Chapter 116: Undecided
Back in Ben Cheng, Yinglong remembered his experience in Lake City yesterday.
Yuxin has reunited with him, and Yinglong has forgiven her past.
When he held Yuxin in his arms, the familiar feeling made his heart move.
How much Yinglong used to like Yu Xin, he was once obsessed with this feeling. Because when he is with Yu Xin, he will sincerely feel a kind of relief.
It's just that later, Yu Xin's matter made him angry. However, after many years, Yuxin has been giving, and Yinglong thinks that maybe she should be able to forgive her.
After all, after so much time, the scars in his heart have healed, even in the depths of his memory, he still remembers the events of the year, but he can't ignore Yu Xin's dedication, otherwise he will also think that he is unkind.
Obviously, in Yu Xin's consciousness, she still retains Yinglong's position, so she still keeps Yinglong's clothes.
Although it is just a few old clothes, they are stacked there, silently representing the existence of Yinglong.
However, Yinglong understands that Yu Xin also occupies an irreplaceable position in his mind, otherwise why would he go to Lake City to visit the mother and son?
In fact, he had long realized that he was not only going to see Xiao Ruirui, but also wanted to see Yu Xin.
Yinglong didn't want to deceive himself anymore, he had been worried about it for so many years, worried that he would suffer the same injuries again, so he hesitated, and for a time wandered around Bincheng to be busy with his business.
He wanted to avoid his feelings, trying his best to suppress the thoughts in his heart, trying to avoid the eager anticipation that Yu Xin had cast into him.
In retrospect, he felt like a deserter, a wanderer who hesitated at the door of his house.
Now Yinglong feels that he should make a choice to end this embarrassing situation, that is, to return to Lake City and start over with Yuxin.
He thinks it is necessary to return to the family that originally belonged to him, live happily with Yuxin and Xiao Ruirui, and relive the old dreams of the past.
Maybe that's the best thing he's going to do right now, so he can have a family again, a nest that belongs to the three of them.
He didn't want to be a wanderer who wandered outside the door again, and he was going to bravely accept this belated happiness.
Yinglong arrived at Yunzhiyao, and as soon as he entered the door, Wen Xue greeted him with a smile: "Morning, Brother Long!"
Yinglong looked up and saw that it was Wen Xue, a feeling of guilt rose in his heart, and he smiled: "Morning, Wen Xue, come so early?"
Wen Xue said with a light smile: "It's not early, it's almost noon, I'm preparing, and the customers will come in a while." ”
Yinglong looked at his watch, yo! Yes, it's almost eleven o'clock, but he came late today. However, in this place of Yunzhiyao, there are basically no customers in the morning, and they leave late in the evening, so they will open the door now.
At this time, Xiaoqiang walked over: "Brother Long, it's early!"
Yinglong hurriedly responded: "Hey, morning! Xiaoqiang, I'm late today, I was too tired yesterday, so I got up a little late, I'm sorry." ”
He walked straight to the counter and turned on his computer to get busy with today's work.
As soon as Yinglong looked up, he saw Wen Xue busy in front of the window.
Wen Xue is still as beautiful as she was at the beginning, and her body is filled with a youthful atmosphere that cannot be concealed.
Yinglong also marveled at Wen Xue's charming charm, and it was this youthful atmosphere that once attracted his heart. However, he tried his best to suppress the impulses in his heart, and restrained his feelings from flooding.
Needless to say, he still has a good impression of Wen Xue, but he also understands that he is still concerned about Yu Xin and the child.
Therefore, although Wen Xue also took the initiative to send him a shy autumn wave, and that graceful feeling almost made Yinglong fall into intoxication, he still tried his best to stay calm.
He knew that if he accepted Wen Xue's affection, he would not be able to resist Yu Xin, and he would also feel sorry for Wen Xue.
But Wen Xue's enthusiasm still made him think that he had failed Wen Xue. But Yinglong understands that he can't accept two people at the same time, otherwise he will become a man who steps on two boats, and he can't help but condemn himself.
Yinglong withdrew his gaze, sat down in his chair and continued to work on his work.
Since Er Meng left Bincheng, the three people of Yun Zhiyao seem to be much happier. They won the war and thwarted Ermeng's plot.
Yun Zhiyao returned to its former calm, and the guests were still in an endless stream.
Wen Xue didn't expect that in this peaceful land, there would be a woman like Er Meng, she felt that Er Meng's ambition was too big, which was really rare among women.
is also a woman, how could Wen Xue never do such a thing. For Yinglong, she always has a little admiration and a little admiration.
Wen Xue thinks that a man like Yinglong is very rare. Although she likes Yinglong and has secretly hinted to him, Yinglong always controls her inner feelings and does not respond.
She guessed that maybe Yinglong still had someone in his heart, but there were no other women around him, so this person might be Yinglong's ex-wife.
After all, he and his ex-wife have a child, and Xiao Ruirui must be a link that closely binds them.
Wen Xue was very sorry that she didn't know Yinglong earlier, but she knew that she couldn't meet Yinglong without the clouds.
