Chapter 49: The Water Is Cold
She kept NG in that scene, she really couldn't stand the cold environment and the indifference of others. Another thing that others don't know is that she is afraid of water.
That's right, in the car accident three years ago, she lost her child after entering the water, lost her innocent self, and what she left behind was just a strange and leisurely body and a self that wanted to become stronger little by little.
Since then, she's been afraid of all things cold,
The previous memories were too painful, and the pain in the bones could never be stopped.
wants to change, but change is difficult, even if she already knew so early that the world is cold, warm, good, evil and ugly, she still can't accept it at that moment.
Later, with the accumulation of the world, with the deliberate forgetting of memories, she began to force herself.
Until now, I can stand under the flash and smile confidently, until I can lie down in the water and relax to the fullest. But she just got used to it, used to that kind of deliberateness, used to that kind of self-compulsion, and she missed that original self very much.
So she often had this thought, did she kill the people who destroyed her in the first place, and the previous soul would come back?
Look, aren't these ideas ridiculous and childish?
But it's true that in the past three years, she has supported everything she has come all the way.
"The water is cold, and it can't get up yet. ”
A familiar voice sounded in her ears, and she was frightened to open her eyes and see Sheng Shi's handsome face. There was no time to hide the hatred in her eyes, so she could only hold his neck and bury her head in it.
This ostrich-like behavior made Sheng Shi stunned for a moment, and then he touched her hair helplessly, picked up the bath towel next to her and wrapped her around, picked it up and carried it on her shoulders and walked out.
Mo Qingyou originally just wanted to hide, but he didn't expect to be carried to the bed by **.
The moment Sheng Shi put her down, she buried herself in the quilt on the bed like lightning, wrapped her whole body tightly, revealing only a pair of eyes and the wet top of her head.
Seeing her look like a great enemy, Sheng Shi smiled: "Isn't it very simple if I want to do something to you, even if you can't hide." ”
Mo Qingyou ignored him, muttered a sullen "hooligan", and then moved to the side of the bed like a silkworm baby.
Sheng Shi grabbed her quickly, Mo Qingyou thought he was going to do something inappropriate for children, but he felt that he was covered by a piece of cloth on his head.
...... "So Sheng Shi just wants to wipe her hair? Is she thinking too much?"
Mo Qingyou locked it embarrassedly, letting Sheng Shi's slender, cleanly cut fingers shuttle between her hair. Comfortable her hair is sent out**.
In this way, a person quietly wipes a person's hair, the years are quiet, and he is happy.
It would be nice if this life had always been like this.
Drying Mo Qingyou's hair, Sheng Shi lowered his head and looked at her, the person who usually always said a word for a while was surprisingly quiet today, which made him feel a little strange.
Moreover, she went upstairs without even eating dinner, and now she is tired from soaking in the bathtub, these abnormal behaviors inadvertently show that Mo Qingyou has something on her mind.
Linked to the words said by the two people in the car, Sheng Shi understood a little.
Could it be that she postponed the dinner party on her own initiative, and he postponed work to come back to accompany her, so in the car he said a little at her that she thought he was angry, and now he is angry with him?
Thinking of this, Sheng Shi felt very helpless, he didn't know when Mo Qingyou's mind was so delicate. Still, it made him happy that she cared so much about him.
Softened his tone, Sheng Shi lowered his head and hugged Mo Qingyou in his arms like a child, the latter was startled by his actual actions and struggled a few times.
"Don't move, Qingyou, let me hug you. "It's rare for Sheng Shi to be so coquettish, his face that is usually always tense now seems to be plated with a layer of light, and it looks extraordinarily soft, Mo Qingyou looked at his face, and the painful memories that were evoked in the bathtub just now slowly subsided, and in their place, the only memories that the two of them spent at that time that could be called happy.
She thought that the child she was willing to conceive for Sheng Shi three years ago was not because of impulsiveness, nor because she was young and confused, but because of love.
Sheng Shi is the only man she is and the man she really loves.
