It's just that I don't know what's going on, and in the end, when Lu Shaofan and I ate noodles, there was something wrong with the style of painting while eating.

I grabbed a piece of beef, looked at him and said, "Open your mouth!"

Originally, he resisted eating beef, but when he saw this, he opened his mouth with joy, and then I put the beef in his mouth.

However, this time, he ate it very deliciously.

Seeing him like this, I couldn't help but laugh and said, "I said, are you a child? If you want to eat it, you have to give it to me, I fed you, but you eat it obediently!"

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan looked at me gently, and he still had a faint smile on his face.

"That's different, this is the first time you've fed me. ”

When I heard this, my heart trembled.

In fact, we are like a young couple who have just fallen in love, and we are like newlyweds whose relationship has always been like glue.

Thinking of this, my heart suddenly panicked, and the chopsticks that I was holding in my hand also fell to the ground.

I subconsciously bent down to pick it up, and Lu Shaofan also went to pick it up, but his hand suddenly grabbed my hand.

Between the four eyes, my heart beat violently.

I can feel the change between me and Lu Shaofan, such a change, I didn't mean it, because I live together every day, sometimes I feel too familiar and don't care too much, but no matter what the change becomes, I know very well in my heart that I can't fall in love with another man in my life.

However, at this moment, there is another voice in my heart telling me, I am Lu Shaofan's wife, I should be a wife's responsibility, what if I don't love? Even if I don't love, but I am his wife, and he is so good to me, I can't repay him anymore, so if he wants, I shouldn't resist him, right?

But even when I thought so, my heart was still resistant and nervous.

His lips drew closer, my whole body trembled with nervousness, and I couldn't help but close my eyes out of fear.

However, the expected kiss was not, but Lu Shaofan's voice came from his ears.

"Are you scared?"

Suddenly hearing this, I subconsciously opened my eyes, but saw that his face was already far away from me.

Instantly, I felt relieved, but I felt embarrassed.

"I ...... I didn't have ......"

I denied it, but I was really scared.

Seeing my reply, Lu Shaofan suddenly used force and hugged me into his arms.

"Wei Ran, I said, I won't force you to do anything, even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter! Indeed, as a man, I am not without desire, but what I hope is that if you figure it out, you think you can accept that kind of relationship with me, and we can do it naturally, but if you don't want to, I can restrain myself, and I can wait for you, even if it's for a lifetime. ”

Suddenly hearing him say this, my eyes turned red.

"Shao Fan...... I'm sorry, I just wasn't ready. ”

I've been trying to convince myself that since I've decided to live with Lu Shaofan for the rest of my life, one day, we should all live like a normal couple.

If Lu Shaofan and I have been getting along in such an awkward mode, even if he can understand it, I feel very guilty.

Seeing me say this, Lu Shaofan smiled and lowered his head and kissed my forehead.

"You see, this is already a small progress, we can take our time between us, of course, I especially hope that on the day of our wedding, you can be ready, but, you must remember, I don't want to force you, even if you are not ready, it doesn't matter, because we still have a lifetime to slowly prepare!"

The day of the wedding.

Yes, I almost forgot that Lu Shaofan and I were about to have a make-up wedding.

We looked at Lu Shaofan with guilt in our eyes, "Actually, I really don't know when I can get ready, if ...... If you really can't help it, in fact, on your terms, you can find ...... outside."

At this point, I paused, and then said, "I don't blame you. ”

I know that I am not qualified to take care of Lu Shaofan's private affairs, and it is my greatest luck that he has done this for me.

However, what I just said made Lu Shaofan unhappy.

He looked at me, his gaze gradually dimming.

"Wei Ran, are you emphasizing that even if I have a relationship with another woman, you can accept it, right? Wei Ran, but do you know that if you say this, I will be uncomfortable. ”

Lu Shaofan has always been strong in front of me, but this time, I seem to have really said the wrong thing.

I was just afraid that he would have a psychological burden, but I forgot that just like me, I love Mo Yunqian, so this is the reason why my relationship with Lu Shaofan has not been able to go further.

At that moment, I realized that the words I had just thought I understood had broken his heart.

Thinking of this, my heart panicked, and I hurriedly hugged Lu Shaofan.

"I'm sorry Shaofan, I didn't mean to, I will never say such stupid things again in the future. ”

I was really afraid that I would really make him sad, after all, without him, I would not be able to live the life I am today, of course, I have more than this kindness with him, he is the most important family to me.

Hearing my words, Lu Shaofan remained silent.

I was a little worried, "Can't you really forgive me?"

After I said this, Lu Shaofan still didn't speak, this time I was really flustered.

I looked up at his face, which was expressionless, but seemed to be thinking about something.

"Shao Fan...... I know it's wrong, so you'll forgive me this time, okay?"

However, as soon as I finished speaking, Lu Shaofan suddenly hugged me horizontally.

In fact, since I gave birth to a child, I haven't gotten fatter and fatter like anything else, because my physique is not good, and after giving birth, I not only directly returned to my previous weight, but also lost some weight.

When Lu Shaofan picked me up, he said with a distressed face: "I obviously want to raise you for nothing, but since you gave birth to a child, you have become thinner and thinner! Now you are still staying up late, I have to send you back to your room to sleep quickly!"

Hearing him say this, I immediately looked at him cautiously and said, "Then you forgive me for the stupid things I just said?"

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan raised his eyebrows slightly and said: "Forgive you, it's not impossible, but I hope you can promise me a condition and let me move to your room to sleep, when you were in a bad mood before, I also accompanied you to sleep on the floor, and now the child is also accompanied by a confinement wife, and there are many nannies and maids at home to watch it, if we continue to live like this, I think my man's face has no place to rest." ”