"Ah, that's good, what about your current grades?"

"Oh, I've got a serious study. In the past few days, I have been studying until 12 o'clock in the middle of the night before going to bed. I took the assessment again today, and I feel that I will do a lot of it, and I believe that I will get good results this time. Jian Na remembered that if he hadn't reminded herself that night, she might still be scolded now, and her affection for Xin Baichen would have deepened. At the same time, I remembered that when I couldn't see him online for half a month, I felt lost.

After Xin Baichen listened, he didn't speak for a long time, which made Jian Na think he hung up, so he hurriedly looked at the phone screen, and found that he was still on the phone, so he was relieved and asked:

"Xin Baichen, what's wrong with you?

"Oh, I'm wondering, how are you now? Aren't you a lot more relaxed? But then I wondered, is it a bit abrupt for me to ask? After all, you don't pay much attention to me in normal times, and I'm afraid that if I care too much, I'll hurt you. ”

How is this possible? She couldn't have told him she liked him, that's why she was like this to him? She was a girl after all. After thinking about it, she said:

"No, I just remembered that before, I gave you zero points, and it's hard for you to care about me so much, so I'm embarrassed. You don't know, a lot of the time I'm watching you while you're chatting. I was very happy to see that you often asked about me, but because I was embarrassed, I didn't speak. I didn't speak until that time when I thought you weren't there. And then it was fine. ”

"Oh, no wonder. I mean, many times, I saw that your buckle was on, but I never saw anyone speak, and I thought something had happened to you, and now I know that this is the reason, and I am relieved. Seriously, it's a pleasure to talk to you. ”

"Really? Great. ”

"Hehe, what a little girl, so happy as she is. ”

After a few more chats, this rare call ended. When Jian Na reluctantly hung up the phone, she suddenly felt that she was so happy at the moment that she was so unreal. Although she knew that this was destined to be her unrequited love, what did it matter?

After that, for half a month, Xin Baichen really failed to access the Internet as he said. When Jana, who was used to watching him online every day, stared at that dark avatar for several days in a row, she began to realize that Xin Baichen was already so important to her.

Of course, when the people in the group saw that they hadn't seen Xin Baichen for a long time, they also began to sound:

A: "Who of you knows what's going on with Xin Baichen lately? It seems like I haven't seen him for a week? What's wrong with him, isn't there an accident? To be honest, this group is the most active in him, and when he's not there, this group is like what's wrong, no one has spoken for a few days." ”

B: "yes, I thought I was the only one who thought so, but I didn't expect everyone to think the same way. Alas, I don't know what happened to Xin Baichen, he didn't come for a few days. , I miss him strangely. ”

The others were already hurting. As soon as they heard this, they started to laugh and asked B if he liked him. B hurriedly explained that he was a man, and treated Xin Baichen as a brother, so that everyone should not think about it, so that everyone did not continue to joke.

In the following period, because Jane Na began to study seriously, the head teacher did not continue to embarrass her, and her parents did not continue to complain when they saw her efforts, and Jane's life became better.

However, Xin Baichen didn't know why, there was no news for a long time. Originally, she said that she would come back in half a month, but now it has been almost a month, and it has not been deducted, which makes it difficult for Jane not to worry. Finally, I thought about it and sent a message to the number I called last time:

"Are Xin Baichen here? Where are you now? I'm Jana, I haven't seen you for a long time, I'm worried about you. ”

Soon, I received a reply message on my phone:

"Jana, I'm fine now, it's just that something went wrong with the original mission, which delayed the time to go home and worried you. Please tell them that I'm okay and that I'll be back in a few days. ”

"Okay, I'll be relieved that you're safe. After sending it, Jaena was alert to the idea that it would make him feel something? If he refused, what should he do? Fortunately, after waiting anxiously for a day and the other party did not reply to the message, Jaena was slightly relieved. Subsequently, Jane began to study seriously.

And a few days later, Xin Baichen really appeared on the computer as he said, and Jian Na really felt at ease. At this time, the day of the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer. In order not to affect her studies, Jana's parents have stopped the network cable, and although Jaena is very unhappy about this, she is helpless.

Finally, the college entrance examination is over. That day, after Jane Na had a good meal, she immediately urged her parents to pay the Internet bill, and the first thing she did was to go online. When her parents saw her like this, they remembered that the child had not relaxed for more than a month, so they let her go.

