109. The spine of the rubbing

"Aunt You, where do you put these old magazines?" After dinner, I helped Aunt You tidy up the study, and Ashin's big lazy worm sat downstairs leisurely drinking black coffee and drawing his final homework.

"You dust off the dust and put them in the cabinet in the second row of the bookcase. "Aunt Yoo is sparing no effort to get some old newspapers old

Fashion magazines were turned out of the huge bookcase, the covers were wiped with a fine silk cloth, and then moved back to the bookcase. The whole process,

It's like the sorting out of the emperor's library at the beginning of spring.

In this bookcase, there are rows and rows of old fashion magazines. The blonde model on the cover wears long-dated heavy makeup and oversized outfits that look comical today.

I looked at it casually and said, "Aunt You, these magazines are outdated, it's time to throw them away, and put them to take up space." ”

I like to throw away useless things in one go.

Abandonment is a pleasure.

"That's not a shame, this is Madame's favorite magazine back then, but it's the most precious thing for the young master. ”

I looked up from the pile of books and asked, "Ma'am, is Ashin's mother?"

A complicated smile suddenly spread on Aunt You's face, "Yes, it's been so many years, and these magazines are still so new." ”

She picked up one of them, stroked the cover with great pity, and said with great emotion: "When the young master was young, he always liked to read books in his wife

When I was noisy to listen to the story, at that time, the young master was only a little high, and time passed so fast. ”

I thought to myself about what little Ashin looked like, a naughty bag who was ignorant and ignorant, or a guts who pestered his mother to sleep

Gremlin?

"Heyβ€”" Aunt You let out a long sigh, as if she had spit out all the knots in her heart that had accumulated for many years, "Young Master, it's really a good one."

Poor child. ”

Wretched?

How can such a listless word be used on that untouchable guy?

I looked at Aunt You, hoping that she would continue to sigh, but she came back to her senses, saw my inquiring gaze, and smiled awkwardly: "Ah,

Xiao Yu, don't get it, I'll go down and boil red bean lotus seeds and balls for you, and you can quickly come down and drink the stack of magazines. "That's it, that's it

He hurriedly tiptoed out.

Leaving in such a hurry can be described as fleeing in the wilderness.

I looked up at the almost three-meter-high bookshelf, and there must have been a lot of stories in it.

"One Hundred Years of Solitude", "Utopia", "Zizhi Tongjian...... What an esoteric book, I leaned closer, a local look, fingers

The belly gently scratched the spine of the rubbing book, and there was a feeling of traveling through time.

In the last square, I saw a familiar touch of army green - "The Legend of the Giant".

I couldn't help but laugh when I remembered that Ashin had specially pointed the cover at me during self-study, as if he was demonstrative.

Next to "The Legend of the Giants", I saw a black and white photo album.

When I opened the album, I was struck by the loving smile of the woman in the dim old photo.

The woman is holding a little boy who is still wearing pants in her arms, and there is a line of delicate small words next to the photo - My Ashin, I am one year old today.

How can there be such a lovely mother in the world?

I laughed at the photo, Ashin, so you have such an embarrassing moment.

Next to each photo, there is a careful message from my mother.

"He's only a year old, and he can already say 'Beethoven'. ”

- Little Ashin sat on the piano, waving his hands, with a unique expression.

"He always likes to shake his feet when he sleeps. ”

- Xiao Ashin slept in the cradle naked, his mouth pouted, and his saliva seemed to be flowing down at any time.

"It hurt him to cry, so distressed. ”

- Ashin cries at the camera to reveal his tonsils, looking like the sky is falling apart.

…… ……

This is a very happy woman, happy time with her precious son.

It was so warm that the corners of my mouth involuntarily curled when I saw it.

But the more I turned to the back, my mood was surprisingly heavy.

The woman is still so beautiful, but it is already beautiful and heartbreaking. The loneliness hidden behind the smile poured out through the weak eyes

And out, it's an addictive loneliness.

