I don't know where to go now, I just sit there.

I didn't expect so many things to happen to me, and I was exhausted.

The next day, Xiaoxue did not go to school, and the place where she went to school was Li Minfang's sister's kindergarten.

I don't want Xiaoxue to go there, and I don't want to face a lot of people, I just want to be quiet now.

The next day, we orphans and widows began to look for a house, and because we had limited money, we had to rent a house in a very simple house.

This house is very simple, the wall is mottled with wall skin, a ventilated wooden window, this is a windy season, the slightest breeze window will "creak", there is not too much furnishings in the room, only a wooden bed, has rotted.

But one thing is still more practical, it is very safe, and the most important thing for us now is safety.

Especially when I think that there is a kindergarten Xiaoxue integrated school next to it, Xiaoxue can go to school here, my heart is at ease.

To be honest, I really want to go back to the small mountain village where I was a teacher, where the mountains and rivers are beautiful, the people are simple, and I can live more comfortably.

But when I thought of the phenomenon of human trafficking in that small mountain village, I couldn't swallow it.

I'm always so conflicted.

Should I go back or stay here?

Thinking about it carefully, forget it, I'd better stay here first, I still want to go to the hospital to see Shen Xuanhan during this time, I want to see if he has woken up.

Now the first thing I need to do is to solve my eating problem.

I got a job handing out flyers, which was simple but tiring. It's only 50 yuan a day, but for me it is enough to eat and drink, and as long as I save enough money, Xiaoxue can go to school and our rent will be settled.

Let's start with the lowest level.

The next day, I came to Xicheng Square, the most prosperous square in the city, according to the requirements of the employing company, and sat here and watched the people come and go.

When the number of people grew, I got up and started handing out leaflets.

Because the weather is relatively hot, everyone has a flyer to shade the sun, so I sent it very quickly. I got the money smoothly on the same day.

Over the next few days, I got a lot darker, but it was fulfilling. Xiaoxue goes to school in the kindergarten next to her, and the relationship with the children is handled very well, you must know that Xiaoxue has transferred many times, and has been worried about what shadow she has in her heart, affecting the child's inner development, and now it seems that I am too worried.

The leaflets were distributed very quickly that day, and after leaving work early, I suddenly remembered Shen Xuanhan.

I should go to the hospital to see Shen Xuanhan.

I quietly came to the hospital, fortunately, there was no one around at this time, and Shen Xuanhan was still lying there.

Lin Momo and Yang Shu are not in my heart, and I am secretly happy. I walked lightly into the ward and looked at Shen Xuanhan, who was lying there quietly, as if he was asleep.

Shen Xuanhan, I tried to shout.

Knowing that it was me who came, Shen Xuanhan suddenly opened his eyes.

You must know that he is a vegetative person, but it is a secret between the two of us, I know Shen Xuanhan, his illness is faked.

He's not in a vegetative state at all, he's just trying to paralyze the people around him because he wants to track down the whereabouts of something.

Shen Xuanhan was surprised and nervous when he saw me, "Lan Lan, don't come to this kind of place in the future, now that things are getting clearer and clearer, I know that your situation is not safe, you better go back to that small mountain village." ”

"Shen Xuanhan, how do you know that I have been to that small mountain village?" I was extremely surprised by this incident, and I didn't mention it to anyone.

Shen Xuanhan looked at me and said, "You forgot, I've been tracking some things recently, including the matter of Poplar, and that small mountain village was also asked by Poplar to go, and in this matter, I am quite satisfied with what he did." ”

Looking at this face, I am reminded of the first impression he gave me a few years ago.

At that time, he gave me the impression that he was just a domineering president, and he was not very good to me, and he always detained me.

But now that I hear him say that, I realize that I have misunderstood him all these years, and I have never believed him.

In the end, it is found that those who give themselves a smile, or are good people, are the real beasts, the devils who eat people and do not spit out bones.

He has been silently protecting me behind me.

I looked at Shen Xuanhan, I didn't know what to say.

I quietly asked Shen Xuanhan, "Why are you pretending to be a vegetative person? When you should investigate the matter, don't you feel uncomfortable like this?

Shen Xuanhan stroked my head like a child.

"Lan Lan, don't worry, I lie here during the day, and I can move freely at night, anyway, no one around here wants to know, I have bought the doctor here." ”

"Shen Xuanhan, what are you going to track down, is there anything I can do to help you?"

Shen Xuanhan looked at me and said solemnly, "Lan Lan, as long as you protect yourself and take care of Xiaoxue, I know that your life is more difficult now, but you believe that everything will be fine." ”

As he spoke, Shen Xuanhan handed me a sheepskin map and a bank card. "You take this card first, and you must give Xiaoxue the best environment to grow up. ”

As he spoke, I was secretly surprised in my heart, how did Shen Xuanhan know that I was looking for a house, how did I know that I was divorced from Li Minfang?

Shen Xuanhan looked at me and said, "Don't be surprised, everything is under my control."

He smiled at me, I never thought Shen Xuanhan would be so good-looking, his eyes were shining.

At this time, footsteps sounded at the door, Shen Xuanhan quickly closed his eyes, and I also stuffed the bank card into my pocket.

