Chapter 536: The End That Didn't Appear
went back to the bedroom and got her pajamas, and when she was about to take a bath, Lin Xuechu passed by the living room and saw Fang Xianrou sitting in the corner.
Fang Xianrou's face was expressionless, her eyes were blank, and after looking outside for a while, she lowered her head.
He hugged himself tightly and didn't make any more movements.
Seeing this scene, Lin Xuechu felt that his heart was stabbed.
In addition, the faint light source in the living room is affected by the light in the bedroom.
Lin Xuechu walked in front of Fang Xianrou.
Feeling that there was more people in front of her, Xian Rou slowly raised her head and looked at Lin Xuechu, "Sister Xuechu, you ......"
Lin Xuechu directly pulled Fang Xianrou up from the ground, "You can take a bath first." ”
After speaking, Lin Xuechu took Fang Xianrou to the bathroom.
The water had already been put away, and it was slowly steaming, melting away the original coldness on Fang Xianrou's body.
"You wash first, I'll go find you a change of clothes." Lin Xuechu pointed to the bathtub at Fang Xianrou, and then spoke.
Fang Xianrou's eyes couldn't open because of her swollen eyes, but she still accurately found Lin Xuechu's position, and directly turned around and hugged Lin Xuechu.
Lin Xuechu was stunned for a moment by Fang Xianrou's sudden hug, but after that, he gently put his hand on Fang Xianrou's back and patted it.
It's okay not to shoot, this shot directly took out the sadness in Fang Xianrou's heart.
Not being able to have a person to comfort in such an environment will touch the most authentic reaction in the depths of the heart.
Fang Xianrou said to Lin Xuechu intermittently because of her sobbing: "But I really feel that my heart hurts so much now, it's the feeling that it's going to crack in the next moment, do you know, do you know that he is ...... How did my heart get thrown to the ground when he said those words to me before?"
has never encountered such a situation, Lin Xuechu can only continue to pat Fang Xianrou's back.
Behind, Fang Xianrou slowly sat on the ground against the bathtub behind her.
Lin Xuechu squatted opposite Fang Xianrou.
Fang Xianrou's mood fluctuated, "I know I'm sorry for you, I used to treat you like that, now after the accident, only you will help me, I don't dare to find someone else." ”
Lin Xuechu picked up a towel and wiped Fang Xianrou's tears, "Let's take a bath first." ”
"What should I do? What should I do in the future? My five years!" Fang Xian said softly.
Lin Xuechu sighed and helped Fang Xianrou up.
Lin Xuechu had never experienced the current situation, and she didn't know how to comfort her.
The blow of this incident was too big for the other party.
Fang Xianrou took off her shirt, "It's okay, Sister Xue Chu, you go out first, I'm really fine." ”
The mood has changed again.
Fang Xianrou is an emotion for a while, Lin Xuechu is actually very used to it, although she has not experienced it, but I don't know why, she just feels that such an emotional gaffe is because of Lin Xuechu feels that she has experienced it.
……
"Are you alright?" Lin Xuechu knocked on the bathroom door.
No one replied.
After calling Fang Xianrou's name a few more times, Lin Xuechu directly pushed the door open.
Fang Xianrou's non-reply made Lin Xuechu's heart very confused.
After entering, Lin Xuechu walked directly to the bathtub.
Fang Xianrou's eyes were closed, and her hands were on the edge of the bathtub.
Just turning his head, Lin Xuechu saw the blood on Fang Xianrou's wrist.
On the ground too.
I only saw the picture in the TV series before, but now it is really happening in front of my eyes.
- Suicide for love.
Lin Xuechu felt that his heart had leaked a few beats, and after finally reacting, he quickly stood up, picked up his mobile phone and dialed 120.
Ten minutes later, Fang Xianrou was successfully put into the ambulance.
Lin Xuechu followed behind Fang Xianrou.
In the process of going to the hospital, Lin Xuechu looked at the wrist that had just been wrapped for Fang Xianrou to simply stop bleeding in an instant.
This kind of thing has a really big impact on Lin Xuechu.