She sat on a wicker chair with a thick book spread out on her lap, and Ashin stood beside her mother with a little twist, holding a drawing board, posing

An innocent expression that can't be laughed or cried.

When Ashin was a child, he was actually a shy child.

- Time flies, my letter is five years old.

In the still delicate handwriting, there is no clear trace of the original, but there is more trembling, an indescribable nothing

Force.

From which photo did the smile intertwine with a bitter expression prevail?

She must be a wise woman.

Everyone is beautiful, has outstanding temperament, and is proficient in literature and history. Or, he is also knowledgeable, gentle and skillful.

All the descriptions I could use were swirling in my head, this was Ashin's mother, and she was supposed to be such a person.

In the photo, she is losing weight day by day, and in the end, there is only a pair of big eyes left on her thin face, and her eyes are still charming, but they are gone

Lost brilliance. She was still very young, but her aging mentality had been written into her desperate eyes. I thought of Bai Li, whatever she was

She is so radiant at all times, with her noble but unassuming smile, skillfully coping with all kinds of spotlights and tricks

problems.

In this women's battle, did Ashin's mother lose everything?

Xiao Ashin, who is getting taller and taller, seems to have been contaminated by his mother's sad emotions.

Instead of the expression of his baby's big temperament, he always frowned slightly carefully, matching his mother's indifferent sorrow.

Was he an unhappy child in his childhood?

The album turned to the end, and all of them were photos of Ashin and his mother, and none of them belonged to his father.

Is Dad standing outside the camera to capture their expressions, or is he in some gentle foreign country?

"Let's finish it, let's eat after reading it!" Ashin's voice came out coldly.

I swallowed and turned to look at him, my face elongated, trying to look angry.

He handed the lotus seed soup to my nose and took the album, his eyes one big and one small, probably big eyes and small eyes

The best interpretation of the eye.

I took a sip of sweet longan and said, "When I was young, Ashin had one eyelid and one double eyelid." ”

His serious expression moved, and he lowered his head and flipped through the photo album and said sullenly: "You can see this." ”

"What a waste of this good genetics. ”

I was about to make a few sarcastic remarks in passing, but the focused expression on his face when he looked at the photo on the title page made me unable to say a word.

The woman in the photo, smiling like a sunny day.

And his eyes were like stars lost in the night, fading their light little by little, and finally sinking into darkness.

I watched his gaze sink into a silent silence little by little, and suddenly I didn't know what to say, and lowered my head to stir myself

Lotus seed soup, thinking that if you pretend to be playful at this time and ask him that the lotus seed soup is very sweet, do you want to take a bite, can you dispel some of him

A chill under your eyes?

But there was a suspicion of destroying the atmosphere, so I gave up.

"She's beautiful. He asked.

I nodded. Know that this question does not need to be answered.

"Even though I'm a year old, she's still so young," he said, smiling at the photo, as if wry.

Then he turned his head to look at me, and it was the first time I had directly caught his gaze, a deep, distant, unattainable vision, and I braked

It was in a trance.

The bottom of my heart seemed to be scratched by something that was not sharp but very tough.

He withdrew his gaze and looked at the rows of bookshelves, "She's always been beautiful, all the time." ”

He said, with a slight snort of his nose, it was a laugh, but I couldn't describe what was in the laugh.

Since Ashin was sensible, his mother has been lonely.

She likes to suddenly cook a table full of dishes one day, waiting for someone to call her dad to come back.

But the man called Daddy was never punctual.

It hurt him to stare dryly at the fragrant food, wait until the dishes are cold one by one, and wait until he falls asleep.

Mom said, "Ashin, let's not wait for us to eat."

Ashin shook his head vigorously and said, "Ashin is not hungry, Ashin wants to wait with his mother."

At that time, he didn't know what waiting meant to a woman.

Isn't my mother hungry? But I'm already hungry. Xiao Ah thought silently in confidence, looking at her mother who had been smiling.

