These are all questions of the prosperous world, and Mo Qingyou has also thought about it seriously, but what flashed in his mind was Yao Shengshen, and he was also jumped!

I think it's impossible, but the more time passes, Mo Qingyou's feelings for Yao Shengshen get deeper and deeper, Yao Shengshen will come to chat with Mo Qingyou every day, and Mo Qingyou will also hear his heart thumping.

She thought, she met love, and secretly fell in love with this rival Yao Shengshen, but it's a pity that the other party didn't know, and Mo Qingyou didn't plan to let her know, if it was known, how embarrassing this secret would be!

However, Yao Shengshen doesn't know if she will like her? She thinks about this question every day, what should she do if she likes it? Is it together? Impossible, children can't fall in love.

After that, Mo Qingyou hid this secret in her heart and didn't let anyone know, including her two best friends, if it was known, wouldn't it be shameful!

Mo Qingyou is a good-looking, self-respecting person, and he doesn't like others to run with his tail between his legs, this secret, it seems that he still keeps it by himself.

However, Yao Shengshen would come to Mo Qingyou every day, and Mo Qingyou couldn't refuse, once, Mo Qingyou refused to see Yao Shengshen, and Yao Shengshen would come to Mo Qingyou very inexplicably Why didn't he want to see him.

Yao Shengshen thought that he had done something wrong to make this little witch ignore him, how to say it, the two of them are also good friends, wouldn't it be embarrassing not to meet now?

So he felt strange, in desperation, Mo Qingyou had no choice but to admit defeat, so he had to play with Yao Shengshen occasionally, but Yao Shengshen wouldn't know that Mo Qingyou had one more thing in his heart, and this matter was related to him!

Like Yao Shengshen, is Mo Qingyou's biggest secret, every day will increase a little miss, will increase a little love, gradually, this is a habit, every day to observe Yao Shengshen's every move.

As long as he is sick and has a fever, Mo Qingyou is more nervous than anyone else, which makes Yao Shengshen very unaccustomed, although Mo Qingyou scolds Yao Shengshen on his mouth that he deserves it, in fact, his heart is more uncomfortable than anyone else, this is true.

In the year of the college entrance examination, Mo Qingyou began to be sleepy in choosing a school and major. Mother hoped that Mo Qingyou could pass the exam in Wutong Town and then be glorious, but Mo Qingyou was unwilling.

Sheng Shi said that Mo Qingyou chooses whatever major, she chooses, they are good friends from birth to death.

However, Cao Tingting naturally acquiesced, after all, from childhood to adulthood, how can it be said that they will be separated? If so, it is a big deal that everyone will not read it together in the future!

Therefore, Mo Qingyou is even more stressed, she doesn't know what to do, if she goes to the outside world of Wutong Town, then she won't be able to see her mother, thinking of this, Mo Qingyou's nose is sour, and she has an urge to cry!

She is a very homesick child, even if she leaves home for a day or two, she will miss home and her mother very much.

In the past few years, it has become a habit to rely on my mother, and I don't want to leave my mother and let my mother suffer.

There is a tourism school in Wutong Town, which is specially designed to train college entrance examination students who want to be tour guides, Mo Qingyou is moved by this, but her mother always wants her to go to the outside world to break through, perhaps, she can also meet her father!

Oh yes, that man. Mother is still thinking about her now, and she still cries at night, maybe this is already a habit, so her mother is so reluctant to give up her father, although the man abandoned her mother, but her mother still can't help but hate her, from beginning to end, only Mo Qingyou is hating!

In the end, Mo Qingyou still didn't choose the outside school that her mother said.

She didn't want to leave Wutong Town at all, Wutong Town was like a paradise, there were not many people in it, but the people were very simple, there were no accidents, and there were no robberies.

Mo Qingyou just likes Wutong Town like this very much, Sheng Shi said, the outside world, how terrifying it is, how terrifying it is, what you want to be, you can't be as peaceful as today.

So, Mo Qingyou was so frightened that he volunteered to fill in the tourist school, no matter what, being a tour guide is also a very good career!

And she grew up in Wutong Town, and no one is more familiar with the grass and trees in Wutong Town than her, so she won't regret choosing to be a tour guide!

Sheng Shi and Cao Tingting were hesitant at first when they heard that Mo Qingyou wanted to be a tour guide, but in the end, like Mo Qingyou, they chose this school, and their mother didn't want to force anything, since her daughter liked it, let her choose.