I didn't expect it to be Shen Xuanhan's mother, Huang Yating, who walked in, and when Huang Yating saw me, she said in surprise, "Gao Lanlan, why are you here?"

Today, she is not arrogant and domineering in the past, she just stared at her son Shen Xuanhan blankly.

"This kid is really miserable, he's been lying here for months, and my mother's heart is going to break. ”

As he spoke, he burst into tears.

"Auntie, if you believe me, Shen Xuanhan will definitely get better, don't be too sad. I comforted

She didn't know that her child was still awake now, and if she knew that Shen Xuanhan lied to her like this, she would definitely have to turn her back on her.

"Gao Lanlan, I misunderstood you before, and I also hope you are doing well, Shen Xuanhan has become like this now, so don't come to see him, please." ”

After saying that, he bowed to me.

I understood my mother's fragile heart, I didn't say anything anymore, and quietly walked out of the ward.

Before leaving, I heard Aunt Shen help Shen Xuanhan cover the quilt and touch Shen Xuanhan's head again.

It seems that she is really sad and heartbroken.

A mother in her forties and fifties has a son who suddenly has a stroke, is in bed or is in a vegetative state.

What a disaster for a family.

What is so important to hide from his mother? Thinking of this, we can't help it, the next time I see Shen Xuanhan, I must talk about him, I can't let him go on like this.

For the sake of one's own selfish desires, this method tortures others and also oneself, and it really does not understand the thinking patterns of these high-IQ people.

Memories are slowly unfolding like a movie, Lin Momo likes Shen Xuanhan, Shen Xuanhan likes me, and Yang Shu likes Lin Momo.

Such relationships are complex and strong.

It's like a circle, I'm far away from their lives now, but Shen Xuanhan still has only me in his heart.

In order to get Shen Xuanhan, Lin Momo used all kinds of means to persecute me, so that I couldn't go back to my home.

Now that Shen Xuanhan is sick, she puts all her thoughts on Shen Xuanhan, and I don't know what Shen Xuanhan is investigating now.

Just hope it gets better soon.

These things are so complicated that I don't think about them that much.

Having just come out of a failed marriage, all I need now is calm.

In a blink of an eye, it was time to pick up the children, and when I walked to Xiaoxue's kindergarten, I saw the children pouring out of the kindergarten within a few minutes.

Xiaoxue was late, and seeing that I was not as elated as before, she walked up to me with a pouting and shouted, "Mom." ”

"Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you?" At this time, I found that my daughter's face had been scratched a few times.

"Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you telling your mother?" I asked anxiously, but she wouldn't open her mouth anyway.

Xiaoxue looked at me, just shook her head, but tears fell.

"Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you, speak. "I remember almost getting started.

She just shook her head and shed tears and didn't speak.

I feel sorry for my daughter, what's wrong with her? I'm going to go to kindergarten and go to the teacher to find out.

I pulled Xiaoxue, "Xiaoxue, I'll go find your teacher, let me ask what's going on today?"

Xiaoxue took my hand and didn't let me in

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"What's wrong with Xiaoxue, can you tell your mother?" I squatted down to help Xiaoxue,

Xiaoxue finally spoke, "Mom, the children all say that I don't have a father's wild child. At this point she stopped talking.

I hugged her tightly and kept repeating: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

I feel very sad in my heart.

Every time I see other children have parents and parents, but when I take Xiaoxue to the park, my heart is extremely tormented.

Xiaoxue was very envious when she saw other people's fathers, but what could I do?

"Xiaoxue is not good for your mother, Uncle Li Minfang has such a bad attitude towards you, Mom, I can't help it. ”

He lowered his head as he spoke.

Xiaoxue said aggrievedly: "Mom, I don't want Uncle Li Minfang to beat me, I don't like him, Mom, I don't want Dad anymore, as long as you're happy, as long as you're happy with me." ”

Looking at Xiaoxue as sensible, my heart is even more sad.

"Xiaoxue, then why are you fighting with children?" I asked worriedly.

Xiaoxue explained, "They said I was a wild child, of course I didn't want to, so I arrested him, and I said he was a wild child." ”

"Don't do this kind of thing in the future, tell the teacher if you are bullied, and if he hits you, don't be too weak. ”

When I told my child, she nodded her head as if she didn't understand.

Without my father, I think of Xiaoxue's biological father, he treated me like that at the beginning, but at least he has Xiaoxue in his heart.

Over the years, I have been running around alone with Xiaoxue, and I don't know where that person has gone, and his impression in my life is that I left Xiaoxue to leave my daughter, should I be grateful to him or hate him?

I don't know what to say right now, I just want my daughter to be healthy and healthy.

On the way home, I suddenly saw a person at this time, who turned out to be Li Minfang.

"I didn't expect you to find this place. ”

I held the child tightly behind me.

He stood there and stopped me and said, "Lan Lan, I finally found you, I didn't expect you to hide so tightly and let me look for it for a long time." ”

I asked rhetorically, "Li Minfang, what do you want?"

Xiaoxue saw that Li Min was scared and hid behind me, so I can imagine how this beast usually treats her.

I comforted my daughter and said to Li Minfang, "Li Minfang, are you a man? Since we are divorced, you don't want to show up." ”

Li Minfang didn't care about any divorce or not, and continued, "Lan Lan, we still have some things that have not been resolved. ”