As soon as he went online, he received a message from Xin Baichen:

"Jana, I haven't seen you online for a long time, I don't know if you're okay? Since you sent me a message last time, I haven't seen you since I went online. Only then did I realize that you were about to take the college entrance examination, so I didn't bother you. I hope you're doing well. After the exam, I hope to see you. Xin Baichen stayed. ”

As soon as Jian Na saw this news, she felt that Xin Baichen was actually caring about herself, not to mention how happy she was, so she hurriedly left a message:

"Xin Baichen, I'm Jana. I'm done with the exam. After saying that, he waited anxiously for his reply, because at this time, his avatar was lit up.

But after waiting for a while, I didn't see Xin Baichen's reply. Only then did Jane Na feel that she cared too much? Could it be just a routine greeting? Sure enough, the news came from there after a while:

"Oh, Jana, you're done, that's good, okay, I'm going to be busy, let's talk." After saying that, it was actually offline. Jane Na stared at the blackened head, depressed, but deeply helpless.

It was on this day that Jane realized that she really liked him. Otherwise, why was he the first person she wanted to see after the exam? But his reaction was like a basin of cold water, which extinguished all her enthusiasm. Later, Jane remembered that she just said hello to the people in the group that day, and went offline silently, and she didn't go there, but just slept well. vowed to make up for all the sleep that had been missing this month.

Of course, later, Jaena still couldn't help but talk to Xin Baichen. After all, I even told him the most private things, what else can't I say?

It's just that I don't know why, Xin Baichen is sometimes very enthusiastic about her, sometimes very cold, and Jian Na is very distressed about it, but she is helpless.

Soon after, she started work. Of course, because of Jana's zero score at the time, Xin Baichen didn't come in the end. In this regard, Jian Na felt very guilty, but when she learned that Xin Baichen had developed differently and earned half of her salary, she was relieved, after all, if it weren't for her, he might only be able to live on this salary like her. However, it was only then that she realized that she had harmed others. Otherwise, even if he can make money, he will pay a lot. It's not like her, although she doesn't earn much, but at least she has more time to rest. Thinking of this, Jane felt sorry for him again. But what else can be done now that it has come to this?

Of course, later, they did not break off contact because of this, and still greeted each other on the Internet as if they were nothing, although there were not many topics, and it ended after a few words occasionally, Jaanna still felt very happy. Occasionally, Xin Baichen came in a mood and asked her out to play, although when she went out, she was just climbing a mountain and drinking or something, but Jian Na suddenly felt that this was also a kind of happiness.

And time, there is a vague interaction between the two people, and it passes in a hurry. Jane Na is also much more mature than before, but Xin Baichen's attitude towards her has always been a heart problem for her. But she is a girl in the end, and it is inconvenient to ask directly, so the relationship between the two has been dragged on.

Sometimes, Jane thinks about it, maybe this is also a kind of happiness. At least she wasn't rejected, at least she could still walk by his side, at least he could still talk to her, although not much, it was better than nothing. Even if it wasn't about love, what did it matter? As long as she was happy, wouldn't it?

When Jaanna recalled later, she always remembered that day, when there was a problem at work and she was facing the fate of being fired, she remembered Xin Baichen's attitude of being about to leave, and the more she thought about it, the more bitter she became, so she ran to the bar and got drunk, and rejected several ill-intentioned men in a row, and finally when they began to prepare to surround them, they found a gap and quickly stopped a taxi, so that they were able to get out. Although there was no danger in the end, it also made Jane afraid of herself.

I remember that day, after finally crawling home, the first thing I did was to go online as usual, and Xin Baichen was online. I don't know why, Jane was particularly sad that day. So she suddenly made a decision. Through the wine, she confessed:

"Xin Baichen, in fact, I have always loved you very much. Do you know?" But I don't know why, but there was no response for a long time.

It seems that after waiting for a century, Xin Baichen's avatar flashed, and after Jian Na slowly opened it, she found that it actually read: "You love me, that's your business." ”

Seeing this, Jaanna couldn't help but ask:

"What about you? Do you like me?"

Over there, Xin Baichen didn't answer. Later, it seemed that only a minute later, Xin Baichen's avatar actually dimmed. Janna was distressed, was this a refusal?

