Chapter 70: Not as before
After the meal, He Yiyang didn't mention that if he didn't go back, he would let me go back. I wanted to ask, but I was afraid that he would get angry again, so I could only watch him talk and stop.
He Yiyang should have seen my thoughts, and made a helpless expression before I went out, and told me in sign language: "I will consider going back, but please give me a little time." ”
I don't understand what there is to think about, it's not easy to get to where it is today, but I can't force him, after all, he still has to choose his own path.
It's just that I still feel that it's a pity to give up, especially because of me, then I can't bear it, and before leaving, I look back and want to persuade him one last time, "He Yiyang, you ......"
He Yiyang's face showed a trace of impatience, and he directly interrupted my words, and said in sign language: "Okay, it's not too early, you should go back." ”
I swallowed my words back, turned around and opened the door. It's just that as soon as I opened the door, it was a black Qiqi, which made people panic, glanced at He Yiyang, and didn't seem to have the intention of sending it away, let me open the door and go, but he was still frowning in place.
Well, who asked me to hurt someone, it's interesting enough to stay for me to eat, and I can't expect them to be as intimate as before.
I took a long breath, walked out of the hut, and peeked at He Yiyang expectantly and slowly closed the door. In the end, no one looked at me, and I was extremely sad.
Closing the door meant stepping into the darkness, and I fumbled my way forward while fumbling for my phone in my bag, but the darkness made me so good that I couldn't help but fantasize about what monster would suddenly appear in front of me.
The more scared I became, the more nervous I became, and I finally found the phone out of my bag in a panic, and suddenly something jumped from this wall to that wall above my head, and I was suddenly frightened, and the phone in my hand fell to the ground with a loud scream.
I was really frightened, and while squatting down and looking for my phone in a panic, I cried and scolded: "He Yiyang, you big bastard, even if I offend you, you don't have to punish me like this." ”
It was pitch black, I couldn't find my phone for a long time, and I was even more panicked and anxious, "Help, where did the phone go?" Dead He Yiyang, stinky He Yiyang, why don't you come out to find me? Are you deaf?"
Helplessly, I was really about to cry, and suddenly a light appeared behind me, illuminating the way in front of me, and finally I found the phone.
I picked up my phone and looked back to find He Yiyang standing behind me, holding a flashlight in his hand to illuminate the road ahead. My sense of security came back in an instant.
"Why are you here to send me?" I quickly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and began to play with He Yiyang again.
He Yiyang didn't apologize to me first this time as before, but directly indifferently signaled to me in sign language: "Let's go, send you." ”
He made me very unaccustomed to this, and although he still sent me away, I couldn't feel the warmth anymore. He Yiyang just stopped when he sent me to the main road, but I still thought that he would send me downstairs as before.
When we parted, he didn't even give us a look, he just turned around and left. I can't help but feel sad, is it true that He Yiyang and I will be like this in the future?
I haven't gone back to him since we separated, because I also feel that he needs time to calm down, so I'll give him time. Just one day, two days, three days...... A week has passed, and He Yiyang has not responded.
It's Friday again, Ying Ying started to call me in a hurry and asked me several times, and I really don't know if he's the same. On Saturday, I finally couldn't sit still, so I decided to start with Feifei, ask He Yiyang out, and give him the final enlightenment and persuasion.
Sure enough, there was Feifei, a baby, and He Yiyang had to follow us to the amusement park. Taking the opportunity of Feifei to play alone, I asked He Yiyang again: "It's been a week, have you thought about it?"
He Yiyang just lowered his head and chuckled, but did not answer. I don't understand his intentions, so I can only act as if I haven't thought about it yet, and I can say everything I can to persuade Ming, and I'm afraid he will only be more annoyed if I continue to talk about it.
I handed a bottle of water to He Yiyang, and I also picked up a bottle and took a sip. It's better to try it in a different way.
