Chapter 308: A Rare World for Two
"Oh, by the way, what about Xiaoxue? did you pick her up?" The two tacitly did not speak, and were silent for a long time, and I suddenly thought that before we went to the hotel, Xiaoxue was "stored" by us at Liu Xixi's house.
"She stayed at Liu Xixi's house tonight, I was too nervous at the time, thinking that something happened to you and I couldn't tell Xiaoxue, so I called Liu Xixi and asked her to take Xiaoxue for a night tonight. Poplar finally raised his head, looked at me, and said.
"Oh, then should we take her back now, I'm afraid she'll think too much, and I miss her a lot. "It's not that I'm worried about Liu Xixi, I just think that since I'm okay now, it would be better to bring Xiaoxue back.
"Finally have a little time for the two of us, are you sure you want to do this?" I was shocked by the answer that Poplar gave me, and I couldn't even react to what he was trying to say.
I looked at the poplar tree blankly, and for a while my brain circuit was blocked, and I couldn't understand what he meant, so I kept looking at him, and suddenly found that he was different today than usual.
"I mean, this is our rare two-person world, can't you completely give yourself to me once this time?" Poplar's eyes finally stopped dodging, but looked straight and serious at me, and said.
"Uh-huh. I was overwhelmed by his unusual behavior and just nodded dumbly.
"Poof~" Maybe I was amused by my cute appearance, and Poplar actually laughed out loud all of a sudden.
"What are you laughing at?" asked habitually, without thinking about it.
"I'm wondering if you regret it, how do you talk about wanting to live a two-person world with me, it seems to be full of reluctance, if you really regret it or have other thoughts, I can understand it. Poplar explained.
"No, no, how could I possibly regret it, I'm just a little unaccustomed to this turn of relationship between us and always feel ...... It's all a little unreal, and I need a sober person to remind me. Yang Shu really thought too much, and I was afraid that he would cancel his decision, so I quickly denied it.
"Okay, okay, I know, you don't have to be so nervous, you don't have to have a psychological burden, I won't do anything to you, and besides, standing in front of you, I am the real me, you are not dreaming, all this is true, very real, very real. ”
Poplar patiently soothed my emotions, the gentle look is about to drip water, no wonder it is always said that gentle men are addicted and infatuated, poplars are like this, it really makes me not obsessed and there is no way.
Well, I know that I myself may be too troubled, after all, after chasing people for so long, they have only agreed to be with me until now, and I have been in love with another woman for so many years, or a terrible woman I know, which makes me have to start doubting my own charm, I am the first time, in front of a man so unconfident, I think only poplars, can make me feel that I may really not be good enough.
"Uh-huh, uh-huh. "Hearing Yang Shu say this, I kept nodding my head, I want to make sure to myself, how real all this is in front of me, Yang Shu belongs to me from today on, and finally belongs to me alone.
I smiled and nodded, looking at the poplar's eyes, there were tears in my eyes, tears blurred my vision, but they did not blur the poplar's tenderness.
"Silly girl. Poplar sat down distressedly, stretched out his hand and rubbed the corner of my eye, gently, with extremely gentle movements, as if it was a warm wind, gently wiping away the tears from the corner of my eye.
The poplar chuckled, and I laughed too, and laughed and laughed, and my tears could not be stopped any longer, and I hugged the poplar and began to cry bitterly.
......I didn't think much about it, I didn't know what was going on in my head, I just had the urge to cry, so I hugged the poplar tree and started crying.
It's okay for me to cry, but Yang Shuke was frightened, and thought that he had done something to make me sad, so he hurriedly patted me on the back, comforting me, and kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I haven't gotten along with girls like this, so I don't know what to do, I'm sorry......"
I hugged the poplar tree and cried uncontrollably, the voice became louder and louder, and then I couldn't hear what he was talking about, I only knew that he kept talking above my head, roughly saying that he was clumsy and didn't know how to get along with girls, I hope I can bear with me, I have to tell him something, and then I apologized there, in fact, he didn't do anything wrong, maybe he didn't know what he did wrong, because he didn't know what to do, so he kept apologizing so stupidly.
Later, I was probably tired of crying, so I didn't cry anymore, my voice gradually became quieter, and it took a long time for my emotions to calm down completely.
"I'm sorry just now. I let go of Poplar's body, I don't know how long I had been holding him, I only saw my tears on his shoulders, I wiped my tears and apologized to him.
"Oh, it doesn't matter, are you girls so emotionally unstable, you really scared me when you cried just now, I've never seen you like this, you have always been synonymous with strength in front of me, no matter when, no matter what happens, you always face it calmly, so strong that I thought you wouldn't be vulnerable, I thought you were a different woman. ”
Poplar smiled at first, then his expression became more and more solemn, and his brows furrowed slightly, and I seemed to read a trace of ...... in his eyes Distressed?
