058 Heart-wrenching
A week later, Zou Tianyu did not appear in the hospital again, this is what Fang Xiaoshi wanted, but she felt indescribable heartache and loss in her heart. She herself couldn't tell whether his uncontrollable love for Zou Tianyu was because of family, friendship or love. But it didn't matter anymore, she had already broken his heart, and they couldn't have a relationship in their lives.
Dr. Ma appeared in Fang Guilan's ward more and more frequently, and he would intentionally or unintentionally bring Fang Xiaoshi some books and snacks and other things that girls like. Fang Guilan's illness was also controlled to a certain extent, and life went on unhurriedly. One afternoon, Fang Xiaoxiao was sitting in the ward in a daze as usual, and vaguely heard someone calling her name, she raised her head and saw that Tang Xiaoxiao was standing in the door of the ward and beckoning to her, and she hurriedly walked over.
"Why don't you go to class during the day, and you come to the hospital again?"
"Have you been living a dark day? I forgot that today was Sunday. Fang Xiaoshi smiled a little embarrassedly and said:
"I haven't paid attention to the date since I came to the hospital, every day is the same for me. Fang Xiaoxiao said as he led Tang Xiaoxiao to the outside of the ward:
"The air in the ward is not good, let's go outside and talk!" When I first came, I heard from the people in the hospital that the patients on the thirteenth floor were infectious, and she led them out to talk as soon as Fang Xiaoshi came.
The last time Tang Xiaoxiao left, she said that their relationship would never go back to the way it used to be, and she would never come to visit her in the hospital. The reason why I came here today must be looking for her. Fang Xiaoxiao knew it, but Tang Xiaoxiao didn't speak, and she didn't know how to ask. Tang Xiaoxiao went downstairs and bought a bottle of iced tea for each of them. After being silent for a while, Tang Xiaoxiao finally spoke:
"Fang Xiaoshi, what did you say to Zou Tianyu, hurt him like that?" Fang Xiaoshi didn't raise his head, and asked lightly while drinking water:
"What happened to him?"
When he returned from the hospital, he quickly lost weight, barely said a word, and although he continued to attend class as usual, he was always in a trance, like a living dead. Fang Xiaoshi's heart hurt to death when she heard this, but she still said very calmly:
"If he wants that, I can't help it. Tang Xiaoxiao stood up, glared at her and shouted:
"What do you mean, you can't help it? He has become a man who doesn't look like a human or a ghost, and it's all thanks to you, and you actually make such an understatement. ”
"I really can't help it now, the only person who can help him now is you. ”
"What can I do to help him? I look for him, and he doesn't look at me, what can I do?" Tang Xiaoxiao said helplessly and worriedly.
"Tang Xiaoxiao, what a smart girl you are! Do you still need me to remind you? Tribulation sees the truth, in this extraordinary period of his time, you spent it with him, and the meaning is different. ”
"But he wouldn't give me a chance. ”
"Opportunities are created by people, and what you have now is an opportunity. Isn't it?" Tang Xiaoxiao thought for a moment and asked:
"But you have to tell me how you hurt him? He has done that for you, I thought you had already accepted him, how can you bear it...?Is your heart made of iron?" Hearing Tang Xiaoxiao's words, Fang Xiaoshi's heart hurt even more, she held back her tears and said:
"After my mother got sick, I saw through that people must be rich and powerful in order to live, so that they are not afraid of being bullied when they get sick. Zou Tianyu is very good to me, but his academic performance has dropped like that, can he be admitted to a good university? What will he use to support me and my family in the future?"
"That's what you told Zou Tianyu?" Tang Xiaoxiao asked as she looked at Fang Xiaoshi in disbelief.
"Yes, instead of hurting him more deeply in the future, let him face reality now. ”
"Fang Xiaoshi, what are you talking about? Are you still human? How can you be so ruthless?"
"I'm so ruthless. I'm ruthless, it's okay, anyway, it's impossible for me and Zou Tianyu, now as long as you still have affection for him, it's enough. ”
"You're not going to call him or visit the school?"
"Never thought about it. ”
"You... You wicked woman, how could I make friends with a woman like you when I was blind?"
"It's okay to be blind at the beginning, as long as you have your eyes wide open now and recognize the person you want to care about. It's all in time. Tang Xiaoxiao looked at her with some disbelief, Fang Xiaoxiao took her hand and said:
"Tang Xiaoxiao, I know that you really like Zou Tianyu, so move him with true feelings when he needs you the most. He used to like me a lot, maybe it was a habit he formed by me since he was a child, maybe it wasn't called love, he was just twenty years old now, it was a very immature age, and his thinking was even more immature. When he finds a better and more suitable girl, he will feel ridiculous about the childish feelings of his youth. ”
"Is it really possible that this situation will occur?" Tang Xiaoxiao asked stunned. Fang Xiaoshi nodded desperately and said:
"It's entirely possible. You can trust me. ”
"But you're against him..."
