He still doesn't speak.

He didn't blame her, but he felt sad because he knew she didn't want children, and not just because she couldn't be his real wife right now.

"Don't be angry, okay." She tightened his waist.

He sighed lightly: "I'm not angry, but can you promise me, if you are pregnant with a baby, you must not want our children for various reasons."

He didn't say this for nothing, because she had said more than once that she didn't want to be a mother too soon, and she had gone to such great lengths to avoid getting pregnant.

Sure enough, she evaded the sharp question again: "Where is it so easy to get pregnant? Don't you often say that doctors say that my constitution is weak, and it is not easy to get pregnant?"

This is not what Xiao Tian wanted to hear. He took a step closer: "What if, there is no 100% effective contraceptive method in this world."

And she thought about it. And he was right. There are a lot of contraceptive losers all over the world.

"I promise you, if I do get pregnant, I won't want our baby."

Xiao Tian has always wanted children, and he has asked her this question since he and her relationship were confirmed, so she agreed to his request.

But in her heart, what she said was, I am taking birth control pills, and even if I am really pregnant, the probability of the child being deformed is very high.

But she was afraid that Xiao Tian would be angry with her if she knew that she had been secretly taking birth control pills.

So although she took the medicine, she often insisted that Xiao Tian do the protective measures that a man should do in advance, just to cover up her behavior, and Xiao Tian unknowingly, sometimes because of her insistence, she would wear that film very reluctantly.

Alas, having a child is a matter that men and women have to agree on together, but now one of them wants to, the other is afraid of wanting, she can only earnestly hope that she will never have an accident and really get pregnant, otherwise, I am afraid that the final result will be very bad.

Hearing her affirmative reply, Xiao Tian was relieved, and he hugged her and fell asleep with peace of mind, but she couldn't fall asleep.

Her feelings for Xiao Tian are very complicated, it is a mixture of admiration, love, pity and doubt.

Since the year of Cardamom, he is the man she admires and loves in her heart, the hero she imagined to save the world, and then she really met him, and he really fell in love with her, and she had more contact, understanding and intimacy with him, so she had more love for him.

This man is an undefeated myth and a living legend in the eyes of outsiders, but she knows that he has had many wounds in his body, and he has many wounds in his heart.

Suspicion is because there is too much uncertainty between her and him.Even though they share the bed every day.,She still has a sense of powerlessness that she can't hold on to.Sometimes she still feels that he is still the legend hidden in the fog to her.Not just her man.

Whenever this suspicion arises, she can't help but think of Qiu Yan's figure.

Compared with Xiao Tian's uncertainty, Qiu Yan always brings her a sense of steadfastness and stability.

Whenever this happens, she will think of what her mother said to her about Qiu Yan and Xiao Tian.

She sighed and told herself not to think about it anymore.

In the fog, she heard Xiao Tian beside her as if he was whispering in a dream: "Mom.... Mom." She carefully put her ear close to his lips and heard Xiao Tian's vague whisper: "Mom, Xiaotian misses you."

Her heart seemed to have been hit hard.A wave of sourness and distress swelled up at the same time.She stretched out her arm and hugged him.Gently patted him.In her sleep.Xiao Tian drilled and drilled into her arms.She adjusted her sleeping position.So that he could rest more comfortably in her arms.Finally.He didn't move.She heard him snore faintly again.

She couldn't have imagined that Xiao Tian would still be calling her mother in her dreams, and saying that he missed her.

She and he rarely slept together all night like they did, and she rarely slept as hard as she did today, so she wasn't sure if he was like that often, or if he was just dreaming of his long-dead mother in his dreams tonight.

She fell asleep late and woke up in the morning to find that she had woken up much later than usual.

She hurriedly washed up, then went to the living room and then to the kitchen, and saw Xiao Tian frying eggs.

"I overslept, you don't know how to wake me up." She shrugged slightly.

"Well, you're not feeling well these days, I want you to sleep a little longer." He turned his head, looked at her pale face, and put down his spatula, turned and hugged her.

"My stomach hurts now." As he spoke, he placed his palm on her lower abdomen.

