Chapter 39: Cracks
After saying goodbye to Zhou Xiaoya, Cen Kexin had been in a trance, and after sobering up, she found that she was standing at the door of her house.
Lin Ran's voice came from inside: "Did you tell Kexin about immigration?"
"No, I'll tell her when she gets back. ”
Cen Kexin pushed open the door hard, she stood at the door and looked in, Cen Yishen, who had not been seen for a long time, was also there, and next to him was Mu Zixuan, who was far away in the United States.
She stood at the door for a long time, and Lin Ran broke her peace with a voice, "Kexin, you're back!"
Lele crawled on top of her father, and when she saw her, she pounced on her, "Auntie!"
A child looks like a day, and now he can pronounce words clearly.
The smile on the corner of Mu Zixuan's mouth was like the warm winter sun, and his clear and beautiful voice was full of unspeakable thoughts that were about to overflow, "Kexin, long time no see." ”
Cen Kexin smiled at him, "You too, you've been okay lately." ”
Mu Zixuan looked at her and smiled lightly, and nodded, "It's average!"
"Second brother. Cen Kexin said in a stiff voice.
Cen Yishen answered lightly, glanced away, and his face was cold.
Cen Kexin bit her lip, she looked at the eldest brother sitting on the side, "Big brother, I just heard you talk about immigration outside, what's going on?"
"Sometimes it happens. Cen Yirui said, "Kexin, we are going to immigrate to the United States in the next day, and Zixuan also came back because of this incident." ”
"It's good here, why emigrate?"
"One day when Han Siyou is here in City A, it is difficult for our family to get ahead, and we may be able to have a better development if we go to the United States. ”
"How come, Si You promised me that he wouldn't target our family, and he didn't let go of the eldest brother's matter in the end, what are you not satisfied with?" Cen Kexin said bitterly, she clenched her palms, "I won't emigrate, if you want to move, you can move!"
"Do you really think that the matter of the eldest brother is that his subordinates are merciful?" Cen Yishen said coldly, there was no temperature in his eyes.
"What do you mean?"
"Big brother can come out, it was Dad who exchanged his life with him, how long do you want to deceive yourself until now?"
Cen Kexin looked angry, "You lied, I don't believe it." ”
Cen Yi glanced at her deeply, "Actually, you have long believed it in your heart, but you are just stubborn." ”
"Second brother, do you think you did that kind of thing to me, and you will still expect to believe you!" Cen Kexin said loudly.
"That kind of thing?" Cen Yishen said.
Cool eyes stared at her for a moment, and sat there elegantly and calmly.
"Disgusting!" Cen Kexin suddenly cried.
She's just not saying anything.
After Cen Yishen heard her words, his expression collapsed, and he repeated her words over and over again, "Disgusting?"
Cen Kexin immediately came to her senses, and she hurriedly apologized to Cen Yishen, "Second brother,. ”
"No!" Cen Yi's deep eyes were as cold as ice, and his handsome face was tense, "Indeed, even I feel disgusting. ”
Cen Kexin's face was full of tears.
She knew that she had deeply hurt her second brother.
Cen Yirui didn't know what kind of dumb riddle the two brothers and sisters were playing, and saw that the two were having an unpleasant quarrel, "Kexin, Dad's matter is true, your second brother didn't talk nonsense, although Dad was not killed by Han Siyou himself, but because he was forced to die, so we decided to emigrate, do you really want to be with the murderer who killed Dad?"
Cen Kexin stood up, she looked at everyone in the living room, she wiped away the tears on her face, she suddenly laughed, "What else, you guys can talk about it together." ”
Did they think she couldn't afford it, why did they tell her this?
She'd rather not debunk it and be kept in the dark forever.
"Kexin. Lin Ran stepped forward with a concerned face, wanting to reach out to pull her, but Cen Kexin pushed her, she said, "I don't believe anything you say, I don't believe it!"
She turned and rushed out of the house desperately, desperate to escape.
It's night.
Cen Kexin stood in front of the window of the Peninsula villa, looking at the night when the lightning and thunder were roaring outside, and a gust of wind was blowing, as if telling the desolation, and her heart was full of despair.
As early as a few hours ago, she texted him to come here to meet him, but Han Siyou still didn't come.
I didn't have a phone call, and I felt very uncomfortable.
Why did they tell her the truth one by one, she would rather not know that.
Squatting down slowly, she covered her face and cried quietly, the empty house was full of echoes, everything in the house had not changed, there were many memories of them here, and she felt uncomfortable.
She knew that she was a bit of a scumbag, if she could give up, she would have let go a long time ago, and she would never come here again to let Han Siyou trample on her.
My heart hurts, like a knife, it's very uncomfortable, and I can't breathe.
After falling in love with Han Siyou, she has long since become no longer herself.
Looking at the pregnancy test report on the coffee table, she had been here since the hospital, and she wanted to tell him the news, hoping that he would hear such good news.
He will not be happy.
Will he like this kid?
