Chapter 147: Confide
Chapter 147: Time to Talk
He Yiyang, who is so annoying, obviously stopped crying, but when he looked at him like this, his tears fell uncontrollably. I hugged He Yiyang, pressed my face to his chest, choked up and said, "Yiyang, I'm sorry." ”
He Yiyang lowered his head and put a kiss on the top of my head, then rubbed my hair and shook his head. I know he doesn't blame me, but I have to talk about him.
"You're not allowed to take such risks again, don't you hear?" I said, looking up at him with my chin against his chest.
He Yiyang smiled at me, let go of me, shook his head at me, and said in sign language: "I'm afraid I can't promise you." If I had to choose again, I would still rush to save you without hesitation. ”
This He Yiyang really doesn't know what to say. I was so moved beyond words that I stood on tiptoe and gave him a deep kiss.
Suddenly, there was a loud cough at the door, and we were startled and looked at each other. A little nurse was standing at the door with a list of things, twisting her head embarrassedly.
I quickly wiped away my tears, took half a step back from in front of He Yiyang, and lowered my head with a red face. Only then did the little nurse say, "He Yiyang, come with me to take an X-ray." ”
I accompanied He Yiyang to make a film, and waited for Dr. Wang to come back from surgery to see the results. Dr. Wang told us that there was nothing abnormal and that we could go home and slowly recuperate.
However, although it is possible to be discharged, the hospital stipulates that the discharge can only be done in the morning, and we are waiting to see the results at noon, so we have no choice but to stay in the hospital for another night.
When I returned to the ward at noon, I ordered takeout online, and I was accompanying He Yiyang to dinner, when the phone rang again. I took out my mobile phone and saw that it was Yingying's call. She must have been worried about my injuries and called to care about me.
As soon as I picked up the phone, Yingying asked me directly, as I thought, "Jingjing, how are you feeling today?
"Thank you, dear. I'm fine, I'm feeling better today, so don't worry. ”
"Oh, that's good. I have something to do in the morning, and I'll go to see you with Lao Qi in the afternoon. ”
Afternoon?
"Ah, Yingying, it shouldn't be okay that afternoon, what am I, that's something!
I know that Yingying has always disapproved of me and He Yiyang, so it is definitely not a good way to tell her that I am with He Yiyang on the phone.
"Oh, yes, what's wrong, what's wrong? Let me guess what's going on? Ah, is there a boyfriend with you, afraid we're going to be light bulbs?"
If she wants to say this, it's not impossible, and it's crooked, so I'll acquiesce first.
"You ask knowingly. Okay, I'll hang up first!" "I can't pull it anymore, I'll be able to pull it up again."
I was about to hang up the phone, Ying Ying suddenly stopped me, I thought she was going to get to the bottom of it, and suddenly I held my breath nervously.
"Why, is there anything else?" I asked cautiously.
"It's okay, I just want to say thank you to you. ”
Ahh
"What do you mean, thank me for what?"
"Thank you for helping us find Xiao Xiao and help He Yiyang clarify the truth. ”
"Ah, why are you thanking me? Saying that, I threw an unhappy look at He Yiyang.
"Okay, I'll ask him to thank you in person another day!"
"Well, he's got to thank me. Then I'll hang up first, waiting for your good news!"
After hanging up the phone, I pouted and deliberately twisted in front of He Yiyang, and said, "Alas, no one knows how much effort I put into finding Xiaoxiao." ”
He Yiyang suddenly became serious at this time, reached out and grabbed the back of my hand and kissed him on the mouth, and then smiled sincerely and said to me:
"Jingjing, thank you, thank you for everything you have done for me. At the same time, I also say sorry for my attitude towards you at that time, it was me who was not good and made you sad. ”
He Yiyang is really this person, why didn't I find him so good at making people cry before? My eyes suddenly became a little blurry again, and I hurriedly lowered my head and put my other hand on the hand she was holding me, controlling my emotions, and said:
"Actually, the person who should say I'm sorry is me, I shouldn't question you, I shouldn't not believe in your person. Yiyang, I'm sorry, I promise never again. Can you forgive me?"
He Yiyang suddenly tapped my chin with his finger and said to me, "Fool, I don't blame you at all!"
Hearing He Yiyang say this, my tears still didn't control after all and fell. When He Yiyang saw me crying, his eyes immediately showed distress, and he hugged me into his arms.
We finished our lunch in this way, and the person in the bed next to the victim's house pulled up the curtain in embarrassment as soon as he returned.
After eating, I forcibly pressed He Yiyang on the bed and let him lie down, I sat on the stool and held his hand and looked at him. Suddenly, some questions blurted out.
"Yang, I don't seem to have time to tell you about the live video, how do you all know that I asked him to do it?"
