Chapter 33: Director
The concern of his ex-girlfriend made Zhang Qin quickly let go of the mustard.
In the final analysis, the starting point for him to lose his depression and dignity is here with his ex-girlfriend.
The chaotic brain suddenly became clear, he looked at the sunset, and smiled, "I was wronged by the company's people, I was almost fired, and I had to carry the black pot, I was in a bad mood for a few days, and I wanted to contact you to complain, because there are few people I know in this city, I can only think of you." ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't show up in time. ”
"No, no, it's me who bothers you. ”
Xiao Fan said calmly: "Zhang Qin, do you hate me." ”
The young man was stunned for a moment, hate, of course, I am worthy of our relationship, but I broke up for no reason, he didn't want to label his ex-girlfriend as a poor and rich hat, but in addition, he couldn't find a way to comfort himself.
"I ...... I don't make much, you hate me. ”
"I didn't. ”
The unexpected answer made Zhang Qin raise his head puzzled, "Then why did you break up?"
"If I really disliked you, I wouldn't be with you in college, and after graduation, we both insisted on living in a humble rental house for nearly a year, and if I didn't like it, I would have left a long time ago. ”
"Then you ......," he said, his eyes widening eagerly.
Xiao Fan turned his head sideways and looked at him seriously, "We're all ordinary people, right?"
"Yes. ”
"The life of ordinary people should be down-to-earth, with their own ability, a little bit of struggle, I know that my complaints about the work make your mentality unbalanced, but you should not blame the reality, you always feel that the reality is unfair, you can't find a job that makes more money, I was ...... at that time I can't stand your refusal to be down-to-earth, and you are becoming more and more impetuous. ”
"I'm here for you, I'm afraid that you'll work hard, and you can't find a way to do it, can I not be in a hurry. ”
Xiao Fan said seriously: "I know I know, this matter, I am sorry for you, I shouldn't give you so much pressure, let you lose confidence without a head, it's my fault, but you shouldn't be slumped and go to the extreme." ”
"I ......"
Yes, after the breakup, he was even less confident in his work, and he closed himself off and went down.
Sometimes I fantasize about the salted fish turning over, fantasizing about the plot in the Internet, and getting a little comfort, but that's all, nothing has changed in my life, and it is even going downhill.
"It's my responsibility to make you like this, so ...... I inquired about your current situation the other day. ”
"Have you inquired?"
Zhang Qin suddenly felt a little nervous, because he was now like a villain who was acting nonsense.
"What the hell happened to make you what you are. ”
"I ......"
The girl took his hand, "Zhang Qin, I tell you from the bottom of my heart, I really don't dislike your lack of salary, nor do I dislike you for not having the ability, I am also an ordinary person, why do I ask my boyfriend to be rich and powerful, but I don't want you to lose your original appearance, I like your innocence and hard work, I was with you, you are completely changed now, that's not you, don't you hate the way you are now." ”
"Seriously?"
Finally found the knot that couldn't be opened, the breakup of his ex-girlfriend made him fall into extremism and depression, he thought he was incompetent, and now he began to trample on Xue Man in a vengeful way.
However, the ex-girlfriend opened her heart and got the answer, which was not what he thought.
It turned out that I had misunderstood her all along.
"Zhang Qin, what you want, you have to rely on your own hands to get it, things beyond our ability, can we hold it, that's not the real you, and it's not the you I once liked. ”
"You...... Know everything?"
"The things in your company are too obvious, I have heard a lot, and you didn't do this before. ”
"Xiaofan, I'll be honest with you, I didn't want to do this kind of thing, I ...... I just didn't want to. ”
"That'...... Can you wake up now, stop. ”
Speaking of this, Zhang Qin let out a long sigh, thinking back on these days, and suddenly had a sober feeling, what was he doing and what did he get?
Has anyone really impressed him, or has he regained his dignity?
Once Pandora's box is opened, getting it will never be these.
