Mu Licheng was stunned, but he didn't expect the first thing she asked when she woke up was "Why are you here", he gently put Wang Xiaojing's hand on the hospital bed, and then covered it with a quilt, she had just woken up and had to take care of it.

"I'm here to see you. ”

Wang Xiaojing smiled, and her pale and haggard face became a little vibrant, "Thank you." ”

She looked to the side, and when she saw Zhao Jiajia, she automatically ignored the past, and then saw that Ning Yu was also there, "Ning Yu, why are you here too......?

As she spoke, she suddenly braced herself up to get up.

Mu Licheng hurriedly pressed her shoulder, "Xiaojing, you lie down and don't move." ”

Zhao Jiajia and Ning Yu in the back were also flustered, they hadn't forgotten the doctor's explanation just now, Wang Xiaojing needed to recuperate now, and she couldn't move.

Seeing their nervous expressions, Wang Xiaojing also smiled and said: "Why are you so nervous, am I not good? The hospital just likes to exaggerate, isn't it just a minor operation!"

God knows, she was in the operating room last night and rescued all night, all night!

Mu Licheng looked at Wang Xiaojing's forced smile, she really couldn't bear it, she had just woken up, "Xiaojing, the doctor just finished operating on you, and said that you still need to be observed, just cooperate with the doctor, and you can be discharged from the hospital soon." ”

He really couldn't bear it, remembering what the doctor had just told him, if Wang Xiaojing didn't accept chemotherapy again, it was very likely that she would only have half a year to live, and the point was that she would not get sick in this half a year.

With a condition like hers, it is very likely that once the disease occurs, she will never wake up again.

Wang Xiaojing lay down and stopped moving, "Okay, I'll listen to you, you will accompany me, right?"

Mu Licheng didn't speak, he knew that his promise could only be given to Zhao Jiajia alone, and it was absolutely impossible to give it to a woman other than Zhao Jiajia, even if it was a white lie.

Ning Yu saw Mu Licheng's embarrassment, so he said: "Xiaojing, you can recuperate with peace of mind, don't think about anything else, we will all accompany you and will not leave you." ”

This sentence was very mellow, which not only solved Mu Licheng's embarrassment, but also calmed Wang Xiaojing's uneasy heart. Mu Licheng cast a grateful glance at Ning Yu.

Wang Xiaojing smiled faintly, "I'm a little tired and want to sleep, Licheng, don't leave." ”

Mu Licheng was a little embarrassed, and he said tactfully: "Xiaojing, there are good doctors and nurses here, you can sleep peacefully." ”

He can not leave, but it is impossible to accompany Wang Xiaojing in the hospital all the time, besides, he only has two days off on weekends.

Wang Xiaojing's heart twitched, and the smile on her face was put away, and her face was full of loss, "Okay, I know...... I'm going to sleep for a while. ”

As she spoke, she slowly closed her eyes, a crystal tear flowed down from the corner of her eye, and she also knew that she couldn't keep him.

She knew that she didn't have to work hard now, and Mu Licheng would come to see her, because she was going to 'leave' after all.

When they broke up, she took the initiative to propose it, and she also took the initiative to leave. But life is like this, when you can have it, you choose to give up, and now you want to have it, but you have to let go.

At this moment, Wang Xiaojing realized that he was really nothing in his heart, and he didn't even have a little place.

Wang Xiaojing now has a deep understanding of this, in Mu Licheng's heart, except for guilt and pity, I am afraid there is no trace of it.

But, at least, there is guilt and pity, at least I can still see him!, she comforted herself.

After pushing out of the ward, Mu Licheng explained to Wang Xiaojing's attending doctor, and then found a nurse for Wang Xiaojing, and then took Zhao Jiajia and Ning Yu to have a meal together.

Dinner was eaten at Mu's house, Zhao Jiajia didn't have much appetite recently, and after eating a few bites, he returned to the room, Ning Yu originally wanted to say goodbye, but he was entangled by Mu Yishan.

