"Rui Tuo, it's time for little Rui Rui to get up!"

Yu Xin bent down and whispered at the head of Xiao Yingrui's bed.

Xiao Yingrui heard his mother calling him, his eyes were half open, and he muttered: "Mom is still early, don't go to kindergarten today!"

"It's still early, it's not early! The sun is all on the buttocks!" Yu Xin reached into the quilt and patted Ying Rui's little buttocks.

"Get up, it's time for breakfast!"

"Well, Mom, let's sleep for a while, and I'll get up later!" After speaking, Xiao Ruirui turned over and fell asleep again.

After washing, Xiao Ruirui sat at the dining table and ate with his mother.

Yu Xin made two bowls of white rice porridge and a few boiled eggs and put them on the table to eat together.

After Xiao Ruirui snorted and drank the white rice porridge, Yuxin also asked him to eat an egg.

Xiao Ruirui took the round egg in his hand and fiddled with it for a while, and said to his mother, "Is it okay to leave this egg for Dad? I don't want to eat it." ”

When Yu Xin heard Xiao Ruirui mention her father again, she "chuckled" in her heart, but she didn't say anything, just persuaded Xiao Ruirui: "Dad will come back in a few days, you can eat first! Don't wait to be hungry." ”

"Mom, I'm full, and I'll leave the eggs for Dad. ”

After saying that, Xiao Ruirui put down the egg and slipped aside to watch the cartoon.

Yu Xin was very depressed.

She felt that Xiao Ruirui lacked nothing, just a "father".

Without Yinglong's company, Xiao Ruirui always seems to be missing something, and often inadvertently mentions his father.

However, Yu Xin is now unable to meet his request.

She had thought about finding a man to fill the vacancy, but she couldn't find a suitable candidate, in fact, she was more worried about being bad for Xiao Ruirui.

I remember last week, a colleague helped Yuxin make an introduction and introduced her to a man in his forties.

The middle-aged man lost his wife, the conditions are not bad, he has a house and a car, and there is a lack of a woman in the family.

When my colleagues saw that Yu Xin's condition was okay, although she had children, she was very good-looking

Yes, I wanted to help the two match, so I agreed to meet and have a meal by the way.

Yu Xin met in the restaurant as promised and had a Western meal together.

The man's surname is Yan, and at a glance, Yu Xin feels that Mr. Yan is about 1.75 meters or more, with a big waist and a round waist.

Speaking in a rough voice, he looks like he is wealthy, and he has a thick and large gold necklace around his neck, which seems to be not light.

Standing in front of Mr. Yan with Yuxin's petite figure, she had an indescribable sense of depression.

Therefore, sitting opposite Mr. Yan, she felt a little out of breath and felt very depressed.

Yu Xin privately pondered that if Mr. Yan was a little abusive, a petite woman like her would definitely not be able to withstand two shouts, and she couldn't help but feel a little uneasy.

Yu Xin couldn't help but think of Yinglong, if there was a man as delicate as Yinglong sitting beside her, she would definitely choose Yinglong.

Although Yinglong is not as rich as Mr. Yan, he gives Yu Xin a sense of comfort from the senses.

In front of Yinglong, she didn't feel depressed at all, not to mention Yinglong's words

It makes people feel intimate.

Then Yu Xin and Mr. Yan ate Western food, but the atmosphere was more depressing, and Yu Xin was silent.

Mr. Yan first introduced her to her, chatted briefly, and then took the menu and asked Yuxin to order.

"Miss Yuxin, what do you want to eat? "Mr. Yan is very polite.

"I'll do whatever you want. Yu Xin didn't have much interest, after all, her first impression of Mr. Yan was not very good.

"Then order two steaks, I heard that the steaks here are good, they are the signature dishes. Mr. Yan was very crisp and ordered two steaks and a fruit salad.

So Mr. Yan asked the waiter to serve two steaks, and instructed him to make them medium-rare, so that the steaks would be very tender, and ordered two glasses of aperitif.

After a while, the steak was brought up and placed in front of Yu Xin and Mr. Yan.

Yu Xin picked up the knife and put everything on the steak, and immediately revealed a little bright red meat, with a little blood on it.

Yu Xin felt a little disgusted visually, she didn't like to eat raw meat, which would make her feel very uncomfortable.

Mr. Yan, who was sitting opposite, was very happy, cutting the steak into small pieces with great interest, tasting an aperitif, and saying to Yu Xin with a smile: "This steak is very tender, eat more." ”

Yu Xin held back her nausea and cut off a few pieces of cooked beef on the edge, put a fork in her mouth and chewed it gently, feeling the same taste as chewing wax, and then swallowed it with bated breath.

Then Yuxin picked up the wine glass and drank some aperitif, so that she could rinse her mouth and get rid of the smell of flesh.

Then she picked up her fork and tasted the fresh fruit mixed with the salad.

During the meal, Mr. Yan introduced himself as a department head, with a team under him, and the business was very large. Because he is usually busy and often has to travel on business, he wants to find a decent woman to help him take care of the housekeeper, and there is nothing else to ask for.

Mr. Yan was very direct and told his family history, as if making money was just a game for him.

I usually go out by car, and I use all famous brands. The only thing he lacks is a woman who can help him take care of the family.

As he spoke, Mr. Yan toasted Yuxin with a glass of wine and asked her to think about it.

Then Mr. Yan continued to eat the steak.

Yu Xin felt very uncomfortable watching him eat steak, especially Mr. Yan munching on very raw beef, she felt a little uncomfortable.

