Hearing these words, Shen Ruxin laughed sarcastically, and the laughter became louder and louder, but her eyes were full of tears.

is such a ruthless man, she doesn't even know why she hates him so much, and a few words of understatement have made her painful experience in the past few years a thing that is not worth mentioning.

Shen Ruxin is so smart, which shows that after she left, Qian Yueming never made people pay attention to her affairs. No one knows what she has experienced, and what makes Shen Ruxin most devastating is that her longing and affection have become self-inflicted feelings that no one knows in an instant.

Unfortunately......

is such a self-inflicted amorousness, and she has been cocooned and bound for so many years, and she has never been able to get out, for her, this is the most deadly.

Qian Yueming looked at her crumbling appearance, and the worry flashed from the bottom of her eyes, disappearing in an instant, and no one noticed it soon, only Qian Yueming himself knew how much strength he used to restrain the urge to reach out, "If you are not feeling well, go back and rest early......"

"Shut up. Shen Ruxin closed his eyes and forcibly held back his tears, "It's been so long, you don't even know why I hate you, Qian Yueming, what do you think of me?"

A dispensable existence?

Qian Yueming said in a dumb voice: "You don't want to listen to my explanation, the last time we met, I wanted you to listen to my explanation." ”

"An explanation that has been nine years late, do you think I will want it?" Shen Ruxin looked at him coldly, there was no trace of temperature in his beautiful eyes, "You don't even know what I've experienced in the past few years, why do you think that I will accept your explanation?"

"...... are you" She was extremely unfamiliar in front of her, Qian Yueming had a faint premonition in his heart, and wanted to ask, but there was always a voice stopping him, his throat was dry for a while, Qian Yueming tried to calm himself down, "If you don't say it, how will I know?"

Shen Ruxin was cold, looking at the person in front of her, she felt strange, at this time, he was still so calm, no different from before, "You want to know?"

Qian Yueming nodded, "You say." ”

He clenched his hand at his side, waiting for her to tell why.

Shen Ruxin didn't do what he wanted, and asked, "Why did you let people send me away in the first place?"

Qian Yueming: "......"

At that time, Qian Yueming had just learned all the experiences of the Shuoyue Gang, including his parents who died tragically and his sister whose whereabouts were unknown. After knowing this, Qian Yueming thought about it for three whole days before he was ready to take over the Shuoyue Gang.

Before taking over the Shuoyue Gang, the conflict between him and Wen Zirong and others was not very big, but once it was decided to take over the Shuoyue Gang and put the Shuoyue Gang on the right path, it would inevitably touch the bottom line and interests of Wen Zirong and others. He didn't have anything at that time, and he didn't even know if he would survive, let alone protect her.

was stared at too much by Wen Zirong's people, and Qian Yueming only knew that Shen Ruxin was safely sent back to Huaguo, and after ensuring her safety, he never let anyone guard her again. It was also to protect her, but now it seems that she must have experienced a lot of painful things during this time.

"I'm sorry, I can't tell you. Qian Yueming closed his eyes and hid a flash of grief, he is now in prison, if he can't find evidence, I'm afraid he won't be able to leave this place properly.

This kind of him seems to be no different from the one who let her leave nine years ago.

In this case, it is better to push her far away.

Shen Ruxin sneered: "Why, you don't even have the courage to make it clear to me?" It doesn't matter, I thought of it before I came, how can you tell me what you didn't explain to me clearly nine years ago?"

There is no greater mourning than death.

Shen Ruxin always thought that her heart died nine years ago, until she met Qian Yueming again, the feeling of her heart beating was both familiar and unfamiliar, and it hurt densely.

Both of them fell silent, Qian Yueming pursed his lips slightly, pinching off the last bit of curiosity in his heart, "If you don't want to say it, then go back and rest early, and ...... in the future Don't come to me. ”

The Shuoyue Gang is at an important time for the transformation of the enterprise, and the other party will give him an immortal jump, so he didn't think about letting him go out safely, and it is still unknown whether he will have it in the future. Under such a premise, letting her leave is the best choice, I don't know if she can still hear his explanation.

Shen Ruxin hooked the corners of his lips sarcastically, and his eyes were cold, "Why do you think that I came here today to say a few words like this?"

"In addition to confirming a few things, I have some important things to tell you. ”

"Then you say. Qian Yueming's face was expressionless, he listened to whatever she said, and he didn't have any idea of resisting.

"After you let me leave, you never let people guard me again, too, you are so ruthless, how can you continue to let people guard me?"

Shen Ruxin turned his face away and looked elsewhere, on his pale little face, the dark circles under his eyes were extraordinarily obvious, and no amount of foundation could cover it, "I always thought that this matter could be forgotten forever, and there would be no day when it was brought up." Who knows, I've been tortured lately, it's obviously your mistake, why is it me who bears it in the end?"

"Qian Yueming, I'm in too much pain. ”

The voice is low, the prison is very quiet, in order to make Qian Yueming live more comfortably in the prison, there are no prisoners around him, clean is really clean, and it will be boring, there is no one to talk to.

Shen Ruxin was afraid that he would not be able to stand for a while, so he pulled the chair on the side over and sat down opposite Qian Yueming through the iron door, "Nine years ago, after I came back, I found out that I was pregnant, you say, is this a big joke?"

When Qian Yueming's sober brain heard the word "pregnant," it instantly froze, and after being stunned for three seconds, he was shocked: "What did you say? Are you pregnant? Why don't I know about this?"

When two people are together, it is the age when the blood and qi are just easy to be impulsive, and when the love is strong, it naturally begins to be watery and blending.

Shen Ruxin thought that she would marry him, and she didn't deliberately use contraception, she loved this man so much at that time, she was willing to start thinking about giving birth to children for him without any security. Reality slapped her hard and made her hurt for several years.

Shen Ruxin chuckled, and the smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes, "Yes, I was pregnant, and then I had a miscarriage in May." ”

Qian Yueming grabbed the iron door suddenly, looked at her with cracked eyes, and the corners of his eyes were dyed red, "You ......"

He couldn't say it, whether it was concern or questioning, he only said one word, and he couldn't say it again.

"It's not over yet. "Sure enough, seeing Qian Yueming like this, she was so happy in her heart, she knew this, she should have told Qian Yueming about this matter when they met for the first time, and she didn't have to endure such a long torture alone.

"Qian Yueming, it's really not over yet. ”

Qian Yueming was angry and anxious, but he was past that age and was used to being silent most of the time.

Who knows, Shen Ruxin dropped another bomb next, "because he suddenly miscarried, which caused me to be infertile for life......"

"Oh yes, because of him, I was severely depressed for two whole years. ”