Mom is a superman. That's right, it turns out that mom is a superman!

My mom is the most powerful in the world!

Before going to bed, little Ashin likes to listen to her mother's story about Santa Claus, the one who carries a big gift bag and sneaks into the house

The old man of the family.

In Mom's eyes, there must be a pumpkin carriage, a prince with a sword, a beautiful Cinderella, and a super cute dwarf......

Mom, what's in Santa's bag?

Pretending to be happy.

What is happiness?

It's that Mom and Ashin will be together forever.

Oh, yes, that must be very happy.

The next time he sees Santa Claus, Ashin asks him to put a lot of smiles in his bag. Before going to sleep, little Ashin always prays. cause

For Mom, say that Santa Claus is a good man, and if he prays sincerely, he will hear.

That's best, I hope he doesn't have his ears behind his back!

"Hey, Daddy's back! Mom, Daddy is back. Xiao Ashin stood at the window and waved his little fist excitedly, looking at the building happily

A high-spirited man in the black sedan.

Huh, Aunt Bai is also there.

The two people in the car hugged each other unwillingly, hugging so warmly, hugging the sky and the earth cracked, as if the world was not at their feet

I seem to have forgotten that this is at the door of my house.

Little Ashin watched in a daze, until he saw that his whole body trembled.

A strong hatred burned wildly in his heart.

It's this woman!It's this woman!!She's robbed her father, she stole her mother's laugh, she's a robber, she's a demon!!

A pair of hands reached out from behind from top to bottom, covering his eyes.

Don't look, Ashin, when you don't see anything.

Xiao Ashin turned around and saw the beautiful mother, her eyes were closed, tears were forced out, and she hung on her eyelashes precariously, but she began

In the end, it did not fall.

From that second on, Ashin decided to protect her mother, no longer make her cry, and make her smile.

At that moment, he felt something in his body that made him hard.

Mom seems to be getting more and more haggard day by day, she is always eating small balls of various colors, drinking the bitter and unpleasant black cooked by Aunt You

Slimy soup.

Mom, why don't you laugh, Ashin really wants to see Mom smile?

Mom is smiling, smiling all the time.

Little Ashin shook his head, Mom is a liar!! Mom won't laugh!

Little Ashin began to like to play the piano, and every time he finished playing a song in its entirety, whenever the hateful walnut-like teacher was exposed

Mom smiles when she smiles.

Ashin likes his mother's smile so much, and Ashin wants to make her mother happy, just like a dwarf.

Don't be like Snow White, because Snow White will be framed by an abominable witch and will be misunderstood by the prince.

Seeing that the children outside were frantically chasing and playing, little Ashin really wanted to play a game of horseback riding and fighting with them, and wanted to be with them

Play and play the top together, but there is only a black and white keyboard in front of me, and the piano score that I can't understand at all, and I have to weigh it over and over again

Fu, many years later, he learned that the original taste was called boring.

However, my mother will be on the sidelines, nodding and smiling slowly.

Mom likes to watch Ashin play the piano, so Ashin doesn't want those children to stop playing spinning tops and not playing. Ashin just put each fingering

Remember firmly.

It's so uncomfortable to sit in the sun.

Although his mother held a parasol and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

But it's really uncomfortable to sit on this stingy grass.

What I hate even more is the pretending old woman in the distance!

Then I'll have to be polite to her.

Little Ashin carefully traced the scenery in the distance, and his mother smiled at him from time to time, like an encouragement and a reward.

Aunt Bai is her mother's college classmate, and she used to be her mother's best friend.

She often came to visit her mother, bringing gifts from all over the world.

Mom received her with a smile, and Ashin wanted to peel off her skin!

His mother asked him to play Chopard's tunes for Aunt Bai.

He was reluctant, but played anyway.

The woman applauded when she finished playing, she knew what a fart! She was a vicious woman! Ashin thought fiercely, and cursed her in his heart

Ten thousand times.