He Yiyang smiled and told me: "Actually, Xiao Xiao took the initiative to send WeChat to explain the situation to him, apologized, and told me what you promised her." ”
"I didn't expect her to take the initiative to apologize to you. So what do you say?" I looked at He Yiyang curiously.
"I promised her as you wished, and I will not pursue it. also accepted her apology. He Yiyang said.
"Ah~~ I thought you'd think about it. ”
He Yiyang bent the corners of his mouth, sat up against the head of the bed and said to me in sign language: "Jingjing, in fact, she is also a victim who is less than her, and she has helped me a lot, and she also took care of me when I was hospitalized." She's not really a bad person, so I never intended to pursue her......"
Although it was my intention not to pursue it, but He Yiyang helped me to speak like this, I still felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, and suddenly withdrew my hand from He Yiyang, leaned to the side, and said to He Yiyang:
"It turns out that I did something too much, even if I don't agree to you, I won't pursue it. No wonder I can help you speak, I think the relationship between the two of you is really unusual. But also, the little girl is smart and beautiful, and she can take care of people, I can't compare. ”
When He Yiyang heard me say this, he immediately became anxious, jumped off the bed at once, stood in front of me and explained in a panic:
"I didn't mean that, Jingjing, don't get me wrong, I only treat her like a sister, and I never have any other thoughts. ”
I didn't expect He Yiyang to be so nervous about my thoughts that he jumped off and didn't even wear shoes. I've really convinced him, so I still have the heart to tease him again.
"Okay, look at you, you don't wear shoes, aren't you cold?"
With that, I stood up and pushed him to the bed, then bent down to help him put his legs back on the bed. The hospital floor was dirty, and his feet were covered with dirt, so I helped him pat the dirt off his feet.
After finishing the incident, I was about to turn around and go out to wash my hands, but He Yiyang suddenly grabbed my hand with a panicked face. He thought I was leaving, and I couldn't help but laugh helplessly, and said:
"Okay, I just patted your foot, so I'll wash my hands and come back. You lie down and wait for me. ”
The expression on He Yiyang's face relaxed, and he let go of my hand and nodded. When I finished washing my hands, as soon as I came back, I saw He Yiyang looking straight at the door and waiting for me.
I felt really good at this moment, and knowing that he was so afraid of me leaving, my heart was much more steady. I smiled and returned to him and took his hand again before he put a smile on his face again.
I know that we only have each other in our hearts at the moment, and it is very reassuring to look at each other. I bent down and simply lay on the bed and pillowed my head on He Yiyang's hand.
Suddenly, there were a lot of things I wanted to talk to him.
"Yiyang, I found that I don't know when it started, and I was very uncalm when I met you. I'll get angry when I hear your negative news, and I'll run to question you regardless of the three, seven, twenty-one.
I thought at first I was just because of my work ethic, but then I realized I was wrong. The reason I'm really angry is because I can't accept in my heart that you're that kind of person. Because I care too much about you, I hope you're okay too much.
Yiyang, in fact, I regret it every time I calm down. I will do my best to make amends, to prove your innocence, or to help you make up for your mistakes.
But it was in this misunderstanding and search for the truth again and again that I found that I cared more and more about you, wanted to be with you more and more, and loved you more and more.
You know what? I never thought I'd fall in love with you, and until I knew my heart, I always thought that I wasn't from the same world as you at all, so how could I possibly like you?
I even tried my best to find other ridiculous reasons for myself to be disappointed and sad every time you snubbed me, and when I saw you with someone else.
It wasn't until I accompanied Feifei to participate in the New Year's Day event that I finally bravely admitted my heart. But that's when I thought you were already with Xiaoxiao, so I began to regret the torture of not being at the beginning.
Every time I see you and Xiao talking and laughing together, and when you are indifferent to me, my heart is so sad, but I don't want to disturb your life, so I can only endure it, and I can't help crying several times.
Speaking of which, I still thank you very much, it is she who told me your forbearance, your embarrassment, and your quiet love for me, so that I can face you bravely. ”
I just lay on He Yiyang's chest like this, watching him tell my heart. He Yiyang listened quietly, looking at me with a faint smile, sometimes distressed, sometimes sad, and sometimes happy. The other hand was still caressing my forehead from time to time.
Probably because it was too warm around him, or too comfortable to be caressed by him, I slowly blurred, and I struggled to raise my eyelids to look at him and finish the last sentence:
"He Yiyang, I love you. I want you to know that whatever I say and do in the future is because I love you. I want you to promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will not be allowed to leave me without my permission. ”
After that, I didn't wait for He Yiyang to agree, and I couldn't open my eyes at all.
He Yiyang's inner monologue
Fool, I promise you!