Up to now, even if the original love has all turned into hatred, it is because of love and hatred. That's a really good saying, if you always say that you hate someone, then how much you love that person.
Stretching out his hand and taking the initiative to hug Sheng Shi, Mo Qingyou arched his head in the man's arms, and the voice he made was muffled, as if he was very aggrieved.
"Sheng Shi, in fact, there is a reason why I canceled the director's dinner today, on the one hand, because I don't think you like that kind of occasion, you don't like barbecue, and because of ......"
The suddenly lowered voice instantly attracted Sheng Shi's attention, and Mo Qingyou felt that the pair of arms attached to his body suddenly became tense. It was a sign of a change in mood, she knew.
The reason why she pretended to be so aggrieved was in exchange for this man's pity, and she calculated very accurately, and Sheng Shi's small actions of being nervous or angry did not change at all.
So she blinked vigorously, making her eyes red, and then looked up at Sheng Shi. The latter met her eyes for a moment, then reached out in distress to hold her face.
"And why, is it who is making it difficult for you?"
"No," Mo Qingyou lowered her head in embarrassment, she didn't want to say these two words at all, but she had to say this in order to make Sheng Shi feel distressed.
"I was changing clothes in the fitting room when I heard someone outside talking about my relationship with you, and they said...... Say that I have an improper relationship with you, and that I am your mistress. ”
Mistress?
Sheng Shi stiffened, although he knew that his treatment of Mo Qingyou like this would make the eyes around him red, but he didn't expect that one day someone would really describe her like this.
After Mo Qingyou finished speaking, he lay in his arms again and did not move, looking like he was in a bad mood.
Come to think of it, whoever hears others talk about themselves like this, the psychological gap must be very large. Sheng Shi felt distressed when he thought about it, and secretly clenched his fists, don't let him know who said it so badly, otherwise he will definitely make them regret coming to this world!
looked at Mo Qingyou with pity in his eyes, she was the only woman he wanted to protect, and she was also the woman he regretted the most and couldn't forgive what he had done, it took so long for her to return to him again, he definitely couldn't let her stare at these two words on her head and live in people's pointing and laughter!
Firming up the thoughts in his heart, Sheng Shi hugged Mo Qingyou in his arms, and said in a deep voice: "I won't let you be treated like this, give me a little time, you are definitely my wife, the only legal lady of Shengshi Group!"
I couldn't sleep all night because of these two words, Mo Qingyou also slept very unsteadily, Sheng Shi tucked the quilt for her for a while, and then her quilt fell off and she had to pick up the quilt, but it was at this time that Sheng Shi saw something shiny on Mo Qingyou's face.
If he was not mistaken, his Qingyu was even crying when he slept at night.
So Sheng Shi couldn't sleep anymore, sat up and walked out, and stood at the window of the corridor and smoked a cigarette for a long, long time, and his pajamas were full of the smell of soot.
The house was very quiet, Sheng Shi looked outside and didn't know what he was looking at, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't seem to be thinking about anything, so he was immersed in his own world until Li's mother got up to cook, and the sound of ping-pong from the kitchen pulled him back to reality from his emotions.
Walked to the door of the room and listened inside, there was no movement, Mo Qingyou should still be asleep and not awake.
Sheng Shi originally wanted to go in, but somehow remembered those two words from yesterday.
Mo Qingyou went from Gu Licheng's sister, an actress to her mistress, these titles can be said to have turned her life upside down. And the person who made her make these changes is precisely Shengshi.
He thought that if he hadn't recognized Gu Licheng's sister as his Qingyou, then Mo Qingyou's current life would be any different. It should be very pleasant to think about it, at least I don't have to wear the nickname of "mistress", which makes people's identity cheap to the dust.
Or greet disapproving glances from people from all directions.
What's even more frustrating is that he thought about the solution for a night, but unfortunately, he didn't think of anything. It is also unrealistic to go directly to his aunt to break the marriage contract with Li Spread, he has no weight to compete with his grandfather, and his grandfather is on his aunt's side.
