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The talented man lying on the kang had fallen to the bottom, he didn't say a word, his eyes were dull, his brain seemed to have stopped working, and his eyes were blank. His tears kept flowing, and he regretted the stupid thing he had done.

He repeated a sentence as if reciting a scripture: "It's all me who hurt the old girl......! It's all me who hurt the old girl......! It's all me who hurt the old girl, ......!"

When my aunt saw this, she said to my uncle, "I'm afraid I'm scared of this child!"

After speaking, he hurriedly patted the genius on the back, and then said: "Genius! This matter is not bad for you, the old girl will be fine! How can this matter depend on you, or the old girl, this child's life is miserable! Genius, don't be too sad, what's the use of being sad!"

Hey...... Uncle sighed, looked heartbroken, got up and got off the ground, and stood on the ground for a walk.

Fortunately, my aunt beat her belt even again, and it took a while for her to recover.

Next, the genius cried: "Woo...... Woo...... Woo...... "Crying like a child."

After crying for a while, he closed his eyes, but the tears were still falling, and he muttered to himself: "How can this be! How can it be like this...... The old girl is missing, and I am still stupid in Shenyang, am I not a fool!"

The aunt coaxed the talented man like a child, and obviously Yue Yue also went to the talented man and dragged the hand, and the two looked at this sad big brother with straight eyes.

It wasn't until the middle of the night that Caizi eased up a little and fell asleep in self-talk.

In the morning, my uncle and aunt got up early, and Caizi was curled up on the kang alone, as if he was sleeping in the thick quilt, and he was still thinking about inexplicable questions in his mind.

Sadness enveloped him like a huge spider web, and Caizi felt so cold, he shrank his head into the quilt, gently hugged his knees, and hugged himself like a hermit crab.

He didn't think it would be cold if he did so, but this action didn't help, and he shivered a little. He felt very thirsty, but he felt cold, and he didn't want to move, so he poured saliva and drank.

In the dark, the genius began to hate some people, some things, and even hate the world............

The genius was thinking, why me? Why must I be the one who suffers all the pain? I just want to be an ordinary child and live my life happily. I didn't ask for it, but everything that was so ordinary was so difficult for me!

Caizi felt as if there was a pair of eyes behind him that had been staring at him, and these eyes were full of sarcasm and anger. These eyes are like the eyes of an old girl, but if you look closely, they are not. He didn't recognize these eyes, which made him uneasy and afraid.

In the haze, he saw the old girl being dragged by two people. He chased after him, but he couldn't. For a while, it seemed that the old girl was lying on the road at the entrance of the village, and the people passing by turned a blind eye, seeing people lying there and no one cared.

After a while, it seemed that the old girl was following him, and as soon as he turned around, the person was gone......

A clear sound of the door opening woke the genius from his stupor. It turned out that my aunt had come back from killing pigs and was cooking on the fire. Caizi lifted the quilt and sat up suddenly, he felt weak and exhausted. He was so thirsty that he got up and poured a glass of boiling water. After drinking it in one gulp, I still didn't feel like I was thirsty, so I continued to pour a glass and drank it in another sip. After drinking three glasses in a row, I felt better.

After my aunt finished cooking, the talented man had already dressed, and Ming Ming and Yueyue in the Westinghouse had already gotten up. After eating, Caizi said to his aunt, "Auntie, I still want to sleep." ”

My aunt looked at his tired appearance, touched his forehead again, and said, "You don't have a high fever, then you can sleep, you haven't slept for a while talking nonsense all night, don't think too much, your body is important." ”

Maybe it's fatigue, maybe it's the reason for drinking water and eating. At this time, Caizi really fell asleep after lying down.

In the midst of his absence, he fell asleep in a daze.

In my sleep, the door of the house was kicked open, and then I heard my mother shouting: "My father is here to beat you!

Caizi woke up in shock, opened his eyes and looked, it turned out that the door was banging on the door when he was playing with Yueyue. The genius felt that his head was swollen, and he sat up.

In the afternoon, when my uncle and aunt came back from selling meat at the market, I shouted that I wanted to go home, and my aunt said, "You'd better not go back, and spend the Chinese New Year at your uncle's house!" ”

The talented man thought about it, now that the old girl has such a big event, how can he face the people of the old girl's family.

In this way, in the morning, my uncle drove the donkey cart that collected pigs and pulled the things that Caizi had bought to Xiwazi Village.

In the afternoon, Caizi's parents were picked up.

I haven't seen each other for five years, my parents are happy and sad when they see the talented son, the mother hugs her son and washes her face with tears, and the father sheds tears on the side. The joy is that the son is well, and the person has grown taller, grown up, and matured. The worry is that the village is as big as him, and all of them have recruited workers to work in the coal mines, and some have already married wives and had children. And his children are still wandering outside, and they don't know how long they will be adrift.

It turned out that the year before last, the land of Xiwazi Village and several neighboring villages had been expropriated by a newly built coal mine. According to the state's regulations, the land should be expropriated, and many young people signed up to become miners.

At that time, in accordance with the national policy, land was expropriated and people were expropriated, and the peasants became workers in an instant, and their hukou became urban hukou, enjoying the state's food supply, free medical care, and so on. As a result, some singles in their thirties married daughters-in-law, and old girls who couldn't marry married out.

Because Xiwazi Natural Tun is part of the Zaozhuang Brigade, it is naturally also stained, and more than 20 people have been recruited.

Lao Ya's two elder brothers are also among them, according to the policy at the time, the age of the talented man has just touched, and he is also in the scope of recruitment, he will definitely be recruited if he doesn't have an accident.

Can parents not care about their sons? Because Caizi's two younger brothers, Erguang and Sanyo, are both young and have no qualifications to recruit workers. Because his family was a talented man, he was eligible, but at that time, the talented man didn't know where it was, and he had to see that these good things had no share of his own.

In the early eighties, the status of the worker was many times higher than that of the peasant, and what an enviable thing it was for a peasant's child to be transformed into a worker in an instant!

The parents of talented children lost such an opportunity to recruit for their son, and the depression can be imagined!

Coupled with the matter of that old girl, after the old girl's mother became mentally ill, she often went to his house to cry a few years ago, can his parents not be sad!

In the evening, Caizi had dinner with his parents, and his uncle sent Caizi's parents back to Xiwazi overnight, and Caizi looked at the figure of his parents who were far away and bowed deeply.

Caizi's mother asked, "Son, where have you been all these years?"

The talented man wiped his tears and thought, "I've been guilty of old sin all these years!" Then he began to slowly recount his experiences in the past few years, coming out of his uncle's house, going to Shenyang, and then getting on the train in a daze, to Guangzhou. I worked as a beggar for a few months in a daze, and then I stupidly walked back to the Northeast from Guangzhou. When talking about meeting the fat woman and being taken in, he deliberately hid his current personal relationship with the fat woman, and he only said the things about his current work on the construction site.