If she wants to say this, she didn't see Yinglong until she reached the clouds, but he was the first man to walk into her heart. It's a pity that she can only secretly like Yinglong, but she can't get together with him.
Wenxue was very disappointed, but she didn't want to give up. Although there is no way to bring them together, not to mention that there is still Yuxin waiting for Yinglong in Lake City, she feels that it is a kind of luck to be able to get along day and night now.
Wen Xue was very disappointed that the man she liked had another woman waiting for him.
But she could only silently put Yinglong in her heart, unable to get close.
Even if he appeared in the same place every day, he could only look at it from afar, and he had no chance to walk with him, let alone be combined with him.
She felt that she was not in unrequited love with Yinglong, and she couldn't help but feel a little lost, and there was a bit of bitterness in the aftertaste.
The sour taste made her feel a little uneasy, like a canary bumping into the cage, and her heart beat faster as she approached Yinglong, and her face quietly flushed.
But she understands that Yinglong actually doesn't hate her, but likes her a little, but Yinglong has never accepted her meaning.
Whenever Yinglong's resolute eyes met Wen Xue's gaze, he would become gentle, with a smile on his face that could not be concealed, and he spoke to her very gently.
All of this made Wen Xue feel happy, at least Yinglong was not as intimidated by her as an iceberg, but she couldn't help but want to get close to Yinglong.
Wen Xue sometimes thinks of Yinglong and secretly angry, does he really not understand that he likes him? Does he really not feel the slightest feeling? At least she can get close to her and give her a warm hug, she will be satisfied.
Wen Xue didn't know whether to wait or cut off the love thread.
She couldn't make up her mind for a long time, so she had to watch Yinglong walk by her every day, day after day, watching the rising and falling of the rising sun, the clouds rolling up, and spending lonely nights.
And Yinglong suddenly thought, if he wants to return to Yuxin, what should Yun Zhiyao do?
Obviously, he can't be in Bincheng and be able to return to Yuxin in time. He doesn't have a doppelganger technique, so he can't turn himself into two people, one is busy with Yunzhiyuan's business in Bincheng, and the other stays in Hucheng to accompany Yuxin and the child.
Yinglong is not Sun Wukong, and it is impossible to somersault clouds, but he needs the spells of the two sides.
How to solve this problem? Yinglong pondered it repeatedly, but there was no satisfactory answer. he
I really don't know how to solve this problem.
Yun Zhiyao is a masterpiece he painstakingly built, and it is also where his career lies. Does he want to give up the distance of the clouds and return to Lake City to accompany his wife and children, then where will he start in Lake City?
It is impossible for Yinglong to return to Lake City, and stay at home every day to accompany Yuxin.
He needs a job to support his family, otherwise a man who is idle all day will be an image in the eyes of others, and he doesn't want to become such a lazy person.
It was impossible for Yinglong to reach out to Yuxin to ask for money to pay for his expenses, then he would lose face, and in this way, there would be no point in him returning to Lake City.
Yinglong thought about it, and he hadn't made up his mind about how to spend it in the future, this was a dilemma, he could only choose one or the other.
When he returns to Lake City, he must give up Yun Zhiyuan, otherwise he can only stay in Bincheng and continue to live his original life, so that Yu Xin and his son will be farther and farther away from him.
Returning to Lake City meant that Yinglong had to start from scratch, not only for his family but also for his career.
Yinglong is in a dilemma, everything has to start over, and there is no conclusion for him yet, and there is no definite answer to whether he can succeed or not.
For the sake of the clouds, he has made great efforts, and it is by no means an easy task. In the past few years, day and night, he has not poured all his heart and soul into it.
There are also Wen Xue and Xiao Qiang, they once said that as long as Yinglong is still in the day, they will continue to do it. Now, if he leaves, won't he break his word against them?
Yinglong hesitated, in a dilemma, unable to make up his mind.
So he decided for the time being to think about it for a while and then make an idea when the opportunity was ripe.
As soon as he thought of giving up Yun Zhiyao, he thought of where Wen Xue and Xiaoqiang should go. Changing hands to others, will they adapt to the new owner's employment?
Needless to say, how the new owner will treat them, they may be disappointed.
In fact, Yinglong is more worried about Wenxue, she is so simple, whether the new boss will bully her, Yinglong can't help but be a little worried.
Needless to say, in the distance of the clouds, Wen Xue has affection and righteousness for him, and Yinglong is not a cold stone, and his intuition tells him that Wen Xue cares about him very much.
Although he couldn't give Wen Xue everything she wanted, even if it was just to give her a gentle hug, he didn't want to leave Wen Xue alone, so he would condemn himself. Even Xiaoqiang has always been loyal to him.
Without Xiaoqiang, Yunzhiyao's business would be much worse. What's more, Xiaoqiang is far away from the clouds, and he has always worked for him loyally.
If he wanted to give up the distance of the clouds, he would inevitably feel a little sad. After all, they are an "iron triangle", and they have worked hard for Yun Zhiyao for several years, and they are by no means just a place to make a living.
Yinglong hesitated, still thinking about how to solve this problem and how to arrange this matter properly, for himself, but also for Wenxue and Xiaoqiang.