Yu Xin unconsciously looked away to divert her attention.

Mr. Yan didn't ask too much about Yu Xin's situation, after all, his colleague had introduced him before, and he knew a thing or two.

And Yu Xin saw that Mr. Yan didn't seem to be interested in her situation, so she didn't introduce herself too much.

She just listened silently to Mr. Yan, talking about things that seemed unimportant to her. However, no matter how beautiful the life Mr. Yan showed her, she didn't feel it in Yuxin's eyes

Interesting.

Yu Xin had no appetite, and although Mr. Yan ate with relish, he still promised to think about it first.

Mr. Yan had a good appetite and soon a steak was swallowed.

Yu Xin took a small bite of the fruit salad, drank some wine to moisten her throat, and the steak in front of her barely moved.

Mr. Yan felt strange and asked Yuxin, "Don't you like to eat steak?"

Yu Xin covered her mouth and burped: "I'm sorry, my appetite is a little uncomfortable today, and I don't want to eat beef." ”

Mr. Yan thoughtfully: "Oh, that's the case, I didn't order the steak if I knew it earlier, let's eat it in a different place next time!"

Yu Xin smiled politely, and said secretly in her heart: "There is no next time, you can eat it yourself." ”

After eating, Mr. Yan took Yu Xin out of the door, came to a car parked on the side of the road, and politely said to her, "Miss Yu Xin, I'll send you home!"

After speaking, he opened the car door, and suddenly a strong smell of perfume wafted out of the carriage.

Yu Xin stood next to the car, wrinkled her nose, and hurriedly said to him: "Mr. Yan, you better go first, you don't have to send me, I still have to go to the supermarket to buy something, so I won't delay you." ”

Mr. Yan scratched the short hair on his head with his fingers: "Okay, I won't bother you!

After saying that, he bent down and got into the car and slowly drove towards the intersection.

Yu Xin watched the car gradually move away, let out a long sigh of relief, and slowly walked home.

She couldn't help but think of another colleague, in his forties, who remarried and found a man older than her

Person. The man was very wealthy, well-connected, and the kind of person who was more likely to get things done.

But after getting married, the man often calls friends to play mahjong at home, and often ends the game until late, making the house smoky and full of garbage.

Although the woman is very annoying, she can only admit that she is unlucky, who wants her to find such a man, she can only swallow her anger and be willing to be a housewife, she is simply a cook and cleaner.

It's too late to regret it, she is in her forties, she is old, and she basically has no chance to find a good man, so she can only live hard.

Yu Xin inevitably speculated whether it was because the women were getting older, and the men who were more delicate and able to live a life for them began to run out of stock? Like the man Yu Xin introduced to her after flying solo, he was either full of bells and whistles, or he had already begun to lose his head, or he simply held a big belly, behaved rudely, and wore clothes of unknown brands.

Although they are all good economically, they don't seem to have the taste that a man should have.

Yu Xin felt not very satisfied, but others thought she was picky, and she didn't want to find a man who was just a man with good economic conditions to live, at least she had to meet her three views, after all, she would have to live a lifetime in the future.

Yu Xin thought of Yinglong, in her eyes, Yinglong was more in line with her three views, and she would break up only because of the unhappiness at the beginning.

Looking back now, Yu Xin feels how rash and naïve she was at the beginning.

In fact, as long as you ignore Mr. Tao and focus your feelings on Yinglong, that farce will not happen.

At that time, Yinglong was very tired for the sake of her family, but she ignored Yinglong's feelings and only cared about venting her dissatisfaction, so that she made a big mistake.

Now she doesn't know what to do if she wants to get Yinglong back.

Yu Xin thought: "I wonder if Yinglong has the same idea as me? ”

But others say that there is no grass at the end of the world, will Yinglong be tempted when he faces a girl who is younger and more beautiful than Yuxin?

Yu Xin felt that if that was the case, wouldn't there be even a chance at all. Yinglong is not without merits, at least he takes care of his family, can tolerate me, and usually cares about me, and in the past he only ignored me to support his family.

Yu Xin understands that although she is still young and still a little attractive to men, if it drags on, time will not be forgiving.

Thinking back to the beginning, when they were on the lakeside in the night, Yinglong hugged her and looked at her intoxicated: "Xia Yuxin, do you know? How beautiful you are? I really want to live with you for the rest of my life!"

Yu Xin heard Yinglong's words and smiled silently.

After Yinglong finished speaking, he stroked Yu Xin's hair with his hand: "Let's be together in this life and this life, okay?"

After speaking, he kissed Yuxin gently.

Yu Xin felt his unique tenderness and sweetness in Yinglong's arms like this, and she was also intoxicated in this atmosphere, and the feelings in her heart grew little by little.

They stood on the shore of the lake, looking at the bright moon in the sky and vowed: Whether in this life or the next life, or eternal life and eternity, we will be together.

Now they only have memories, and whenever she thinks of Yinglong, she can't help but feel a sourness.

And when she saw Yinglong, she had an urge to hope that he could stay for a few more hours, talk to her, and even hug her.

Although Yinglong is far away, she still hopes to see Yinglong every week and spend more time with them, and also hopes that Yinglong can discover her thoughts and make up for this lack around her.

Therefore, Yu Xin made up her mind: she would rather be single than reluctant. If you want to find it, you can find the satisfactory one. It is in response to the old saying that it is better to lack than to abuse.

After all, Yu Xin thinks that she still has hope, and she feels that Yinglong will come back to her, this is her most direct thought, and she still has a hope for Yinglong.