"Mommy, Mom, I'm hungry!

"The dishes are ready, just stir-fry. My mother turned around and patted the back of my hand, then quickly turned around and grabbed Li Minghai's wrist, and said to Li Minghai: "Xiaohai, let's go up and eat together and come back!"

"Auntie, I really want to try your cooking......"

What's the situation, Li Minghai won't really want to go up, I quickly interrupted Li Minghai's words and reminded him: "Ah." That Li Minghai, didn't you just call your mother and tell you that you will be home soon?"

Li Minghai immediately understood what I meant, but I saw that there seemed to be a hint of loss in his eyes for a moment, but soon he put a polite smile on his face again.

"Auntie, Jing Jing is right, my mother is still waiting for me to come home for dinner. Another day, I'll definitely visit another day. Li Minghai patted my mother's hand affectionately and rejected my mother's invitation as I wanted.

My mom and my dad instantly showed their disappointment and frustration, and after glancing at each other with bitter faces, my mom said to He Yiyang: "That, that's okay." You must come another day, Auntie has something ready for you!"

"Okay, okay, then Auntie, I'll go first. Li Minghai opened the car door as he spoke, and glanced at me again before sitting in, with a slight reluctance in his eyes.

I could feel that Li Minghai wanted to stay, but I couldn't help it, as soon as I thought that my parents would bring the two of us together without hesitation, I couldn't make up my mind to let myself agree to Li Minghai to stay.

However, when I saw Li Minghai's disappointed appearance, I was somewhat unbearable, so I took the initiative to go over and help him close the car door, and then bent down and said to him: "Drive slowly, we'll call him!"

After Li Minghai heard my words, he immediately smiled happily, nodded to me, and returned: "Okay, after taking the car all the way, you are also tired, eat and sleep well." ”

Li Minghai is not too concerned, he is the one who drives, and I slept for a while, why are you tired?

I straightened up helplessly and smiled, and said, "Li Minghai, it's you who drove all the way, alas, hurry up and go back to rest!"

"I'm not tired. In the past, it was common to drive for three or four hours on a business trip, and I got used to it. ”

"Okay, you're amazing. ”

I then smiled helplessly and gave him a thumbs up, but suddenly I saw my parents on the side, looking at the two of us talking with a satisfied smile.

You have to let Li Minghai go immediately, otherwise it is likely that the scene of "soliciting" just now will have to be reappeared.

"Ah, Li Minghai, you should leave quickly, if you don't leave, your mother should be in a hurry. ”

After receiving my "eviction order" again, Li Minghai had no choice but to nod and leave quickly.

After Li Minghai left, my parents returned their minds to me. Like a machine that had just started, the two of them suddenly hugged each other from the stillness of watching the play just now, and carried me home with my luggage while holding me home.

How I suddenly had a feeling of being flattered. As the saying goes, if you have nothing to do, you will either be a traitor or a thief. I had a vague sense of foreboding.

Sure enough, as soon as I entered the door, my parents threw my things to the side, and contrary to the usual habit of always asking me what I had bought blindly, they pressed me onto the sofa and threw me a gossipy smile.

"Jingjing, tell your mother quickly, how are you and Xiaohai doing?"

"Yes, yes, yesterday Dad was talking to Lao Li about you, tell me how that kid treated you?"

Look, look, I knew it was going to be like this.

"Mom, I didn't eat breakfast, and now I'm almost hungry, but you don't care about me, but ask questions like those gossip reporters. You're still not my own parents, are you?"

I sat down with my arms folded with a bitter face, pretending to sulk.

When my parents saw me, they were angry, just like two children who didn't want to admit their mistakes, saying "It's all your fault, it's all your fault." They blamed each other.

I took advantage of the quarrel between the two of them, smiled and quickly slipped back to the room. Of course, I still didn't escape their questioning, but I rejected their questions for various reasons.

The next day was Chinese New Year's Eve, and it snowed heavily early in the morning. The snow soon turned the ground white, and everything looked so white and beautiful.

After breakfast, my parents began to prepare for the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner in the evening, so there was no time to gossip about my affairs, and I rarely sat quietly on the windowsill and watched the snow.

In the evening, there is already a festive atmosphere outside, with lights and children happily playing with small fireworks in the snow.

When I saw the children in the yard, I couldn't help but want to fly. I don't know if He Yiyang took Feifei back to his hometown for the New Year?

I turned around and touched my phone to open WeChat, and some friends had already started to send New Year's greeting messages. Yes, everyone is already busy greeting relatives and friends, maybe this is also a reason for me to send a message to He Yiyang.

I bit my lip and opened He Yiyang's dialog box, and my heartbeat suddenly accelerated. was nervously preparing to enter information, when suddenly a message appeared in He Yiyang's dialog box.