Feeling that his head hurt a little, after closing his eyes, Lin Xuechu's mind was full of blood on the bathtub floor.
And after that, the blood was spread all over Lin Xuechu's mind.
Suddenly, Lin Xuechu opened her eyes violently.
"It's here. The medical staff next to him pushed Lin Xuechu. “
"Oh. Lin Xuechu quickly jumped out of the ambulance.
Fang Xianrou was carried in lying on a stretcher.
After paying the fee, Lin Xuechu sat on a chair in the corridor.
After seeing Fang Xianrou's incident with her own eyes, Lin Xuechu felt that she was very tired.
remembered Fang Xianrou's tone when she spoke to herself at noon, coupled with all kinds of ups and downs of emotions in one night.
Lin Xuechu shook his head.
It's really not easy to get out of a relationship.
Looking at it like this, there is still some fear.
Lin Xuechu raised his wrist and looked at it.
After getting close to Fang Xianrou just now, Lin Xuechu really saw the life that belonged to her slowly flowing away.
It's what can be seen with the naked eye and it's passing.
After turning his hand around, Lin Xuechu put his hand back in his pocket, and then closed his eyes.
Lin Xuechu thought about his previous plan and got a good night's sleep.
Finally completely removed myself from work.
Not knowing how to help Fang Xianrou get out of her relationship, Lin Xuechu thought about it, it seemed that she had really not been in contact with someone for a long time.
Reach out with your own emotions.
But the current contact with Fang Xianrou did not make Lin Xuechu have the indifference and alienation of his previous instinct.
All the changes in attitude made Lin Xuechu a little uncomfortable with his current body acceptance.
You can clearly feel that you are part of the world.
Instead of being plucked out on their own.
The lights in the operating room went out, and Lin Xuechu stood up.
"How's it going?" Lin Xuechu stepped forward and asked.
What the doctor said later made Lin Xuechu finally breathe a sigh of relief.
When Fang Xianrou was transferred to the ordinary ward, Lin Xuechu's heart finally relaxed.
Electricity
After asking Xiaojin to help buy porridge, Lin Xuechu pushed open the door and walked in.
After approaching Fang Xianrou, Lin Xuechu found that her eyes were open.
All the time looking at the ceiling.
There is no brilliance in it.
Lin Xuechu sat on the stool next to Fang Xianrou's hospital bed, "It's okay." ”
After hearing the voice, Fang Xianrou slowly turned her head to Lin Xuechu: "Sister Xuechu......"
Lin Xuechu shook his head and repeated what he had just said.
Fang Xianrou's tears fell out silently.
"I was really unproductive, but I was scared. After Fang Xianrou's consciousness recovered, everything she had done before was reflected in her mind.
How did you put the knife on your wrist and what did you think about at the moment when you decided to commit suicide.
After five years of relationship, what did I gain in the end?
Fang Xianrou didn't know why she had fallen into the way she was now after so many years of dedication.
"My mom used to tell me to be careful when I like someone. Fang Xianrou's eyes were hollow and her voice was hoarse.
Lin Xuechu poured a glass of water and held it in his hand, "You will experience it." ”
Now that the past has happened, whatever happens now should be accepted.
In the past, Lin Xuechu did not have such a strong belief in some fatalistic behaviors.
But now, Lin Xuechu just felt that his thoughts were beginning to tend to some predestinies.
After that, Lin Xuechu propped up Fang Xianrou's bed.
At this time, there was a knock on the door of the ward.
Xiao Jin came in with porridge.
"Sister Xuechu, many stores are closed, I'm a little late, I'm sorry. ”
Lin Xuechu stood up, walked to the opposite side of Xiao Jin and took the porridge, "It's okay, you sit down first, I'm going to call you out so late." ”
Xiao Jin waved his hand: "It's okay Sister Xuechu, I said before, if there is anything, you can just call me." ”
After speaking, Xiao Jin glanced at the person on the bed, and then said, "Sister Xuechu, if you still need me to do anything, just say it, I can do it." ”
"You sit down first. Lin Xuechu shook her head, "I'll feed her porridge first." ”
"Good. ”
(End of chapter)