Then the next day, Jayna went to resign. Within two days, Jaena decided to go to a different place to develop, so as to forget the embarrassment of this confession. And in a blink of an eye, it was another two years. In the past two years, in order to forget Xin Baichen, Jian Na reapplied for QQ, and the original number was only occasionally used to prevent recycling. And for some reason, Jaenna was on the Internet a few times in those occasional times, but there was no news of Xin Baichen. Perhaps, he was running away from himself, Jane thought with a sigh. Fortunately, her busy work made her think flawlessly, and everything seemed to pass.

Of course, in the past two years, she has not been without a boyfriend. It's just that for some reason, every boyfriend's relationship will not exceed a month, because Jian Na suddenly felt that they were not as good as Xin Baichen, so they naturally became cold, and the relationship naturally ended without a problem, and Jian Na didn't care about it. After all, I was dating for the sake of forgetting, and I didn't pay any emotion at all, so do you need to be sad about this?, Jane thought to herself.

Time flies. In a blink of an eye, the New Year is here. When she saw that many of her colleagues had begun to take a vacation and prepare to go home, Jaena realized that she hadn't been back for two years.

So, she decided to go home, she wanted to see him, she really wanted to see.

However, when she informed him, she received a text message from him: "Oh", and she felt that maybe the man was not as happy as she imagined.

When returning to the familiar place, Jaina burst into tears when she saw that familiar figure. However, she didn't dare to let him see it, so she could only desperately hold back her tears and say hello, long time no see. And the two fell silent. She used to be able to speak, but now she is relatively silent, is this the change brought about by time? The two said goodbye. Looking at his departing figure, Jane Na only felt that not hugging him should be the regret of her life.

This night, at home, Jaenna couldn't sleep at all. I haven't remembered that man for a long time. I didn't expect that when I thought about it, I could still affect myself so deeply, so that although I was very sleepy now, I still couldn't sleep. After thinking about it, she finally logged in to the QQ that she hadn't been on for a long time.

As soon as I went online, I found a message from Xin Baichen:

"I'm getting married. ”

Janna was stunned by the sudden news. He's getting married?so soon?he's announcing the news so ruthlessly, isn't he afraid she'll be upset?And at the same time as the news came, the right side also prompted that his space had been updated, so Jaina ran in to see it again. Only then did she realize that there were a lot of things that she might have missed early on......

090221: That girl was funny and actually gave me a zero score. I missed this opportunity to go to work, but strangely, I don't blame her.

090230: On this day, I talked to her for the first time on the buckle and I was very happy. But she was very cold, maybe I was self-inflicted.

090321: I haven't seen her for a long time, is she okay?

090422: She's still cold to me, and maybe, I should really let go.

090526: On this day, she finally spoke to me. It turned out that she didn't do well in the exam, so I comforted her a few words. Girl, I hope you're doing well.

090626: In a few days, she should take the college entrance examination. and wish her all the best......

Looking at these diaries, she realized that he also liked him. It's a pity, but because of her indifference, and his self-esteem, the two of them ended up missing out......

Then two days later, he was married, and that day, Jaina remembered that she had heard the news of Xin Baichen's marriage, and she cried all night, and she missed his wait. Perhaps, just like you quietly, when you are tired, listen to your complaints, feel your mood, like we have always been together. But in reality, I had to leave, because I loved you deeply.

After that Chinese New Year, Jane left again. This time, she really let go. But she also understands that she will always bless Xin Baichen. After loving this scene, she has no regrets after all.

Love is still bread, in today's society where realism prevails, how many people can not hesitate to go to simple love, and give up delicious bread?

Cui Xiru, born in a fairly wealthy family, her mother is a full-time housewife, she takes good care of Xiao Xiru and her brother Xizhe, Xiru's mother attaches great importance to cultivating two children's interests, she also specially invited the teacher to teach the brother and sister the piano at home, she feels that the piano gives people an elegant and comfortable feeling, the two children can cultivate their own temperament in this kind of course, it may be that the little boy is too naughty, Xizhe seems to be unable to calm down for a moment, and he is not good at practicing the score given by the teacher, but Xiru is very well-behaved, and often gets praise from the teacher, whenever this happens, Xizhe will always make a big grimace to Xiru。 Before the age of ten, Xiru lived a carefree life like a princess, but no one can predict a person's life, when Xiao Xiru was ten years old, her father's company went bankrupt, and all her property was gone, but due to too many foreign debts, the family moved from the villa to a simple rental house, and they all said that the hard life was a good life to live a good life, but it was still difficult to accept, Xiru cried, saw that her favorite piano was moved, Xiao Xiru insisted on holding the legs of those workers, but no one paid attention to her, let her cry pitifully, because at this moment she is no longer a princess, only her mother pulled her into her armsand hugged her tightly...... Xizhe seemed to know what was going on at home, he didn't lose his temper at all, and took the initiative to help his parents with housework, and he was no longer naughty, and everyone in the family felt that Xizhe had grown up overnight.