Mo Qingyou also knew that he was ashamed of his mother, and his mother had always hoped that he could become a talent, but now it seems that he can't do it, so he will comfort his mother every day.

After that, they graduated smoothly and became tour guides, and they lived happily every day. It's like nothing will happen, but in fact, in the good times later, there are still many things waiting for them to challenge!

Getting off the train, Zheng Yankai was a little dizzy, and was smoked by all kinds of smells on the train for a long time, Zheng Yankai felt that it was already a fortunate thing to be able to get off the car alive.

Zheng Yankai stood in place for several minutes before taking a step forward, although he usually smoked, but Zheng Yankai still didn't think that so many people smoked together, the smell of foot odor mixed with the occasional was so terrifying, he hadn't taken a train for a long time, and he had almost forgotten this feeling, so people became hypocritical.

Zheng Yankai looked around, the station in Wutong Town had not changed much, and he had quickly found the direction of the exit.

It has been several years since he came back, Zheng Yankai still thought that when he came back this time, Wutong Town would change, maybe for himself this place has become a strange place, not a place where he once lived, for Zheng Yankai, in his memory, this place is actually a little blurry, he has walked through so many places, here, it is definitely not his favorite one. Even here, Zheng Yankai has the happiest memories.

Zheng Yankai felt that those sentences describing the excitement when he went home were all deceitful, at least, for Zheng Yankai now, he didn't have that kind of excitement, and his heart was beating no different from usual, it was the kind of beating that could be alive.

Walking step by step, approaching the way home step by step, Zheng Yankai thought that his heart would fluctuate, but no.

Zheng Yankai admires himself anymore, when has he started to have no emotion?

Zheng Yankai walked out of the train station, saw the car as soon as he came out, and casually got on one and reported the address. Zheng Yankai's first thought after closing his eyes was that in fact, Wutong Town had changed, if it had been placed in the past, it would have been really difficult to find a car in Wutong Town, but now he had just seen a row of cars waiting there as soon as he got out of the train station.

In Zheng Yankai's memory, no matter how many places he has visited, Wutong Town has always been the most quiet and unworldly one. Even if he hasn't come back for many years, he has always been a special existence in Zheng Yankai's heart. It's just that some things are really only suitable for nostalgia in life.

After Zheng Yankai got in the car, he closed his eyes and didn't look at the surrounding scenery, I don't know if he was too tired and wanted to take a good rest, or he didn't want to face the city outside the window that may have undergone countless changes.

Zheng Yankai has thought about the reason why he came back countless times, either to come back to see his friends, or to bring his beloved back to see the place where he once lived, just the two of them can have a good time, but Zheng Yankai never thought that he would come back again to attend his father's funeral, and even before receiving that call, Zheng Yankai didn't know that his father had cancer, and it was already at an advanced stage when he found out.

In fact, Zheng Yankai didn't know what the meaning of his coming back was, he hadn't seen him for so many years, and the aftermath had already been done, and it was clear that he didn't treat him as a son, otherwise he would have been hospitalized and never thought of telling himself, and he didn't know if that person would care when he came back like this, or whether he had to blame others for telling himself when he saw himself standing in front of him.

Wutong Town is a small town, and Zheng Yankai didn't feel that he had moved far in the car, and the car had already stopped. Zheng Yankai paid for the car and got out of the car, and sighed in his heart, the fare here is really not expensive, much cheaper than Beijing, Zheng Yankai suddenly thought, if he took a taxi around this Wutong Town, wouldn't it be expensive to go from home to work in Beijing? Zheng Yankai thought, if there is time, he can really try.

Zheng Yankai looked at the door of his father's house, not knowing whether he should push the door in directly or knock on the door and wait for someone to open it. It's really awkward, his son will have to be so entangled in his father's family, but Zheng Yankai thinks that he must not be the only one who feels this way. I'm afraid that there are many people in this world who are in the same situation as themselves,

In the end, Zheng Yankai still knocked on the door, after all, this can no longer be regarded as his home, at most it is his father's home, he is just a guest, Zheng Yankai is still self-aware.

After knocking on the door, Zheng Yankai waited at the door a little nervously, and after a while, he heard a woman's voice from inside, "Come, wait." There was some tiredness and sadness in the voice, and there was no vitality in it.