"Jiajia, are you unhappy?" After Mu Licheng returned to the room, he saw Zhao Jiajia who was already lying in the bed, and he blamed himself a little in his heart: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”

At dinner just now, Zhao Jiajia simply moved his chopsticks, and he ate in the hospital at noon, and Zhao Jiajia didn't eat much.

He knows that Zhao Jiajia is a foodie, and usually eats a lot of food whether it is delicious or not, but now the motivation that can affect her eating should only be her mood!

Zhao Jiajia turned over, faced Mu Licheng and said, "No, don't apologize to me." I can understand your feelings towards Wang Xiaojing, and I also know that you are just out of concern for your friends. I really don't mind, didn't we say okay last time? We're going to take care of Xiaojing together in the future. ”

"Then why do you ......eat so little at night?"

Zhao Jiajia knew what Mu Licheng was going to ask, and explained with a smile: "I really don't have a good appetite tonight, maybe I didn't eat in the morning, I ate too late at noon, and my stomach is a little uncomfortable." ”

"Really?" Mu Licheng didn't believe it.

"Really, truly, more than gold. ”

Hearing Zhao Jiajia say this, Mu Licheng was a little relieved, so he said: "Then I'll go down and ask Sister-in-law Li to make you a cup of tea to warm your stomach, and you can sleep first." ”

Zhao Jiajia nodded and closed her eyes, she has been really sleepy lately!

Early the next morning.

Zhao Jiajia held a bouquet of fresh gardenias and came to the hospital with Mu Licheng. The pure gardenia flowers are blooming brightly, representing vigorous vitality, and the green leaves are still dewdropped, crystal clear.

When the nursing lady saw someone coming to visit, she whispered, "Miss Wang just fell asleep, and she didn't sleep all night last night, so she fell asleep." ”

Mu Licheng looked at Wang Xiaojing in the ward, and his face was still very pale: "Then let's come back later and take good care of her." ”

Zhao Jiajia handed the little daisy to the nurse and was about to leave, when Wang Xiaojing's voice came from behind, "Is Li Cheng here?"

Mu Licheng and Zhao Jiajia glanced at each other, pulled Zhao Jiajia forward and said, "Yes, how do you feel today?"

"Sister Zhang, help me up and sit down!"

Wang Xiaojing sat up slowly, saw Mu Licheng and Zhao Jiajia, and her heart sank.

"Jiajia is here too! I'm much better today, look at me, I'm sick and let you run back and forth like this!"

Zhao Jiajia hurriedly said, "It's okay, we just want to see how you are." Feel better now, right? As long as you get some rest, you'll be able to heal quickly. ”

He smiled bitterly: "Yes, the doctor just came in the morning, and I know everything." ”

"......" Zhao Jiajia silently glanced at Mu Licheng, she didn't know what to say in this situation.

Obviously, the two of them desperately wanted to hide this matter, but people knew about it early on, and there was no need to hide it at all.

However, Wang Xiaojing's appearance was not very pessimistic, which made her feel a little better.

Mu Licheng looked at Wang Xiaojing and said, "Be optimistic, Xiaojing, you know, as long as you receive chemotherapy, there is actually still a chance." ”

Wang Xiaojing smiled bitterly, "Licheng, you know, I'd rather die than go for treatment." ”

Mu Licheng's lips moved, but in the end he didn't say anything.

He just wanted to say, why bother! In such a time of life and death, why do you need to care so much, in front of life, nothing matters.

He knew what Wang Xiaojing cared about in his heart, but these didn't matter at all, okay?

"Xiaojing, I think you're still ......"

Wang Xiaojing interrupted him: "Licheng, you don't have to persuade me, I won't accept chemotherapy." ”

If she undergoes chemotherapy, then her beautiful hair is not going to leave her, she remembers that when Mu Licheng used to be with her, her favorite was her hair.

She didn't want to lose the last chance to be with Mu Licheng.

If he becomes a bald head, then how can he stand with Mu Licheng?

