"Ji Yunyang, one day I will grow up, but it is not because of you. ”

This was said by Zhou Xinyi to Ji Yunyang when she was eighteen years old, at that time she was still wearing a white school uniform, and the sycamore leaves fell when the wind blew, she opened her mouth like that, but the stubbornness on her face still couldn't hide the tears in her eyes.

She was so young when she said this, and she sometimes wondered if she could do better if time could be reversed.

She only said to Ji Yunyang once in her life that I like you, and the answer she got was that she didn't forget but always wanted to forget her, she wanted to deceive herself, but those words were like engraved in her body, and they couldn't be erased or washed at all.

"I already have someone I like. Ji Yunyang's voice didn't fluctuate at all, or he wasn't affected by this matter at all, he wouldn't slow down and soften his tone because he wanted to reject her.

Such facts tell Zhou Xinyi all the time that she has never been taken seriously at all.

That's why it's the saddest.

But there is no way, love is love, no matter how sad she is, her eyes can't take her eyes off her figure, the words carved in her heart are not tattoos that can be written, that kind of trace always follows her, inseparable and suffocating.

"If I am willing to wait for you and I can change, will you let go of that person and accept me one day?" she said this with no tears in her eyes, because she suddenly realized that she didn't care about anything anymore.

Zhou Xinyi closed her eyes, she just felt that her eyes were extremely sour, she clenched her fists and thought in her heart that if even you and I would lose, then I, then what else do I care about, what am I afraid of.

Her words made Ji Yunyang, who had already turned around, turn his head, his eyes were pale and slightly yellowish-brown, there was no trace of waves in his eyes, but they were very calm, this kind of cold and cold personality made Zhou Xinyi hate for so many years afterward: "No." ”

The two words are already a death sentence, Zhou Xinyi was so powerless for a moment that she didn't have the strength to support her body anymore, she could barely see Ji Yunyang's face in the blur of tears, she smiled bitterly and thought about how good it would be if she could forget about it like this.

She wanted to forget, but she was reluctant to forget. Are people really so entangled?

"Then can I ask you, who is the person you like?" She opened her mouth as if she was not giving up, and as if her heart was like ashes, Ji Yunyang's cold eyes looked at her, making her feel a chill from the soles of her feet.

A leaf crossed the sky, Ji Yunyang's slender figure and sharp eyebrows did not seem to Zhou Xinyi's eyes, but before he knew it, everything had changed: "No, anyway, it's not the girl you're desperately dealing with now, if I tell you that I'm afraid that she will be at a great risk, Zhou Xinyi don't do these things again." ”

Hearing Ji Yunyang's cold words that were close to the death penalty, Zhou Xinyi was stunned at first and said that she could barely move, but she quickly reacted and smiled sadly.

Because what she always thought was a secret was put on the bright side so directly and without any embellishment, even if she had done the possibility of revealing things when she did those things, it felt different when Ji Yunyang said it in person: "It turns out that you already know it!"

About that day, Ji Yunyang's last memory of Zhou Xinyi was a decisive back, she stood in place and looked at his back, laughed and cried, she really didn't understand why the person Ji Yunyang liked was not her.

Obviously she is his childhood sweetheart, obviously she is the one who likes him the most, it seems that anyone can do it, why not her, and she seems to have been deeply hated by Ji Yunyang now.

The things she said that one day I would grow up just to earn back the last bit of name, and now there is only this cruel truth in front of me, Ji Yunyang doesn't need the so-called growth in her mouth at all, he doesn't need it.

The good her, or the bad her, he just doesn't need it.

Later, she wanted to escape and go abroad, and she studied economics abroad, which she was most afraid to be interested in, just for today, in order to come back, Ji Yunyang could be impressed by her, but as soon as she came back, what she heard was that Ji Yunyang was going to get married.

Ji Yunyang is going to marry Huo Xiaoran, Zhou Xinyi knows that the person Ji Yunyang liked at the beginning is definitely not Huo Xiaoran, Huo Xiaoran was only fifteen years old when she was eighteen years old, how could Ji Yunyang like a child when he was twenty years old at that time.

Since he didn't end up with the person he liked, why couldn't he be with her, anyone, why was it Huo Xiaoran, who couldn't compare to her?

She was not only unwilling, but when she came back, she found someone to carefully arrange a car accident for Huo Xiaoran, even if she thought that she was already incomprehensible, she was finally found by Huo Xiaoran, she thought that maybe it was not her plan that was discovered, but because Huo Xiaoran already knew that she would be shot by her when she was with Ji Yunyang.

That day, Huo Xiaoran wore a white gauze skirt, and that kind of girlish appearance was indeed something she couldn't have, Huo Xiaoran was still as willful as before, and her eyes looked at people from above:

"Hmph! I knew it was you, you should be the only one who shot at me for Ji Yunyang, how can you be jealous! It's a pity! No matter how jealous your Miss Zhou family is, this Ji Yunyang can't be yours." I'll forget it this time, if you dare to attack me again, don't force me to go to your uncle, you and I know that our two families are involved in too much business, and there is no good in making a fuss like this. ”

How could Zhou Xinyi not understand the truth of both glory and loss, but she only understood, she couldn't stop Huo Xiaoran, she looked at Huo Xiaoran with tears in her eyes, and wanted to use a calm tone The hatred in the last mouth was also shocking: "Do you really love him?"

Such words made Huo Xiaoran shrug his shoulders disdainfully at first and said: "What about love, what if you don't love, anyway, in the end, the person who married him was me." How can you look at me with this look, hate me, it's a pity! You can only hate me like this, but you can't touch me. ”

Zhou Xinyi clenched the coffee cup tightly in her hand, such words were just what the winner said to the loser, but she had to admit that she could only be angry like this.

"Since you don't love her, why...... Why rob her. Zhou Xinyi was already a little hysterical when she said this.

"Shhhh Huo Xiaoran didn't expect that he would see Zhou Xinyi like this, first shocked, and then gloating.