My eyes suddenly blurred, and there were many more, and I suddenly figured out a lot of things at once, but I didn't understand, since he had me in his heart, why did he try his best to avoid me?

"If he loves me, then, then why does he ......"

"Why should he embarrass you, avoid you, and pretend not to care about you? Because he is dumb, a dumb man who can't give you anything.

He once told me that he is not worthy of you, because he cannot comfort you on the phone immediately when you are sad, he cannot speak for you when you are in trouble, he cannot speak to comfort you when you are crying with your eyes closed, and he can only watch when you need help.

We all know that he only thinks about you and wants you to be happy, but he is just silently suffering and struggling. Sometimes I feel very sorry for him when I see it, and I envy you very much, you can be loved so deeply by a person. ”

"Don't say it. I suddenly felt like my mind was in a mess, and my mind was even more chaotic," let me think about it. ”

"Sister Jing......"

"Let's go. I want to be quiet. ”

Less than walked up to me and gave me a final look of depth before leaving. I stood there, the words still echoing in my ears, and my mind became more and more chaotic, and suddenly it was like a balloon full of air, and boom, all of a sudden, it became a blank space.

Why does it feel like I'm in a dream at this moment, it feels so unreal, if what Yuan Xiaoyuan said is true, then what's going on with Yuan Xiaoyuan? If what Xiao said is true, then why can he ignore me so many times?

I should have immediately gone to He Yiyang to ask for clarification, but I didn't dare, I was afraid, I was afraid that it was my own affection, or I was deliberately teasing.

At this moment, I want to go home immediately, cover the quilt, and be alone in silence, thinking about all this.

Sometimes I didn't say hello to Sister Gu, and I could almost say that I was lost on the way home. When I got home, I turned off my phone and hid under the covers.

I tossed and turned all night, I couldn't sleep at all, it felt like a long night. Finally, when it was dawn, I sat on the couch until work time.

When I went downstairs to the unit, I was just about to enter the door when I heard Zhiye calling me from behind. I stopped, and as soon as I turned around, I was grabbed by Zhiye's arm, and said to me happily: "Sister Jing, it turns out that the hero who saved you turned out to be He Yiyang?

What does that mean? How could Zhiye come up with such an inexplicable sentence?

"What, what hero?" I said, pulling out my arm and looking at Shiba in confusion.

"Oh, what else are you pretending? I've seen it all. Shiba smiled evilly.

"What video?" I was curious, how I didn't know what else was going on.

Zhiye frowned, took out the video she found for me in his hand, handed it to me and said, "Take it, you can watch it yourself!"

Curious, I took my phone and clicked on the video.

The video turned out to be the scene of my accident, and it seems that it should have been taken by the onlookers. I saw that I was pushed and fell on a steel post, and after a while the shelf fell from it, and when I subconsciously reached out to hold my head, a person rushed out of the crowd and pushed me to the front, but he was hit by the shelf and crushed underneath.

And the person who rushed out was He Yiyang. I couldn't believe my eyes, I held my phone tightly and played back the video again, and when the stitch picture of He Yiyang rushed out, I immediately clicked the pause button for class.

Looking at He Yiyang's expression of running desperately, suddenly my hands trembled, and I bit my lower lip and pressed the play button again.

After He Yiyang was pressed underneath, everyone immediately shouted and rushed over to drag He Yiyang out from below, and at this moment He Yiyang was already bleeding and unconscious.

At this time, Zhao Qicai suddenly ran out of the construction site building, because he didn't pay attention to his feet, he was mixed by something, and his body hit the collapsed steel pipe as soon as he leaned forward.

Then Zhao Qi picked me up and ran away, and the 120 ambulance that came later also carried He Yiyang into the car.

Zhao Qi, Zhao Qi, this bastard, can even lie to me. Do I really think I'm a fool? No, yes, I'm a fool, I saw it, why don't you believe yourself and believe that bastard.

I hate, I hate myself, I hate myself, why didn't I recognize Zhao Qi as a benefactor without confirming it. My eyes blurred when I thought of this.

I threw the phone into Zhiye's hand, and turned around to look for He Yiyang, but when I looked up, I saw Yuan Xiaoyuan kissing goodbye with a man in front of a white car in the distance.

Yuan Xiaoyuan is not with He Yiyang......

I immediately greeted Yuan Xiaoyuan, who was walking towards me, time was precious, and asked directly: "Yuan Xiaoyuan, who is that person?"

Yuan Xiaoyuan said shyly: "Sister Jing, have you seen it?" That's Rong Cheng, my boyfriend. ”

Boyfriend? This is her boyfriend, so what about He Yiyang?

I immediately asked, "Aren't you with He Yiyang......?"

