Chapter 145: Confession Again
Of course, I'm not afraid that he will worry about me, but I am afraid that he will delay his work because he is worried about me, and then I will feel even more guilty.
"Hey, Li Minghai. "I try to keep my voice as low as possible.
On the other end of the phone, he immediately replied: "Jingjing, I didn't disturb your sleep, did I?"
"No, no. I said.
"Oh, that's good. I've been busy for the past few days, and I didn't bother to call you, aren't you angry?" Li Minghai said in an apologetic tone.
I was embarrassed, and I smiled and said, "No, no." How could it be, your work matters. ”
"Thank you for your understanding, the work here in the United States is almost over, I should go back in these two days, and go back to make amends to you personally. ”
"No, I don't. I blurted out in a moment's urgency, but soon I realized that something was wrong and immediately explained: "Oh, that I mean you don't have to pay too much attention to me, work matters, I'm really not angry." ”
After saying this, I feel that I am getting darker and darker, which is not sure to make people come back later. Although I think so, because I haven't figured out how to explain to Li Minghai about me and He Yiyang, it's too obvious.
I heard a slight pause, and then said to me with a smile: "Jingjing, don't you want me to go back soon?
"No, no. What can I do, don't think about it, I'll wait for you to come back. "I'm starting to get a little nervous.
Although He Yiyang and I have long been in love, and we have never promised Li Minghai anything positively, after all, everyone thinks that I am Li Minghai's girlfriend.
Now I turned around and chose He Yiyang, more or less feeling a little sorry for Li Minghai and a little weak-hearted.
"It's okay, it's not early, you can rest early, I'm going to work too." Fortunately, Li Minghai was not suspicious.
I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, you can do your job." We'll talk about it when you get back. ”
When I was about to hang up the phone, Li Minghai suddenly said to me again: "Jingjing, I miss you." ”
I miss you this sentence, I am really embarrassed, I don't know how to answer, I thought about it for a long time, so I had to reply: "Well, I know." Waiting for you to come back. ”
After hanging up the phone, my heart was also a little confused, although I said that sooner or later I would have to face Li Minghai, but I really felt very embarrassed, and how to explain it to my family and what to say to my friends.
He Yiyang was still waiting next door, and I didn't want him to worry with me, so I turned off my phone, adjusted my emotions, rubbed the muscles on my face and turned around and returned to the guest room.
He Yiyang has already turned on the light. Leaning against the head of the bed and waiting for me. I bent the corners of my mouth up, threw myself into his arms, lay on his chest and listened to his powerful heartbeat, put my worries aside for the time being, and just wanted to enjoy this happiness quietly.
"Yiyang, it's good to have you. I closed my eyes and hugged He Yiyang tightly.
He Yiyang kissed me deeply on the head, then turned off the light and lay down and hugged me in his arms again.
"Is it okay for you to be pressed on your shoulder like this?"
He was uncomfortable with me just now, and I should have changed positions, but now that he is holding me, I am reluctant to let go of him. I only felt He Yiyang shake his head gently, and I put my head on his shoulder more comfortably.
Although it was reassuring to rest on his shoulder, I was always worried about his injury. In the middle of the night, I woke up and saw that he was still asleep in one position, and I was a little distressed, so I gently took his hand out from under my neck.
I don't know why, as soon as I came out of He Yiyang's arms, I remembered Li Minghai's matter again, and I didn't feel upset again. I didn't want He Yiyang to hear that I was awake, so I turned my body slightly and turned my back to He Yiyang.
Soon I heard He Yiyang also turn around, probably because I was uncomfortable, it should be better to change positions.
In the second half of the night, I couldn't sleep at all, until it was dawn, and I fell asleep again in a daze. When I woke up, He Yiyang beside me was gone.
I was really afraid that last night was just a dream, so I immediately lifted the quilt and got out of bed and ran to the door of the guest room. When I saw He Yiyang who was busy in the kitchen, I breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that it was not a dream, it was all true.
He Yiyang smiled softly at me when he saw me standing at the door. But when I looked at He Yiyang making breakfast for me seriously, in addition to happiness, I also felt guilty.
Thinking about the many times I have misunderstood him, the incomprehension of him, the disbelief in him, and the many times I have seen his forbearance and fulfillment in front of me, my heart can't help but hurt.
"He Yiyang. I'm sorry. I couldn't help but blurt out this sentence.
He Yiyang was obviously stunned by my words, and the hand holding the knife stopped in the air, and the smile on his face slowly disappeared. But soon he put a smile on his face again, but this smile was obviously not the same smile as before.
He slowly put everything in his hand on the table, suddenly lowered his head and then quickly raised it again, shaking his head at me.