Since the bankruptcy of Dad's company, Mom also began to go out to look for a job, but due to too little work experience, Mom only found a job as a waiter, and Dad also found a new job, which is to do management in a small company, although there are still many debts outside, but with the efforts of Mom and Dad, the basic life of the family is still guaranteed, and the days are just like this, it seems to be hard, but it is also a happy thing for the family to be together, Xiao Xizhe and Xiru have also grown up slowly, but Xiru still seems to be unable to accept the current life, without Pizza Hut, without Barbie, Xiao Xiru will still be teary-eyed, Mom saw such a Xiru but didn't know what to do, so she could only give her the best.

That year, Xiru was sixteen years old.

On this day, the outside style was extraordinarily large, and the rain mixed with the strong wind banged on the windows, and the sound of crackling was terrifying.

"Xiru, when did Dad and Xizhe go out, why haven't they come back yet?"

"It seems like it's around six o'clock. ”

"It's nine o'clock, and it won't take so long to go out to buy something, and it's really worrying that the rain outside is so heavy. Xiru's mother looked worried.

"Mom, don't worry, I'll call Dad. With that, Xiru walked to the telephone.

"Xiru, don't fight, I'm afraid your father will be distracted, your father is driving. ”

"Ding Ding Ding" At this time, the phone rang, "Mom may be Dad calling back." As she spoke, Xiru picked up the phone.

"Hey, is that Daddy? We were just about to call you. ”

"Hello Miss, this is Renai Hospital, is it Mr. Cui Mingda's family?" Unexpectedly, a strange woman's voice came from the phone, and when she heard the phone number from the hospital, Xiru's heart chuckled.

"Yes, what's the matter, is it my dad who happened?"

"Mr. Choi Myung-da and Choi Hee-cheol had a car accident and are currently in the emergency room, please come to Renai Hospital as soon as possible. ”

"Okay, okay. Xiru put down the phone and told her mother about it, and the two hurried to Renai Hospital.

Coming to the hospital to wait for them was a bad news, Cui's father had passed away due to a serious car accident, and Cui Xizhe was lucky to survive, but he could never stand up, and Cui's mother fainted on the spot when she heard the news.

"The patient has woken up, you can go and visit. A young nurse walked over and patted Xiru on the shoulder.

"Mom, let's go in and see my brother. Xiru wiped her tears and helped her mother to the side.

"Xiru, don't talk about your father when you go in, I'm afraid that Xizhe will have an emotional breakdown, and I'll talk about it when I have a chance in the future. Cui's mother still couldn't help but instruct.

As soon as she entered the ward and saw her son who had his lower limbs amputated, Cui's mother couldn't help but sob. The atmosphere in the ward was terrible, everyone had a solemn expression on their faces, and no one spoke, because at this time, they didn't know what to say.

"Mom, sister, don't be too sad, it's already like this, it seems that I'm going to bother you in the future. Xi Zhe pointed to his leg and broke the awkward atmosphere with a wry smile.

"Xizhe......" Cui's mother looked at such a son, and she choked up and couldn't make a sound.

"Brother, don't worry, I will take good care of you in the future. Xiru said as she stood beside her brother.

"Silly sister, it's okay, isn't it just a pair of legs, brother is not afraid, by the way, how is Dad, why didn't I see Dad?"

"Daddy, Daddy ......"

"Heeze, Dad, he's okay, in another ward. ”

"Brother, in fact, dad him, he's gone. For some reason, Xiru still told the truth.

"You kid, why ......" The mother instantly burst into tears.

"Mom, in fact, I estimated that it was a very bad situation before you came, when the car accident happened, Dad used his body to protect my head, but he hit the steering wheel, I knew that Dad's injury would not be lighter than me, but I didn't expect it to be like this. Xizhe didn't look over, tears flowed down his face.

