Whether it is a year, two years, or a lifetime, Lu Shaofan knows very well what he wants, and he knows even more that now he is working so hard to develop the Lu family, if nothing else, he just wants to have enough ability to let the people around him live the best life.

I raised my head with red eyes and glanced at Lu Shaofan.

"You gave me all the beef in your bowl, you just have a little noodles, can you fill your stomach?"

Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan looked at me with a smile and said, "Can't I eat anything else after I finish eating noodles?"

When he asked me this rhetorically, I shook my head amusedly.

The wind at night was very cool and comfortable, it seemed that it was the first time that Lu Shaofan and I had stayed outside so late.

Later, this night became the last time Lu Shaofan and I walked such a long night road so leisurely and contentedly, and talked about the past for so long.

Although Lu's mother's body has been maintained, because she spent too much energy when she was young, her physique was very weak, and her life was advanced by half a year.

Actually, Lu Shaofan and I both knew that her mother's body couldn't support it for long, so none of us said anything.

On the third day after Lu Shaofan and I returned home in the middle of the night for the only time, Lu's mother was admitted to the intensive care ward of the hospital.

However, the results were very bad, the cancer in her stomach had spread, and no matter how much medicine she used, there was no way to control it anymore.

As long as there is any hope, Lu Shaofan and I will not give up, but we already know the facts, in the end, Lu's mother did not even insist on the year that the doctor said before.

Later, on the day Lu's mother left, she held my hand tightly and said softly: "Wei Ran, I have done a lot of wrong things in my life, I don't say it, you know, my life is very short, but I have never regretted the past I had with Shaofan's father." ”

When Lu's mother said this, tears gradually appeared in her eyes.

In my impression, Mama Lu has always been a strong and neat woman.

She once supported the Lu family's world with her own strength, and if it weren't for her poor health, she wouldn't have forced me and Lu Shaofan to return to China to settle down.

"Mom, you're good enough to do this, aren't you?"

I smiled at her and said.

Seeing me say this, Mother Lu closed her eyes with a smile, and tears fell.

Suddenly, she squeezed my hand a little harder.

"Wei Ran, is it okay to promise your mother one thing? Give Shaofan a chance, a man can't make any mistakes in this life, sometimes intentionally, sometimes unintentionally, you promise, no matter whether Shaofan will make a mistake that you can't forgive in the future, you will give him one last chance, you must forgive him, okay?"

Suddenly, when I heard Lu's mother say this, my eyes were sour.

Looking at her, I bit my lip tightly and nodded gently.

"Okay, Mom, I promise you!"

If this is her last wish, I must promise her and let her go in peace.

After receiving my promise, a relieved smile appeared on the corner of Lu's mother's mouth.

She stretched out her hand towards Lu Shaofan, and then Lu Shaofan silently held her hand tightly.

"Shaofan, Mom knows, my time is almost up, Mom suddenly regretted it, there are some things and some choices, it may really be Mom's mistake, but ...... But every time I see that kid......"

Halfway through Lu's mother's words, she turned her head to look at me, I think she was talking about Sihan.

But in the end, Lu's mother didn't continue to talk about it.

"Shaofan, live a good life with Wei Ran, just now Wei Ran also promised Mom, no matter if you have a heart or no intention in the future, if you make a mistake, Wei Ran will give you a chance, but you have to remember that Mom is not doing this to give you a chance to relax, Mom is just afraid that you will accidentally break up with Wei Ran in the future." ”

At that time, I didn't know why I wanted to promise her such a thing when Lu's mother was leaving, but I didn't want my marriage with Lu Shaofan to have any problems, so I promised Lu's mother, this was originally my heart's desire.

In fact, I can feel that when Lu's mother just left, although Lu Shaofan has always insisted on going to the company on time, he is very uncomfortable.

One day in the middle of the night, I suddenly woke up and found that Lu Shaofan was not in the room, I was a little worried, so I walked out of the bedroom.

Later, I saw him standing in front of the balcony window smoking, and the cigarette butts had already fallen on the ground.

I walked over and turned on the dark light in the living room, Lu Shaofan turned his head to look at me, and then he snuffed out the cigarette butt.

"Why did you wake up?"

Hearing him ask, I walked over with a smile, and then took the initiative to reach out and hug him.

My head was tightly buried in Lu Shaofan's arms, and then I asked softly, "What about you? When did you get up and throw away such cigarette butts?"

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan's expression was a little embarrassed, and then he pretended to smile and said: "I have been a little troubled about work recently, so I have some insomnia." ”

Hearing this reason, I couldn't help but look up at him and shook my head slightly.

"Shaofan, we are husband and wife, in fact, no matter what you have in your heart, you can tell me, you say it's for work, in fact, I know, you have been feeling depressed and uneasy because of your mother's death, haven't you?"

Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan hooked the corners of his lips helplessly.

"I can't hide anything from you. ”

He sighed, and his expression darkened.

"Wei Ran, I have been an illegitimate child in other people's mouths since I was a child, in my life, my mother has always been with me, spurring me, and even she once made me live a very gloomy life, but she is my dearest relative in the world, no matter what she does, her purpose is for me, she gave me all her love, all care, and even excessive care, but now I have lost her early, and then think about it, I am really a veritable orphan without a father and no mother. ”

I listened to Lu Shaofan's words, and my heart suddenly felt sad, yes, I felt sorry for him.

In fact, I also have a deep understanding of what he said, because I have also experienced such pain.

"Shaofan, then we are both orphans, we will fight for it in the future, live longer, and we must not let Sihan become an orphan early, okay?"

Sometimes, a word I inadvertently may be silent, and sometimes, we may regret what we have agreed on in the future.

I hugged Lu Shaofan tightly, at this moment, I only hope that he can be happy.