In order to relieve stress, Yinglong, who was depressed, often gathered with a few friends to play mahjong in the private room of the hotel.

It's not the first time we've met, almost all of them are familiar friends, otherwise we wouldn't get together to play cards every once in a while.

Of course, they still think it is appropriate to play cards with friends they know well, so as not to get upset because of small mistakes in playing and receiving cards.

Among them, there is a female friend named Tong Yue, who is almost thirty years old, and has a boyfriend who has been dating for almost five years.

It stands to reason that they should get married after talking about love for so long, but the man has no intention of getting married at all, and always uses the excuse that his career has not been successful, so he will not talk about marriage for the time being. And Tong Yue couldn't say anything about him, so he could only wait.

Tong Yue is actually not bad, not bad, tall, slender, good face, delicate skin, a goose egg face, big almond eyes, very temperamental.

But the man was not in a hurry at all, Tong Yue had a hard time.

Yinglong remembered that Tong Yue once joked: "Yinglong, I heard that the girlfriends you are looking for are all beauties from the 'Forest Girl Department', so what do you think I look like?"

"You look like --, you look like ivy!" Yinglong didn't think of any flowers to describe her for a while, but seeing Tong Yue's tall, slender, and youthful appearance, he said it casually.

"What! Ivy League! Don't you want to say that I look a little like a strip?" Tong Yue was unconvinced, this was too far from what she thought, at least it was like a rose, a peach blossom or something!

"Actually, I'm complimenting you on being tall and slender, and young and beautiful!" Yinglong explained helplessly, but he didn't expect that this would also make Tong Yue angry.

"You just say I look like that, and it's good to use strong words!"

"Haha, then don't you just go alone? As for the man, don't look for it!"

Yinglong felt that Tong Yue's analogy was really funny, and couldn't help but laugh and cry.

"Yes, if a man like you doesn't need to look for a woman at all, it's enough to have a 'Bamboo Lady'!"

"What nonsense are you talking about, are you making too much of a joke, are you?"

"Is the joke too big?You're not idle yet, otherwise why is Yuxin always idle?" Tong Yue blinked and teased Yinglong.

"Just talk too much!" Tong Yue almost stabbed Zhongyinglong's heart, Yinglong pretended to be angry, stood up and wanted to beat Tong Yue.

"Haha! I said yes! Look at your embarrassment!" Tong Yue ran away with a smile, hiding behind a female companion.

Yinglong stopped, didn't chase after him, and picked up a mahjong and threw it at Tong Yue.

After that, Yinglong was always angry because of Tong Yue's ridicule, and felt that he was very faceless in front of his friends.

Usually, several of them sit around two tables, Tong Yue likes to sit at the same table with Yinglong, and there are two other men.

Tong Yue likes to sit on Yinglong's hand the most, not because Yinglong is likable, but because his mahjong is particularly stinky.

Yinglong's card skills are not very good, Tong Yue can always get a few unintentionally thrown out of his hand, so that Tong Yue is desperate and has a good hand.

So it has almost become a routine, as long as she plays cards, she consciously sits in Yinglong's hand, everyone knows why, but everyone is in their place, and no one fights with her at all.

This time, Yinglong's table Tong Yue first made a few good cards, and almost a few "missing doors" were inadvertently thrown out by Yinglong, Tong Yue was very happy, smiling, and almost got carried away.

Yinglong was a little puzzled, why was he so evil today, so that Tong Yue made a few moves, almost all of which were "cannons" put by himself, so he made up his mind to play his cards carefully. In this way, Tong Yue's side was tight, and there was no tie after a few laps.

Yinglong is not willing to just take the cards and play the cards, he wants to be with Tong Yue's cards, so as to "take revenge". So he began to pay attention to Tong Yue's cards, and in this way, Tong Yue successively released several "cannons".

Yinglong was very happy, he collected a few "cannons" in a row, and finally "took revenge", Tong Yue was a little unstable.

At this time, while playing cards, Yinglong chattered triumphantly, "Drop a leaf down!", "Drop a leaf down!"

Tong Yue heard Yinglong's mouth chattering non-stop beside him, and he was a little impatient, and he threw out a "10,000" casually in distraught.

When Yinglong saw Tong Yue throw out a "10,000", he immediately shouted loudly: "Tie the card! Tong Yue, you 'fired'! Bian 10,000! I and 1470,000!"

When Tong Yue heard Yinglong's voice, he was immediately shocked: This is also a card! Angry, he pushed the mahjong in his hand hard, and said loudly: "You didn't let go of my 'cannon'! Why are you so proud! You still don't let go of the cannon!"

Yinglong was stunned for a moment, raised his head, and saw Tong Yue so angry, so he blinked and said to her embarrassedly: "The goddess is also angry when she 'fires the cannon'?"

Tong Yue stood up and said, "What goddess, let you go!"

At this time, the two men next to him secretly snickered.

After Tong Yue finished speaking, he turned around and walked to the other table, while reading: "Don't play--。 ”

Yinglong felt extremely depressed, and said boringly: "Am I wrong? I'm also angry when I set off the cannon, I didn't let her 'cannon' less, what does this mean?"

Seeing this, several buddies hurriedly handed Yinglong a cigarette: "Yinglong, forget it, smoke a cigarette to dissipate your anger." ”

Yinglong took the cigarette and smoked it with the two buddies, and suddenly the card table was filled with smoke.

Tong Yue sat at the table and said to a few women: "What leaves are falling! What leaves? Autumn is coming, isn't it?

At this time, several women at the table invariably remembered a classic cartoon in their minds: an old man stood in front of a portrait of a beautiful woman covered only by a leaf, and stood for a long time, refusing to leave for a long time, and the old woman was impatient, so she said to the old man: Do you want to wait for autumn to come and the leaves fall before you leave?