His palms were hot, so comfortable, and she lowered her head, and gently placed her slightly cool hand on the back of his.

"It's so much better than before." She smiled again, "Be careful that the eggs are fried."

"No, I'll turn the smallest heat, and it will take a while for this side to cook, or you'll not eat it."

She looked up at him, and at this time, he only knew how to cherish her. If it weren't for her insomnia last night and overheard, who would have thought that this man named "Xiao Tian" would be a man who would call his mother in his sleep.

She raised her hand and stroked the corners of his eyes and brows.The night more than nine years ago.The night she saw his eyes for the first time.Never forgot him since.Time flies.She has grown up.She is in love with him.He is not old.But when he laughs.There are a few thin laugh lines in the corners of his eyes.

"Xiao Tian, I love you." She looked him in the eye and couldn't help but say.

He laughed happily, and his laugh lines became more and more obvious." I love you more." He took her into his arms again, and rubbed his sideburns against her very sweetly.

In the pan was the faint sound of fried eggs with weak oil popping, and a smell of half-boiled fried eggs wafted into the nose.

Every day is like this, and she's satisfied.

There is no need for any delicacies on the dining table, only the eggs fried by the lover himself, the luxury villa is not needed, only a few cottages that are not blown by the wind and the rain, and the most important thing is to have the warm embrace of the lover.

"Hold it again, the eggs are going to fry." He let go of her with a smile.

Turning around and looking into the pot, the outside of the eggs was really a little mushy, and the two looked at each other and laughed.

The fried egg was brought to the table, and Xiao Tian carefully took off the pasted side with chopsticks and threw it away.

"Do you still have time to visit your mother in the hospital this afternoon?" After all, Cai Yue is an office worker, and the time arrangement is not as free as Xiao Tian, so after Xiao Ling entered the intensive care unit, except for the few days when Xiao Tian was not in the city on a business trip, he went to see Xiao Ling at other times.

"Well, my current schedule is to try to spare time to see my mother in the afternoon.

"No wonder Mom would feel so sorry for you." After a while, she asked, "Don't you blame your mother for not agreeing to me being with you?" She had never told Xiao Tian what Xiao Ling had said to her that day, and she was afraid that Xiao Tian would not be able to stand it.

"I understand Mom's thoughts, she's genuinely thinking about you for me, why should I blame her." Xiao Tian obviously didn't want to mention this topic too much, and soon a big turn in the topic came: "I'll drive you today.

She didn't want to say anything more about it, and immediately said: "Morning rush hour, no matter how good your driving skills are, can you still fly over the roof of the car in front of you?"

"You'll know when the time comes." He smiled at her, with a childlike face on his face.

The two of them had breakfast in a hurry, and Xiao Tian personally drove his Pagani to send his woman to work.

This time, she finally saw what true domineering is.

Xiao Tian didn't fly over the roof of the car in front of him, but stepped on the accelerator all the way and drove forward.

Waiting for Xiao Tian's car to reach the Qiu Rui International office building smoothly, Caiyue felt that her heart had jumped to her throat.

"You're not afraid that people won't let you.

"Don't be afraid, I'm not sure how I drive." He smiled like a child.

"Do you think you're really still a kid, do you want to be responsible for me, are you responsible for your mother, what if something happens?" Cai Yue's eyes widened, almost roaring at Xiao Tian.

Xiao Tian looked at her blankly.He was sure that nothing would happen.And his speed wasn't really fast.It's just that he wouldn't be low-key when it was normal.Caiyue's reaction made him react.He was still a little willful when he was not careful.

"I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to be so scared, not next time."

Cai Yue let out a heavy sigh.This guy really hasn't gotten rid of the naughty breath in his heart.Seize the opportunity to release his childishness.。

Xiao Tian blinked twice, and when he saw that the expression on Caiyue's face softened, he knew that her emotions had passed, and he looked at his watch: "Not late, madam, reward one."

"What a prize, half a life is scared out of you." I'm not so angry anymore, but I'm still a little apprehensive.

In the blink of an eye, Xiao Tian's guy actually looked at her aggrievedly like a child who failed to beg for sugar.

She sighed again, she really felt that Xiao Tian had some personality splits.