And the existence of these children with each other has also become the reason for them to insist on living.

Shen Xiao looked at Chu Yunzhi and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Even if Chu Yun didn't say it, she knew it...... In addition to these children, Chu Yunji must have saved many, many other children...... But none of the children were able to return to the base with him, because the children still had a place to go back.

The only children who are truly lonely and forced to flee their homes are now.

He must have given a lot of money to keep these children alive...... It's not just as simple as paying someone to take care of them and finding a teacher to teach them...... Chu Yun must have spent a lot of time with these children growing up, so that when they grow up, they will worship Chu Yun like a god and obey their orders.

They don't have a home anymore.

Chu Yunji was their only home.

Shen Xiao silently listened to these young people tell their stories, and for a long time, she didn't say a word again.

Chu Yunji noticed that Shen Xiao's mood had changed, he put down the drawings, walked back to Shen Xiao and sat down as if carelessly, and held her hand: "Xiaoxiao, are you hungry? There is a supper prepared by Chef Jin in the kitchen, I'll bring it to you?"

Shen Xiao looked up at him, his clear eyes full of indescribable emotions.

Chu Yunjian smiled softly and waited patiently for Shen Xiao to answer him.

Shen Xiao lowered his head and said softly, "...... You accompany me to the kitchen, and we'll take it together, okay?"

"Okay. ”

Chu Yunji helped her up from the sofa and led her to the kitchen.

The people who were left behind looked at each other, not knowing what had happened.

How did you ...... suddenly? It's going to be a late-night snack?

And my sister-in-law's expression is not quite right...... Is it because what they said scared my sister-in-law?

Everyone looked at the end of the corridor with anxiety, their minds filled with all kinds of wild conjectures.

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"Xiaoxiao, are you okay?"

The kitchen was dark, but Chu Yunji didn't turn on the lights.

In the dark, he closed the door with his backhand, and then pulled Shen Xiao into his arms, hugged her, and gently patted her back.

Shen Xiao pillowed on his neck socket and was speechless for a long time.

Chu Yun kissed her black hair and asked softly, "Are you feeling sorry for them?"

Shen Xiao's body stiffened for a moment.

Chu Yunji immediately noticed it.

“…… You're really feeling sorry for them. Chu Yunji sighed: "Xiaoxiao, your heart is too soft......

"Sometimes I wish I had a time machine so I could go back in time and I could stop it before tragedy happens......"

Shen Xiao pressed his forehead against Chu Yunji's shoulder, and his voice was a little choked: "Every time I see these children's broken hearts, I feel so sad...... I can't help them...... Everything that happened to them made their age stay forever in the year they were hurt, and no one could really save them...... It's better to say, it's better to say...... Even the word salvation is something they don't need......"

"They all survived, that's the most important thing, don't be too sad...... Chu Yunji gently kissed her on the forehead: "They're all fine now...... Isn't it?"

"Not good, not at all...... They still have strong self-destructive tendencies......"

Shen Xiao shook his head sadly: "They are fighting against the impulse of self-destruction every day, I can see it...... You say they survived, but can they live like this? I'm so scared...... I fear that one day, one of them will quietly end his life in the long night because he can't bear the shadow of the past...... How to end a life cleanly, they know best, don't they......"

Chu Yunji was silent.

Sometimes he really wanted to break open Shen Xiao's head to see what magical device was inside, and why she could easily see through the most unbearable secrets in a person's heart.

Yes, those children all have a strong tendency to self-destruct, they think about ending their lives every day, but it is for each other, for the sake of Chu Yun, they grit their teeth and persevere.

In fact, the older they get, the more dazed they become, not knowing what they are living for?

To get married and have a baby?

People like them still dare to start a family, and dare to give birth to offspring, so that future generations can also experience their pain?

They don't even have the ability to love someone.

They must rely on psychotropic drugs to barely survive, and they can temporarily forget those thoughts that want to embrace death.

Although they have learned a skill, they lack the love of their origin, and they live like a walking corpse.

On the surface, they are quite lively, but if they are really healthy, they will not have such a heavy desire to vent violence.

They turn that urge to self-destruct into motivation to hurt others.

Therefore, Chu Yunzhi must give them a correct way to use violence, otherwise they will be arrested and put in prison sooner or later, and what awaits them in the end is only to eat a peanut and be reincarnated as a human in the next life. (Peanuts → bullets)

Chu Yunjian hugged the trembling man in his arms even harder.

"It's okay...... They've been taking their medicine and they're going to be fine...... You have to trust them. ”

"If I hadn't seen them, I wouldn't care...... But I met them tonight, and I saw them so vividly, I saw their smiles, I saw them playing with each other, I saw them looking at me with hopeful eyes...... I can't imagine ......."

Shen Xiao tightened Chu Yunji's clothes and asked in a low voice, "Yunji, have you hired a psychotherapist for them?"

"Of course...... But they don't trust strangers and are resistant to contact with psychotherapists. Although I advised them to talk to a psychotherapist, they refused to ......."

Chu Yunzhi was extremely helpless, and sighed in a low voice: "Whatever I ask them to do, they will do it happily, but only this matter, they always delay it again and again, and they disobey it." It was supposed to be a weekly treatment, but they only went once a month, and they didn't tell the truth when they went, and they just talked about some made-up nightmares even if they fooled people......"

Shen Xiao: "......"

"So, I really can't do anything about them. In this kind of thing, you can't force them to go, and even if I did, they wouldn't be able to cooperate with the therapist if they did......"

"Yun Zhi,"

Shen Xiao suddenly interrupted him: "What do you think of me?"

"Huh?"

Chu Yun was stunned: "Xiaoxiao, what do you mean ......?"

"I'll be their psychotherapist, do you think it's okay?" Shen Xiao put his arms around Chu Yunji's neck, leaned close to his lips, and sprayed his breath on his face: "I'll find a way to enlighten them, okay......? Isn't it good......"

Chu Yunjian couldn't cry or laugh.

"Xiaoxiao, you don't have to tempt me for this kind of thing, you are willing to be their psychotherapist, of course I can only be happy, where will I refuse?"