Miao Xiaoqing's sense of touch at that moment was particularly sensitive: the foot walking in front had just stepped on the ground, and the other foot was being raised, and that sentence made the foot that had just been raised stay in the air for a while, and after that, it slowly fell, and the foot stepped on the path paved with gravel, and the grass was trampled through the crack in the gravel.

Han Siyou, who was walking in front, stopped, and Miao Xiaoqing also stopped.

Miao Xiaoqing hadn't reacted yet.

I saw Han Siyou passing by her like a wind, and her outstretched hand fell into the air.

Followed by a few trotting steps, "Si You, where are you going?"

She was answered by the rustling of the surrounding trees, which made it look claustrophobic.

Soon she saw that the car carrying her back rushed into the night, Miao Xiaoqing had a premonition that she was about to lose, she chased after the car and ran dozens of meters away, standing in place, Mu Ran let him go.

A long, long time later, Miao Xiaoqing always remembered the scene at that time, Han Siyou couldn't see him in his eyes at all, and after receiving that phone call, he lost all his cool and desperate look, which made her heart palpitate.

After that, she lost all news about Han Siyou.

She learned from Chen Yi that all the company's affairs were handed over to Ye Chen to deal with with it all, Han Siyou's itinerary was canceled in recent months, and he announced that he was on vacation for half a year, as for where he went, Chen Yi couldn't bear Miao Xiaoqing's soft grinding and hard bubbles before revealing that when Han Siyou left, he asked him to help book a ticket to New York.

I don't know when it started, Miao Xiaoqing is particularly sensitive to this place.

Han Siyou didn't like her to look for the past, and Miao Xiaoqing could only wait quietly.

She joined the crew, filmed for two months in a row, was busy attending endorsement activities, busy promoting new songs, busy studying, busy memorizing lines, she was busy not thinking about feelings.

She met Han Siyou one day two months later.

It was a good noon, Miao Xiaoqing followed the crew out of the location, with cold makeup painted on her face, after filming the camera, her assistant told her that someone was looking for her, when she changed her clothes and came out, she saw Han Siyou leaning on the side of the road in the car, and after seeing her, he smiled at her, "Hi!"

"Hey!"

Miao Xiaoqing smiled very far-fetched.

She pretended not to know, pinned her hair behind her ears, and walked over with cheerful steps, "Why did you come to see me now?"

Han Siyou pushed her hand away, with an apology in his eyes, "Xiaoqing, let's go over there and talk." ”

He glanced at the café opposite.

Miao Xiaoqing said, "Okay!"

At the end of the street, there is a café covered with verdant vines, the sunset is like a dim yellow light on the wall, exuding a bit of tranquility, Miao Xiaoqing sits in a window corner, through the clear and transparent floor-to-ceiling windows, you can lazily watch the people passing by on the street, but not surrounded by the noisy noise, replaced by elegant and slow soft music.

Miao Xiaoqing tasted the bitter coffee, looked at the flow of people outside the window, and looked back at the man sitting opposite, "The coffee is so bitter!"

"Just put a few more pieces of sugar. He said.

Miao Xiaoqing lowered her head and stirred the coffee, "Oh, then you can help me put it." ”

He put two pieces of sugar in the cup, stirred them lightly, and handed them to her, and he did them with an indescribable grace and pleasing to the eye.

Miao Xiaoqing tasted the sweetened coffee, sweet and silky, "Well, the coffee here is not bad, will we come often in the future?"

I waited for a long time, but I didn't wait for a response.

He sat there as if frozen in a statue of time, and after a long time, Miao Xiaoqing became uneasy, so she had to turn her head to look out the window, drinking coffee to relieve the restlessness in her heart.

"Xiaoqing, let's break up!" he said lightly.

Miao Xiaoqing clenched her hands, she looked up with a smile, "Why, Si You, give me a reason!"

She was very well-behaved and didn't make any mistakes.

He said, "You're good, you deserve better!"

Miao Xiaoqing was calm at the moment, she looked at him intently and asked him, "How do you know that I have met a better one?"

He said, "I don't love you, Miao Xiaoqing, go find someone who loves you, it's a delay for you to go on like this!"

His silhouette fell on the glass bed, looming, Miao Xiaoqing looked at this handsome face, he hadn't seen him for a few months, he had lost a lot of weight, but he seemed a lot more energetic, his eyes were not lonely, he looked radiant and full of hope.

"Si You, these are not reasons, when I was with you, I knew that you didn't love me, but I still feel very happy, you are not me, so you don't know me at all, I am happy every day with you. ”

"I'm sorry......" his voice sounded a little distant, with a low voice, "After she left, I realized that I had never treated her well, I was just practicing on you, I shouldn't be so selfish." ”

Miao Xiaoqing asked him, "Then have you learned?"

"Hmm. ”

He was apologetic.

"Let's get together and disperse, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can come to me at any time, you are a good girl. ”

He spoke in a particularly gentle tone, and Han Siyou got up from his seat and prepared to leave.