But my mother is still smiling, and as long as my mother is smiling, Ashin is willing to do anything, even if she plays the piano for this hateful woman.

After Aunt Bai leaves, Xiao Ashin will dismantle and break all the toys, and he will destroy everything related to the woman.

However, his mother would always stop him, saying, "Ashin should take good care of these toys, because they all smell like Daddy."

Christmas is just around the corner.

Little Ashin wants a big boot pocket full of her mother's smile.

Then, tell Santa Claus to take that bad woman to heaven!

Well, that's it!

"You're going to spend time with Bai Li. ”

Xiao Ashin stood outside the crack in the door and heard the intermittent quarrel in the room.

"Yes and what, no and what?"

…… ……

Mom cried, crying so sadly, little Ashin stood outside the door, completely overwhelmed.

Dad doesn't spend Christmas with Mom, but Ashin spends Christmas with Mom, Mom don't cry, Ashin said to be good

Protect mom's.

Dad slammed the door and walked out, and Ashin dodged unhappily.

"Ashin, why don't you go to bed at such a late hour, Aunt You?"

Xiao Ashin glared at him and didn't say a word.

I want to lock on to you with my eyes, I want to lock on to you with my eyes!

The mother rushed out and hugged little Ashin, half-kneeling on the ground.

Little Ashin is so distressed, her mother's face is full of tears.

"Even if you don't love me anymore, you don't love this family anymore, you can't help but love Ashin, he is our child, is it even you

Have you forgotten......?"

"Child, he's still so young, he doesn't understand anything, don't always use him as a shield, he will naturally understand when he grows up. ”

Dad also seemed to be angry. What is there for him to be angry? He makes his mother so sad? He still dares to be angry?

Dad huffed and turned and walked away.

Leave little Ashin in her mother's arms.

Mom's tears, drop by drop, fell in the collar of his clothes.

Isn't mom Supergirl?

Mom is the most powerful mom in the world.

Little Ashin was so anxious, his hands were too small, and the little ones couldn't wipe his mother's tears at all, so many tears wet him

The entire back.

Little Ashin also cried, crying anxiously.

Ashin wants to grow up quickly, and at that time he will have a big hand to help his mother wipe away all her tears.

Okay, Ashin hugged his mother and said.

Mother's body is so fragrant, soft and fragrant, like the warm sun in winter.

It was a long, long time before my mother looked up from Ashin's small hug, her eyes were red, but her face was white.

Santa Claus is here and takes that woman away. Little Ashin babbled.

Santa Claus. Mom said suddenly.

Then my mother smiled, the tears on her face had not yet dried, but she smiled.

For the first time, Ashin was afraid of her mother's laughter.

What he cherishes the most, his mother's smile.

Christmas Eve. Santa Claus is coming.

Little Ashin stood by the window, trying to catch Santa Claus who wanted to sneak in as soon as possible.

Ashin. Mom called him.

This is the 99th time today, and his mother has stopped him like this.

Mom, when is Santa Claus coming?

Soon. Mom said with a smile.

Aunt Yu was preparing a Christmas dinner, and the living room was playing lively Christmas songs, but other than that, there was nothing.

Mom came over and stretched out her hand to hug him hard, very hard, as if it had taken a lifetime of strength.

Mom's head was buried in his little arms.

Ashin has grown taller. Mom said.

Yes, one day Ashin will grow tall enough that his mother can lean on Ashin's body without standing on the windowsill.

There must be a day, there must be. Ashin clenched his small fist and said seriously, this is the first time he has been a little man

A vow made.

Well, there must be a day. Mom said in his arms.

Why did he think that his mother was crying?

Santa Claus didn't come.

There was no mother's smile in the boots.

Little Ashin is a little unhappy, that broken old man missed the appointment?!

Ran to Mom's room, so quiet.

Mom was lying on the bed, sleeping quietly, she looked so peaceful, and she was still smiling.

Little Ashin's favorite mother's smile.