"My dear guys, have a happy New Year and all the best for the coming year. ”

He Yiyang actually took the initiative to send me a message, I was so excited that my hands trembled, and I couldn't wait to reply to him: "Are you and Feifei going home?"

Then there was no response after the message was sent, waiting for He Yiyang's reply, which became the biggest knot in my heart on this Chinese New Year's Eve.

I've been listening to the ringtone of my phone with my ears intended, and as soon as there is a ring, I quickly pick up my phone to check it, and then what I see is always someone else's message.

Slowly, I became a little nervous, I could always hallucinate my phone ringing, and I couldn't help but glance at it every few minutes. I can't even control my meal and pick up my phone from time to time to take a look.

My mother was annoyed, so she knocked the back of my hand with chopsticks and scolded: "You kid, how can you be the same as the six-year-old daughter of Xiao Wang's family downstairs, holding a mobile phone and not leaving your hand, what is wrong." Quickly put my phone aside and concentrate on eating. ”

I also realized that I was a little too much, so I could only listen to my mother's words and put my phone aside for the time being. After eating the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, my parents began to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

I looked at it for a few minutes and was in no mood to read it anymore, so I found an excuse and went back to my room. New Year's messages and WeChat messages still rang from time to time, but I never waited for the one I wanted to see.

At ten o'clock, Li Minghai called, and I just said a few words casually, so I hung up on the grounds that I wanted to rest. As soon as I hung up the phone, I heard that there seemed to be someone at the door, and as soon as I opened the door, I found that my parents were eavesdropping.

I immediately crossed my arms and stared at them with a serious face, and the two elders smiled at me embarrassedly, and immediately pointed at each other, and said in unison: "It's your mother (dad) who wants to eavesdrop." ”

"Dad, Mom, I find out that after you two retire, have you forgotten how you used to educate your students? Look at the two of you who still look like a teacher, you have learned to gossip and eavesdrop. You have let me down so much. ”

After listening to my education. My parents turned around and left the door of my room like children who had made a mistake. People say that the older you get, the more children you have, and that's true.

Looking at the back of my parents leaving, I felt both amused and helpless. Closing the door, I sat down on the windowsill again. At this point, the phone rang again, and I picked it up without much hope.

Sure enough, it's not He Yiyang. Lost, I casually flipped through the circle of friends. Sure enough, it was the New Year, and the circle of friends was full of lively atmosphere for the New Year.

When I flipped to Yingying's circle of friends, I suddenly stopped sliding up. Because I saw He Yiyang here, to be precise, I should have seen a group photo of He Yiyang, with the text: "Happy New Year, everyone, we'll see you next year."

But after I took a closer look at the group photo, a sour smell came back to me. The photo is a group photo of all the employees in Yingying's sketch, but He Yiyang's eyes were on the body in front of him when he took the photo. And Xiao also looked up and laughed, with a happy look.

I originally wanted to relieve my lovesickness here, but I didn't expect it to make my heart even more blocked. I know He Yiyang will definitely not reply to me, and I should die too.

But I couldn't get angry, since he didn't want to contact me, why did he take the initiative to send me a message. I couldn't help but open He Yiyang's dialog box again.

When I checked the message again, I realized that I was being sentimental again. People clearly say that it is dear to you, not dear to you.

This is obviously a group message, I'm really stupid to go home, I will think that He Yiyang sent it to me. Xia Jing, Xia Jing, where have you gone in your usual rigor on weekdays.

I couldn't help but let out another sneer at my lack of interest. The snow outside the window seemed to stop, and I suddenly wanted to go for a walk in the snow.

After putting on my clothes, I quietly went downstairs without alerting my parents, who were watching TV. Our family building is separated from the school playground by a wall, and there is a small door in the middle that leads directly to the school.

I walked through the small door to the large snow-covered playground. I spent my junior high school and high school life here.

I also dreamed of taking my loved one with me for a walk under the night sky around the playground where I had run an unknown number of laps, talking and laughing with him and reminiscing about my wonderful childhood.

I'm afraid that this dream will not be realized in a short period of time, because I am not sure when I will be able to completely open my heart to someone again.

The thick snow on the playground was lined with neat footprints, and the bell rang twelve o'clock in the church in the distance. Although it was forbidden to set off fireworks, I could hear the sound of fireworks rising in the distance.

I took out my phone and crouched in front of my footprints to take a picture of me with scissor hands. Since everyone is basking in the New Year's Eve. Then I'll post it too.

I posted the photo I just took to the circle of friends, with the text: "Move forward bravely with neat steps, and wish me to wash away the glitz in the new year, never forget my original intention, let go of what should be put down, and cherish what should be cherished." Come on yourself!"

He Yiyang's inner monologue

Quietly, happy Chinese New Year's Eve, I miss you so much, the only thing that can relieve my thoughts is to look at your WeChat circle of friends, but I saw you say put down~~

Although I want you to let go, why does my heart hurt so much?