381 Boyfriend 2
"Well, I like you, but the love for you is the kind of intimate love between friends and family. Just like I like Sister Weiwei and ask Sister Qing and Sister Yuan Xiao, do you understand?" Ling Fei didn't know how to explain to Han Yu, because even she couldn't figure out this question of whether she liked it or not.
"Then do you like that person?" Han Yu asked again.
It was just a simple question, but Ling Fei was like she was being choked by something, and she couldn't speak anyway.
The prolonged silence made the air in the room tense, Ling Fei's heart kept beating, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
Han Yu didn't speak, and Ling Fei didn't even dare to look at his expression because she was a little scared, afraid to see sadness and disappointment on Han Yu's face.
Sometimes, feelings are like this, although she doesn't know what kind of feelings she has for He Yinglin, but at least she is always excited.
The wind blew in through the window, blowing Ling Fei's hair, but she lowered her head as if she didn't feel anything, she was afraid, she was afraid. She didn't know if she had done something wrong and said something she shouldn't have said. In fact, she has always been a careless person, but in the face of Han Yu, she always wants to maintain perfection without hurting him.
She couldn't figure out whether she felt more like family or more like a friend for Han Yu, but compared to He Yinglin, she did feel a little less throbbing.
Han Yu is actually a fool, he has never been emotional, he just thinks that since he is his fiancée, he is destined to belong to him. Like a child, he holds his own toy and refuses to let go.
"Han Yu ......" may have been unable to stand the dull smell in the air, but in the end, Ling Fei opened his mouth first.
"I know you may think I'm your future wife and shouldn't like anyone else. But since you haven't been in contact with anyone else, you're not sure you just like me, right?" she tried to guide him, and although the two were fiancées, they were both young, so young that they couldn't understand what love was all about. All likes and dislikes are just instinctual behavior.
"What do you want to say?" Han Yu looked at Ling Fei's eyes so bluntly, motionless.
Ling Fei was suddenly dumbfounded, and for a while, he didn't even have the courage to convince him. Even if there is no so-called love, in the end, both of them are still unmarried.
What is she trying to do with another man without dissolving her marriage?
Suddenly, Ling Fei felt like a woman who was about to cheat. No matter how young she is as a woman, how many reasons she has.
"I, I know you blame me, but ......" Ling Fei was still a child after all, how could she easily control herself when she encountered such an emotional matter, she could only keep shaking her head, trying to get Han Yu's understanding.
"Han Yu, I, I probably don't really like you...... I think I'm tempted by He Yinglin......" Her voice was low, and there were countless words of explanation turning in her head, but in the end, the only thing she could say was this sentence.
And as soon as she said this, she felt that she regretted it.
It's really regretful, because Han Yu's sad eyes, incredulous expression, and the complex emotions of faint sadness and disappointment make her unable to accept it for a while.
"Han Yu, Han Yu, don't be like this!" Ling Fei finally couldn't help crying, she held Han Yu's hand tightly, but found that his hand was still so cold, and the muscles all over his body were tensed tightly, as if he was trying his best to endure something.
The atmosphere in the room is more than just dreary.
Ling Fei felt scared almost for a moment, because such a man didn't know what he would do, even if she thought in her heart that no matter what happened, Han Yu would definitely not hurt her.
Han Yu only felt that there was a depressed breath in his chest, and he couldn't get out no matter what. His eyes widened, staring at Ling Fei like a fish without water.
Why did Fei Fei say that he didn't like him? Is it because he did something wrong? Is it because he wasn't there for her?
Obviously, Fei Fei had been fine all the time before she left, but why did she suddenly become like this.
Fei Fei said to him so calmly, Han Yu, I don't like you, what I like is another man.
But what did he do? What should he do? He liked Fei Fei, from the first time he saw Fei Fei. They say that he doesn't know what ** love is, but he likes it, it's the kind of love that has been together all his life, so can it not be regarded as love?
Han Yu suddenly became confused.
Ling Fei watched Han Yu's expression change in a daze, not knowing how to speak.
In the end, Han Yu's lips moved slowly, Ling Fei couldn't hear his voice a little, but he still leaned closer to listen, and he said, "Fei Fei, I'll stay in the United States with you, okay?"
Ling Fei only felt that her chest was stuffy, she understood that Han Yu's future path was destined to be the same as her cousin, she had already ruined his feelings, how could she ruin his career?