Eru is also pregnant, and he will not keep her baby.
She couldn't help it, and called Han Siyou over and over again, "Siyou, where are you?"
“…… You're so bad!" came a woman's charming voice on the phone, and her whole body seemed to be drilled into the ice, and the reality repeatedly made her fall to the bottom and collapse.
Deliberately pretending not to hear, he continued to ask, "Si You...... Did you hear that?"
"Speak up if you have something to say!"
His voice was impatient, cold, and unwilling to give even a little warmth.
Is it really going to come this far?
But she loves him! She doesn't want to break up with him at all, touching her belly, this is the best gift God has brought her, he wants to know what he will become when he becomes a father, and he has a little anticipation when he thinks about it.
Before she knew it, she was on the balcony, and the cold wind was blowing to sober herself up.
"Si You, did you see the text message I sent you?"
"I'm not available!"
Could it be that the woman's voice was misheard?
There is obviously a woman's voice next to him, how can he not be available.
Cen Kexin's voice trembled, "Si You...... Just tonight...... If you come back, I won't bother you like this in the future. ”
"I'm busy. ”
When a man is busy with you, it means that his patience has run out, and the day she is afraid of has finally come.
"That'...... What's the matter with you?"
"Heh!" he laughed, the voice sounded a little mocking to Cen Kexin, "Why do you say? Cen Kexin, can't you hear where I am?"
Cen Kexin covered her ears, not wanting to hear the man say cruel words, but in fact, she was just covering her ears and stealing the bell.
The second brother actually said a lot, she already believed those in her heart, but she was still deceiving herself.
There was music playing in the room, and Faye Wong's singing voice came from inside: When all the scenery is seen through, maybe you will accompany me to watch the long stream......
So she has been waiting for that day to come.
Han Siyou, will you?
But sometimes she was very tired, and she needed him to give her courage, as long as he could take one step forward, she could finish the remaining ninety-nine steps.
Cen Kexin's eyes were full of tears, and her tears flickered with the light and shadow.
"Si You, I'm at the Peninsula Villa, I'm so scared if you come back!" she cried.
"If you're afraid, go back to your own house, don't bother me!"
Could it be that with so much effort, he is still dispensable in his heart, even if he occupies a little position, he is unwilling?
The man was so determined, the other day they were still grinding in the apartment, he said that it was enough to have himself, and he would not go to other women, and he changed his mind in less than a few days.
"Si You, you didn't mean me, it's enough for you to have me, how can you go to find other women?"
How can you get another woman to have children for you.
Love marathon, she has always chased him and thrown, obviously on the same track, but he has never given her a chance to stand side by side; not that Cen Kexin didn't work hard enough, but he never gave her a chance at all......
"I'm a collarbone, but I never said that I would be tired of you, I've been playing for so long, I've been tired of you for a long time!"
Yes, after six years, they haven't passed the seven-year itch after all.
Cen Kexin's nails were lifted into his palms, and he didn't seem to feel pain.
She was unwilling, wiped away her tears neatly, and yelled hysterically into the phone, "Han Siyou, come back to me quickly, otherwise I will die for you!"
At the very least, give her an explanation.
"Then you're going to die. ”
"Cen Kexin, it's not funny how good this joke is......"
It turns out that the story of the wolf is true, and some things are said too many times to be taken seriously.
It's tiring, isn't it?
A cold wind blew and blew past Cen Kexin's ears, her body was crumbling in the air, looking down from here, it was very high.
In fact, she has come to this point, how can she not be tired.
If she breaks up, she might as well die, this kind of thought quietly crossed her heart, and she was out of control, Cen Kexin took her mobile phone, and when she saw the screen that had gone black, where did she stand to edit a text message, send it to her family, she also sent one to Han Siyou, and finally said goodbye.
"Si You, I love you and I have exhausted all my strength, if there is a next life, I will let you go, please let me go too, okay?"
If she could, she would rather never meet this man in her life.
In this way, the heart will not hurt so much that I lose my breath in pain.
She stood outside the balcony railing and gently stroked her lower abdomen, "Baby, you shouldn't come to this world, I don't deserve to be a good mother when you are reincarnated in the future." ”
At the same time, Cen Yirui and Cen Yishen received a text message one after another, and after reading it separately, their faces changed drastically.
Mu Xiaobai stopped, saw Cen Yishen stop suddenly, and asked inexplicably, "Second brother, what's wrong?"
"Not good!" Cen Yishen stood downstairs, looked upstairs, his pupils constricted, he pushed Mu Xiaobai away, and rushed into the room at lightning speed.
Cen Kexin faced the wind, and the shadow of Han Siyou suddenly flashed in front of her eyes, and when they met for the first time, she suddenly felt that she had a long, long dream, from acquaintance to clinging to each other, she was all over the place.
She hated this man, it was he who made herself the last person she wanted to be.
She shouted, "Han Siyou, you'll regret it!"
Then she jumped, the wind whistling in her face, and it was all over......