"He Yiyang. I smiled nonchalantly, "I don't know if I said that when I was in college, I was once recommended by my teacher to participate in a talent show." I remember that there was another girl who was recommended together at that time, and the two of us went through layers of auditions, and we were about to enter the finals, but I hesitated. I thought to myself that I spent so much time and energy to compete, and in the end, if I didn't get selected, then I didn't work in vain, and I delayed my studies, even if I was lucky to be selected, the future development is still unknown, is it worth it for me to gamble? So in the end, I still gave up, but I didn't expect that the girl who was with me was really selected, and signed a good entertainment company, and now the development seems to be quite good. At that time, I thought to myself, if I hadn't hesitated at the beginning, maybe I could be like her, maybe I would be a big star now, you don't know, I was better than that girl in all aspects. But there are no ifs in life, and it won't help to regret it, so I can only be an unknown reporter now. ”
After speaking, I subconsciously turned around and glanced at He Yiyang, he still lowered his head, and I continued: "Another interesting thing, when I went to my grandmother's house once when I was a child, a nest of ducklings had just hatched. The mother duck took them to learn to swim, and all the ducklings went into the water, except for one duckling, who did not dare to go down. Its feet were all in the water, and it only took one more step to succeed, but it still turned around and ran to the shore, and finally could only be left on the shore by the mother duck, and watched with envy as the brothers and sisters swam freely in the water to catch food. ”
I said so much, I think He Yiyang should understand what I mean, but he still lowered his head and remained silent. It seems that it is still not enough, I plan to talk about it again, and just as I was about to speak, He Yiyang finally raised his head.
He pressed my arm, smiled at me, and signed, "Okay, don't say it, I know what you mean." I've been thinking about the way forward for the past week. On Monday, I went back. ”
He Yiyang finally figured it out, I couldn't believe it for a while, looked at him cautiously and asked, "Are you serious?"
He Yiyang moved the corners of his mouth again and nodded affirmatively at me. I happily grabbed He Yiyang's arm and said, "It's really good, now my heart is finally let go, otherwise Yingying should eat it." ”
I was happy, Feifei came back, saw me smiling, and asked me curiously, "Auntie, what are you laughing at?"
I touched Feifei's head and said to him, "Auntie smiled because I finally successfully completed the task assigned to me by your Aunt Yingying." ”
"Ah, let's go play something else. Feifei didn't care what I said, he was bent on playing, and he was about to leave with me. I was dragged by Feifei, and turned around to call He Yiyang, who was sitting in place, only to find that his face did not show the joy I thought he had.
Now that I've figured it out, I'm a little confused as to why it's still a cold face that has nothing to do with me. Why, being dragged forward by Feifei, there is no way to ask clearly.
I played with Feifei all morning, and when I was eating at noon, I found out again that He Yiyang was wrong. At the end of the meal, there was not a single smiling face, and he never looked at me.
In front of the child, I can't say anything, but I know that there is still a knot in his heart that has not been opened, and that knot should be the knot between me and him.
I know that no matter how big He Yiyang's heart is, it is impossible for him to forget if he says hurtful words, so I don't blame him, and I am willing to give him time to digest it.
After dinner, I dropped them off at the supermarket and prepared to turn around and go home. As soon as the car started, I heard a scream from the car, and when I turned my head, I saw that an old man was lying in front of He Yiyang and pulling He Yiyang.
I hurriedly got out of the car to check the situation, only to see the old man's crutches thrown on the side, one hand covering his knee. Pulling He Yiyang's pants with one hand, he shouted: "Come on, this big bear kid knocked me down, hey, it hurts the old man to death." I'm afraid this old bone will be broken. ”
He Yiyang stood there at a loss, Feifei should have been frightened, and when he saw me, he immediately threw himself into my arms, blinked a pair of innocent little eyes and whispered to me: "Auntie, I didn't hit that grandfather, he fell by himself." ”
I immediately understood that the latest way to touch porcelain. I touched Feifei's little head, comforted her, and said, "Feifei is good, it's okay, there is an aunt here." ”
"Oh, uncle, what's wrong with your injury?" I exaggeratedly bent down and pretended to check his injury left and right, "Oh, it can't be a broken foot, right?"
"Ouch, yes, yes, it's just that my foot is broken, hey, it hurts to death. "The old man also cooperated with me.
"Oh, uncle, why are you holding your knees when your foot is broken?" I simply squatted down and looked at the old man's legs carefully, blinking curiously like a baby.
"I, I'm ......," the old man panicked, stammering as he shifted his hand to his foot, "I've made her confused." ”
"Oh, sir, do you have a pain in the soles of your feet, or a pain in your ankles, or a pain in your heels, or a pain in your instep?" he said to the old man at an astonishing speed.
The old man was a little confused, looking at his feet and not knowing where to put his hands, "I, I, I hurt everywhere." ”
"Oh, it hurts?" he glared exaggeratedly, "Is your leg useless, tsk, it's over." ”
The old man really saw the wind and rudder, and as soon as the words fell, he immediately began to cry: "Hey, my legs, what can I do in the future." You, you, you, you must be responsible, otherwise I will sit here and not leave. ”
I gave the old man a big roll of the eyes, laughed quickly and exaggeratedly, and asked sweetly, "Uncle, how do you want him to be responsible?"
"100,000, 100,000 we are private. The old man raised his chin and asked He Yiyang for a price.