238 Abandoned
Now that she said it, Tao Jinling didn't try to hide anything anymore, and it seemed that her emotions for many years had also found an outlet.
"When I was at home, I was already red, your aunt asked me to give birth at home, how can I give birth at home, it's too far to go to the hospital, so I have to find a midwife, and when I find a board car to send me to the midwife, the child is already starved of oxygen. ”
The more Tao Jinling spoke, the more erectile her eyes became.
"Boy or girl?" Tian Xiaoxia asked.
"Boy. ”
Tian Xiaoxia felt shocked, she seemed to be able to understand why Tao Jinling took herself back, boy, if the family knew that it was a boy, but because Tao Jinling's stubbornness was gone, it was estimated that Tao Jinling would be able to stay in the Tian family, and she would not have a good face to show her.
Bringing herself back, no matter what, can also cover up the fact that she lost the Tian family boy.
"You were afraid that your family would be angry with you, so you took me back?" Tian Xiaoxia asked.
"Not exactly, it was your own mother who begged me to take you back. ”
Is there anyone who doesn't want their own children to beg to be taken away? But in that era......
Tian Xiaoxia was a little lost, it seemed that it was more hurtful than being held by mistake.
"Why?" Tian Xiaoxia asked, stiffening his neck.
Tao Jinling shook her head, "I don't know, I guess it's because the ingredients are not good, and this one was still very particular in those years." ”
"You guess?"
"Not exactly, when she gave you to me, I said if there was anything to leave for you, and she said no, you are a girl who is better to be poor on the island than to go back to such a cannibalistic place, as long as you are happy. ”
Tian Xiaoxia was a little unwilling, "How did she know that I would be happy?"
Tao Jinling didn't speak.
"And what else do you know?"
"I don't know if you should be twins, brothers or sisters. Later, I went to thank the midwife and asked about your own mother, and the midwife said that she didn't know very well, that it was the people from the cowshed who sent her there, and that she walked back by herself after giving birth, and no one came to pick her up. ”
Cowshed, that's really not the ingredients are generally bad, that's quite bad.
Is there really anything unspeakable?
"She didn't say anything else?"
Tao Jinling shook her head.
"She was alone, and no one was with her. ”
"Nope. ”
Wouldn't he be able to find it even if he tried to?" Tian Xiaoxia thought.
"So I just can't find her even if I try to find her?"
"That's all I know, maybe you can ask the midwife or the guy in the cowshed north back then?"
It's a little more reliable to ask the midwife, the people in the cowshed in the north, don't be funny, don't say it's a chaotic era, even if it's not chaotic, it's not easy to find with the current information management.
Therefore, the clue is basically broken here!
Tao Jinling looked at Tian Xiaoxia and didn't speak for a long time, "Xiaoxia, you said you could help me!"
"I can, I said yes, I can. ”
"That ......"
"Do you have to go out?" asked Tian Xiaoxia.
Tao Jinling nodded, her eyes could see that she was extremely firm, "Yes, you must go out." ”
"Why?"
"Because I want to give Xiao Mo the best life!" Tao Jinling said of her son, Lin Mo.
"It must be good if it's a foreign country?"
Tao Jinling said: "It's definitely good, why are so many people going." ”
"Just because it's your own birth, so you want to give him the best?" Tian Xiaoxia asked.
She didn't need Tao Jinling's return, and suddenly, she was a little envious of the boy who was raised by Tao Jinling to be a little domineering, no matter what, he had a mother who wanted to give him the best.
Tao Jinling said sadly: "I didn't keep that child, Xiao Mo must be very good." ”
This is the expectation of the child who is gone, and it is pinned on Lin Mo together.
At this moment, Tian Xiaoxia couldn't tell whether she wanted to take revenge on Tao Jinling or help her fulfill her wish as a mother.
"I can help you, but ......"
Tao Jinling said a little impatiently: "What other conditions do you have!"
Tian Xiaoxia shook his head, "I don't have any conditions, I will help you, as long as you listen to my arrangement." ”
"Okay, good, you say, I will listen. ”
Tian Xiaoxia thought for a while and said to Tao Jinling: "You go back first, call our dormitory building at four o'clock, and say that you are looking for Zhou Xiaoxia, you say so......"
Tao Jinling looked at Tian Xiaoxia after listening, "Can you get a quota for this person you are talking about?" is talking about the quota of the public assignment.
Tian Xiaoxia shook his head, "I can't guarantee the public assignment, but there must be a quota, at least at your own expense, but you must listen to me, if there is anything I don't know, then even if I get the quota, I have a way to let the potam fly away." ”
Tao Jinling nodded.
"Okay, you go first, remember what I said. Tian Xiaoxia urged Tao Jinling to leave, but he didn't have the slightest intention of leaving, the old god was sitting on the ground.
"Can you find out how to get out?"
Tao Jinling nodded.
"Then I won't send it, I'll wait for your good news. ”
Tao Jinling stood up, seeing that Tian Xiaoxia really didn't plan to send it, she didn't just talk about it, so she opened the door and left.
The sound of closing the door was a little loud, and the glass on the door shook twice, and after shaking, it quieted down, and the whole room was so quiet that people felt frightened, only Tian Xiaoxia's subtle breathing.
Tian Xiaoxia took off her shoes, shrunk her feet to the sofa, hugged her knees with both hands, and rested her chin on her knees.
So I still can't find my biological parents? So even though I brought them home from my midwife, I was actually abandoned!
Even after listening to Tao Jinling's words, Tian Xiaoxia guessed that her mother had something unspeakable to hide when she gave her away, but how big of a thing did it take for a mother to give up her child?
Even Tao Jinling, who is so calculating, who can fool people so much that they want their children to get the best, how ruthless is it for a mother to give away her children?
Although Tian Xiaoxia has never given birth, she has been exposed to too many divorce cases of rich people, and many rich wives will not give up the fight for child custody even if they are out of order and let Xiao San take the throne arrogantly.
Mother, what is a mother, Tian Xiaoxia, who has never had a mother and has never been a mother, doesn't understand at all.
Even if he calculates that others want to give the best to his child, Tao Jinlin is a mother;
A "mother" who abandons herself and doesn't even leave a word is also a mother;
The eldest aunt who takes care of the child's life is also a mother;
is very disgusted with the child at home, and the aunt who immediately wants to seek justice when she hears that the child is bullied is also a mother;
……
What is his mother like, what about his father? Tian Xiaoxia leaned on the sofa with his knees in his arms, imagining what they should be like, but in the end it was all in vain, because there was a blank space, no matter how you imagined trying to recover, it was still a blank.
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