Chapter 187: Leng Haoxuan's compromise again
Sitting in the car, Chi Xiaoqing hugged Leng You and sat opposite Leng Haoxuan.
"You're so afraid of me." Leng Haoxuan took out a bottle of red wine from the Xiaoice box, took the stopper off himself, poured two glasses, and the red liquid in the goblet shook slightly as the car advanced.
"Come, celebrate our reunion after three years." He pursed his lips and smiled.That was something he had never shown in front of Chi Xiaoqing.A smile of joy from the heart.The always indifferent face seemed to have softened a lot at this moment.He let go of the thorns in his body.Spread out the softest part in front of her.
Chi Xiaoqing hesitated for a while, and finally shook her head and refused: "I don't want to drink, I don't think it's a thing to celebrate when I meet you." Even, she wished to be far away from him, completely forget him from her life, if it weren't for Leng Haoxuan's ruthless means to force her to submit, how could Chi Xiaoqing break the promise she made to Brian.
The man......
She still owes him after all.
"Who are you missing?" Leng Haoxuan saw that she was uneasy, his eyebrows froze, and he asked in a deep voice.
Chi Xiaoqing raised a stubborn smile and looked straight at him: "Guess."
There's no need to guess. The person who can make her look this kind of guilt look will not have a second one except Brian.
Hmph, I miss other men in front of him......
If it were the same as before, Leng Haoxuan would definitely give Chi Xiaoqing an unforgettable lesson, but now, he could only let the anger burn his blood, swallowing this breath back into his stomach, because, this was all his own effort, he didn't cherish it at the beginning, and easily believed in Ye Ziqiao's retribution.
"I'll give you time, make up for the three years I've been away from you." Leng Haoxuan held back his anger and said kindly. And the kid, I'll treat him well, and I've been suffering for you for the past three years."
A simple single sentence, a hard work, but it made Chi Xiaoqing's eyes red, her heart was faintly astringent, she wanted very little, just a word of comfort from others, a word of support, but, she didn't want to hear this sentence from Leng Haoxuan's mouth, it would only make her remember, the pain in the past three years was caused by him.
"I don't feel hard." She stubbornly spoke, swallowing the choked throat that had already reached her throat, trying to pretend to be calm: "In Italy, I've been happier than ever in the past three years, and if it weren't for your presence, I think, I'd be happier."
The words were like knives, ruthless, aimed at the most vulnerable part of Leng Haoxuan's heart, and stabbed it in. But the days without you make it hard for me to sleep.Xiaoqing.You're finally back."
He no longer has to toss and turn at night, he no longer has to taste the taste of being alone, because the woman he loves has really returned.
"Say that to your bedmates who want to be pampered." Chi Xiaoqing didn't enter the oil and salt, and he didn't change his face when Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, and he turned a blind eye to Leng Haoxuan's affectionate confession. Where are we going now?"
"Leng Ota, I said, let's go home together." Leng Haoxuan deliberately ignored her hurtful words, and developed the tender offensive to the limit.He knew.He hurt her too deeply.But.As long as he was given a chance.He would do his best to make up for her.To take care of her.。
Is it just such thoughtfulness and gentleness.
Chi Xiaoqing raised the corners of her mouth coldly: "What identity do you let me use to go back, the woman you don't want, your ex-wife."
"My wife." Leng Haoxuan solemnly spoke. You're the only one who can be my wife."
"What is that Ye Zi Joe?" Chi Xiaoqing really wanted to laugh out loud.After they divorced.He couldn't wait to marry Ye Ziqiao.Now he actually has the face to say in front of her.Joke.Big joke.
"Let's stop talking about those people, those things, okay." How could Leng Haoxuan not see Chi Xiaoqing's resistance.People make mistakes.He was the same.Blinded by the old love.He couldn't tell who he really wanted.When he figured it out.It was too late.Stretched out his hand.Wanted to hold the back of her hand.Chi Xiaoqing avoided it neatly.Ignoring his palm that suddenly stopped in the air.Brushed the hair around his ear.
Chi Xiaoqing shut up.She knew who was right and who was wrong now.Investigating the past.It really didn't make sense.Looking at the backward street scene outside the car window.Her emotions were very complicated.There was a feeling of coming back here.There was confusion about the road ahead.There was also a trace of resistance.
The city that has existed since she was born has brought her nothing but untold pain.
Her eyes slowly closed, she leaned back in her chair tiredly, and when the car stopped outside the cold house, her heart fluctuated for a moment as she looked at the familiar and unfamiliar building in front of her, as if she had never seen it in half her life.
"Mommy, where is this?" Leng You took Chi Xiaoqing's hand and asked uneasily, he was unfamiliar with this place, this place that could be regarded as home, had never appeared in his memory, what a sadness and irony.
Chi Xiaoqing opened her mouth, not knowing how to tell him.Leng Haoxuan bent down and gently patted Leng You's head.There was warmth flashing in the depths of her eyes: "This is our home."