She put her hands together on the outside of the quilt, as if she were praying sincerely for someone before she fell asleep.

On the bedside table, two empty pill bottles pressed a small white note, which read-

Ashin, after falling in love with someone, don't fall in love with another person, otherwise, you won't be a good boy.

The mother who loves Ashin the most

Xiao Ashin turned the medicine bottle and saw the words on it - sleeping pills.

Two bottles, empty sleeping pills.

On Christmas Eve, there are a lot of people coming and going on the streets, and there are fewer people discussing which church to go to.

I sat on a long mahogany chair on the side of the street and looked at the big clock that kept moving around the clock tower at the end of the street.

Can Time Rebel?

From tomorrow to yesterday.

Is it because of our fragile and beautiful life that a heavy pendulum is shaking in our hearts?

So I stared blankly at the second hand, which I couldn't stop for a moment, until the monsters came across the road.

Ashin stood against a small Christmas tree more than one meter high, pouted and said, "How old are you and Christmas?!"

Yida and the monster are full of decorative gifts and necessary flower pots in their hands, all of which look helpless.

"Worship the ocean!" Ashin hugged the lovely emerald green tree, which was very incompatible with his expression.

I looked at them smiling and didn't want to explain.

I just want to give myself and everyone a justifiable reason to be happy.

On an unimportant holiday, we can safely say, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, or even the Thirty-Eight Women

Happy Women's Day, Happy International Children's Day, Happy Double Ninth Festival......

How many types of happiness are there?

It can be so natural.

We carried large bags of stuff and weaved through the crowds.

Ashin walked in front to open the way, the monster was next to me, and Yida was the finale.

From time to time, we dodged the crowd passing by, and I don't know when the four of us have been able to get along so tacitly

walking, but not being dispersed by the oncoming crowd.

Christmas carols were played everywhere, and somewhere in my heart was stirred up by a cheerful melody.

Can this feeling be called happiness?

"Wow, what a cute teddy bear!" As I passed by the window of the boutique, I was unconsciously caught by a pair of five-year-olds behind the huge glass

The teddy bear the size of the child attracted all the attention. So I simply walked to the window and looked closer to the glass. Brown fleece

Mao, the typical teddy very aggrieved expression, red bow tie, limbs naturally swinging down, next to the sign written colorful Fan

Font: Take me home quickly, don't be alone at Christmas!

The monsters also gathered around, and we were like a bunch of shameless idlers who came home to gather around the display window with relish.

We watched in silence. The monster smiled, Yida pursed his lips, and Ashin looked at a wild cat with disdain.

A little girl in her 6th or 7th year old next to her also stopped, begging and saying, "Mom, I want a bear!"

"What do you want, waste money, go, go!。 A middle-aged woman picked up the little girl and walked straight forward.

The little girl's eyes stayed on the big teddy bear, and she refused to leave.

Never before had the four of us done the same thing so consistentlyβ€”turning our heads and looking intently at the little girl.

Seeing that her tears were about to fall, her nose was red.

"How many times have I told you, such a big bear, there is no place in the house!

No?!," the mother reprimanded.

The girl slowly turned her gaze back to expectation, lowered her head, and generally followed her mother's broad pace in admitting her mistake.

We kept watching the mother and daughter, watching the little girl turn back again and again, and be dragged back again and again by her mother.

Why is it so easy for people to forget the days when they used to love Velvet Bunny and Salted Egg Superman?

Those days when you like something for no reason.

The monster suddenly turned and rushed into the store, and the sudden reaction scared our souls for a moment.

He ran to the counter, said something quickly, and pointed to the teddy bear in the window.

Ashin and Yida, as if receiving a wireless signal, threw the bag in their hands to the ground and chased after them.

Well, then I might as well bring out the best characteristics of women. So he shouted to the store, "Come on, monsters, hurry up." ”

Unexpectedly, when the lovely mother saw that there were two tall boys chasing her, she was so frightened that she picked up her daughter and "Lola run", one

While running, he scolded with words.