This tragic day passed in tears, since then, Xiru has become more sensible, more serious in studying, outside of class, can always see Xiru's figure running around in many fast food restaurants, cafes, she is very busy, so busy that she doesn't even have time for herself, there are often boys in the school to confess to Xiru, but she refused, the reason for her refusal is - no time, she has no time to fall in love. In her busy life, Xiru finished college and was admitted to graduate school, although her grades were very good, but she did not continue to study, she wanted to come out early, come out early to make money, and take care of her mother and brother.

It's really hard to find a job, out of school, Xiru found that in this world full of college students, she is nothing at all, it doesn't matter if you have ability, it doesn't matter if you have knowledge, watching those high-income jobs being picked up by people who are not as good as herself, Xiru is really unwilling, but what can she do? Isn't society like this? Xiru just smiled bitterly. After looking for a job for a few days, none of them were satisfactory to him, or he said that he wanted to be a clerk, but how could those meager wages be enough for a family of three to live? Hey, what should I do? Xiru walked weakly on the road, looking at one company after another.

"C Supermarket, International Model Capital, Xifeng Catering..."Xiru muttered the names of these companies as she walked.

"International model capital, international model capital? Could it be the modeling agency that has cultivated one supermodel after another?" Xiru walked towards the model capital as if he had discovered something.

"Hello, Miss, do you need any help?" Cui Xiru asked enthusiastically as soon as she entered the door.

"Well, I want to come for an interview. ”

"Interview, well, you turn right from here into 306, that's where we offer interviews. The front desk lady politely gave Nozomi directions.

"Thank you. With that, Xiru lifted her feet and walked towards 306.

Xiru walked in the direction guided by the front desk lady, and as soon as she turned right, she was frightened by this long queue, and the tall and good-looking girls lined up in a long line, it seems that there are really a lot of competitors. I don't know how long it took, but it was finally Xiru's turn, and Xiru pushed open the door with a nervous heart.

"Cui Xiru, huh?" one of the interviewers spoke first.

"Well, hello interviewers. Cui Xiru smiled sweetly at the interviewer.

"Looking at your resume, you are a very good girl, and you have a lot of work experience, can you tell us the reason for choosing Modu?"

"Actually, I think it's fate, the first thing that attracts me is the fame of the model capital, because it has cultivated a lot of supermodels, and then I also like the modeling industry, I like the feeling of walking on the catwalk, I think that with interest can I do a better job, and I think I have the conditions to be a model, figure, face, I am not lacking. Although he was right, Xiru's heart was beating a drum.

"Miss Cui Xiru, we are very satisfied with your confidence, and your thinking is also very clear, I hope you can have such confidence on the catwalk. ”

"Well, okay, do you mean to hire me?"

"Yes, but Miss Cui, we have to tell you that your career as a female model is very short, and besides, your current age is not very young, what do you think about this issue?"

……

The interview results of the day were very successful, Xiru came home and told the good news to her mother and brother, but Xiru's mother was not very satisfied with it, she felt that the modeling industry was too chaotic, and conditions like Xiru could obviously find a stable and stable job, but seeing Xiru's excited face, he didn't say much, and Xizhe didn't have any dissatisfaction, he knew that international models are very famous modeling agencies, their requirements should be quite high, and her sister can enter, which is not a good thing for her future development。

Since that day, Cui Xiru began to work in the mold capital, because she has better conditions and experience in walking the stage, so she is much smoother than the average newcomer, Cui Xiru was arranged by the supervisor to go to a large fur clothes catwalk not long after entering the company, if it is placed on the average newcomer, how can there be such good luck, and it is precisely because of Cui Xiru's smooth sailing that she has been jealous of many people。。。。。。

The fur catwalk event is coming soon, Cui Xiru came to the event site with the team, the members began to get busy as soon as they arrived at the event site, the props group was busy sorting out the props, the costume group dotted the costumes a little, the models arranged their makeup in the mirror, they painted so that they could present the best posture in front of the manufacturers and guests later, in fact, everyone knows that this event is very important, if the models perform well, they will also get more opportunities to appear on stage, Xiru sat in her position and carefully smeared, this is her first time on stage in the mold capital, there must be no mistakes, Cui Xiru come on, Xiru secretly cheers for herself in her heart。

"Cui Xiru, this is your costume. ”