her words, and couldn't say a word. Fang Xiaoshi bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from crying, she ran forward without looking back, and when she was about to turn the corner, she couldn't help but look back. I saw that Zou Tianyu was still standing motionless. In the contrast of the surrounding cemeteries, his figure seems so depressed, desolate and miserable.

Fang Xiaoshi's tears blurred her eyes in an instant, she couldn't look at it anymore, if she looked at it again, she was afraid that she would no longer be able to control her feelings, and she would throw herself into his arms again. She covered her mouth with her hands and ran back like crazy.

Thinking of Zou Tianyu's cold and sad figure in the cemetery, Fang Xiaoshi's heart was tingling, and it was another sleepless night. In the morning, with a pair of dark circles under her eyes, she washed up and cleaned up a little, and then set off for the city. This was the only way she could think of to make Zou Tianyu die to herself.

When she came to the city, Fang Xiaoshi did not rush to find Ma Xingdong, but came to the school of the city's No. 1 Middle School, which was once a place where she had placed her infinite dreams, but now it has become an unattainable place. The school had already been out for the summer holidays, and the campus had become deserted, except for the occasional gardener or two uncles passing by. Fang Xiaoshi was unhurriedly circling inside, and suddenly she was attracted by a figure on the lawn, she fixed her eyes and couldn't help but open her mouth wide.