Chapter 129: A Comfortable Life
All day, I stayed at Song Qiang's house, his home was very luxurious, with everything, expensive TVs and many things I hadn't seen before.
Including the Filipino maid nanny, she is also very considerate, seeing that I may be tired, she hurriedly handed over slippers, water, washing fruit or something, she was very busy, and when she saw that I was unhappy, she hid far away.
Anyway, it's a completely free space, and this babysitter showed up when I needed it, and everything made me feel very comfortable.
I fell into deep contemplation, such an environment is very comfortable, and my body and mind have been completely relaxed, this is probably the most comfortable I have been in the past few years, especially since my spirit has been stimulated so much recently.
But one day in a dream, I dreamed of Lin Momo, she cried and said to me, "Lan Lan, where are you? Why didn't you come to save me?"
I saw that Li Gang's face changed, and the poplar tree was also making waves there, they were both a pair of demons.
I woke up, it turned out to be a dream, but my heart couldn't calm Lan Lan anymore, what should I do?
During this time, Song Qiang didn't come to this apartment much, usually he just gave me a phone call every day, and I was in such a comfortable environment, like a frog in warm water, I forgot the responsibility on my shoulders.
And my daughter, Xiaoxue, yes, thinking of my daughter, my heart tugged again, Xiaoxue, where is she now?
And Lin Momo, and those people? These people who appeared in my life and were fleeting, I don't know where they are now?
Really, I can't go on like this, I have to look for them.
Yes, I am a mother, I am also a sister, I can't let myself be like this, just thinking about it, I called Song Qiang.
"For Song Qiang, I'm Lan Lan. ”
"How's it going at home, I see you're quite relaxed," Song Qiang said to me.
"Song Qiang, I want to tell you, I want to go out for a while, my affairs are very important. ”
Song Qiang asked unexpectedly: "Lan Lan, tell me something, as long as I can help, I will do my best." ”
His words are so sincere, but I, I don't know what to say, yes, he can help me, but how can I tell him about my experiences?
I can't really talk about my toyed and hurt past, my two marriages, my missing daughter.
I don't want Song Qiang to know that I have been hurt so much.
I know that Song Qiang already has me in his heart.
I slowly felt it through his concern for me, but none of us pierced the window paper.
Because I know that Song Qiang was married once, and he now has two daughters,
We are all 30 years old now, and we must be cautious about our marriage.
Hanging up the phone, I was cranky.
The doorbell rang, and Song Qiang appeared in front of me in a hurry, his clothes were disheveled, and his hair was tall and stood up, as if he hadn't had time to comb it.
Song Qiang ran to me and said to me firmly: "Lan Lan, don't go, really, if you have anything, open your heart and tell me, I will definitely help you." ”
He looked at me sincerely, and at that moment, I was a little moved, but I quickly restrained myself.
No, I can't fall into it anymore, I think of the poplar tree at the beginning, which also makes my heart flutter in this way, and also helps me in difficult times.
But as a result, I turned out to be a pawn of the poplar, and I still don't understand what kind of effect I have on the poplar, so that he can use me so much and deceive my feelings.
Looking at Song Qiang, I said lightly: "Oh, don't be so sensational, it's like a TV series, it's quite uncomfortable," I joked.
Song Qiang didn't smile, he came to me and said to me, "Lan Lan, I'm real, I know that you have been through a lot of things, but I don't want to investigate your past, I just hope that if there is anything, just tell me directly, as long as I can help you." ”
He started again, I didn't listen to it, I just gently covered his mouth and said to Song Qiang: "Thank you, I have received your heart, now, the help I need is for you to lend me some money." ”
"Borrow money?" Song Qiang was stunned.
When it comes to borrowing money, Song Qiang is really revealing his true form.
I was secretly happy in my heart, glad that I had just been unmoved.
But Song Qiang hesitated for a moment, and he said, "How much do you want?"
"100,000, I hesitated when I spit out this number, 100,000 yuan, what is enough for me now?
You know, how many things have to go through in the middle? 100,000 yuan, I don't know if it's enough, but I can't say how much money I have, I'm afraid that Song Qiang won't agree.
But I didn't expect that Song Qiang didn't say anything, he just looked at me and said, "Lan Lan, I really want to be with you." “
Looking at his eyes, I secretly laughed in my heart, I haven't said anything about money yet, and now I want to say that I am with me.
I didn't speak again, I wanted to go for a walk.
Song Qiang stepped forward and held my hand tightly, not letting me go.
"What's wrong? what's the matter?" I asked, confused.
