At the wine table, Li Xiujuan just watched everyone talk, she didn't say a word, and there was no trace of a smile on her face, it seemed that her depression had been shown on her face, and she didn't deliberately pretend to smile. This shows that her depression comes from the bottom of her heart.

She rarely participates in such occasions, so she is naturally very restrained. When the talented son was taken down, she naturally felt uncomfortable, and she was in no mood to pretend to be smiling if she wanted to.

Caizi looked at the rabbit meat on the plate and said to Lao Hai, who was sitting by the door, "Shout, waiter, another one." ”

Lao Hai got up and called the waiter, and the waiter came into the house and said, "Are you calling the waiter?"

Lu Dalin said: "Another smoked rabbit." ”

The waiter said, "I'm sorry for a few people, but the smoked rabbit is not available today." ”

The genius said, "Is this rabbit still quite lacking?"

The waiter said, "The rabbit has not come up these days. ”

Caizi said casually: "It seems that the time to raise rabbits has come, in a few days, I will start the entire rabbit farm, and let everyone eat enough when the time comes!"

Lu Dalin said: "I think it's okay, I don't have to eat a smoked rabbit and run so far." ”

Caizi said: "I liked to raise rabbits when I was a child, and when I saw rabbits, I felt feelings. ”

The sickle said: "Genius, don't get angry about this, the second brother called me, I think those two liars will be caught soon." ”

Lu Dalin said: "Sickle! Don't talk about that now, drink." ”

Caizi smiled bitterly and didn't speak.

Hashun Ge Rili looked at the talented man, and her heart was sour, hi ......! She sighed lightly.

At this time, Li Xiujuan lowered her head and silently touched her tears.

Lu Dalin opened the wine, and there was no need to persuade him, everyone drank it silently.

In this way, everyone drank a lot of wine, until in the evening, several people returned to the city drunk, and went back to their respective homes.

These days, the idle genius feels bored, his heart is very upset, and he doesn't know what to do now.

He casually looked through the magazines at home, he saw a magazine he thought it was very well written before, read a paragraph, today he feels that it has become a pile of nonsense, he is not in the mood to read it.

At this point, his mind was in turmoil. He didn't want to do anything, he often sat in his bedroom looking at a place to sit there.

Hashun Gerri Li felt very uncomfortable when she saw his low mood.

She is also following the talent to get angry, but she doesn't dare to cry in front of the talent, lest the talent be even more sad.

She knows that this is the biggest blow Caizi has suffered since she started her business. She knew how much he loved the company he worked for!

A few days passed, and the mood of the talented man became worse and worse, and Hashun Gerili saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart.

On this day, Li Xiujuan came to see him with You Jingxiang, and although the talented man pretended to have a smiling face, he laughed with a bitter taste.

At this time, he saw that You Jingxiang and Li Xiujuan had also lost weight, especially Li Xiujuan's hoarse speech, which made him feel that Li Xiujuan was really angry.

Lu Dalin had two sons, two sickles, and Erguang also came to see him, but these comforting words failed to relieve his heartache.

After a few more days, perhaps due to the anesthesia of pain, or perhaps the smoothing of his thoughts, he gradually became conscious. He felt that only one person could understand his pain, and he remembered the old girl, maybe only the old girl......

He thought, I still have to go to Shagouzi, tell the old girl about these things about myself, and talk about the depression in my heart over the years.

Caizi and Hashun Gerili discussed going out to relax, but Hashun Gerili thought about these transactions at home and said: "Caizi, where are you going? You still have to take care of these transactions? I haven't made much progress in the past few years?"

In the past few years, in addition to partnering with Li Bingbing to invest in a grain transportation company, he has set up a coal transportation company, or opened a branch. Now the 7 dance halls are no longer profitable, and they are about to face the situation of closing, which is a piece of the heart disease of the genius, and the days of the dance hall in the past have passed.

Thinking of this, Caizi said: "Okay, I'll go to Noel and come back, I want to use this time to summarize my gains and losses." ”

Hashun Gerili thought, "Hmph...... You are going to find the old girl, I know in my heart. But at this time, I can't say what you order! Hey......!

Thinking of this, she said, "As soon as possible, but don't let me worry after a long time?"

The next day, Caizi and Lao Hai set off, at this time Caizi was very confused, he was unwilling to leave sdB, he wanted to make sdB bigger ambitiously. Just when his career was booming, because of his carelessness, his ideals were shattered all of a sudden.

Although he shows open-mindedness on the surface, in fact, the pain in his heart is known only to him. Not only was he depressed, but he was also hesitant to think about it.

This kind of blow is fatal for many people. Fortunately, this kid has an advantage, that is, he will take the initiative to find a way to eliminate his depression and sadness.

Indeed, for ordinary people, this kind of blow may suddenly be depressed forever, or they will languish forever.

However, he has a different way of venting his depression from ordinary people, that is, he will comfort himself and forgive himself.

Before marrying Hashun Gerili, it can be seen that his thinking is different from that of ordinary people when he erected the stone tablet for the old girl. He inadvertently transferred his anxiety about marrying Hashun Ge Rili to the stone tablet. This time he went to Shagouzi, he was also a kind of catharsis, a kind of catharsis for the forces that could not be resisted.

He believes that only the stele is willing to listen to his depression and hesitation, only the stele can forgive his mistakes, and only the stele can read his own heart. He has long regarded that stele as his confidant!

When he arrived at Knorr, he turned off his phone. Caizi arranged for Lao Hai to live at Grandma Gao's house, he brought enough necessary things and food and drink, and drove into Shagouzi by himself.

This season is early summer and the temperature is not very high. On the road, the talented man looked at the patches of green, and his mood seemed to be better.

Since he had just been here last winter, he quickly found the stele. He parked the cart beside it, removed the seat cushion from it, and laid it flat on the side of the stone tablet.

There was no one here, and occasionally a few unknown birds stopped on the trees and flew away.

When everything was ready, he faced the old girl's stele and began to mutter. It's like telling a story to a child, telling everything that has happened over the years. From going to school with Lao Ya, to going to Lao Ya's house by himself to release that kind of thing, and then running out of the house to hide in his uncle's house, and then running to Guangzhou to be a beggar in a daze, and when he came back, he met the fat woman, met Lu Dalin, met Li Jingmei, was kidnapped in Chishan, married Hashun Ge Rili, met Zhao Yajuan, established Yaya, entered sdB until he was taken down and many other things he experienced to tell her one by one......

Those past events replayed in his mind like a movie, sometimes slowing down, sometimes fast-forwarding, sometimes in order, and sometimes backwards......

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