474 thinks a lot
Tian Xiaoxia picked up the kettle by the basin and prepared to add some more water, but before the water was poured, he heard Tian Jianshe say,
"Xiao Xia, you and that Zhuo Hang are talking to each other. ”
Tian Xiaoxia's hand slipped, and the hot water almost poured directly on the instep of her foot, she quickly lifted her foot, thinking, this kind of thing still needs to be asked again, isn't it everyone who knows?
But since I asked, I still have to answer.
At this moment, Tian Xiaoxia is especially like a high school student whose early love is known by his parents, and he wants to deny it when he opens his mouth, but it is obvious that in the face of the facts, it is useless to deny it.
Tian Xiaoxia put the kettle down, stirred it with his toes, tested the temperature of the water, put his feet down again, and then said, "That's right." ”
"Xiao Xia, you are still in school, will the person you talk about a little earlier? ”
According to Tian Jianjian's theory, he is still in school, and the person he talks about is a little early, but he is not in junior high school, so he is also an adult college student.
Tian Xiaoxia said with some humility: "Yes...... It's not too early, I'm nineteen. ”
Tian Jianshe sighed, knocked on the cigarette stick again, and said very melancholy: "Yes, you are nineteen." ”
Tian Xiaoxia was still waiting for Tian Jianjian's next words, but he knew that the water in the footbasin was cold again, and Tian Xiaoxia didn't wait for the following.
A bunch of language organized by Tian Jianjian, when Tian Xiaoxia said that she was nineteen, she suddenly couldn't speak, the children are older, they are all nineteen years old, and there are many girls of this age who have children, and their children are just talking about objects, so what is there to say.
Besides, what she said, she must know that Tian Jianshe has always felt that her child is a person with the right idea, and there is really no need to say what she wants to say.
Tian Jianshe knocked on the cigarette stick again and stood up, "Also, you are older, I don't know anything about the outside, and I can't talk about you, just think about it yourself." ”
After speaking, Tian Jianshe prepared to go into his house.
Tian Xiaoxia thought that he said that he was too old to hurt the heart of an old father who cared about his children, and before he had time to wipe his feet, he lifted up from the water and put on his shoes directly and stood up, standing in front of Tian Jianshe in one step.
"Dad, you misunderstood me, I'm not... It's not that I don't want you to care when I'm older. I... I just wanted to say, actually... Actually, now talking... Talking to... Also... It's not too early. ”
Heck, it's harder to talk to your parents about your personal problems than you are to talk about theirs.
Tian Jianshe looked at Tian Xiaoxia's wet cotton drag, and frowned, "Wipe your feet first, it's cold." After speaking, he paused and said, "I know what you mean, you are older, and you will take care of your own affairs." ”
"Dad......"
"I can't say anything big, I've seen people, you can talk about it if you want. ”
Tian Xiaoxia always felt that Tian Jianshe was very heart-wrenching when he said this, Tian Jianshe seemed to compromise with himself again, and it also seemed to compromise with this era.
Although there was no friction in the conversation, the two sentences that were so light and fluttering made neither of them sleep well.
A person thinks that when the child is older, he will leave after all and live his own life, and when he realizes that Tian Xiaoxia is older, the bitterness when he talks about the object is better than when Tian Xiaoxia left his hometown to go to college.
Leaving home to go to school is more just a distance away from oneself. But when she realized who she was talking to, it was like feeling like her child was emotionally distant.
Tian Jianshe didn't sleep all night here, and Tian Xiaoxia didn't sleep well over there.
The fact that he is not Tian Jianjian's child will be revealed sooner or later, even if he hides it, he can't hide it for a few days, Tang Mu found Linzhou's house before, and it is not impossible for Tang Feng, who is only living in conversation, to come directly to the house one day.
How can there be an impermeable window, as long as this kind of thing is said, it can't be hidden from the family at all, how can he say it to Tian Jianjian when the time comes, how sad he should be.
Thinking about it, Tian Xiaoxia actually complained a little bit about her own mother, since you can't raise it, don't give birth, since you give it away, don't let people find it, what is this thing now, run out of her father and brother again, and make people big.
I heard that the conditions of the Tang family are not bad, but yes, I also heard that the Tang family has a lot of bad debts.
In this era, the good conditions are really not attractive to you, you can improve the current conditions by yourself, ten years in Hedong and ten years in Hexi, grasp the opportunity, ten years later, who may have better conditions.
As for bad debts, that's really not interested. Is it boring to make money, or is it unhappy to spend money, why should you be involved in bad debts.
In fact, Tian Xiaoxia also felt that the Tang family was quite boring, he came uninvited during the last holiday, and he came directly to the door, Tian Xiaoxia still thought that he would definitely deal with him again in Kyoto, but he didn't expect that half a year had passed, and there was no movement at all.
Therefore, does this mean that the Tang family was excited when they knew it, and when the excitement passed, they calmed down, and felt that there was no need to recognize it back, and then they didn't move.
If that's the case, if it's sad, there's still a little bit of it.
After all, I was given up once when I was a child, although it was said that the situation was special at that time, but now that the Tang family has confirmed it, it still doesn't recognize it, is it equivalent to being given up for the second time, given up by my mother once, given up by my father again, and given up by my biological parents, it is impossible not to be sad.
But after thinking about it, if you don't admit it, you won't admit it, and you didn't expect to find your biological parents, but admitting it hurt the hearts of everyone in the Tian family, and not recognizing it will save the Tian family from being sad.
Tian Xiaoxia is best at self-comfort, so that she can be optimistic and positive to accept the various situations she faces, but this matter is based on comprehensive analysis and comparison of various possible situations, which means that her optimism or lack of care is based on her own excessive thinking in private.
What that saying goes, you have to work very hard to look effortless. Tian Xiaoxia is the same, only when all possible consequences are taken into account, can it seem that everything is under control.
After Tian Xiaoxia thought about all the good and bad, and felt that no matter what the situation was, he could face it calmly and deal with it, so Tian Xiaoxia fell asleep with peace of mind.
She felt like she hadn't slept for a few hours before she was woken up by the noise in the yard. It turned out that the two nieces who were about to go out and couldn't sleep at all with excitement ran early to see if their aunt was up.
Tian Xiaoxia touched the watch on the bedside table, in fact, it was not early, although the train was more than three o'clock in the afternoon, but they still had to go to the county seat first, then to the city, and then to the train station, there was a lot of time on the way.
Tian Xiaoxia rubbed his swollen eyes, stretched his waist or got up, you see that one of the sequelae of overthinking came so quickly, lack of sleep, and poor spirits.