Chapter 41: It's impossible to be together
Chapter 42
Cen Kexin covered her chest with her hands, looking pained.
"Han Siyou, is there always only Liang Yimo in your eyes, and you can't tolerate others?"
It's unfair for him to treat her and Jiang Yiwei like this, is it wrong to love someone?
Han Siyou's thin lips were pursed, and he never spoke.
His actions already agreed with her words and could not be refuted.
"Is it fun for me to play like this?" Cen Kexin endured the swelling pain in his throat and said bitterly, "Since you don't love me, why do you want to create a chance for me, if this is what you want, rest assured that I won't pester you again in the future......"
She turned, trembling across the street and trotting through the crowd.
Han Siyou didn't say anything to stay.
Even if he saw that she almost fell down after walking Tai Chi several times, he didn't mean to go over to help her.
He didn't turn around until she disappeared from sight.
Glancing at the crowd, he opened the car door and sat back in the car, he leaned on the driver's seat and rested for a long time, the whole person was exhausted, and when he opened his eyes after a long time, the man's fierce eyes were emitted from the car mirror, which was as secretive as deep.
Cen Kexin stumbled all the way, she didn't even know how she got home, the whole person was in a daze, as if she had lost seven souls and six souls, and even her body didn't seem to be her own.
A pair of white hands reached over to support him, "What's the matter, I can't give up when I walk, and I don't hurt enough to hit myself?"
Cen Kexin looked up: "Second brother!"
Her face was not very good, and there were several white tear stains on her cheeks, obviously crying, Cen Yishen couldn't help but frown, "Where have you been in the past three days?"
Cen Kexin made up an excuse to go to a friend's house to play, Cen Yishen paused, and stared at her with slender eyes, "Are you sure? Why are you crying?"
Cen Kexin was afraid that the second brother would see through it, so he had to borrow that it hurt to accidentally fall down when he just came back, so he cried.
"Where did you fall, look at the road and walk for snacks in the future. β
"Got it. β
After finishing speaking, Cen Kexin hurriedly went upstairs and returned to the room, stuffed himself into the quilt and wanted to be temporarily isolated from the world, but his mind kept thinking of the night Liang Yimo's accident, he could only see her in his eyes, and even wanted to drive him out of the car mercilessly, and his heart hurt like a pinprick.
She remembered the day of her aunt, the domineering and warm kiss, and the fact that he took her away angrily at Xu Ming's house, obviously he had feelings for her, but these were only limited to when there was no Liang Yimo, as long as she appeared, she became a joke, which was extremely ridiculous.
What tenderness she likes, it's all her own passion.
Why can't you see her?
A person who hid under the quilt and cried for a long time couldn't stop, crying and crying and falling asleep.
The door of the bedroom was quietly pushed open, Cen Yishen walked directly into the bed, saw that the sleeping person still had tears in the corners of his eyes, after gently wiping his index finger, he opened her trouser leg and the place where it was hit was already blue, and her eyes were dark, and she took out the ointment that had been prepared from her trouser pocket and applied it to the wound, the faint medicinal fragrance was fresh and pleasant, and after doing all this, she covered the quilt for her, and sat quietly in front of the bed and stared at it for a long time before leaving.
Cen Kexin was awakened by a dream, in which she became a murderer, and brutally killed all the women who had a relationship with Han Siyou, including Jiang Yiwei, who killed her ruthlessly despite her pleading, and finally she pointed a knife at Liang Yimo and stood on a tall building, Han Siyou persuaded her to let go, and behind him stood her relatives, friends and police, so that she didn't want to go wrong, but she just didn't want to, she cried and asked Han Siyou whether to choose Liang Yimo or her, there was no doubt that his choice was not her, while she was sad, he mercilessly pushed her under the tall buildingβ¦β¦
Suddenly, I woke up and found that everything was just a dream.
The dream was so real that she couldn't slow it down for a moment.
It was dark outside the window, Cen Kexin turned on the phone, and it was more than two o'clock in the evening, but she couldn't sleep.
After sitting in a daze for a long time, she suddenly got up, went into the bathroom to wash her face, took out a bunch of car keys from the dresser, and went straight to her garage.
Driving a sports car aimlessly on the wide road, unconsciously drove the car to the place where the accident happened that night, where a person stayed for a long time, a gust of cold wind blew her hug herself, and drove the car full of eyes.
In the huge city, she could hide from being disturbed, so that she would no longer think of those sad and embarrassing things.
Irritably, I opened the CD, and it played "Love to Be Frank":
dalalala...
The sky is a little dark, and the atmosphere is a little blue
The bright moonlight is particularly bright
The dialogue is very simple, like a delicate dress
It seems to be vulgar
β¦β¦
After listening to it in Han Siyou's car, she fell in love with the song and liked the brisk rhythm in it.
The lyrics say that love should be open, can't she do that?
The woman's jealousy is terrible, after having that dream, Cen Kexin is very afraid that if she goes on like this, she will not be able to control herself, and it will really be like in the dream, let all the women around him disappear, so that he will like her.
