Chapter 232: It's Time for Me to Live for Myself
Ji Nianjun looked at Tang Ling's expression and knew that he was unhappy.
"Do you think I'm stupid and stupid?
You know what? My brain didn't stop working when I was unconscious, I thought about it a lot.
You have to believe me, I really love you. I can't live without you, my life was bleak before I met you.
It is you who have given me hope of rebirth, and I can only feel the sunshine and warmth in you. Ji Nianjun slowly said his thoughts in a weak voice.
Her eyes kept looking at Tang Ling's face, hoping to see a little touch, but she was disappointed to find that Tang Ling's face had no expression.
"Are you still unwilling to accept me?" Ji Nianjun's tears slipped down the corners of his eyes and fell on the pillow, wetting the pillow next to his head.
"Don't cry, the doctor said that you are very weak and your emotions should not fluctuate too much. Tang Ling took a tissue and gently helped her wipe away her tears.
Ji Nianjun looked at Tang Ling in amazement, he had never treated her like this.
"I don't cry, I don't cry. Ji Nianjun smiled softly while tears welled up.
"I promise you, try to get along with you from now on, and you have to promise me, if I still can't accept you in the end, you have to let go, okay?" Tang Ling continued to help her wipe her tears, but she still couldn't help but say her thoughts.
Ji Nianjun paused for a moment, she looked at Tang Ling and forgot to cry, forgot to speak, and just looked at him so fixedly.
She's done this for him, or does he just say try to get along?
A wry smile floated up the corners of Ji Nianjun's mouth, and she murmured: "No need, if you really don't want to accept me, forget it."
I'll never do anything stupid for you again.
I have died for you once and will not die for you a second time.
It's time for me to live for myself.
Thank you for making me understand that feelings are unreluctant.
It's just a bit of a big price. ”
Hearing Ji Nianjun's words, Tang Ling's hand slowly withdrew, and he looked at her and didn't know if she was telling the truth or trying to test his determination.
"Jun, you're still young, and you probably haven't figured out the concept of liking and loving right now.
But I know that I like every employee in my company, and I also like Uncle Bai, but I only love Qin Wan alone.
Can you understand?" Tang Ling said slowly, he felt that since it was all over the place, it was better to say it.
If he really wanted to use his feelings as a reward for Uncle Bai's life-saving grace, then he would admit it.
"I'm like this, and you still say you love others?
You tell me what exactly you love about her?
She's beautiful, am I ugly? I'm also a college graduate, but my family conditions are not as good as hers.
Are you the kind of person who cares about the poor family conditions of your other half?" Ji Nianjun was communicating with Tang Ling very calmly this time.
There's no exhaustion, there's no madness, maybe it's because you don't have the strength to make a fuss, right?
"Maybe it's because I knew her earlier than you!" Tang Ling replied helplessly, how could he answer her question?
Do you like Qin Wan because of her resemblance to Xinxin, or do you fall in love with her because she is the unique Qin Wan?
"You don't have to answer, and I don't want to know the answer.
You'll never fall in love with me, and that's enough for me to understand. Ji Nianjun looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, and said this sentence slowly in a weak voice.
Tang Ling looked at her and suddenly felt a little distressed: "I just said that we can try to get along." ”
"No, at this moment I realized that the twisted melon is not sweet is really reasonable.
I let go, and I won't pester you again.
Really, I swear with the lost half-life that I will live for myself in the future and never live in illusions about you again. Ji Nianjun turned his eyes to look at Tang Ling, and said it word by word.
Tang Ling was stunned, Ji Nianjun's change was too fast, and he couldn't keep up with the speed of her ideological change.
"Is what you said true?" Tang Ling asked uncertainly.
Ji Nianjun raised his eyes and looked at Tang Ling carefully, and the back of Tang Ling began to chill.
"Do you think you're handsome?
Do you feel rich?
Do you think that if I can die for you, I will rely on you for the rest of my life?
Now I'm telling you, no.
I woke up, and I knew that this incident must have broken my father's heart, otherwise he wouldn't be here with me.
He must have been angry with me and his health was not good again, right?" Ji Nianjun thought that her father was full of black hair before he recognized her, and the whole person looked radiant.
After recognizing her for half a year, he tortured him into a real old man, with gray hair and more and more wrinkles on his face.
Thinking that he was so ignorant, Ji Nianjun regretted it.
When she focused her eyes on Tang Ling's body again, the feeling of Daigo empowerment made her sober up as if a torrential rain was pouring on her body.
"Mr. Tang, I figured it out, I gave up. After Ji Nianjun said this sentence faintly, the corners of his mouth rose and he actually laughed.
Tang Ling didn't speak, he was a little overwhelmed standing in front of the hospital bed, he was afraid that Ji Nianjun would come up with some tricks in a while.
"I was tired, so I went to sleep first. Ji Nianjun said softly and slowly closed his eyes, and soon there was an even breathing sound.
Tang Ling slowly sat back on the chair, looking at Ji Nianjun's sleeping appearance, not only did he not feel relaxed in his heart, but he felt as if he had pressed a big stone.
After a night without words, Tang Ling sat and looked at the ceiling with his eyes open until dawn.
As soon as the day dawned, Uncle Bai carried the cooked millet porridge to the ward.
He persuaded Tang Ling to go back to eat breakfast and rest, and woke up Ji Nianjun without paying attention.
Ji Nianjun saw that his father first showed a faint smile, and then said that she was hungry.
Uncle Bai walked to the hospital bed with relief, slowly took out millet porridge and fed her, eating it bite by bite.
Tang Ling saw such a warm scene of them and he was tired from being tossed for a day and a night, so he went back to rest after saying hello, and the company didn't go.
"Child, how are you feeling, is there anything uncomfortable?" Watching Tang Ling leave, Uncle Bai slowly asked.
"Dad, I'm fine now, really. Ji Nianjun looked at Uncle Bai and smiled sweetly.
"Don't lie to your father, if you're sad, just cry, it's good to hold it back. Uncle Bai sighed heavily.
"Dad, don't worry, if I cry in the future, I will definitely cry for other men. I will never shed a tear for Don again. Ji Nianjun's eyes were full of perseverance and determination.
Uncle Bai looked at her, a little distressed, a little relieved, a little helpless, this is to be forced to the extreme, and then know how to turn back.
"Okay, okay, you will be obedient in the future, and Dad will accompany you. Uncle Bai's eyes were red and he looked at Ji Nianjun.
"Not only Dad, but Mom should be back at the end of the year, and then our family of three can reunite and live a happy life. Ji Nianjun smiled and showed a mouthful of neat teeth, and his face was red reflected by the morning glow.