Mu Licheng didn't speak, and Wang Xiaojing didn't say anything. The atmosphere in the ward was very awkward, Wang Xiaojing looked at Mu Licheng from time to time, but because of Zhao Jiajia, she didn't want to say anything.

Zhao Jiajia was a little overwhelmed, and she was uncomfortable walking around.

Mu Licheng also saw that she was uncomfortable, and after a while, they left, and the nurse shook the hospital bed down again so that she could sleep more comfortably.

"Sister Zhang, do you think I'm going to die?" Wang Xiaojing lay flat, her eyes looking at the ceiling, looking lifeless.

The nurse Sister Zhang hurriedly said: "Ouch, Miss Wang, don't talk nonsense, the doctors haven't made up their minds yet, why are you so negative!

"Forget it, I know my own business. She began to cry, and in the presence of an insignificant person, she released all the pain that had buried her heart. "Why? Is this my retribution?

Her body twitched slightly with the cry, and she suddenly felt a faint tingling pain in her head, but it quickly disappeared.

She felt infinitely afraid, would she really leave this world?

On the windowsill, a bunch of white gardenias bloomed extremely brilliantly, but in her opinion, it seemed to be Zhao Jiajia's ridicule and demonstration.

"Sister Zhang, throw away the flowers, I don't like the smell. She didn't want to see Zhao Jiajia, nor did she want to see everything related to Zhao Jiajia.

"Okay. ”

Wang Xiaojing slowly closed her eyes, the tears in the corners of her eyes slipped silently, she regretted it, she really regretted it, regretted why she was so strong to leave Mu Licheng in the first place?

If he hadn't left at the beginning, even if he really wanted to leave this world now, would he have seven more years to spend with Mu Licheng!

As long as you are with the person you love, even if you have one more side, you will earn it and be happy.

But now it's really too late, and it's too late for her to undo it all. She knew that even if she was treated, it would be nothing more than a dying throe. Only she knows her body best, and she knows that her time is numbered.

However, she wanted to be accompanied by Mu Licheng during the last period of her life.

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In the next few days, Zhao Jiajia will come to see Wang Xiaojing when she is free, and she will not speak, just sit for a while and ask the nurse about Wang Xiaojing's recent condition.

She knew that Wang Xiaojing didn't want to talk to her, and she didn't want to see herself, but there was no way, she knew that Mu Licheng was worried about Wang Xiaojing, so she came to the hospital every day to see her, and went back at night to talk to Mu Licheng about her recent situation.

She admitted that she still minded the matter between Wang Xiaojing and Mu Licheng before, but now she has completely seen it. After she saw Wang Xiaojing's pale face in the ward, she completely looked away.

Wang Xiaojing was still unwilling to accept chemotherapy in the end, and kept taking medicine and hanging water in the hospital every day, and she had been pushed to the operating room several times, but fortunately the doctor rescued her.

"Sister Zhang, throw away the words, I don't want to see it. Wang Xiaojing looked at the back of Zhao Jiajia leaving, and said coldly to the nurse.

But when he finished speaking, he regretted it again, so he had to say: "Forget it, don't throw it away." ”

After speaking, a wry smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, she really didn't expect that after thirty years of beautiful scenery, she was always surrounded by many people before, but at the end of her life, it was Zhao Jiajia who was by her side......

She knows that her arrogant personality has not made any good friends, in this life, except for her deceased father who really loves her, there is only Mu Licheng.

But seven years ago, it was she who pushed Mu Licheng away from her side, in the past seven years, although the treatment can make her a mother, but without a father, what is the point of being a mother!

"Miss Wang, you haven't eaten a little at noon, do you want me to buy you something to eat now?" The nurse is a warm-hearted person, and every time she sees such a beautiful young girl lying on the bed, she always feels pity in her heart.

Poor man, such a young man!

Wang Xiaojing said: "No need, you bring my coat, now the sun is just right at noon, I want to go to the garden below to bask in the sun." With the support of Sister Zhang, she got up from the hospital bed and changed into her hospital gown, "Don't accompany me, I just want to sit alone." As soon as the sun goes down, I'll be back. ”

"That's okay, Miss Wang, you bring your mobile phone, call me if there's something. ”

Wang Xiaojing nodded, left the ward with her mobile phone, and when she was at the door, she turned around and asked, "Today is Saturday, right?"

