"If you want to visit them, let's find a time to go together next time, tomorrow, what do you think?" said Poplar, looking at me a little nonchalantly.

"Ah, shall we go together?" I was still a little uncomfortable with the change in relationship with Poplar, and was a little shocked by his sudden proposal, and it took me a while to react, and then I replied, "Well, if you are free tomorrow, let's go together, when I was in college, Liu Xixi's parents took good care of me." ”

I still remember that time, because I came from the countryside, and it was the first time I came to the big city, I felt unfamiliar with everything here, and even a little scared, I didn't like to contact with others, except for Lin Momo, I had almost no other friends, Liu Xixi was the first friend I made here.

After meeting Liu Xixi, she was very good to me, every time she went home, she would bring me her homemade special food, which was made by her mother, and her aunt's craftsmanship was very good, and sometimes she would take me to her house to play, because I had no relatives in Shanghai, so her parents were also very good to me, basically treating me as their daughter.

Later, every time Liu Xixi returned to school after the holidays, I could receive delicious food and drink prepared for me by my uncle and aunt, and sometimes even bought me clothes or something, even my own parents were not so kind to me.

I almost forgot how much I felt loved by my parents, who made me feel the warmth of my family again.

Later, after graduating from university and looking for a job in Shanghai, I was busier than when I was in college, and I hardly had time to visit them, but they still took care of me often, and I still remember this kindness to this day.

It wasn't until I left Shanghai that I was determined to break off from the past, so I cut off contact with everyone here, mainly because I didn't live a good life and felt that I had failed to live up to their care and teachings, which made me feel very ashamed and felt that I didn't have the face to face them, so I didn't dare to contact them.

Although so many years have passed, I have never forgotten their kindness to me, and I also told myself that I must firmly remember those who have given me help and care, and I must repay them well when I have the opportunity in the future.

It is precisely because of their kindness to me that I no longer feel like an abandoned person by the world, and it is their companionship and love that make me no longer lonely in this huge city.

After many years, I almost don't remember what they looked like, I don't know if they still remember me, how they are doing, whether they are still healthy......

Thinking of these old things, it is inevitable that there will be a burst of sadness, things are not too common, looking forward to the joy of reuniting with them, but afraid to face their disappointed eyes. After all, in the past few years since I left, I really didn't have a good time.

Now, they're the ones I don't know how to deal with.

I just got off the single, with a six or seven-year-old daughter, unmarried and pregnant, and now I am also a single mother, I grew up with Xiaoxue alone, although the little girl is well-behaved and sensible, I have grown a lot over the years with her.

When I was in college, I always thought that only making money was the most interesting and worthwhile thing in the world, so I was addicted to all kinds of part-time jobs at that time, obsessed with making money, and I always fantasized that I would be able to suddenly get rich in the future, and then sit on a family fortune, and finally marry a rich and handsome man and go to the peak of life.

At that time, I was vulgar in one word, it was simply vulgar, and I didn't have any other ideas in my heart except to make money.

I don't remember where I saw a sentence, which probably means that the more a person wants to get, the less he can't get, so we still have to learn to let go of the desires and greed in our hearts, so that at least we will live a little better.

Liu Xixi's family is not very wealthy, her parents are both working-class, probably because the family has accumulated some wealth, so it seems relatively wealthy.

I remember Uncle Liu once said to me, at your age, you should talk about your studies and dreams first, and then touch love and life.

At that time, I was about twenty years old, and Liu Xixi was the same, he said this to the two of us, and it was all his expectations for the two of us.

He hopes that we can study hard, then find the direction of our lives, and finally be able to realize our dreams.

As for love and life, it's not something we should worry about at that age.

According to the current view, Liu Xixi and I did not satisfy Uncle Liu, both of us graduated from a not very good university, and after graduation, we went to work separately, because we were too young and inexperienced, and we hit a lot of walls in the workplace.

Later, I fell into a deep emotional whirlpool, and gradually lost contact with them, because the situation forced me to give birth to Xiaoxue unmarried, and then took her to leave Shanghai for so many years to live a very happy life.

As for Liu Xixi, although her career is very successful now, she has also experienced a lot and suffered a lot, especially in love, she can be regarded as battle-hardened and exhausted.

In fact, I still don't understand why Liu Xixi didn't fight for it, she knew very well in her heart that the man she loved loved her deeply, and there was a pure land in her heart.

It's just that because of some so-called moral bondage, he had to give up on her and leave her, but Liu Xixi can get him back, there is nothing wrong with the two of them falling in love, and it shouldn't just be such an ending.

Thinking of Liu Xixi being wronged like this, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart, it was really too aggrieved, Liu Xixi finally met someone who liked him and liked himself, but he had to watch him being taken away by others like this, and the two of them were strangers from then on. You can't get along with each other, you can only forget about each other.

I think I'm still very lucky, although I've been alone all these years, but in the end, the man I love is finally slowly getting closer to me, and the poplar has been working hard silently, which touches me very much.