"Leave me and him alone. Fang Xiaoshi interrupted what Tang Xiaoxiao wanted to say and continued:
"Whatever I had with him before, it's a thing of the past. You and he are the opposite, there is almost nothing in the past, but you can have the present, and if you dare to think and dare to do it, you can have it forever. When Tang Xiaoxiao heard this, her eyes lit up, and she said with some embarrassment:
"But Zou Tianyu's cold, anti-human appearance makes me very unsure. ”
"Tang Xiaoxiao's previous self-confidence, not afraid of heaven and earth, where did you run away when you could sharpen your knife? Have you forgotten how you tossed those boys who chased you before? You just need to give one-tenth of your previous courage to Zou Tianyu. ”
"Then I'll try again?"
"You have to try, I'm optimistic about you. Fang Xiaoshi clenched her hand tighter and said with a smile. Tang Xiaoxiao raised her head again, looked at her again, and asked Fang Xiao with some caution:
"Fang Xiaoshi, do you have any bitterness for treating Zou Tianyu like that?" Fang Xiaoshi still said with a strong smile:
"You don't care about me and him, you can just take care of yourself and him. ”
"But... But..."
"Don't be, we've been talking for a long time, Tang Xiaoxiao, you should go back to school, your academic performance is not good, you have to work harder than others, if you go back to school now, you can still catch up with Zou Tianyu to dine." Tang Xiaoxiao thought for a while, Fang Xiaoxiao's words were still very reasonable, so she picked up her backpack and prepared to leave.
"Fang Xiaoshi will call me if he needs anything. Tang Xiaoxiao said reluctantly. Fang Xiaoshi said while pushing her out of the hospital gate:
"Now that my mother has become a five-guarantee household, and the state is protecting her, there should be no need for it, and there is no need to trouble you anymore. Your 25,000 yuan won't be able to be repaid until I work, and I'm now..."
"If you dare to mention 25,000 yuan again, I will break off my friendship with you immediately. Tang Xiaoxiao interrupted Fang Xiaoxiao's words loudly and said angrily. Fang Xiaoshi hurriedly smiled and said:
"Okay, I'm afraid of you, don't mention it, don't mention it. Tang Xiaoxiao pushed out the door of the hospital. Fang Xiaoshi said that he was worried that his mother would wake up and there was no one around, so he hurriedly ran to the hospital. Tang Xiaoxiao looked at her thin and lonely back in a daze, and she suddenly realized that there were too many things on her thin shoulders that she didn't know.
Tang Xiaoxiao saw the other side of Fang Xiaoshi's back, what she didn't know was that Fang Xiaoshi, who was leaving with her on her back, turned around and burst into tears, she was about to faint with pain in her heart, and she shouted silently in her heart: Zou Tianyu is sorry, I'm really sorry. It was I who hurt you, and you hurt yourself for my hard-hearted woman, it really can't be done. Tang Xiaoxiao is a good girl, and she has a deep affection for you, and the words I said to her are the only things I can do for you. I hope that my kindness will fulfill your good deeds.
Fang Xiaoshi, who covered her face and cried bitterly, ran all the way to her mother's ward, and in the corridor on the thirteenth floor, she hit a person headlong, she hurriedly pushed away the person she hit, and said in a panic:
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." After speaking, he wiped the tears from his face with the back of his hand, and lowered his head and prepared to walk over. Her hand was grasped by someone who came. She raised her head in horror and cried out timidly:
"Dr. Ma. Seeing her in tears, Dr. Ma was surprised and concerned and asked:
"What's going on?" Fang Xiaoshi shook his head and said softly:
"It's fine. She tried hard to withdraw her hand, but she couldn't, and she continued to exert herself as she said:
"Dr. Ma, it's time for me to see my mother. I'm afraid she'll wake up and won't see me, and I'll be upset. ”
"She's already woken up. ”
"Ahh Ma Xingdong nodded and said:
"I happened to be idle, so I stayed with her for a while, I..."
"Then I'll go and take a look. Fang Xiaoshi forgot that her hand was still in Ma Xingdong's hand, so she dragged him towards the ward, and she was pulled back by Ma Xingdong again.
"I haven't finished yet, what are you anxious about? Your mother talked to me for a while and fell asleep, I didn't just come out. ”
"Thank you! You've helped me again, and I don't know what to say if you're bothered like this. ”
"Then don't say anything!" Ma Xingdong took her hand and said:
"Anyway, your mother is asleep, it's okay for you to go back to the ward, let's go, accompany me to dinner!"
"I..." Fang Xiaoshi just wanted to refuse, but Ma Xingdong stared at her and said:
"Didn't you say you didn't know how to thank me? Fang Xiaoshi had no reason to refuse, so he let Ma Xingdong take his hand and walk towards the elevator.