"Home." Leng You blinked.His body unnaturally avoided Leng Haoxuan's touch.He moved a few steps to Chi Xiaoqing's side.He still hated this man.Because he had distracted his daddy and mommy.He was a complete villain.
"This isn't my home, Mommy, I want Daddy." He raised his head, his eyes were full of mist, in Leng You's heart, only Brian was his father, and Leng Haoxuan was just an irrelevant stranger.
Leng Haoxuan's eyes darkened, opened the door, and led them in. The furnishings of the cold house were the same as before Chi Xiaoqing left. she still remembered. she had been here. she had spent an unhappy married life.
Fragments of memories filled her mind, occupying her head, Chi Xiaoqing only felt tired, shook her head, she looked at Leng Haoxuan, who was standing quietly at the door, with a complicated expression. Why keep it here?"
"I just don't want you to feel strange when you come back." Leng Haoxuan chose to tell the truth, if he could save her, the so-called dignity he could all abandon.
"Is it necessary?" Chi Xiaoqing sneered, covering the emotion in her eyes, she didn't want anyone to know her feelings, and took Leng You to turn around. I'll go to the guest room."
Since he wants her to live here, she will stay. In the past three years, Chi Xiaoqing has learned a lot of things, and knowledge of current affairs is one of them.
Seeing her indifferent back enter the room, Leng Haoxuan breathed a sigh of relief, immediately called someone to bring a change of clean clothes, personally knocked on the door, and sent her in: "This is the clothes purchased according to your size."
He still remembers.
These are all her favorite colors.I have to say.When Leng Haoxuan wants to be nice to someone, it is enough to move any woman.But soon.Chi Xiaoqing suppressed this feeling fiercely." Thank you." She spoke plainly and politely, drawing a chasm between them with her own hands.
"What are you going to do with me?" She pretended to ask viciously, word by word, which made Leng Haoxuan's heart hurt.
"I want to remarry." He said his plan succinctly.Find her back.He couldn't not give her the name.Mrs. Leng's identity can't be controlled by anyone except her.No one can get it.Anyone can't get it.
"Impossible." Chi Xiaoqing categorically refused.Joke.She still thought she wasn't hurt deep enough.Yes.She couldn't forget Leng Haoxuan.It was because of his current gentleness.But.This doesn't mean that she is going to step into the hell of no return.Mrs. Leng's identity.She's just fed up." You let me stay.I don't have a problem.But.I need to work.We're just tenants living under the same roof.Marriage matters.You just dismiss the idea.I'm not going to agree." Her attitude was unprecedentedly resolute, her hand was tightly gripping Leng You's wrist, and the strength was so heavy that the child snorted again and again, but she stubbornly refused to let people notice.
"You want to work, I can arrange you an easy position in Anning, I won't back down on remarriage." Leng Haoxuan's domineering opening.Only this.He will never retreat.
"I'm not going to go to peace, I'm going to have you there, even the air makes me sick." Chi Xiaoqing gritted her teeth and said, she wanted Leng Haoxuan to give up the ridiculous idea of remarrying, and she wanted him to see her determination. Rest assured, I've learned to design in Italy, I can get a job on my own, I don't need you to pretend to be compassionate."
She was resolutely unwilling to accept Leng Haoxuan's kindness, and forcibly distanced them, except for a bitter smile, Leng Haoxuan didn't know what other expressions he could pose. He stared at Chi Xiaoqing for a long time before he sighed in frustration: "Don't be delusional about leaving me, you want freedom, you want space, you want work, I can give it to you."
This kind of words really came out of Leng Haoxuan's mouth.Chi Xiaoqing couldn't believe it.Only now did she believe that he had really changed.
"Don't look at me like that." Leng Haoxuan stretched out his hand and put it on her eyes, and said appointingly: "Compared to these, I don't want to lose you.Xiaoqing.Think about it.I really want to remarry you.It's also true.I want to be good to you." After speaking, he turned around neatly and left the room, leaving only a silent silence around Chi Xiaoqing.
He's changed......
This cognition made Chi Xiaoqing not know what to do.If it was Leng Haoxuan before.She could choose to fight against him.She could choose to hurt each other with him.He could hold a heart in front of her.How could she bear to draw a few knives on it.
"Mommy, is he really my daddy?" It wasn't until Leng Haoxuan left, Leng You pulled Chi Xiaoqing's skirt and asked. I don't want him to be Daddy. I want Brian, Mommy, why can't my daddy be Brian?"
"It's all Mommy's fault." Chi Xiaoqing closed her eyes in pain, not knowing how to explain to her son the mess of the first half of her life. He's your real father, but whether you recognize him or not, it's just up to you, and as for Brian." Thinking of the man who gave her selfless help, but was hurt by her in the end, Chi Xiaoqing could only smile helplessly. There's no way he's going to see us anymore. You have to remember, Brian is a good guy, Mommy owes him a lot, you know."
Leng You was a little confused, but he still nodded heavily under Chi Xiaoqing's persistent gaze: "En, Xiaoyou remember."
Looking at her well-behaved and sensible son, Chi Xiaoqing suddenly had infinite courage, even if she came back here, she could face all difficulties.