As for me, the only gain over the years is to cultivate Xiaoxue who thinks she is a smart and cute baby, she is destined to grow up with me from birth, because I am not a very mature person myself, and it is precisely because of the arrival of Xiaoxue that I have added a lot of fun to my life.

She made my boring life wonderful, made me feel the joy of being a mother, and also made me learn to tolerate and reflect, now I am no longer the superficial and vulgar Gao Lanlan I used to be, I am now Xiaoxue's mother, I am very proud of this.

I trained Xiaoxue so well, the little girl is always loved by everyone, and the first time I saw Liu Xixi's parents, I won the favor of the second elder.

Thinking of this, my joy and anticipation replaced the uneasiness in my heart, "Let's go this afternoon, we'll go after the parent-teacher conference, what do you think?" I suddenly proposed.

"Okay, just this afternoon. Yang Shu gladly accepted my suggestion, and it seemed that he was more willing in his heart.

I don't know why I suddenly made such a decision, probably because I figured it out, the people who really love me don't look down on me because I'm not mixing well now, and even more so they are the ones who reached out to help me and cared for me when I was in the most difficult time.

If you want to talk about my current situation, in fact, it is not that bad, except for not finding a real father for Xiaoxue for the time being, my life is quite satisfactory.

Glancing at the poplar tree opposite, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, if they knew that I was with my beloved now, they would be happy for me, not to mention that my lover was still as good as poplar.

Sitting there alone thought a lot, and Poplar would occasionally talk to me for a few words, but seeing that I was immersed in my own world, I didn't bother too much.

After waiting for more than half an hour, Liu Xixi finally came, and she led Xiaoxue.

"Mommy!" the little girl saw me and Poplar and immediately ran towards us.

I only felt a strong impact hit me, and I was almost hit by the little girl and couldn't find the north, but the poplar didn't say anything, just laughed on the side.

"Uncle Poplar, are you going to the parent-teacher conference with us?" the little girl asked when she came back from her excitement and saw Poplar standing with me.

"Uh-huh, I'll go with you. Yang Shu replied with a smile, he was light and light, but I was asked and panicked.

Because Yang Shu was almost deceived by me, Xiaoxue's teacher never said that he had to go with his parents, so I casually made a nonsense for a reason, but I didn't expect Yang Shu to really believe that I agreed.

Because of my weak heart, I'm afraid that if Xiaoxue says something again, I really don't know how to lie. I quickly changed the subject, "Have you eaten?" ”

Liu Xixi has been hanging aside for a long time, and no one has paid attention to her, and it is estimated that she has already died speechless in her heart.

"We've eaten, are you going to the parent-teacher conference now?" Liu Xixi asked.

"Uh-huh, it started at half past nine, and now it's half past eight, and it's time to do it. I glanced at Liu Xixi, and I wanted to say something to her, but I didn't know where to start.

The four of them sat opposite each other, Yang Shu sat next to me, and Xiaoxue and Liu Xixi sat together.

I was silent for a moment and said, "How are aunts and uncles doing now?"

"I was about to tell you about this, I told them that Xiaoxue is your daughter, so they now know that you are back, and they are very concerned about your current life. Liu Xixi was drinking water, and when he heard my words, he immediately stopped and said to me.

"Oh oh......" Hearing Liu Xixi's words, my heart still throbbed a lot, they still cared about me as before, and I couldn't help but be moved to tears.

I forcibly held back the sour feeling in my eyes and told Liu Xixi, "I plan to officially visit my uncle and aunt this afternoon, I haven't seen them for so many years, I really miss them, and I don't know how they are now?"

"Since you already have this plan, it's best that my mother told me again and again this morning that I should take you back and have a good meal with them. ”

Liu Xixi smiled, and then said, "Don't worry, they are in good health now, especially my father, who is still not old and has always regarded himself as a little fresh meat in his twenties, hahahaha." Liu Xixi saw the bitterness in my heart and deliberately joked with me.

"Well, it's good to be healthy. "I don't know why, some can't laugh, maybe it's because I'm too sensitive, I'm a little worried that they'll blame me for why I suddenly disappeared all these years, why I haven't contacted them for so many years, I know I've made them worry, but I really don't know how to tell them what I've been going through all these years.

I muttered in response to Liu Xixi, but my expression was always heavy, Yang Shu saw my thoughts, and knew that I might be in a little messy mood now, so he said goodbye to Liu Xixi and said, "Okay, the time is almost up, let's go first, and the parent-teacher meeting is about to start." ”

"Mm-hmm, you guys go first, I'll sit down for a while. Liu Xixi got up, bid us farewell, and then sat down again.

Poplar and Xiaoxue and I, the three of us went out of the coffee shop, Poplar went to drive, and Xiaoxue and I are now waiting for him on the side of the road.

I looked in the direction of Liu Xixi with some concern, and saw that she was thinking thoughtfully about something, and her brows were slightly furrowed.