So the women laughed, "Yinglong is waiting for autumn!"

"Just wait for your leaves to fall!"

"If you want to be beautiful, is it so easy for the old lady's leaves to fall?"

The two people at Yinglong's table couldn't help but laugh when they heard these words: "It's not like words, it's too unlike!"

"You guys should be careful when you speak! Aren't you just setting off a 'cannon'?"

"Tong Yue, you are too much! Brother Long is no less 'fired'!"

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about it!"

"Prepare a few more leaves next time!"

"Haha!"

"Just let Yinglong sit on you next time. ”

"Tong Yue, you just put a few 'cannons', you can't say that!"

"Yinglong doesn't need to be so loud!

"He didn't let go of your 'cannon'!"

"Alright!

"That's it! It's just playing cards!

"Tong Yue, you can win it back next time!"

"Forget it!

"Are you still fighting?"

"I'm not fighting, take a break!"

"No righteousness. ”

"Don't talk nonsense, can I take a break?"

"Forget it, let's rest too!"

Yinglong had an indescribable embarrassment when he saw this scene, and he just lowered his head and smoked.

He thought to himself, "Why am I so unlucky today, and this strange thing happened to me." ”

At this time, a sentence came from the table over there: "Hey! Gay men who smoke please go out and smoke!"

A few people at the table here were stunned, but it turned out that there was a speech, and it was obvious that they had an opinion about their smoking.

So, someone made a suggestion: "Let's go out for a drink!"

So the three of them hurried downstairs to the bar and asked for a table to drink.

The two of them chattered about boring topics such as "what's wrong with so-and-so", "what's wrong with Tong Yue" and so on.

After a long time, Yinglong was a little drunk and felt top-heavy.

Then Yinglong said to them, "I went upstairs to open a room to sleep, and today I was a little unwell drunk, and I didn't want to go back, so as not to fall asleep in the taxi later." ”

So the two men followed Yinglong upstairs and opened a guest room so that he could rest.

When they left, they began to hook their shoulders and talk nonsense: "Yinglong doesn't want to have an affair!"

"Yes, open a room in the hotel at this time. ”

"It's called drunken sex!"

Although Yinglong was a little drunk, he still heard their nonsense clearly, so he had to laugh bitterly: "What are these rabbit cubs talking about? They are all drunk and disorderly! If I hadn't been drunk, I would have gone back a long time ago! lest I fall asleep in the car and see my wife's face when I go home!"

Yinglong felt that he was too honest, and he couldn't say a word in the private room at that time.

If you want to blame yourself, you are too depressed, except for playing cards as a way to vent your frustration, I don't think there is any meaning, as for winning or losing it doesn't matter at all.

Tong Yue's strong words, he didn't want to think too much about it at all, as for her ridicule, it stirred his mind.

Yinglong's heart was in turmoil, and all the things in the past and the embarrassment of the present made his heart rise and fall. Yu Xin made him laugh at Mr. Tao, maybe someone Tao was boasting about his "merits" to others behind his back!

For the first time in history, Yinglong felt that he was too, and a good family was messed up like this.

The "cold war" between him and Yuxin does not know when it will end.

Yinglong couldn't forgive Yu Xin, because he had reminded him countless times before, but Yu Xin took it as a deaf ear and didn't care what the result would be, but led to the current ending.

He would rather that a "snail girl" suddenly appeared around him at this time, so that he could calm the resentment in his heart and clear all his troubles.

But that wasn't realistic, and it didn't occur to him that he had to go that far. As for the desire from the heart, if time would go back, he would be very willing to start all over again, but if time really goes back, then all this will not happen?

The answer is ambiguous, and may or may not be.

Some things are destined to happen, and it is not necessary to do anything to avoid them, because people are complex complexes, condensed with seven emotions and six desires, and they will not be able to do everything just according to simple requirements.

Yinglong stood in the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror, his drunken eyes were hazy, his sideburns showed a trace of white hair, and his face was haggard, he was no longer the high-spirited Yinglong he used to be. He knew that Yu Xin sacrificed his youth for the sake of his family, but he quietly contributed everything.

No one wants to stand in front of him, hug his shoulders and thank him for all the effort he has put into his family, even a simple "thank you".

Yinglong thought about it, the corners of his eyes moistened, and there was a trace of tears. His eyes were bloodshot, like he hadn't slept for several nights.

Yinglong felt that it was time to sleep quietly, leaving all his worries behind for the time being, so that he could slowly heal his wounds unconsciously.

He wasn't used to spending the night outside, but tonight he chose to sleep in a hotel, so as to avoid the cold atmosphere at home, lest he come home in a daze against the wall and lie alone for the night tossing and turning.

Yinglong took off his clothes and stood under the sprinkler head to take a hot shower. Hot water flowed down the ends of his hair to his broad shoulders and down his shoulders to his solid chest.

Yinglong, who used to be tall and tall, now looks a little thin, but his body is still full of strong muscles, although it is not as strong as in the past, but it still does not lose the demeanor of a man, but now he is a little indecisive.

He washed it clean, dried his body with a bath towel, and put his clothes back on. And then

When I came to the bed, I turned on the TV, and lay down on the bed with my hair wet, and watched the TV program casually.

There are still TV dramas and news programs that have no beginning and no ending, and Yinglong has changed several stations in succession but has not found satisfactory content, so he simply threw the remote control aside and squinted his eyes, listening to the news in a daze in his ears.

He gradually became sleepy, lying unconsciously in bed listening to the announcer's muffled voice and fell asleep.