Song Qiang suddenly hugged me into his arms and kissed me wildly on the face, his lips were very dry, but his whole body was hot, and the male snort was not on my face.
I was a little confused, but I restrained myself.
This man, as soon as I mention the money, he looks like this, obviously he doesn't want to give it to me? What are you talking about with him?
"Let me out," I said impatiently.
But Song Qiang whispered in my ear: "Lan Lan, really, I will definitely help you, please believe me"
I tried my best to break free of Song Qiang, and said to Song Qiang: "I still have some things, I want to go to the park for a walk, I have been bored at home for the past two days, and I am a little flustered and short of breath." ”
Song Qiang took the first step and said, "Okay, I'll take you out for a walk!"
"What about the company?" I asked.
Song Qiang said: "Someone will naturally take care of the company's affairs, you don't have to worry about this, now you are the most important person to me." ”
After he finished speaking, soon, Song Qiang drove the car, and the two of us set off.
In winter, the park still has a bleak feeling, but the sun is warm, and it is a weekend, so there are many people visiting the park, and they all bring their children.
The children were running, making noise, laughing, chasing and playing, playing with the slides, and shouting for mom and dad.
Seeing their overjoyed appearance, my heart trembled for a while, my Xiaoxue, where are you? I think of my daughter, Xiaoxue's furry face, and her big round eyes.
Primary school is very sensible, she also loves me very much, whenever I feel sad, primary school can be seen, she will run to my side, hug me and say, "Mom, I love you," said my heart warm.
And every time Xiaoxue didn't eat well, I said to Xiaoxue, "Mommy doesn't love you anymore," and Xiaoxue began to cry sadly.
But as soon as I said it, my mother loves you, eat well or something, and she is willing to do anything.
Xiaoxue loves me in her heart, but I didn't be a good mother, I lost her to others so easily, gave it to the poplar tree, and thought I was the one I trusted.
I didn't expect him to be that kind of person, and Poplar doesn't know what happened to my child now.
It's been more than a year, and I should be four or five years old in elementary school.
I saw a beautiful little girl in front of me, dressed in pink and tender, and her pink face reminded me of Xiaoxue.
Song Qiang seemed to see my thoughts, and he said in my ear, "Lan Lan, are you missing your child?"
"Kid, how do you know?" I said, confused.
Xiaoqiang looked at me and said, "Lan Lan, I know you have a daughter, right? ”
"Song Qiao, why are you so excessive? Have you gotten my permission? Who do you think you are? You think you're Sherlock Holmes, do you think you're Detective Conan? You're disrespecting me like that," I said loudly.
To be honest, my heart is full of chagrin at this moment, how can Song Qiang do this?
Because I don't want him to know about my past, that unbearable past, because my heart has slowly developed a good impression of him.
I am such a person, he is now good to me when I was hurt, and I was captured so easily.
It's just that I've been trying to restrain myself, I don't want my feelings to leak, and I'm afraid of being hurt again.
It was to hear that he was investigating my past, which made me very angry, and if he knew about my past, he would not like me anymore.
I was really worried, I was scared of losing, and that's what I really thought, so I showed a lot of anger.
The surroundings were already full of people watching the excitement, and it seemed that my unreasonableness piqued their interest.
Looking at this scene, Song Qiang was very embarrassed, he didn't speak anymore, and I stopped talking.
But suddenly Song Qiang knelt down on one knee in front of me, which scared me a lot.
"What are you doing?" I shouted.
Song Qiang didn't speak, he took it out of his pocket, handed me a ring box and said, "Lan Lan, this diamond ring of pigeon eggs represents my heart, you can accept it." ”
There was an exclamation around, and someone was heckling nearby. "Marry him! Marry a local tyrant! This local tyrant is the most profitable in this world!"
The voices around me rang in my ears one after another, but I didn't say anything.
I just looked at Song Qiang blankly, "What are you doing? My affairs haven't been sorted out yet, I can't accept you now!"
And it's too sudden, you must know that my previous affairs have not been dealt with well, and now let me accept Song Qiang, for me, it is really a bit difficult, I will no longer speak.
Song Qiang looked at me and didn't speak, and continued: "Lan Lan, marry me, I mean it, say it's true, the first time I saw you, I felt like my heart was hit, more than 30 years, more than 30 years, I have never felt like this, this may be love at first sight, I really hope you are with me, and your conversation, your character, are deeply attracted to me, you promise me!"
I looked at him coldly and said, "But I have a lot of little problems, what if you find out about my little problems and don't like me?"