Chapter 21: If You Love Her, Let Her Go (2)
"That's what happened..."
The room was accompanied by Liu Fengqi's voice, although it happened 30 years ago, but for Liu Fengqi, that scene was like yesterday.
He remembered it vividly, it was a scene he would never forget, and it was also a scene that changed his fate.
Cheng Yiping opened his mouth, but he slowly exhaled a breath, looking at Liu Fengqi with a complicated expression, he didn't know what to say.
If it were me, what would you choose?
Cheng Yiping shook his head, he doesn't have a childhood girlfriend like Liu Fengqi, nor does he have that kind of young first love from the heart, just like ordinary children, although they also have female playmates, but in the end they are just a little playmates, junior high schools and primary schools also have girls they like, but after all, they are just classmates, and they don't fall in love like Liu Fengqi and Lu Shaofang.
There are no such youthful memories, and more of them may be just secret loves.
Cheng Yiping still remembers that when he was in school, he would like a girl in a class every time, and that feeling of liking came from the bottom of his heart, although he didn't dare to talk to her
No
To be precise, I am more afraid that after confessing, this beautiful feeling will be destroyed.
I'm afraid this is a crush.
Although it seems to other people to be very cowardly, I really haven't thought about Cheng Yiping so much, I just feel that the feeling is really good and fulfilling.
And now that I think about it, maybe it's more about the longing for ignorant love.
But what if he met Liu Fengqi?
Cheng Yiping didn't know, he didn't know what kind of choice was the right one.
Is it like Liu Fengqi who pretended to break up with Lu Shaofang, so that Lu Shaofang went to study abroad in exchange for a better future?
still rejected Bao Jiayi's proposal to continue to be with Lu Shaofang, so that Lu Shaofang graduated from Tanaka University and gave up the opportunity to study abroad.
What is right for Lu Shaofang and Liu Fengqi, I'm afraid no one knows.
"No, no, Uncle Liu, what you said is not right at all"
Cheng Yiping's eyes suddenly flashed, and he raised his head to look at Liu Fengqi, who had white temples in front of him, and said
"What you said is not right, even if you pretended to break up and left Professor Lu Shaofang, it was for her to study abroad, but when Professor Lu Shaofang came back two years later or three years later, why didn't you come forward to get back together with her? I believe that if you tell her directly at that time, you really love him, what happened two years ago was fake, maybe the two of you can be together, and why didn't you appear, but disappeared forever, just taking pictures in secret, why is this? Or do you have voyeurism?"
"Why? Because I'm not worthy of her anymore"
Liu Fengqi showed a wry smile, bitter
"I already feel that I am not worthy of him, you know? In the years when she studied abroad, I thought about it day and night, and I was only accompanied by photos with her and good memories with her, and finally I waited for her to come back, but I knew that I would never be worthy of her."
"I still remember the scene of that day, I remember that day the sky was very blue, the weather was very good, it was a suitable day to welcome the family, someone returned, I looked forward to Lu Shaofang day and night to be able to return to Tiantang Kingdom as soon as possible, back to Tanaka University as soon as possible, that day, I went to greet him early, but when I saw him, everything changed!"
The sun is shining, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, for Tanaka University, today is a day of return, as an exchange student of Tanaka University, I went to the United States for exchange, and now the exchange students of both sides have returned to China.
Today, the exchange students of Tanaka University are about to return to Tanaka University, and the entire Tanaka University is decorated with lights, and even a long banner is put up at the door
【Welcoming exchange students back to their home countries and schools】
Liu Fengqi stood nervously at the edge of the crowd, raised his head, and waited eagerly.
A school bus drove slowly in front of it, and a group of 7 international students walked off the school bus with a youthful smile on their faces.
Liu Fengqi saw Lu Shaofang standing in the crowd at a glance, and showed a look of surprise.
The mouth that had just opened wanted to go forward to greet him, but he suddenly stopped
The Lu Shaofang in front of him and the Lu Shaofang in his impression are completely different.
Two years ago, Lu Shaofang was cyan and naïve, just like the little sister of the Lin family, which was what Liu Fengqi was familiar with.
But Lu Shaofang in front of him is completely different, he is taller, wearing overall clothes, and his long hair with a shawl has the temperament of a literary scholar, which is completely different from the previous Lu Shaofang.
It's like two people
Standing beside her, a man with a handsome face, tall and handsome, with elegant conversation and graceful demeanor, walked together like a golden boy and a girl
Lu Shaofang's face overflowed with these brilliant smiles.
This smile is something Liu Fengqi has never seen before.
Liu Fengqi hesitated suddenly, he seemed to be able to feel that there was an invisible gap between himself and Lu Shaofang
Beneath this chasm is an abyss, and the two of them look at each other, but they can never cross this behavior.
Liu Fengqi retreated, he stopped, hid in the crowd, and watched Lu Shaofang and other international students who were surrounded enter Tanaka University, and the crowd surged and gradually dispersed.
Liu Fengqi stood on the side of the road alone, tears streaming down his eyes.
Looking at Lu Shaofang's figure gradually moving away, he seemed to be able to feel that what he had been pursuing in his heart could be shattered and sent out countless fragments...
From that day on, Liu Fengqi never appeared in front of Lu Shaofang again, he just watched from a distance and recorded all this with his camera
The more I learned, the more I realized that I and Lu Shaofang were completely people from two worlds...
Liu Fengqi retreated.
"How can you retreat casually like this, you waited for two years, and finally waited for Lu Shaofang to come back, why did you give up so simply, why didn't you fight for it?"
Cheng Yiping opened his mouth with an angry look in his eyes.
He has some understanding, but more than that, he hates iron and steel.
"Because I was also grown up then"
Liu Fengqi raised his head and looked at Cheng Yiping with an angry look.
The short three words weighed on Cheng Yiping's body like a thousand catties, making him sit on the sofa weakly, and some of the sadness in his eyes that couldn't be opened grew up.
It's really like a thousand people in the army, and when they grow up, they have more worries
When people grow up, they enter the real world, and real people are much more cruel and cold than their childhood
When you grow up, it's a reality.
Grown up......