She closed her eyes tightly, tears running down her cheeks with a brush. She bit her lip tightly, and then shook her head firmly and vigorously, "Han Yu, you have your own life, and I also have my own." Let's not disturb each other. ”
If Ling Fei and He Yinglin were the first thunderbolt from the sky to Han Yu, then this sentence was like the Nine Heavens Xuanthunder, and Han Yu only felt that his whole person was shaken upside down.
Fei Fei rejected him, really, really didn't like him to stay with her. But why?
Han Yu was a little confused again, why did Fei Fei like that man but not herself.
He looked at her confusedly, "Feifei, why? Why do you only like him and not me?" ”
Han Yu's question stabbed Ling Fei's heart like a sharp sword. Yes, why do you like He Yinglin and not Han Yu?
This is such an esoteric question that she can't wait to come up with a book of 100,000 whys to answer. Human feelings are a very mysterious thing, aren't they?
"Han Yu, I can't tell you about this kind of thing, in fact, I don't know if I like him or not, but he gives me a very different feeling, which is completely different from when you and others are together. Ling Fei said.
Han Yu just listened quietly, listening to her slowly tell about her past in the United States, then the acquaintance of the two people, and then Fei Fei's gradual heart for that man little by little.
"Well, maybe it was just an accident. I, I know I'm sorry to you, we're still an unmarried couple after all. Ling Fei didn't know how to organize her language for a while, knowing that she had made a mistake, but she felt wronged inexplicably.
At this time, Han Yu slowly raised his head, and then gently touched Ling Fei's head, "Fei Fei, you are free." ”
He was silent for so long, and in the end he only said six words. Fifi, you are free.
How naïve Han Yu was before, in his opinion, his fiancée has always belonged to him, his future wife, and he can't be taken away by others for the rest of his life.
At that time, Ling Fei was conniving at his attitude, anyway, there was no obstacle for the two of them to get along, and it was good to live like this for the rest of their lives, wasn't it?
It's just that when you study abroad, everything changes. That's right, both of them have such long lives, who knows what will happen in the future?
Just like half a year ago, she would never think that she would suddenly like another boy anyway, just like Han Yu didn't have a completely clear understanding of things like liking and freedom.
Ling Fei suddenly felt that she wanted to cry very much, and cried a lot, and then she could ignore anything and quietly return to her original days.
But there was a thorn in her heart that she couldn't erase.
Is it so fragile when people encounter feelings? Ling Fei hung her head, and tears fell to the ground one by one, hitting Han Yu's heart even heavier.
"Fei Fei, won't he bully you?" Han Yu took Ling Fei's hand and asked very seriously.
Ling Fei was stunned for a moment, and nodded as if her whole person was frozen.
"That's good. Han Yu seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "If you think that the marriage contract between us is a burden, I will go home and tell my family." ”
Ling Fei raised her head suddenly, she didn't expect Han Yu to be so "happy".
But he only smiled shallowly, "Feifei, I said that I want you to be happy for the rest of your life and do what you want to do." If you like him, go and be with him. "Even I don't know how long you'll be together.
At this moment, Ling Fei felt that she could see the sadness in Han Yu's eyes, and she even had an impulse, don't care about He Yinglin, can't she just follow him back to China?
As long as he returns to China with Han Yu, he will no longer think about that man, and then everyone will be happy.
If the marriage contract is dissolved, the family will be disappointed in her!
"You don't have to worry about the people in the house, I'll help you. Han Yu continued, and then briefly said what happened to him in the army, and now there is still time to come out, and when he actually enlists in the army, it will probably be very, very troublesome to even come abroad to see her.
"I probably won't have that much time to see you in the future, so you need to take care of yourself. If you have time later, go back and see me. I know Fei Fei is very powerful, so that man will definitely not bully you. Han Yu said as he stood up straight.
His figure was already very tall, and in the past six months of training in the army, the whole person was straight and straight, like a straight pine.
"I'm sending you back to school now. His eyes were full of determination, and the little sadness that had been there seemed to be quickly vanished.
Ling Fei suddenly felt that he was not very familiar with the man in front of him, he was still a child before, he needed his own care, he followed behind him every day, and he was whatever he said. But now he can already make any decision on his own and take responsibility for his own decisions.
He didn't hesitate, he was just decisive. Even something as complicated as a relationship problem can be decided in half a day.
This kind of decision is the courage of a soldier, and it also exists in Ling Lang's body.