Chapter 489: Then You Kill Me
Asa was full of surprise and covered his face with his hand to be beaten!
She never thought that her mother would slap herself in public without hesitation.
Although she has lived with her mother for so many years, she is very strict with herself many times, and her tone is very bad when she speaks.
But Mom has never been so angry as she is now, so angry that she will lose her mind and slap herself.
"Mom, I can't do the most thing in the first place, why are you so angry? If you want revenge, do it yourself, don't use me, no matter what? I'm your daughter. ”
It's not that she's angry, she has too much disappointment and discomfort in her heart.
"I gave birth to you, raised you, and educated you, shouldn't you listen to your mother to accomplish such things? I have expressed all my hatred very clearly for the contradictions between me and them, do you want me to talk to you again? Or in your heart, you don't believe in your mother at all, and you have already believed in those outsiders. ”
Asa endures the pain on the right cheek!
A bitter smile appeared on the lips of the good-looking.
"Mom, an outsider! Now please tell me what it means to be an outsider! I believe you already know very well that yesterday Ah Si had proposed to me, and I agreed! In the evening, we had already gone to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate! In this case, how could they be considered outsiders?"
"Besides, both to you and to them, according to how well you have been to me. Sometimes I really have the illusion that you are the outsider, and they are my relatives. Because no matter what they do or every word they say, they will take very good care of my feelings and treat me very well, which is better than their own biological mother. ”
"So, Mom, is this my delusion? I've never seen my dad since I was born. Do you know how much my heart longs for a fatherly love? but, no matter how much I ask you, you never say anything to enlighten you. From the day I became sensible, you taught me too much hatred and revenge. ”
The woman sitting opposite Asa listened to what Asa said at this time!
She had no remorse at all, and she never felt that she had done anything wrong in this matter.
"So what? Anyway, I gave birth to you anyway, so that's your duty and mission. I've never told you about your dad, or because your dad doesn't exist! I'm telling you! You have to do what happens next, whether you do it or not. ”
"If you behave well in the coming days, I can tell me something about your father. Otherwise, in this life, your Hugh wants to know where your father is, whether he is dead or alive?"
Listening to her mother's cruel words, she closed her eyes in pain.
At this moment, she asked herself in her heart, is this kind of love really selfless and dedicated maternal love?
Why is my mother so resolute and spicy when she speaks? She never leaves any room for herself, is there no other emotion in her heart except hatred?
"Mom, if that's the case, then I think I have to be clear. Since you have the ability to arrange for me and Ah Si to meet. I believe that the relationship between the two of us should be beyond your expectations. ”
"So it can only be said that there are too many things in this world that you can't control, such as a person's emotions. Although you are my mother, I am your daughter. Although you gave me life and educated me. For such an emotion, my heart is full of gratitude. ”
At this moment, all the feelings in his heart were said.
If she had been treated, she could have endured this feeling silently.
After all, he has never done anything that hurts nature, so it doesn't matter if he is hurt at all.
"But, Mom, you can't take advantage of such a nature to hurt me, let me hurt my lover around me. Although I feel that you have given me life. However, I am already so big, I have my own subjectivity, my own opinions, and my own persistence and principles. ”
"So, I will never do anything to hurt Ah Si and his family. If you are very resolute in this matter and will not change because of any thing. Then I can't do anything, and if that's the case, then you can kill me!"
The woman on the other side of the shallow side never thought that her daughter would be so resolute and threaten her with such words!
"Shallow, do you really think I wouldn't dare to do such a thing?"
In the eyes of his mother, there is a very strong hatred that cannot be dispersed.
"Mom, I believe that there is nothing in this world that you dare not do. ”
"So, don't threaten me with such a thing, for any threat is useless to me. ”
"So, Mom, I just said so many things to you, and in your heart I feel that every word I say is a threat to you. So no matter how much I threaten, you won't believe that I'm going to save this with my own life, right?"
Tomorrow in her shallow heart, she is just stating a fact, and there is never any threat meaning.
But why is it that when I come to my mother's place, I can distort all the cherished heartfelt words into this.
"It's not that I don't believe it, even if you do, it doesn't matter to me. ”
Once again, the woman said such cruel words.
Asa closed her eyes in pain, and at this moment, she really didn't want to open them.
I never thought that my mother could say such cruel words again and again.
Could it be that in the mother's heart, she has never been her daughter? Otherwise, how could she say such cruel things to her own daughter?
But when she saw Gu's father and Gu's mother for the first time, she was very envious in her shallow heart.
Because, she never felt that having parents in this world could be so good to her children.
And at that time, she would always easily think of her mother.
Because, from childhood to adulthood, my mother never changed herself a very happy, childhood.
Even a lot of the time, she will instill some hatred in herself!
At that time, I didn't know how envious I was in my shallow heart. So many times, she always wants to get close to Gu's father and Gu's mother, because she wants to get a mother's love from Gu's father and Gu's mother!
Even every friend who appears around shallow.
Their mothers love their children very much.
No matter what they want to do, their parents will be very supportive.
Living with them, many times, can feel that kind of warmth.