Cai Yue looked at Xiao Tian and observed Xiao Tian's reaction.

No one understands Xiao Tian's good intentions better than her. He specially prepared Mouton 1945, a well-known wine for Qiu Yan. First, he wanted to wish the Qiu family success in the future, and second, he wanted to show Qiu Yan his status in his heart. He had only been celebrating his birthday for ten years, and now he was the only guest to celebrate his birthday, and third, he was so that he could have a new start for himself. Emotionally, he needed to get rid of the huge shadow and psychological oppression caused to him by Lin Wanyun's death in the past ten years.

Xiao Tian was slightly stunned.

Cai Yue's heart was still hit, he still couldn't completely let go, she was willing to accompany Xiao Tian to face all the pain, but she couldn't tolerate Xiao Tian's repeated evasions.

So this time she didn't want to block this issue for Xiao Tian. Xiao Tiancai promised her that she would remove this forbidden area.

Qiu Yan just swept it slightly, and saw the subtlety of this moment between Xiao Tian and Cai Yue.

Xiao Tian was stunned for a moment and then resumed his original light smile, and said in a steady tone: "Today is my birthday."

"Your birthday." Qiu Yan was stunned for a moment, he had long known that Xiao Tian had a very strange personal habit, that is, he didn't have a birthday, and after being stunned, Qiu Yan quickly recovered: "You finally started to celebrate your birthday like a normal person."

"Happy birthday." Qiu Yan raised his glass.

Xiao Tian smiled slightly, but this smile could not hide the sadness.

Although he agreed to Caiyue to withdraw this forbidden area, the clouds of ten years can be dispelled in one day.

Cai Yue still didn't stand up for Xiao Tian, but she didn't say anything else to reproach him.

She understands Xiao Tian, understands his grief, but when the Tao is broken, it is a gathering and feast among friends, and now the Tao is broken, in such a special anniversary that is both his birthday and the tragic death of his lover, it is indeed difficult for him to raise a glass to celebrate.

And she didn't think about celebrating this day.She just hoped that Xiao Tian wouldn't treat this matter as a shadow anymore.She was willing to accompany him to slowly walk out of this shadow.Today is a beginning.

Her eyes became gentle as she looked at Xiao Tian, and she became equally sad because of Xiao Tian's sadness.

Qiu Yan remembered the reason why Xiao Tian was not his birthday that his classmate Lin Hao had investigated, because his lover left him on that day, and that day was originally the day they were going to have a wedding.

Qiu Yan hung his head slightly, and sighed lightly: "I'm sorry."

Xiao Tian shook his head slowly: "The person who should say I'm sorry is me." After a long pause, he added, "Actually, it's not entirely because of my birthday, I just want you to know, you are my valued brother and friend, when I need someone to keep me company, you will be the first person I want to find, and if one day, when you need help, I hope I will be the first person you want to find."

Xiao Tian's words made Qiu Yan lose his mind for a moment.He didn't think that Xiao Tian's words were just to hide his emotions just now.Just from the fact that he broke the usual practice for many years.Only inviting one of his friends to celebrate this birthday can tell that he is telling the truth.Being able to get Xiao Tian's affection is what Qiu Yan expected.Now hearing Xiao Tian say these words so bluntly.He was really moved in his heart.

"Thank you, Xiao Tian, I have received your heart, and this is what I want to say to you."

At this time, the two of them raised their glasses at the same time, and took a sip of the treasure in the cup, not for the so-called birthday celebration, but for this rare brotherly love.

The moment he raised his head and raised his neck, Qiu Yan saw the sadness in Cai Yue's eyes just now, who was sitting opposite.

She would rather endure Xiao Tian still missing another woman, and would rather guard him and accompany him than accept her love.But isn't she also willing to endure her love for another man.Doesn't she reject all other women because of her?Didn't he reject Weng Yu because of her when he was drunk last night.

A deep melancholy welled up in Qiu Yan's heart, and he raised his glass again, tilted his neck, and drank the wine in the cup in one gulp.

Qiu Yan's heartache that he couldn't hide made Caiyue, who had been watching Xiao Tian all the time, turn to him.This kind of treasure shouldn't be so quick for a person like Qiu Yan who knows how to drink.So she easily spied that Qiu Yan had something on his mind.

She remembered what Qiu Yan had just said in the wine cellar, and a new sadness appeared in her eyes.

The living room was suddenly quiet.

Xiao Tian tried his best to hide and get out of his low mood.He looked at Cai Yue a little abruptly.Then at Qiu Yan.The silence between the two and the subtle feelings between the two made his heart unconsciously surge.A new sadness also appeared in Xiao Tian's eyes.He secretly sighed deeply in his heart.

How can this tangled love between the three of them stop the pain now.

