Chapter 56
Xia Han was discharged from the hospital, and there was no point in living in the hospital, because there was no longer any therapeutic value. For Xia Han, all that's left is the hard functional workout and the long agony. Functional exercise is best carried out in a rehabilitation center, because there is a special rehabilitation therapist there, but the price is scary, but fortunately, Xia Han's father is the director of the Health Bureau, so it is easy for Xia Han to get a VIP card, and it is almost free. Seeing this, Xiao Tianyang couldn't help but sigh with emotion, is this world fair? Many people can only practice hard at home like a blind man riding a blind horse because they can't afford the high cost, but Xia Han doesn't spend a penny to get a VIP card; Is this world unfair? There is a reason for it, Xia Han's father has the right in his hands, who knows how much convenience is given to them behind it, after all, there is no free lunch in the world. Xiao Tianyang became more and more aware that he must become a part of this family, at this moment, he is like a flower inserted in cow dung, as long as he can endure the nausea, the nutrition is there, just absorb it!
After returning again in vain, Xiao Tianyang pushed Xia Han to walk on the tree-lined path. Xia Han has been in a bad mood recently, saying that she accepts the reality, of course she still hopes for a miracle, but after a few days of exercise, she is still the same, and she has no feeling below her navel. Maybe I really want to spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair, when I think of this, Xia Han's heart is as uncomfortable as a knife, sitting in a wheelchair means saying goodbye to everything, dancing youth, fiery love, and even cute children, everything has really become an unattainable dream, why is life so cruel?
Looking at Xia Han's sullen appearance, Xiao Tianyang asked with a smile, "Xia Han, what are you thinking?"
"Oh, nothing!"
"Let's discuss getting married, so it's easier for me to take care of you!"
Xia Han's heart was hot, marriage, what a familiar word, she had dreamed of it countless times, imagining how beautiful she was that day, how happy she would be, but now everything has come to naught. At this moment, when she mentions this word again, she suddenly feels like crying, because for her at the moment, this can't but be said to be an irony!
"You want to marry me?" Xia Han asked rhetorically.
Xiao Tianyang nodded and said, "Yes, didn't we discuss it?"
"But now I'm different, do you still want to marry me?"
"Yes, Xia Han, I love you, I will take care of you for the rest of my life!"
Xia Han smiled and said: "I believe in your love, and I love you too, but now I don't deserve this love, so I don't want to drag you down, let's break up!"
"Xia Han, what did you say?" Xiao Tianyang exclaimed.
"The greatest happiness is to make the people you love happy, so let's break up, you can stay with me for so long, I ...... Already very satisfied, you ...... Let's go!" Xia Han endured the pain in his heart and finally finished speaking.
"What do you say? We've been through so much to come together, and now you want me to go? Do you think I'll really be happy when we break up? Do you really want me to feel guilty for the rest of my life?"
"I don't want your sympathy, and I don't want your pity, it's normal for us to break up, and you don't have to feel guilty!" Xia Han said coldly.
"Xia Han, what is love? Ups and downs, we're in the same boat, we're all in love, we all pay a lot to be together, and even at this moment, you're in a wheelchair, it's all closely related to these, since God wants to treat us so cruelly, then let's face it together, I believe that there is love and everything!"
Xia Han finally hugged Xiao Tianyang and cried bitterly, she said intermittently while crying: "Tianyang, I really want to be with you, but I really can't, I am like this, how can I be your wife, and besides, we will not have children in the future!"
Xiao Tianyang hugged Xia Han tightly, and tears couldn't help but flow.
Xia Han fell asleep, and Xiao Tianyang came to the living room gently. After Xia Han was discharged from the hospital, in order to facilitate care, they still went back to Director Xia's house first.
Director Xia and Director Zhang sat silently on the sofa, Xiao Tianyang sighed and said, "Mom, I told Xia Han about getting married, but she didn't agree, I hope ...... You've got time to enlighten her!"
Director Zhang nodded and said, "Well, don't worry, Xia Han has been very willful since she was a child, otherwise she wouldn't have followed you with all her heart before, and it will be fine when I slowly enlighten her." ”
Xiao Tianyang smiled slightly, of course he understood the meaning of Director Zhang's words, the reason why she pointed out Xia Han's previous dead heart was to tell herself not to be ungrateful, it seems that women are women after all, if she wants to be ungrateful, can she manage it?
Director Xia thought for a while and asked, "Xiao Xiao, have you thought clearly, after all, this is a lifelong matter, you must be cautious!"
Xiao Tianyang nodded and said, "I have thought clearly, you can rest assured!"
Director Xia nodded and said, "That's good, we will be responsible for Xia Han's affairs!"
In fact, Xia Han didn't fall asleep, Xiao Tianyang's answer made her grateful, but she couldn't. How much she hoped that Xiao Tianyang could stay by her side, but reason told her no, rather than both of them suffering, it was better to keep the pain to herself, she would rather exchange her pain for the happiness of her lover, but every time she saw the back of Xiao Tianyang leaving, her heart was as uncomfortable as being taken away, she knew that one day, Xiao Tianyang would not come back if she left, she would marry other women, and she would stay with others for life, but she couldn't do anything, because her body was no longer worthy of love!
Director Zhang walked in with a freshly stewed bowl of bird's nest soup.
After a while, Xia Han's scream came: "No, I said no, you let him go!"
Director Zhang whispered something again.
Xia Han shouted again: "If I don't get married, can't you afford to support me? If you can't support me, I'll commit suicide!"
In front of Xiao Tianyang, Xia Han could barely control it, after all, Xiao Tianyang was the person she loved the most, and she would rather be uncomfortable than hurt him. But when it came to my mother, it was different, the irritability that had been suppressed for many days came out in one go, and the grievances in my heart were even more incomparable.
There was a crisp sound of "pop", thinking that the bowl containing the bird's nest soup was swept to the ground by Xia Han and broken.
Director Zhang sighed and packed up the pieces.
In the living room, Director Xia and Xiao Tianyang shook their heads silently together.
Han Ruoyu's situation seemed to be much better, which made Gao Haoyu extremely pleased. He didn't know if it was the illusion that he was sleeping in a separate room with her or because those pills really worked, in short, Han Ruoyu no longer bothered him, but her eyes seemed to be a little weird, looking at Gao Haoyu seemed a little strange, and there was a feeling of timidity.
Gao Haoyu didn't care about this, in his opinion, as long as Han Ruoyu didn't bother him, it would be thankful, as for the breakup, let's talk about it later, I'm afraid it will backfire now.
Gao Haoyu checked information on the Internet every day and checked some information related to paraplegia, because he always felt that Xia Han's matter was to blame, but he couldn't help much, so he had to do what he could, hoping to help them.