Chapter 630: The knot is hard to solve
Seeing that this one thing was explained, but the second thing made Qin Yu difficult. He knew Zheng Xuejian's character and knew what she was thinking in her heart, but he had to pretend not to know this.
After being silent for a while, Qin Yu said, "Apprentice, there is one more thing, that is, the master will be a matchmaker for you, do you think it's okay?"
Although the wording was already very euphemistic, when Zheng Xue heard it, she immediately shook it as if she had been shocked, and immediately said with a cold face: "You don't have to worry about this matter, this is my personal private matter." ”
There are just the two of them here, if there are any more people at the scene, Qin Yu estimates that he will have to find a crack in the ground to get into. But now that the face has been pulled down, the topic that is often not dared to touch at all has been poked open, just like the ambiguous layer of window paper has been pierced, so he simply said.
"I know it's your private matter, but since the two of us are destined, I am your master, and I am commensurate with your father as brothers, I feel that I have this responsibility and obligation, what do you say?" Qin Yu was careful and euphemistically worded, for fear that the slightest edge would poke the very sensitive nerves of this very sensitive person in front of him.
"Since you say so, then I don't hide it, but as long as you are a person with a heart, you will definitely find out, at least you can perceive it, and the person I like is you. Zheng Xue saw that he didn't do anything, and he didn't stop doing it, so he simply told it out. Then, his eyes were hot, and he looked at Qin Yu with some tears.
Qin Yu sensed this, but the first time such words came out of Zheng Xuejian's mouth, he was still very shocked. He knew that Zheng Xuejian was a good girl, but no matter how she said it, she was already married, she didn't know, why did she indulge her feelings and screw it so much when she knew this?
He was a little angry, but he knew that he couldn't get angry, so he smiled and said, "Apprentice, aren't you kidding me, but the teacher already has a wife and a young man, don't scare me." ”
"I know, but I'm not a child, and besides, can I control my own emotions when it comes to emotions? Zheng Xue saw that she was very helpless, mixed with the struggle and pain of a woman falling in love with someone she shouldn't love, and even a little pitiful.
Qin Yu didn't know what to say, he knew that Zheng Xue was in pain now, but he couldn't give her any promises, nor could he say anything, even a warm embrace. Because she is different from other girls, she is not only his apprentice, but also the daughter of Brother Zheng, he can't let his temperament lead her into a situation from which she will never recover. He couldn't even do it like Nangong Ruonan.
Because the topic was a little unbearable, Qin Yu didn't know how to comfort Zheng Xuejian in front of him, and felt that even if he said something, it would either be inappropriate at this time, or he would not be able to comfort Zheng Xuejian's mood at the moment. Therefore, between the two people, they immediately seemed embarrassed and cold, and neither of them said a word.
After a while, Zheng Xue saw that she broke her loneliness and said: "Master, don't persuade me, I know that you are for my good, but such a thing as feelings is really reluctant, I know that I shouldn't like you, but I can't control it, I know that you have a wife and children, but I can't extricate myself, I know that I shouldn't do this, but I just can't control it." I know that you are not a person who betrays another woman for the sake of one woman, and if you were that kind of person, maybe I wouldn't like you. ”
After a pause, Zheng Xuejian continued: "In the eyes of others, I will always be a stupid, grinning, no liver or lungs, and a character who sleeps after eating, but who knows that a poor girl is using this very mysterious coat to hide the scars in her heart, and the pain is unbearable, but she is too ashamed to speak." ”
Qin Yu's tears fell, he really wanted to pick up Zheng Xuejian, who was sitting beside him, and let her wounded heart be soothed in his arms. But he knew that he couldn't do this, because in that case, it would hurt Zheng Xuejian even more.
Zheng Xue said sadly: "My happiest days are the days when you rescued me in the alley that night, and then let me live in the hospital, I was lying on the sickbed, you served me, like a man considerately serving his woman, I am so happy, love is selfish, at that moment, I hope that I will lie in bed forever, and you will be by my side, serving me for a lifetime, inseparable." Speaking of this, Zheng Xuejian's face showed that kind of smile with tears, and there was a feeling that the bride was crying and laughing.
Qin Yu wanted to say something, but Zheng Xuejian took the lead," Sometimes, I wish I had died in the fight with the criminals, so that I was worthy of my parents and myself, and I was still free, that night, I had a chance to escape, but because I had this thought, I let go of my hands and feet, and fought with the gangsters to the end, and as a result, it was you, so magically, appeared, beat the gangsters, and rescued me, think about it, such a big city, in such a secluded alley, is all this not providence?"
Qin Yu was speechless.
Zheng Xue saw that he was already a little crazy. A person, especially a woman, once she has this attitude in emotional matters, it is really nine cows that can't be dragged back, and the bell must be tied to the bell, unless she can finally recognize her mistake and slowly return to reality and reason. At this time, Zheng Xue saw that what she needed was comfort, not to lay out the facts and reason with her.
Qin Yu sometimes has a clever tongue, but at this time, he feels that the language is so pale, although he is also considered to be rich in learning, he can't find a suitable word to comfort the person in front of him who is trapped by love.
Maybe it was because they realized the embarrassment of sitting so stiffly between each other, and after a while, Zheng Xue suddenly burst out laughing, and then said, "Okay, Master, as the popular saying goes, I like you and have nothing to do with you." This is my own business, don't worry, I won't beg you for nothing, but you don't want to artificially evict customers, let everything be fate. Don't we often say that time is the best cure for all diseases? ”
What else can you say? Qin Yu could only nod.
"Let's go, don't go, I'll have to take care of lunch again in a while. ”
"It's a small thing. Qin Yu saw that Zheng Xuejian finally returned to the sun from the abyssal situation just now, he breathed a sigh of relief, facing the reality, he could only take a step back, just like Zheng Xuejian said, leave everything to time, it will always give us an explanation, although this explanation is sometimes not so satisfying.