Zheng Yankai became nervous all of a sudden, he knew who the person who came to open the door was the aunt that his father married later. Zheng Yankai has also seen it before, and in his impression, this aunt is actually quite good to him, at least, not the vicious stepmother told in fairy tales. When I was a child, when I was at my father's house, that aunt was always very polite and loving to her, and sometimes Zheng Yankai had the illusion that this aunt was really his mother.

However, after all, it was all when I was a child, and so many years have passed, Zheng Yankai is not sure if his aunt still remembers himself, and he is not sure if his aunt will treat him as well as when he was a child.

The door was opened from the inside, and the people inside recognized who was outside.

"Yan Kai, you're finally back, come in and go see your dad. ”

"Auntie, thank you for being by my dad's side all the time in his last days. Zheng Yankai didn't know what to say in his first sentence, before the door was opened, Zheng Yankai had already imagined several words to open the door, but in the end, it was blurted out that he had not thought about it at all, which may be the best.

"Silly boy, thank you, come in quickly. ”

Under the leadership of his aunt, Zheng Yankai saw his father again after many years, but this is just a cold and cold photo, Zheng Yankai only knew how resentful he was in his heart at this time, he didn't understand why his father already knew that his time was running out but still refused to inform himself, is he really not his son?

Auntie didn't know when she had already made the incense and handed it to Zheng Yankai's hand, before coming, Zheng Yankai thought that he must give incense to his father, but now, he didn't want to take the incense so much.

"Yan Kai, what's wrong? Why are you still stupid, hurry up and incense your father." ”

"Auntie, I want to ask you a question. Zheng Yankai wanted to find an answer for himself.

"Just ask, Auntie will tell you if she knows. ”

"When did Dad find out he was sick?"

"It didn't take long, although I felt pain before, but I had this problem for a long time, he didn't take it seriously, and blamed me, I would have forced him to go to the hospital for a check-up earlier, maybe I could have found it earlier, and people wouldn't have gone so fast. As she spoke, Auntie's eyes were already red.

Zheng Yankai felt that he was actually a very cruel person, and it was such a time, and it was useless to pursue these things again, but Zheng Yankai just couldn't help it. In this world, he was the only relative left of his father, and he thought that he was his only relative in his father's heart, but in the end, he didn't even have the chance to see him for the last time.

This is a knot for Zheng Yankai, even Zheng Yankai himself understands that he is drilling a bull's horn or a useless horn, but he just can't control his heart.

"Auntie, don't blame yourself, I can't blame you for this kind of thing. Zheng Yankai began to make up for the mistakes he had made and comforted the poor woman in front of him.

"Why don't you blame me, if I wasn't careful enough, Lao Zheng wouldn't have ......" Speaking of this, the aunt couldn't say any more, tears fell one after another, her hands began to tremble, and the incense in her hands was already half burning.

Zheng Yankai took the incense, kowtowed three times to his father's portrait, and then put on the incense, even if he still had any questions in his heart, Zheng Yankai couldn't ask at this time. Forget it, sometimes it's better to be confused than to understand.

I don't know if it's because my aunt cried too sadly, Zheng Yankai was also affected, his eyes turned red, in front of his father's portrait, the grievances just now disappeared, this is the power of family affection.

"Auntie, my dad, is my dad's body cremated?" Zheng Yankai's voice trembled a little.

"No, how can you be cremated if you haven't come back, your dad wants to see you in the end, but, this old man is stubborn, I'm afraid that he will delay your work and life, why don't you call, your dad is dying, when you want to leave, you still hold the photo you took when you rode on his neck when you were a child, I knew at that time, your dad is unwilling, he misses you, so, I took it upon myself to call you, who knows, the phone has not been made, your dad, your dad, it's gone. Auntie's mood was already better, but because she remembered the scene at that time, she cried, and this time she couldn't stop it.

Zheng Yankai stepped forward and hugged his aunt in his arms, although he and his aunt did not have any blood relationship, but at this moment, because Zheng Yankai's father linked the two people together, at this moment, they were all the same pitiful people, both of whom had lost their loved ones.

Zheng Yankai just hugged his aunt in his arms, and didn't say anything to consol, no matter how much he said now, it was useless, and it was best to vent his emotions. If you endure it for a long time, it will make people hold back the problem.