I already felt that He Yiyang was wrong, but I didn't expect him to shake his head and turn around and start undressing the apron on his body. I didn't understand what he was trying to do, so I took two steps forward to see his expression.
I could really see his expression clearly, his head slightly bowed, and his eyes were full of loneliness. That's when I realized what he meant by turning his back last night.
He must have thought that I regretted it after answering Li Minghai's call, and felt that I was just impulsive to him. He Yiyang, this stupid, this fool, is still inferior, still unconfident, and still so cautious.
This kind of He Yiyang makes me hate and angry, but I feel so distressed. I rushed over and grabbed him from behind, put my face on his back, and said to him:
"He Yiyang. You idiot, you fool, coward. Do you want to run away again, I tell you, you are mine from now on, and you don't want to run again without my permission. ”
When I suddenly rushed over, I could feel He Yiyang's body suddenly stiffen, and my re-confession made his body tremble uncomfortably.
Then he took my hand and slowly turned around, looked down at me with tears in his eyes, and raised a hand to hold my face. I immediately raised my hand and grabbed his hand and pressed it firmly against my face.
Feeling the temperature of his hand, I couldn't help blurring my eyes, and He Yi even shed tears on the back of my hand.
He finally nodded vigorously at me, and we both burst into tears and laughed almost at the same time. He Yiyang finally took the initiative to press his lips to mine at this time.
I slowly closed my eyes and hugged him tightly, and he hugged me tightly, and we kissed affectionately again.
When the feelings were thick, my phone rang again. It's so annoying, I really regret that I didn't cancel the scheduled turn last night! But I couldn't keep the phone ringing, so we had to reluctantly separate.
Before answering the phone, I didn't forget to give He Yiyang a coquettish, holding his hand and shaking it from side to side, pouting at him, and saying, "Then I'll answer the phone." I'm hungry and want to eat the breakfast you made!"
He Yiyang looked at me dotingly, blinked his eyes and let go of my hand with a smile, and said in sign language: "Okay, I'll cook for you right away." Hurry up and answer the phone!"
After speaking, before I turned around, He Yiyang also dragged me into his arms and hugged me tightly. "In return", I stood on tiptoe and imprinted a mark of love on his face.
The phone rang for a long time, so I quickly ran over and picked it up. The call was from Shiba, so you don't have to guess to know that it's asking me why I didn't go to work.
"Hey, Yezi, help me take a leave of absence today!"
I picked up the phone and told Shiba straight without waiting for her to speak. I only heard a shrill voice from Zhiye's side: "Why do you want to ask for leave? Sister Jing, don't you want to do it? Li Li was already very dissatisfied yesterday!"
I quickly took the phone away, and when Zhiye finished calling, I smiled nonchalantly and told Zhiye: "Whatever, she can do whatever she wants." ”
Before He Yiyang, I really felt that I would have nothing without a job, but now I really feel that it doesn't matter, it's a big deal to submit a few more resumes.
Shiba was shocked by me, and she began to stutter when she spoke.
"What, what, what? Sister Jing, Sister Jing, is it si no si sa? is it stimulated by something?"
I still said to Zhiye indifferently, "You're stupid, can you hope for me?"
"No, it's not, Sister Jing, you're very abnormal today!" Zhiye was still wondering.
"Alright, let's take a leave of absence. In order to thank you for helping me ask for leave many times, I think I will invite you to dinner in the evening, at the Hunan restaurant in front of my house. "I bypassed Shiba's question and went straight to a new topic.
Zhiye seemed to be even more puzzled and surprised, and asked me again: "Sister Jing, is something wrong with you?
I then smiled around the corner and said, "Okay, don't talk nonsense, at seven o'clock in the evening, remember to call Shangyuan Xiaoyuan." It's okay, I'm hanging!"
I just heard Zhiye still shouting "Hey, hey, hey", I've hung up the phone, I'm going to give her and Yuan Xiaoyuan an unexpected surprise tonight!
Not only to surprise them, but also to surprise He Yiyang, I want to let him know that I am willing to tell everyone around me that he is now my boyfriend!
After answering the phone, He Yiyang had already prepared breakfast and was waiting for me at the table. I happily sat down next to He Yiyang like a child, took his arm, and gave him a kiss first.
He Yiyang still smiled at me dotingly, tapped my chin lightly with his fingers, and then brought me breakfast in front of him, and said in sign language: "Hurry up and eat." ”
He Yiyang's inner monologue
Quietly, I want to make you breakfast for the rest of my life. I like the way you eat, I like the way you kiss me, I like the way you spoil me, I like the feeling of being quietly by your side like this.