Well, I was a little surprised, and I wasn't quite sure if I understood it correctly, so I explained to him, "Hehe, I have always been such a person in your heart." ”
Yang Shu thought that I was a strong person, and I was indeed ill-fated in the past, and met Lin Momo and Shen Xuanhan, two nemesis, Lin Momo has been my best friend for many years, and no one would have thought that one day the relationship between me and her would become what it is now, and the good sisters who used to get along day and night have now become enemies who are incompatible.
Later, I met Shen Xuanhan, this man has never been kind to me from the moment he approached me to give me a job, I watched him Lin Momo push into the abyss, but I couldn't do anything, and then in order to help Lin Momo, I took my chastity and happiness, and for a long time, I couldn't understand what Shen Xuanhan did.
Fortunately, Shen Xuanhan had a deep affection for me, and after being entangled with me for several months to no avail, he decided not to embarrass me anymore, but at this time, Lin Momo hated me to the core, almost completely disregarding the sisterhood, and repeatedly designed me to hurt me and even tried to kill me.
Fortunately, God favors her, she has never succeeded, after repeated dissuasion to no avail, I also gave up on redeeming Lin Momo's sister, since she can ignore the sisterhood and vow to force me into a desperate situation, then I no longer have hope for her, since then, my dearest sister and best friend have become my biggest and most hated enemy.
Later, with Xiaoxue, Lin Momo saw that he had no way to hurt me, so he pointed the finger at Xiaoxue, poor Xiaoxue suffered a crisis unimaginable to ordinary people at a young age, and I was also on the verge of madness, and I also shouted to Lin Momo to compete with her, but later, with the help of Shen Xuanhan, Xiaoxue's crisis was resolved, and I calmed down.
And when I went through all this, Yang Shu was by my side, he witnessed these hardships I went through, and he also helped out, and I was grateful to him in addition to love, it was such a man who made me obsessed with him to this day.
It is said that creation makes people, this God really never thinks it is a big deal, but let Yang Shu, such a perfect and excellent person, fall in love with Lin Momo, that crazy woman. What is hateful is that Lin Momo has never looked at the poplar tree with her eyes, she only has Shen Xuanhan in her eyes, and since then, the four of us have begun to have a chaotic and emotionally chaotic life.
This is probably what the poets said, "cutting is still messy", and it was also from that time that the fate of the four of us was tightly tied together, I, Yang Shu, Lin Momo, Shen Xuanhan, four people who should have no intersection, can no longer be separated.
I remembered what Poplar once said to me, "Emotional things." No one can say it, and I don't know why I like her, just like you can't tell why you like me. ”
This is what he said to me after the first confession to Yang Shu, I was rejected by him at that time, I felt like I was abandoned by the whole world, because he was my only spiritual pillar at that time, and it was because of his support that I slowly survived step by step.
"Actually, I've never been a strong person, what you saw before was just a pretending me, at that time I was helpless, and there were a bunch of ill-intentioned people around me, I could only hold on! I was silent for a while, explaining to Poplar that what he had seen before was all an illusion.
"You should know very well how I got to where I am today, not to mention the hardships I have suffered, just the injuries you have caused me are enough to cry hundreds of times in the night when no one is around. I looked at the poplar tree with a feigned anger and said.
"I, when did I hurt you, I'm sorry, I really didn't notice it before, even if I had inadvertently caused you harm, it must have been unintentional......" Poplar heard his name in my story, or did he hurt me, this guy was not calm down for a while.
"I know, I know, look at your urgency, listen to me. "I was amused by the cute appearance of the poplar, I didn't expect this guy to have such a cute side.
"I don't understand one thing very much, obviously I met you first, why did you fall in love with Lin Momo, when I got along with you day and night and worked and played together, Lin Momo was still Shen Xuanhan's girlfriend at that time, why did you suddenly fall in love with her, how can I compare to her?" I calmed Yang Shu and continued to talk about my story.
"Actually, I met Lin Momo first. Poplar wiped away the emotion between his brows and became serious all of a sudden.
"Before I met you, I met Lin Momo, at that time, she was already Shen Xuanhan's woman, Shen Xuanhan is a person, you also know that as long as it is what I want, no matter what, he would rather destroy it than leave it to me, and it is precisely because I was moved by Lin Momo at the beginning that Shen Xuanhan was so ruthless to Lin Momo later. ”
Yang Shu said, suddenly paused, glanced at me and then continued, "Later, I went to the town to find you, it was also a helpless move, I knew that the more I cared in front of Shen Xuanhan, the more he would spend his heart to torture Lin Momo, so later I simply gave up taking measures on my own, for fear that Shen Xuanhan would be angry with Lin Momo later, so there was a matter of me going to the town to find you later." ”
Hearing this, I began to understand a little why Yang Shu would rather beg me in a low voice, and it was precisely because he was in love with Lin Momo at that time, and pinned all his hopes on me when he couldn't do anything.