At this moment, Xiao Tian's mood was very complicated.

He was ashamed that his wounds were now hurting all three.

He was helpless.It would have been nice if he and Qiu Yan hadn't fallen in love with Caiyue almost at the same time.But if it weren't for that.,The rare brotherhood between them probably wouldn't be what it is now.。

He was also very sad, because he couldn't let go of Lin Wanyun's death, and because of the fleeting distress in Caiyue's eyes when she looked at Qiu Yan.

The first half of lunch is pleasant and warm, while the second half is very silent and sad.

After the meal, Cai Yue felt a little tired, and because she didn't want to be caught between Xiao Tian and Qiu Yan, she made them both embarrassed, so she went to the room to rest, and after resting, she had to go to the hospital with Xiao Tian to see her mother.

"Qiu Yan, what happened to you?"

"How can you ask that?"

"Didn't you rest last night, I called you so late in the morning and you're still sleeping, I know you're not a self-indulgent person." The haggard on Qiu Yan's face was obvious, and it was almost impossible to hide from Xiao Tian's eyes.

Qiu Yan laughed self-deprecatingly: "I'm not a god, as long as I'm a human, there will always be times when I indulge myself." If it's for someone else, Qiu Yan may be able to fool around with a casual haha, but for Xiao Tian, he doesn't want to do this.

The atmosphere was a little heavy again.Xiao Tian picked up a cigar.

"Do you want it?"

Qiu Yan nodded.

Cut off the eggplant hat.Xiao Tian lit one for Qiu Yan and himself.The white smoke slowly spread.Floating in the air like a person's melancholy.

"Qiu Yan, how nice it would be if we didn't fall in love with Caiyue at the same time." Xiao Tian couldn't help but say the sigh in his heart.

Qiu Yan smiled bitterly. Love is already loved, and we can't change the past."

Both of them took a puff and spit out, and the smoke instantly thickened.

"Sometimes I wonder if Caiyue's love was not me but you, can I let go like you now." Xiao Tian lowered his head and said, he had indeed thought about it more than once.

"I think you will." Qiu Yan spat out a puff of smoke again, frowned slightly and lowered his head and said.

"How can you be so sure." Xiao Tian looked at Qiu Yan strangely, he wasn't sure how Qiu Yan was so sure.

"Don't you remember the 13.14 million topping powder ring?"

"Oh, it looks like it happened yesterday, but it's like a century has passed."

"Yes, didn't you just think that the person Cai Yue loved was me, didn't you really bless me and her, as long as she was happy, even if she had to lose her, at this point, you and I were the same."

"Perhaps, but I didn't know if I really loved her at the time."

"The important thing is that you love her, and it doesn't matter if you know it or not."

"Cai Yue and I owe you so much." Xiao Tian lowered his head, put the cigar to his lips and took a hard breath.

"There is nothing to owe or owe about feelings, only willingness and unwillingness.All this is voluntary by me.Neither you nor Caiyue owe me anything.But I really hope that you can come out of the shadow of losing your lover as soon as possible.Didn't you realize how sad Caiyue was because of your unhappiness just now." Qiu Yan also sucked hard and spit it out, and then looked at Xiao Tian.

"Yes, that's my question, and it's because I don't want to be stuck in the past all the time, that's why we're going to get together today." Xiao Tian frowned, and didn't continue.

"How much does Cai Yue know about Lin Wanyun?"

"She only knows how Wanyun left, and she doesn't know anything else."

"And how long are you going to hide it from her?"

"I'd rather she never know for the rest of her life."

"You're deceiving yourself, Caiyue is so smart, you can't always hide it from her." Qiu Yan's tone was slightly aggravated.

Xiao Tian nodded. I know, but even if I had to tell her, it wasn't now."

Although Caiyue and Xiao Tian love each other deeply, they have not really made their relationship public with each other after all.Once Lin Wanyun's matter is known by Caiyue's mother and daughter, it may indeed bring unpredictable serious consequences.Xiao Ling has just finished surgery now.Under the sudden stimulation, the weakened and dying body after surgery may encounter life-threatening dangers.Caiyue is likely to be cranky and encounter an emotional storm.Causing unnecessary turmoil.

"Take care of it yourself, I just want you to make her truly happy." Qiu Yan regained his original tone.

The two of them fell silent again, just swallowing the clouds and spitting out the fog one by one.

After a long while, Xiao Tian suddenly spoke again: "Qiu Yan, have you ever thought that if there is no me in this world, Caiyue will choose to be with you."

Qiu Yan narrowed his eyes slightly, took a sharp puff of his cigar, and exhaled the thick smoke before he said in a deep voice, "Of course I thought about it."

Xiao Tian's head that had been hanging down turned to Qiu Yan and looked at him steadily: "What about the answer?"