But she doesn't want to be that kind of woman, like a madman.
Thinking wildly, I unconsciously drove the car out of the city.
She thought about it for a moment and simply drove the car in the direction of the seaside.
Han Siyou became uneasy.
After three days of delay, the pile of documents on his desk was as high as a mountain, and he was sloppy in his work, decisive in his actions, and tough in his hands, and no one dared to question his decision.
What made him uneasy all afternoon was not the work matter, nor Liang Yimo, but the little girl who was saddened by him again.
The back of the girl's resolute departure was deeply reflected in his mind.
I wanted to call Yirui and ask her about her current situation, but after hesitating for a long time, I finally dispelled the idea.
Forget it, so as not to make her think in vain.
She could no longer be allowed to have any hope for him.
Because they won't be together.
It's for her good.
There is his rest room in the office, and after taking care of his official duties, Han Siyou will make up for sleep in it.
I didn't close my eyes for three days and two nights, and I fell asleep soon after closing my eyes.
In the middle of the night, the man was woken up by a bell.
He was very vigilant, he woke up after the phone rang once, and after looking at the caller ID, his expression became complicated, and he let the ringtone continue to ring, the call kept calling, and the ringtone kept ticking, Han Siyou sighed in his heart, and then picked up the phone.
There are some things that he thinks are not necessary to implicate innocent people, but some people are willing to throw themselves into the net and become the prey of hunters.
Even so, he let her go.
Why crash into it again?
Silly girl!
He was not merciful.
Connected the phone, I faintly heard the wind in a town, and the people inside said quietly: "Han Siyou." β
After listening carefully, Han Siyou's face sank, "Where are you?"
The sound of the waves, the roar of the waves, Han Siyou quickly thought of where she was, "Where are you?"
ββ¦β¦β
Han Siyou didn't ask, he didn't hang up the phone, and after getting into the car, he took the steering wheel and drove towards the beach.
Cen Kexin on the other side of the phone sat on the rocks, facing the endless sea, the cold sea water was beating the waves, her clothes had already been wet by the waves, and a gust of sea breeze blew, and she shivered all over the cold.
She knew that Han Siyou was rushing here.
But what about coming?
He doesn't like her again?
If she continues like this, she can only force herself, she will really go crazy, just like in her dreams, and become a devil.
"Han Siyou, I had a dream tonight, I dreamed that I became a murderer, killing all the women around you who had an affair, and Liang Yimo, do you know? I pointed a knife at her in front of you, and then laughed wildly, like a madman, do you guess what happened to her in the end?" Cen Kexin said into the phone.
Han Siyou was stunned, and said after a while: "It's just a dream, it's all fake." β
"I think about it day and night and dream about it, I don't want to be like that, it's scary. β
"Don't change that!"
Han Siyou heard that her emotions were a little extreme, so he could only slowly comfort him, he checked and navigated that there was still half an hour before the destination, Kexin was still young, and it was easy to cause impulsive behavior, so she couldn't be too stimulated at this time, she could only be appeased.
"Impossible, I will soon become a devil, a person I hate myself, I don't want to at all, Han Siyou, why don't you give me a little bit of your love?"
Cen Kexin muttered to herself, her eyes full of focus as she looked at the black and oppressive sea.
I don't know how long it took, but there was a burst of exclamations in her ears, the sound of the rising tide in her ears, the sea water flooding her feet, the cold touch, made her wake up, she liked this feeling.
I don't know what was said on the other side of the phone, but in Cen Kexin's opinion, it was all to comfort her and deceive, she set the phone to silent and put it back in her pocket.
The sea water overflowed the cold body, and for a moment Cen Kexin saw her mother, she was exactly the same as in the photos at home, and stretched out her hand to herself: "Kexin, come to Mom, come quickly, so that there will be no pain......"
"Kexin!"
Eager voices could be heard in the distance.
Cen Kexin followed the sound and saw Han Siyou coming from a distance, there are many rocks here, and it is not easy to find people, especially when the tide is high.
Far away, she couldn't see if he was anxious for her.
She held her mother's hand warmly and didn't want to let go.
"Mom, take me away......"
When Han Siyou came to the beach, he found that the tide was rising, and his expression immediately changed, and he regretted saying something hurtful today, knowing that she was still young, she couldn't tell the difference between good and bad, and she was easy to do wrong things on the spur of the moment, and now she thinks that she is too harsh on her.
The tide is rising very quickly, and if you continue to stay, you may be in danger of your life, and you don't know where that girl is now?
Twice shouted along the coast, but there was no response.
Han Siyou's face was flustered, and a corner of his heart was missing, that girl wouldn't really do stupid things, right?
Sharp eyes looked around the coast, looking for a long time without a trace, suddenly stepped on something, saw that it was a mobile phone, it was the girl's, and then looked along the direction of the mobile phone, the heart almost jumped out, swimming towards the sea.