Seeing that the situation was wrong, Ashin hurriedly explained: "Hey, old woman, wait a minute!! Don't run!"

The monster rushed out with the huge teddy bear in his arms, and I quickly took the purchase in his hand, and the 100,000 hurried handover ceremony was like that

The handover of heroes on the battlefield is the same. The monster carries a toy "monster" on his shoulder, and Ashin carries a plastic Christmas tree, which Yida hugs

Dressed in the flower pot of the tree, I wrapped my hands around the purchase bag of small ornaments, and we rushed through the gate of SOGO Department Store, N ** store, bumping

Rummaging over a few passers-by, bypassing 4 or 5 eco-friendly garbage cans and shuttling through many passers-by.

This family is dressed up to rob a mental hospital.

When we panted to catch up with the mother and daughter who were running at great speed and explained our intentions, the only thing we got from each other was:

Neuropathy.

She said it so firmly, decisively, and quickly that we squirted at her saliva.1 9 centimeters later, I still believe her words

Doubt.

The little girl hugged her long-awaited teddy bear and cried, not knowing whether she was too excited or stupid by us.

We stood in the middle of the street and were foamed at the mouth of a middle-aged woman for 1 minute and 30 seconds, with 1 roll of the eye and 2 bah by the way.

After scolding, she took the girl's hand and walked away with her little feet in a dignified manner.

The girl held the big bear that fell from the sky, and when she turned the corner of the street, she turned to look at us, and her face was full of big tears.

Suddenly, a very real smile bloomed.

It was a smile peculiar to her age, and it really made each of us, after gasping for breath, take a deep breath, and not realize it

He looked at their backs and laughed silly.

Don't spend Christmas alone, spend it with someone who loves you.

Because in the long wait of your window career, the person who really loves you may not appear.

Monster and Ida are wrapping around the light bulb on the Christmas tree, and Ashin goes to pick up Aunt Yu to the off-campus apartment to spend Christmas Eve together.

I cleaned up the scattered textbooks and workbooks on the round table, and as I picked up the few kilograms of textbooks, a card slipped without warning

Come out.

It's a very ordinary Christmas card.

"TO Xiaoyu".

I opened it and saw three Chinese characters that were not beautiful -

"I'm sorry.

Kiki. ”

Kiki has been complaining that she didn't practice handwriting well when she was young, which makes her handwriting so ugly now, and it's hard to see that she doesn't want to take notes, every time

After class, I took Ah Yao's and my notes and slowly copied them in the coffee club, I don't know if she still has this habit?

I walked to the window with the card, I'm sorry, these three words, in a small Christmas card, heavy.

She was inserted in the textbook during recess, while I was not noticing.

Looking at the three neat strokes, I could see her expression of smashing my head with bread in a huff.

Everyone has their own most important things, just like Ah Yao's expensive dress, Kiki, that basically solves your month

The cost of living at a coffee club also makes it difficult for you to choose.

I looked out the window, and from this angle, I could vaguely see a corner of the apartment.

When I lowered my head slightly, I saw Ashin and Aunt Yuu walking towards the apartment.

Even if you look down, you can feel Aunt You's smile on her face.

In my memory, a box was suddenly forcibly opened.

Once in this position, Yida turned around, walked behind the table and kissed me, and then the time coincided in a ten-thousandth of a second, and Ashin appeared.

This window, which happens to face the only entrance to the community, can see anyone who walks into the community.

I watched Ashin and Aunt Yuu walk into the building, thinking about the time I should turn around, and when I turned around, the door was just open.

This is the 2nd floor, so it's not hard to calculate the time.

Yida, you must have seen Ashin walking up that day.

The memories continued by inertia again, and the negatives in the mind began to reverse.

Outside the Time Auditorium, Yida hugged me, and vaguely remembered that the monster that caught up later said: I asked Yida to come first, yes

After......