"yes!"

Wang Xiaojing turned around, stopped talking, and left the ward alone and went to the garden of the hospital.

Today is Saturday, but Mu Licheng didn't come to see her. She knew that Mu Licheng would take a vacation every Saturday, but Zhao Jiajia came here only in the morning today, and Mu Licheng did not appear.

Isn't it, his current appearance is too ugly, and Mu Licheng doesn't want to take a second look?

After sitting in the park for a while, looking around at the hated patients and their families snuggling up to each other and saying the most intimate words, she felt that her life was really sad.

After my father died, I didn't have a single relative. When her mother learned that she was sick, she came to see her, knowing that she would have to pay a high medical bill for her life soon, so she left without even saying hello.

Now that she is hospitalized, the medical expenses and the salary of the nurse are all given by Mu Licheng, what has she done in her life, and why is she still so lonely when she dies?

She has studied hard and worked hard for so many years, just to stand in the most dazzling place and find a person she loves the most, is this wrong?

When the sun slowly moved to the west and the leaves could no longer cover the sun, Wang Xiaojing slowly walked out of the hospital, looking at the streets around him, and felt a sense of presence.

Mu Licheng came back a little late because he went to the airport to pick up Mu Yishan, it was already five o'clock, and it happened to be the rush hour after work, so he had to drive on the road at a turtle speed. The mobile phone rang, and Mu Licheng took it out of his pocket and saw that it was his little wife Zhao Jiajia calling.

Mu Yishan handed over the phone and said, "You can't answer the call from my sister-in-law?"

Mu Licheng glanced at her: "You can't answer your phone, your sister-in-law definitely has to answer it." I'll drive, you pick it up, say we're on our way. ”

"Wife and slave. Mu Yishan despised her second brother very much: "Sister-in-law, my brother and I are already on our way home, is there something wrong?"

"Yishan, tell Licheng that Wang Xiaojing has been standing on the overpass for almost two hours, and she refuses to come down no matter how much she persuades her, I don't think you can think about it, you let Licheng hurry up and take a look." ”

Mu Licheng frowned, "Call the police, the police uncle will save her down, besides, how high the overpass is, she can't die if she falls." ”

She didn't like Wang Xiaojing in the first place, and the last time she saw Wang Xiaojing shopping with her brother, she didn't like her even more.

If her brother hadn't brought Ning Yu to the house later, she would definitely have told her parents about it. You must know that Wang Xiaojing is not another woman, but her brother's ex-girlfriend, this matter can be big or small.

But now that so much time has passed, my sister-in-law doesn't care, and the relationship between the two seems to be better than before, so she shouldn't have seen it!

"I have called the police, and the police are persuading, but she just didn't say a word, and the police found out her identity and called me. I think she must not be able to think about it, and if she wants to find a short-term view, I guess only your brother can persuade her. Zhao Jiajia was very anxious, and she was also frightened when she received the call.

Although I know that Wang Xiaojing is dying soon, it can't end like this!

Mu Yishan said solemnly: "Sister-in-law, why are you so kind! Who is she, why do you go to see her! Hurry home! Besides, the second brother doesn't need to pay for her inability to think about it, it's her business whether she can't think of it." ”

She didn't believe that Wang Xiaojing would really jump, she was going to jump early, she didn't have to wait for two hours, and she was alarmed by the police.

There are many cases in the TV news, some people can't think of jumping off the building and jumping into the river, the police are dispatched, the citizens are watching, the city is full of wind and rain, and in the end it is not that they are not dead.

These people are just empty insiders who want to gain attention. is like Wang Xiaojing, at most, she just wants to win her brother's sympathy. I feel sympathetic for this kind of thing once or twice, but the more times it happens, the more ridiculous it is.

