He Yiyang found a notebook and was about to write for me, I lowered my head a little and continued to whisper on the edge of the cup: "You can tell me directly in sign language, no need to write anymore." ”

He Yiyang looked up at me and was stunned for a moment, then put down the notebook and asked me, "Can you understand?"

I curled the corners of my mouth slightly, looked to the side and nodded slightly, pretending to be casual and emphasising: "I was able to understand some of it last time you had a birthday, but someone didn't care." I've put a lot of effort into learning this. ”

"I'm sorry. The smile on He Yiyang's face suddenly disappeared slowly, and his eyes were full of guilt when he looked at me.

Finally, I heard it again, oh to be precise, I should have seen him say these three words to me, and I was quite happy.

"For your sake, I'll forgive you for it. "Alas, it seems to be off topic," you haven't answered why I didn't send me home last night, but got here?"

The corners of He Yiyang's mouth moved, and he said to me: "I don't worry about you alone, and I don't worry about Feifei alone, I can only take you here under both sides." ”

Reasonable, but I wonder if I did anything out of the ordinary last night. "Well, did I say anything or do something......" I noticed that my face was a little red.

"Let me think about it. "He Yiyang has also learned to sell guanzi, and I am embarrassed to urge him. "It seems like you were bullied and went to drink. Others, like- no. ”

I was finally relieved, not too ashamed. "Oh, that's good. Well, I'm hungry, do I have anything to eat?"

"Yes. He Yiyang quickly brought me a bowl of porridge and a plate of side dishes, and told me: "Stomach porridge specially made for you." ”

It's been a long time since I've eaten He Yiyang's cooking, and I'm still a little inexplicably moved. I took a sip and it tasted good. After eating, Feifei had to pull me out to play, but I really didn't have the energy, He Yiyang and I coaxed for a long time before agreeing to let me go back to take a shower and rest for a day, and then take her out to play the next day.

I could have gone back by myself, but He Yiyang said that I hadn't fully woken up from drinking, and I was afraid that it would not be safe to cross the road, so he sent me to the gate of the community before I was relieved to let me go back by myself.

When I got home, I took a shower and lay on the bed, remembering what Zhao Qi said to He Yiyang. Zhao Qi had looked for He Yiyang before, and he didn't know what he had said to He Yiyang. It suddenly dawned on me that He Yiyang was suddenly so cold to me before, it shouldn't have anything to do with Zhao Qi.

I opened WeChat and asked He Yiyang directly: "How many times has Zhao Qi looked for you?"

After a while, He Yiyang replied: "Even this time, the words are almost the same, just let me stay away from you." ”

"So you're obedient enough to stay away from me?"

This time, I waited for a long time, and I saw that his dialog box was always typing, but I couldn't see the content of the reply. I urged him once when I was in a hurry, and after more than ten minutes, I finally heard the letter reminder, and I couldn't wait to light up the screen.

"Xia Jing, I apologize to you again for what happened before. Actually, not just because he came to me, but also because that day, I saw you and him ........"

He Yiyang: What do you mean? He doesn't like me, right?

"He Yiyang, you ......"

Before I finished typing, He Yiyang immediately sent another message: "Xia Jing, don't get me wrong, I mean I'm afraid that you and your boyfriend will misunderstand." If he's still your boyfriend. ”

Let's just say, how could he like me, and he still quietly puts a portrait of his ex-wife, so he should only have her in his heart. My tense heart immediately relaxed, but I felt empty for a moment.

"You, do you still have him in your heart?" He Yiyang suddenly asked again.

I don't know why He Yiyang asked this, but the funny thing is that I have asked myself this many times, do I still have him in my heart? But why do I still have him in my heart?

I have never told anyone about the grievances of Zhao Qi, and my friends have comforted me, but I always have a posture that has passed, because I don't want them to see my vulnerability.

Now, I suddenly seem to be telling He Yiyang about my grievances. I wanted to say too much, so I sent a voice message directly to He Yiyang.

"He Yiyang, Zhao Qi and I met at a charity banquet. At that time, he sponsored ten poor college students in one go, and I was immediately attracted to him. Later, during my visit to him, he also developed a crush on me, and so we were together. ”

Now that I think of the picture when I first met, I can't help but smile with tears in my eyes. "We have been together for two years and three months, we have never quarreled, he will surprise me at every festival for two years, and I feel that I am the happiest woman of the whole day. I never thought that one day he would betray me. ”

Speaking of this, the grievances and grief in my heart instantly surged into my heart. "When I saw him and another woman happily looking at each other in the bridal shop trying on the wedding dress, I was angry, heartbroken, and ironic, one moment I was looking forward to his birthday present, and the next second I was being treated as a shameless third party by others without warning. The crowd was insulting and rumors, and I instantly became a rat crossing the street. ”

Looking back on those days, I really feel like I was able to get through it. My tears were already on my face, and I sobbed unsuppressedly and continued: "You ask me if I still have him in my heart, I don't deny that I was sad and sad at the beginning, and I couldn't let go, but if you went to him with the last glimmer of hope, hoping that he could tell you that things were not what you thought, he swore that you were a crazy psychopath, and if you were entangled in the future, he would leave you with nothing, and then he would mercilessly let the security guard throw you out of his company." Should you still not let go of it, don't you give up?"

I said these words in my heart in one breath, and my mood could not be calmed down for a long time. He Yiyang's dialog box kept showing that the other party was typing, but he didn't send the message for a long time.

I know he doesn't know how to comfort me, but I don't need comfort anymore because I feel so much better when I say it.

"Alright, I know you want to comfort me. I collected my emotions, wiped away my tears, and said, "It's all gone, it's really all gone." No matter what reason he had for treating me like that in the first place, and how he has been pestering me now, he and I will never go back. I won't be soft-hearted anymore. In this last sentence, I am actually admonishing myself, because there was a moment when I may have relented.

"Good. He Yiyang sent such a simple and inexplicable word for a long time.

"Do you know how annoying he is, because I have moved my house to hide from him, but I still can't hide from him, I go to work every day like a thief, and my eyes are swollen from crying, how can I go out shopping tomorrow? Blame you, it reminds me of so many unhappy things. I complained.

"Yes, it's all my fault, I'm sorry. He Yiyang accepted my complaints.

"He Yiyang, you fool, can't you tell that I don't really blame you?" I said to myself with a smile. I don't know why, but every time I see him say sorry, I feel warm.