This time, I was finally able to eat peacefully.

Lin Baiyuan and I sat face to face, and while eating, Lin Baiyuan suddenly looked at me and said, "You are alone now, have you considered finding another one?"

Hearing him ask, I shook my head amusedly.

"No, I'm not interested. ”

Seeing that I answered so decisively, Lin Baiyuan frowned slightly.

"You're only in your early thirties, and you're also beautiful, are you going to give up the entire forest for one Mo Yunqian?"

Suddenly hearing Lin Baiyuan say this, I couldn't help but laugh.

"What do you mean by giving up the whole forest? Dr. Lin, when did you even make such a joke? If the little nurses in your department heard it, they would be shocked. ”

Seeing me say this, Lin Baiyuan smiled and sighed, and then ate with me.

We ate in silence for a while, and then I raised my head and looked at him and said, "Actually, you also heard it just now, Xu Xueli said, I can't have children, so what's the use of a woman like me even if she is beautiful? No man wants to marry a woman who can't have children and go home, right? And I have to take Sihan!"

Suddenly hearing me say this, Lin Baiyuan immediately said: "If there is a man who really likes you, maybe he won't care about these things about you." ”

I laughed sarcastically at what he said.

"Lin Baiyuan, I really admire you, even such a good man can imagine, my situation, it's not that there is no man who wants it, even if there is, it is a man with children, just live with me, but I don't want to live with others, even if my own conditions are bad, I don't want to! Do you know, my ex-husband Lu Shaofan, when we were together before, he spoiled me to heaven, I thought it was happiness, but even though he was so good, I still didn't love him, fortunately, I later knew that the reason why he was good to me was for a reason, but it made me feel a lot less guilty. ”

Seeing me say this, Lin Baiyuan looked at me with some distress.

"Wei Ran, you are a woman, and women are born to be cared for by men. ”

When he said this, he looked at me with burning eyes, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"No, I used to think so, I wanted to find someone to rely on, but after a long time, I found out that if the person you are looking for is not the person you love, then after a long time, your psychology will slowly change, just like living in a gorgeous palace, but I am not happy at all, I yearn for a free and easy sky, even if my future life may not be satisfactory. ”

When I said that, I felt ridiculous myself.

Lin Baiyuan looked at me in a daze, and suddenly lowered his head and said with a smile: "Unexpectedly, you are quite arrogant!"

Hearing this, I shrugged my shoulders lightly, "I have experienced too much, so I understand a lot, I used to think that many things can be done, including love, including marriage, but later, I enjoy a happy marriage, but there is another person hidden in my heart, that feeling often tears me, makes me sad, makes me unable to choose, and later I know that this is the sequelae of the future, hurting yourself and others." ”

I didn't think that one day I would talk to Lin Baiyuan about these things, or maybe I really have too few friends, so when I have friends, I will tell him about me.

Lin Baiyuan is a very good person, and he is also suitable for a very good person, but that person will not be me, and it should not be me.

"If you really think so, then I can only bless you, and I wish you that one day, your heart can be free from that person's entanglement, then, you can like other people, so that you don't have to settle anymore. ”

Hearing him say that, I immediately laughed at him.

"I love to hear what you say, it's very good!"

After the meal, Lin Baiyuan and I walked out of the cafeteria.

"You still have a shift in the afternoon, you don't need to send me, I'll just go back by myself." ”

Seeing me say this, Lin Baiyuan, as usual, did not say that he wanted to send me.

"Okay, then I'll go to the office first, and be careful on your own road. ”

I smiled and waved at him and watched him walk into the hospital building before I left.

But sometimes it just so happened that I was about to leave the entrance of the hospital, and suddenly it was dark and it was raining heavily.

I hurriedly stood under the eaves on the side, watching the heavy rain in front of me with some trepidation.

"I'm too weak, I knew that I should have asked Lin Baiyuan to give me a ride just now. ”

With such a heavy rain, if I want to go out, it will be a soup chicken.

When the rain rained heavily, the wind also became stronger.

Standing under the eaves, my clothes were still a little wet.

However, just when I was worried about how to go back, Lin Baiyuan, who had already gone to work, suddenly came over with an umbrella.

I looked at him in amazement and said, "Why are you here, aren't you going to work?"

Seeing me ask, Lin Baiyuan smiled helplessly: "This point is the rest time, there are also doctors on duty in the department at noon, the rain is so heavy, you don't know how to call me, a person is standing here stupidly to hide from the rain." ”

When I heard him say this, I was a little embarrassed and said, "I was thinking, I'll leave when the rain is a little lighter, and it's not a trouble to call you!"

However, when he heard me say this, Lin Baiyuan's expression was dark.

"I don't feel troublesome, but you're afraid of trouble!"

I was a little distracted by what he said.

"What did you say?"

I subconsciously asked, and immediately Lin Boyuan's expression flashed slightly: "Aren't we friends?

What he said was a bit more serious.

I hurriedly explained, "If I don't treat you as a friend, I can have lunch with you at noon?

When he heard me explain this, he laughed.

Then he stretched out his arm to protect me and said, "Go, I'll drive you." ”

Sometimes, there are so many coincidences, but there are also traces.

As soon as we were about to come out from under the eaves, I saw a familiar car, this car belonged to Mo Yunqian!

Therefore, the people in the car must be Mo Yunqian and Xu Xueli.

The car slowly drove into the hospital, and the moment Lin Baiyuan and I passed by, some water splashed on my body, but the car had already driven in without stopping for half a minute.