Mu Licheng also heard the voice on the phone, he snatched the phone directly from Mu Yishan's hand, and said, "Jiajia, what's wrong?"

"Li Cheng, come and take a look! Wang Xiaojing wants to find a short view, and she has been standing on the overpass for more than two hours, no matter how I persuade her, she will not speak. I think she might be waiting for you to come. ”

Mu Licheng frowned: "Where is it, I'll come over immediately." ”

"Come to the overpass on the road to the hospital, you hurry up. I'm afraid that after a long time, Xiaojing's body won't be able to hold on. ”

"Got it, we'll be right here. Hanging up the phone, Mu Licheng said in annoyance: "Yishan, don't talk nonsense for a while, Xiaojing is in very bad health now, she has a very serious illness." ”

Mu Yishan nodded and stopped talking. She rarely saw her brother talking to herself in this tone, maybe Wang Xiaojing really had some serious illness!

Think about it, my sister-in-law is also a normal woman, if it weren't for Wang Xiaojing's serious illness, why would Wang Xiaojing be looking for a short catty, and my sister-in-law was so nervous!

Mu Licheng went to the hospital as fast as possible, but before he was transferred, he was already blocked at the intersection, and now it is the rush hour after work, and there are many people and vehicles on the road, and now there is this situation again, and the traffic near the overpass has been suspended.

Airbags have been placed under the flyover bridge, occupying two lanes in the middle of the road, which is not spacious, and the traffic on the entire road is paralyzed. Coupled with the nearby onlookers, it was simply impassable.

Mu Licheng had no choice but to take a shortcut and drive the car from another square to the parking lot of the hospital, and then ran a long distance with Mu Yishan before rushing to the overpass.

Wang Xiaojing had climbed to the outside of the railing of the overpass, facing the wind, her skirt was flying, she was holding the railing with one hand, leaning outward, and sat on the railing staggeringly.

He didn't speak, he just sat quietly, his empty eyes full of despair.

Zhao Jiajia and a few policemen stood aside, as if trying to say something, but Wang Xiaojing turned a deaf ear and kept looking into the distance.

The police didn't dare to rush forward rashly, for fear of angering Wang Xiaojing, so they had to delay as much as possible.

Zhao Jiajia saw Mu Licheng and Mu Yishan coming, and hurriedly ran down from the overpass, pinching a cold sweat tightly, "Licheng, you are finally here, I don't know what to do if you don't come again!"

Mu Licheng hugged Zhao Jiajia tightly in his arms, he could feel her slightly trembling body, looked up, and saw Wang Xiaojing's eyes above in a trance, he was not only annoyed but also deeply pity, seeing her like this, he really looked down on life and death.

However, to be able to live, even if it is one more day, is happy!

Zhao Jiajia tugged at his arm and said, "Look, how dangerous this is, her health is not good, the doctor was still telling me yesterday that she needs to recuperate, you said that if you are not careful, it will be a human life, you should go up and persuade her." ”

At this time, an onlooker aunt next to her said, "Ouch, now these young people, I don't know what they always can't think about, this airbag is not big enough, I have to move a few more." ”

Another aunt on the side accosted: "What can't you think about at a young age, at the same age, even if something happens, you can start all over again, why do you want to die! ”

"Alas, that's right, let's not join in the fun, lest we splash blood and be unlucky. ”

Mu Licheng listened, glanced at Zhao Jiajia, to be honest, they were a little cold, this society is like this, people are warm and cold, and the world is cold.

However, first of all, who is not concerned about their own high hanging!

Zhao Jiajia urged softly: "Go quickly, I'll wait for you below." ”

Muritian nodded, and ran briskly up the steps. Zhao Jiajia saw Mu Licheng coming, and her heart finally let go.

She knew that Wang Xiaojing just wanted to see Mu Licheng more, and she also knew that she shouldn't be jealous at this time, why did she still feel sour in her heart when she watched Mu Licheng run away!

"Sister-in-law, it's okay. Mu Yishan persuaded softly, she was also startled when she saw this scene.

"Well, it's fine. ”