When he becomes stronger, when he can become a business that is not attached to the Sheng family and has his own power, then ...... Will Mo Qingyou still be willing to stay by his side?
Thinking about walking, Sheng Shi didn't even know when he walked into the living room. But Mama Li smiled when she saw him: "Young master, why did you get up so early today, do you want to make breakfast for Madame?"
Oh, and that's not what he intended.
Sheng Shi wanted to refuse, but when he thought that Mo Qingyou went upstairs to sleep without finishing his meal last night, and was sad and sad for so long, he sent him into the kitchen.
When Mo Qingyou came downstairs in his pajamas and rubbed his eyes, he unexpectedly saw his royal chef in the kitchen, the master chef of Shengshi.
The latter was concentrating on making a cartoon image of the dough in his hand with his head down, not even noticing the person standing behind him. And Mama Li walked out consciously with a smile after seeing Mo Qingyou, and now only Mo Qingyou is left in the kitchen.
"Mama Li, are you okay with this, do you still have to ...... again Mother Li?"
Sheng Shi habitually looked at his right rear, where Li Ma used to standing. But now it was empty, and he was wondering when he heard someone laugh happily.
Turning his head following the voice, Mo Qingyou originally just felt that he was used to seeing Sheng Shi in a suit, but now he is not used to wearing a chef's suit, and he has to smile every time he sees it. As a result, I see it now - Sheng Shi's right side of his face looks very funny because of kneading the dough and rubbing a little flour.
"Hahahahaha, I'm laughing to death!" Mo Qing couldn't help himself with a smile, and suddenly leaned against the glass door behind him.
Sheng Shi looked at her inexplicably, and then after about a few seconds, he knew where the laughter was on the glass door behind her.
After smearing his face twice, he pretended to be very angry and looked at Mo Qingyou, and asked her very seriously: "Is it funny, who am I cooking for here?" If you laugh again, I will be angry, and I won't give you breakfast for a while." ”
"Hahaha, you won't stop me from eating. Mo Qing's little face was flushed with a smile, and the whole person looked very angry, Sheng Shi looked at her and relaxed slightly.
He was also worried that if Mo Qingyou couldn't get up this morning and still couldn't return to normal, he would have to help her ask for leave from the crew, although it was very unkind, one person's leave would affect the progress of the entire crew, but there was no doubt that Shengshi would never let his woman work hard when she was in a bad mood.
Seeing Sheng Shi looking at himself intently, Mo Qingyou subconsciously touched his face and said, "What are you watching me do, do I also have something on my face?"
"No, I just ...... Look. "Look at how you are and what I want to say to you. Sheng Shi lowered his head and put the freshly wrapped dough in his hand into the steamer, the originally lively kitchen suddenly quieted, and Mo Qing stood at a loss for a while and wanted to go out. But I heard the voice of the prosperous world, "Qingyou,"
"Huh?"
"I have something to tell you about last night. ”
Turning to face Mo Qingyou, Sheng Shi took a deep breath and looked directly into her eyes. Mo Qing looked at her in a daze, and even her breathing became a little cautious.
"You told me last night that someone said you were mine, my mistress. I'm sorry to have you been labeled with such a dishonorable name, I'm sorry. ”
"It's okay, I'm fine. Mo Qingyou's "sad" eyes turned red, she found that she was really a natural actor, but when she heard Sheng Shi's tone, she felt that her eyes were sour, as if something was about to come out.
"You had a hard time last night, and I'm so distressed...... So I've been thinking about this for a long, long time, and I want to solve it, and I want to give you an explanation, but I found that I can't help it, because I can't break off the marriage with Lee Sprawl right now. ”
“…… Well. ”
Mo Qingyou lowered her head, she couldn't explain the pounding heart and a somewhat astringent nose now, it didn't seem to be acting skills, something was beyond her control.
"So I want to tell you, you wait a little longer, when I have almost dealt with these things, I will go to have a showdown with my aunt, at that time I don't need to ask for their consent, I can generously announce that you are my woman, my wife, can you wait for me to that time?"