"Si You!" Miao Xiaoqing stopped him, and she whispered softly to his back, "I didn't drive when I came, you can send me home!"

In fact, her assistant drove over and just made an excuse.

"Good!"

The car stopped downstairs, and Miao Xiaoqing said to him again, "Si You, go up and sit for a while, it's okay for a while!"

He cooperated very well to go upstairs, Miao Xiaoqing prepared boiling water for him, and she went into the bedroom.

When she came out, she was wearing a long skirt, the bed skirt was loosely worn on her body, and it was set off in the light to achieve a looming effect, and her long hair like a skirt was resting on her chest, so Miao Xiaoqing stood in front of Han Siyou.

The long dress she wore was the first time they had worn it when they met.

In fact, when Miao Xiaoqing just graduated, like everyone else, she had no job, no income, relying on dancing for a weak salary, and she had to get up early and return late every day, and the day she met Han Siyou, it was also on a sunny afternoon.

She walked alone on the streets, and was distressed by getting into trouble, every industry has its unspoken rules, just because she was unwilling to abide by it, and hit the developer who did something to her, facing the realm of unemployment.

She thought that if she hadn't met Han Siyou at that time, she might be like many people in her company, and she would eventually walk on the road of no return.

At that time, she was already very vigilant, and after discovering that a car was following her for a few streets, the price of the car alone estimated that she couldn't earn so much money for dancing in her life, and she didn't know what psychological drive it was, she turned around and took the initiative to walk towards the car, and when the window was lowered, Han Siyou was sitting inside, and he said, "Your dress is beautiful!"

Actually, that dress was cheap.

Later, she could afford to buy expensive dresses, and the old clothes were long gone, but this long dress has been stored in her closet, intact.

"Si You, I agree to break up, but!" said in a trembling voice: "We are breaking up tomorrow, and I want to be with you tonight." ”

Her words made Han Siyou look up at him.

The dark eyes did not wave, and his gaze fell on her, and the bottom of his eyes was condensed with snow light, which was cold.

Miao Xiaoqing trembled violently, she mustered up her courage, "I hope that the name of the man who wants to leave my first time is Han Siyou." ”

And not other men.

As soon as Miao Xiaoqing's fingers loosened, the loose long skirt slipped off her, and there was nothing under the long skirt.

Her body was like air in Han Siyou's eyes, his gaze crossed her and landed on the wall behind him, and then retracted his gaze, "Miao Xiaoqing, don't let me turn that little bit of goodwill into disgust because of the stupid thing you just said, sex, it doesn't mean anything." ”

There was mockery in the corners of his eyes, and his tone was indifferent, "Do you think that even if you can't be together, you want me to remember you, when someone mentions the name Miao Xiaoqing, they will think, I know this woman, she gave me the first time, it feels very good, if you think so, I can tell you now, it's terrible!"

Miao Xiaoqing wanted to refute, but she couldn't say a word, he said the deepest thoughts hidden in her heart: remember my tears and pain.

He paused, "To me, it's just a membrane, nothing to worry about." ”

The clothes that slipped on the ground were put back on Miao Xiaoqing's body, Han Siyou gave her to wear, she was still standing in place, she asked blankly, "Do you just want to touch me, or have you never touched those women before?"

"Is there a difference?"

"Yes. Miao Xiaoqing said, "Give me a complete reason to die." ”

"You already have the answer in your mind. Han Siyou didn't look back, and replied lightly.

Yes, Miao Xiaoqing already has the answer in her heart.

It was a very bad night, when they had been dating for some time, and he took the initiative to kiss her, kissing and eagerly reaching into her clothes, his fingertips with magic on her, and the longing that came from the breath.

Just like that, they lingered to the head of the bed, raised their heads, and made her confused, she obviously felt his desire, but at the last moment, he suddenly stopped moving, got up from her, grabbed the pajamas resting on the side, and the pajamas put on their slender bodies and moved, towards the bathroom door, opened the bathroom door, and the action was done in one go, so fast that even Miao Xiaoqing didn't react.

After that, there was no follow-up......

"Han Siyou!" Miao Xiaoqing stopped the man who was opening the door and leaving, "Tell me about your past with Cen Kexin, tell me what happened between you, I won't be pestering you after I finish speaking." ”

Taking a deep breath, she continued, "Otherwise, I'll ask her personally!"

Han Siyou stopped.

"What do you want to hear?"

"Why did you separate?" Miao Xiaoqing asked, "Since you love so much, why do you choose to let go?"

At this moment, Miao Xiaoqing kept telling herself that she was not feeling sorry for him, she just wanted to find a reason to let her heart die, maybe after listening to it, she would have no regrets and live the life she wanted in the future.

It would be nice if you didn't meet it.

Han Siyou's gaze looked through the window into the distance, his thoughts gradually drifted away, and he muttered and read it all over, "yes, why did you choose to let go in the end?"

His memories quickly returned to three years ago, and the memories that he didn't want to be remembered broke through the shackles again and came surgingly.