In this way, Yida must know when the monsters will come.

I watched as YDH decorated the Christmas tree with great care, tied the bells, wrapped them with the cards, and pinned them to the tree with a pocket pin

on coniferous.

His movements are fluid and natural.

I stared at his busy back so much that I forgot to say hello to Aunt You.

"Hey, what are you doing? If a potted plant falls at this time, you probably won't hide. Ashin's voice was like

Dropping me out of a certain dimension pulled me back from another dimension.

"I'm sorry?!" he read out the words on the card, but immediately fell silent after a second, as if he wanted to play tricks on someone but found out

It's like I'm embarrassed first.

I PULLED MY FACE AND PRETENDED TO BE LIKE SNOOPY HADN'T EATEN THE DOG FOOD: "SHOULDN'T YOU ALSO SAY SORRY TO ME?" ”

It's not too much to say that 100,000 is sorry.

"I'm sorry. His mouth was furrowed, as if he was saying "idiot, stupid", and he quickly said that he was sorry.

It's fast, and I don't feel a sense of accomplishment at all.

"I'm sorry for what?" I asked.

"Hey, Aunt You has a holiday on Christmas Eve today, you said you're in charge! I'm starving, why don't you hurry up and cook?!!"

"Your topic is so hard. ”

"Make fewer excuses!"

"The dog bites Lu Dongbin, and the wicked person sues first. ”

He raised his chin slightly, looked down at me in a comfortable position, and said in a serious tone like an elder, "The dog bit Lu Dongbin."

The next sentence is that I don't know good people's hearts. After speaking, there was a flattering smile hanging on the corner of his mouth, and he was divided into three points.

"Tonight's Christmas Eve dinner is a buffet hot pot, well, I bought a spicy pot base and a seafood pot base, mutton rolls, pork rolls, lettuce,

Celery ...... "I'm calmly explaining my recipes.

Of course, when I calmly finished my recipe, the others almost beat their chests and passed out.

On Christmas Eve, we gathered around a small round table, eating hot mandarin duck self-service hot pot, and the monster went downstairs to the beverage department to carry a box

Canned beer came up, and then the three big boys drank with their sleeves in their sleeves.

The TV set also makes a lively sound, and these noisy objects finally play a marginal effect.

At the beginning, Aunt You explained the ten disadvantages of drinking like an elder, but she was forced by the three big boys to drink a big sip and drink

She was dizzy, and stumbled back to her room to rest without taking two sips of the soup.

The heat on the hot pot is very heartwarming, and I can't see Yida's face clearly through the hot air. I stared at his left ear

The earrings, trying to figure out if the other one was just with me? That night he untied the earrings and put them in the palm of my hand. The next day, I got up

Bed, brushing teeth, washing face, and going to the toilet, but what about the earrings? Yida smiled,

Laughing alone in the joke between Ashin and the monster gag, he drinks glass after glass, occasionally meeting the monster and Ashin

When arguing, sharp words come out and make us laugh on the table. He doesn't look like a heart

A melancholy boy with a big black hole. Although melancholy is a fine temperament.

The monster talks a lot, and starts singing Tinker Bell's theme song, and makes a big comment on Cherry Maruko's grandfather and his junior high school days

How bedwetting is a great deed.

After Yida hiccups 3 or 4 times, she started to show her English, and suddenly one popped up - you fool, sac

ifice, chirping

After talking for more than ten minutes, I couldn't string together those fragmentary words into a complete meaning.

Ashin's laughter spewed out a series of machine-gun-like sounds like wheezing after asthma, and he had never been heard holding it before

Continued to laugh for so long.

His face was slightly red, and he laughed at everyone, like a coquettish little old man.

I carefully ate and drank each portion of meat and each mouthful of soup, watched them gradually quiet down from their very high state, and finally lay down

Falling asleep on the table. Only Ashin, still with his head down, too tired to speak, shaking half a glass of beer, with his face still hanging

The smile left by the alcohol, probably, was thinking about something.