Yuan Xiaoyuan immediately panicked, tilted his head and frowned while stomping his feet, pushed my arm, pinched his throat and said, "Sister Jing, what are you talking about? When did I get together with He Yiyang? Don't talk nonsense." ”

Saying that, Yuan Xiaoyuan also glanced back at Rong Cheng, which showed that he was afraid that Rong Cheng would hear it.

"Not together?" I wondered, "why were you with him on Valentine's Day, and you were still so intimate?"

"Sister Jing, did you see us on Valentine's Day?" Yuan Xiaoyuan said in surprise.

I didn't answer, glanced at her and twisted my face to the side.

Yuan Xiaoyuan immediately stomped on me again, and explained anxiously: "Oh, Sister Jing, you must have misunderstood. How can we have any intimate actions, isn't it that I was sprayed into a soup chicken by the broken faucet in the bathroom of the restaurant, and I shivered with cold, He Yiyang kindly helped me put my clothes on my body? This is also considered intimacy? Sister Jing, I really convinced you. ”

"But it's Valentine's Day!" I emphasized, still skeptical.

Yuan Xiaoyuan pouted and lowered his head, and said bonelessly: "Sister Jing, in fact, He Yiyang helped me make the layout of the Lantern Festival. The day before the Lantern Festival, I was playful, I was in a hurry and forgot to take the computer, and I had a few more drinks with my friends in the evening, so I didn't make the manuscript. I'll just ......"

"You found He Yiyang. Do you mean you invited him to dinner on Valentine's Day to thank him?" I couldn't wait for Yuan Xiaoyuan's slow pace of speech, and followed her train of thought to snatch her words.

"Hmm. Yuan Xiaoyuan nodded, "I actually didn't plan to ask him out that day, but when I saw the plagiarized news, I decided to ask him to come out and thank him to inquire about the specific situation." ”

"In that case, why did you have to hide the fact that you were eating together the next day?"

"It's not that I'm afraid that you will scold me again, regardless of my business, and fooling around with fox friends and dogs every day. ”

"You ......" I was so angry with Yuan Xiaoyuan that I didn't know what to say.

"But I still think I was lucky that day!" Yuan Xiaoyuan suddenly said again.

"What do you mean?" I asked, puzzled.

"I met my true destiny that day!" Yuan Xiaoyuan lowered his head shyly again.

It looks like Yuan Xiaoyuan is going to show me her affection next, but I don't have time to listen to her romantic story. Now that the truth is revealed, I just want to go and see He Yiyang immediately.

I want to say sorry to him, I want to tell him I was wrong, I want to tell him I love you, I want to tell him——— I love you.

"Yuan Xiaoyuan, let Zhiye help me ask for leave. I threw it to Yuan Xiaoyuan and ran to the garage without looking back. Along the way, I kept calling He Yiyang, but the other party was always turned off.

I began to worry about He Yiyang, he was injured like that in the video, I don't know what happened now. I couldn't get through to He Yiyang's phone, so I called Yingying again.

But Yingying said that she hadn't been in contact with He Yiyang for two days, and I didn't care about explaining to Yingying why I was looking for He Yiyang, so I hung up the phone and went straight to the Cultural Park.

I unconsciously bit the index finger of my left hand into my mouth, my heart was beating restlessly, and my mouth kept reading: "He Yiyang, He Yiyang, you must be fine, you must be fine." ”

Finally I arrived at the Cultural Park, found a random place to park the car, and immediately ran to He Yiyang's house. At the door of his house, no one opened the door after ringing the doorbell countless times, so I simply slapped the door with my hand in a hurry.

I tossed like this, but no one in there answered, and suddenly my heart panicked even more, and I couldn't help crying. At this time, the neighbor on the other side of the door suddenly opened the door and told me, "Alas, girl, don't knock, I haven't seen this buddy for a day and a half, as if I went out the day before yesterday and didn't come back." ”

"Didn't come back?" I kept sobbing, "you, how do you know he didn't come back?"

"I left late at night, and I didn't see the lights on in his room for two nights. ”

I didn't come back for two nights, that is, I didn't come back from the night of the accident. My legs are weak, how could He Yiyang not go home if he wasn't seriously injured.

So far, the old Qi Yingying has no news of He Yiyang, I don't know if it's good news or bad news, but at least He Yiyang may still be in the hospital.

Hospital, right to hospital, I pulled my legs and ran to the car, but when I got in the car, I found that I didn't know where to go to find it. My mind was confused and I was desperately trying to figure out a way.

However, I racked my brains and couldn't come up with a way to find He Yiyang, and I thought about all the people I could think of, but none of them could help.

But I can't just wait, even if I look for one hospital after another, I'm going to try it.

As soon as I said go, I drove towards the outside of the cultural park without delay, but a person suddenly rushed out at the door and stopped in front of my car. I braked so hard that I almost scared my heart out.

I raised my head angrily and was about to open the door to take a look, but I found that the person who "touched porcelain" turned out to be Zhao Qi!

He Yiyang's inner monologue

I'm finally waiting for you!