"Yan Kai, I'm sorry for letting you see Auntie's jokes. After a while, the aunt adjusted her mood and said, reached out and wiped the tears on her face, her eyes were still red and swollen, and there were blue and black under the redness, Zheng Yankai thought, Dad and Auntie have never had a child, and she should be the only one who is busy with things outside the family these times, which must be very hard.

"Auntie, what are you talking about, I'm also half your child, what's there to cry in front of me. Auntie, I'll keep filial piety for my dad today, you go and rest first. ”

"Where can I rest now, I'll be with you, and you've been away for so many years, and you're afraid that some of the uncles and aunts here have forgotten about you. Auntie is very persistent, and Zheng Yankai can't say anything more. And the fact is that if a person comes over and calls his name, he will never know what to call the other party, and then his embarrassment is secondary, so that it is not good to be embarrassed by others.

Zheng Yankai didn't know that his father's popularity in Wutong Town was still so good, he just went to the back room to change a set of clothes, and then brought filial piety, and when he returned to the front living room, there were already many people inside.

To be honest, these people Zheng Yankai feel familiar at first, and even a few of them can be called by their surnames, but most of them really don't know Zheng Yankai, and I don't know if he forgot them, or if they have forgotten them all these years.

Zheng Yankai stood beside his aunt and accepted the grief expressed by others for his father. Listening to these people talk about his father's life, Zheng Yankai actually had a strange feeling, in his memory, his father was strict and loving to himself, more of a compensatory doting, in Zheng Yankai's heart, his father is his father, but, from other people's mouths, Zheng Yankai saw a more comprehensive father's appearance.

Zheng Yankai regretted a little, he had been rushing forward for so many years, he always thought that since he had walked out of this place, he must make some achievements, and then he could come back, proudly telling his father how successful he was, and he could also make his father proud of himself, but who could have thought that time was so waiting, he had not had the opportunity to tell his father about his success, and his father had already left.

The son wants to raise but does not wait, this sentence jumped into Zheng Yankai's mind, when someone said this to Zheng Yankai before, Zheng Yankai didn't care much, his father's health has always been good, at least in front of Zheng Yankai, his father didn't even cough, but now Zheng Yankai really understands the meaning of this sentence, but no matter how much regret he has, he can't recall his father.

Zheng Yankai secretly swore in his heart that he must succeed, and then come back to visit his father's grave, so that his father would feel happy for himself even in heaven.

After working all afternoon, it was not until six o'clock in the evening that all the people who came to mourn were sent away, Zheng Yankai had not slept well for a night, if he could sleep in the environment on the train, then he would have to applaud himself, but Zheng Yankai did not feel tired at all at this time. He had heard many, many things about his father from other people's mouths this afternoon, and his image in his heart became greater and greater.

In fact, even if those people haven't left yet, Zheng Yankai doesn't have any opinions, he is very grateful that they were able to let him know so many things about his father after his father left, but Zheng Yankai always felt regretful that these things were learned from others, rather than discovering them little by little.

"Auntie, you're tired, I'll go out and buy some if you want to eat. Zheng Yankai felt that his body was tired enough, he thought, Auntie is already so old, and now she must be a little unbearable.

Zheng Yankai is a person who can't cook, and he doesn't plan to do it, he is afraid that if he goes to cook by himself, the two of them will be hungry tonight, not to mention, he is afraid that in the end, the kitchen at home will be ruined, and in the end, the aunt will clean it up.

"No need, how expensive it is to go out and buy it, not to mention that there are still vegetables at home, Yan Kai hasn't come back for so many years, and I don't know if you still remember your aunt's craftsmanship, back then, your favorite food was the lion's head I made." Auntie almost thought of what she looked like back then, there was longing in her eyes, she really regarded Zheng Yankai as her own child, especially Zheng Yankai when she was a child, although she never called herself a mother, but she didn't mind at all, and at that time, Zheng Yankai was so dependent on herself, that emotional dependence was far more important than a title.

"Auntie, what a hassle, you've been tired all day, so I'd better go out and buy it. However, I still really remember the taste of the lion's head made by my aunt, I always had to eat this dish outside all these years, and then I found out that no one made it as delicious as my aunt's cooking, so I never wanted to eat it again. Zheng Yankai is telling the truth, he is definitely not complimenting anyone, in addition to the good taste of the lion's head made by the aunt, there is also a taste of home, which is impossible for the chefs in those restaurants to make.