Aunt Yu said that they hadn't had Christmas in a long time.

How long?

So long that everyone has forgotten the reason for Christmas Eve, but Christmas Eve.

Because I was too full to resist the truth that I was full of food, I yawned a long time and lay my head on the table.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

In the haze of consciousness, a pair of big hands pinched me. Maybe it's not pinching, it's caressing, or whatever?

There was something about his affection for my sleeping position.

I don't know, because the pinching force is just right, and it is very comfortable, so I immediately fell into the gentle country.

I hope I don't grind my teeth and snore in my sleep, so I ask myself in my sleep.

There was some cool gas sliding into the collar of my clothes, and I frowned, and when I opened my eyes, my head was a little heavy, and my throat was very dry.

Sitting up, I saw Ashin standing by the window, the aluminum window half open, and he leaned out sideways.

The wind blew the light yellow bangs on his forehead, and his chin at a 45-degree angle was suddenly beautiful.

"It's dawn. I walked over and said.

He retracted, his face a little tired after a long night of tossing, with a little, well, beer and merry Christmas lights

Is there a gentle expression that only comes from side effects?

"Woke you up?" he said, closing the window.

"It's okay, sober up. "I opened the window again, and the cool breeze at 6 or 7 o'clock in the morning could put the only thing left in my head

Not sober and completely blown away.

"I know that my health is not good, so I can't take good care of myself?!" Probably for fear of waking up others, he spoke in a soft voice

Soft. However, the expression is still a typical "Ashin" expression.

I was a little surprised by my own description, it turns out that there are already some things that can be described by the word "Ashin", because there are other things

You can't find a better description.

"Can you really eat it, eat your lips dry like this?" said him, reaching over his hand, and I subconsciously dodged his hand

Stop in front of the corners of my mouth, then curl up, retract.

The tips of his fingers have a heavy smell of carbon from HB pencils, which is quite good.

"Why do you insist on having Christmas and be in an off-campus apartment?" Ashin asked, and I could feel his gaze wrapped in it

I'm bowing my head.

"Because ......," I looked up, unfiltered by my brain, and forced me to blurt out these two by an inexplicable impulse

When I saw his eyes, I suddenly bit my lower lip and bit the words that still had the hot smell of hot pot in my mouth.

"Huh?" he habitually raised his chin, as if defiant.

His nose twitched, and it was the characteristic snort of an all-nighter.

A simple action, in my eyes, has a little strange feeling, well, is it sexy? I'm both

You can find adjectives.

"Because Xiaowei wants Ashin to be happy. I said, looking him in the eye and smiling.

The chapped lips limit my smile, but I think it's about the same as the curvature of my smile.

The sun is shining, with the beauty of being lost.

The heating at the coffee club was not enough, so I curled up in a ball, drinking hot milk tea while watching the so-called focus given to us by God's mother.

Class hasn't ended yet, and the coffee club is unusually quiet.

When the bell rings, people come out of their burrows from all directions and start foraging.

The campus will be revived in an instant.

Many flowers and trees will wake up at this moment, such as perfume lilies.

An apple-faced old man came to deliver the latest newspapers, Kiki was serving the fruit cake, and I was in charge of putting the newspapers on the reading shelves.

Grandpa Apple smiled at me and said, "It's a nice day." ”

Then he rode his bike, which didn't ring anywhere except the bell, and drove towards the next target.

Is the weather nice today?

I would like to ask why.

HOLDING A THICK STACK OF NEWSPAPERS AND MAGAZINES, THE TOP OF WHICH WAS "THE CITY" ON COPPERPLATE PAPER.

So I held the newspaper for 30 seconds until an unknown object flew towards me.

"Xiao Yu, why are you in a daze for longer and longer now??" Qiqi crossed the money with both hands, staring at me, an incompetent helper.

Because there are more and more words that I want to say in my heart, my eyes are distracted for longer and longer.