And some decadent beginnings, the breakup of ex-girlfriends, were finally relieved at this time, and it had nothing to do with money at all, but the anxiety between lovers that made them lost.
The knot in his heart was untied, and Zhang Qin breathed a sigh of relief, "Xiaofan, thank you for caring about me." ”
"I just...... I don't want the person I liked to be like this, it's like I like the wrong person, but I don't think so, you're not that kind of person. ”
"Yes, I'm not, I'm confused. ”
She smiled, "Look, your eyes are much better now, just like they were in college, clean." ”
"That'...... I'll go back first. ”
"Go back, don't you have dinner together? ”
"There's still something to deal with, next time we have a chance. ”
After speaking, Zhang Qin stretched out his hand and shook hands with her, as if he was reconciling with a past.
He trotted out of the park and took a taxi away.
At this time, the setting sun is completely engulfed in the sea level, and when it gets dark, the lights of the park are lit up one after another, making the place brighter.
The girl breathed a sigh of relief when she saw him go, and suddenly a figure appeared behind her, startling her.
"You. ”
"Nice job. Lin Bao walked out.
She was puzzled: "What happened to Zhang Qin?"
"Do you really care about your ex-boyfriend?"
She didn't speak, took off the intercom in her ear, and gave it back to Lin Bao, "You will pay the money." ”
"Of course, cash or transfer. ”
"Transfer it. ”
Everything is of course designed.
Lin Bao felt that most of Zhang Qin's knots came from his ex-girlfriend, so he found this girl. Through the walkie-talkie, Lin Bao was responsible for answering and letting Xiaofan speak, so as to guide Zhang Qin and let him completely let go of his ex's breakup.
It's just that none of this is true.
The real reason why the two broke up is still that his ex-girlfriend thinks he makes less money, and she will not come to care about him for Zhang Qin, let alone say that the person I like is an innocent teenager.
In fact, this knot cannot be untied......
This is all a play directed by Lin Bao himself, just to let Zhang Qin know his way back.
It's a little sad to think about, but the truth is helpless.
The medicine that can comfort people is always a virtual fantasy, and the bloody reality only makes people lose confidence in life.
After the happy transfer, Xiao Fan left without staying long. People are just here to collect money to do things, and any ex-boyfriend has nothing to do with her.
That night, Zhang Qin took a taxi to Xue Man's house, and when he opened the door, Xue Man was still a little worried, but his eyes immediately reassured.
"Sister Man, I'...... Resign. ”
"What's wrong. ”
"I don't want to say anything, I figured it out, this time is too dirty, my brain is broken, I want to sober myself up. ”
Xue Man hesitated for a moment, "Then I'......"
"I won't threaten you anymore, in the end, these things have nothing to do with me, I've already been justified, why are you wading into troubled waters, I don't have that ability, I'm sorry, I ...... you during this time"
"Forget it, I'm not a woman from a good family, I framed you, you retaliate against me, we are both clear, I will naturally be punished for the bad things I do, you get out now, at least when you are liquidated, it will not affect you. ”
"What reckoning?"
"The Yin family will come soon, I'm afraid I'm going to suffer, I don't know how you figured it out, but if you still threaten me and make a fortune in the company, the two of us will be unlucky together." ”
"That's ......"
Chaos's eyes opened, he regained his youthful appearance, scratched his head and apologized, "Excuse me, I'm leaving." ”
"Zhang Qin......"
"What's wrong?"
"You've found a firm, right? ”
"Yes. ”
"Let's go and thank them once, otherwise, the misunderstanding between the two of us will not be resolved. ”
"Okay. ”
After Zhang Qin left, Xue Man breathed a sigh of relief.
I admired in my heart, the man surnamed Lin was really powerful, he did it so quickly.
In the room, she was alone again, and this house was where everything began in Sheman, and perhaps in the near future, everything would end.
She lit a cigarette alone, and for many years, she hadn't lived with a man like this for many years, and now the man was gone.