When Ma Xingdong came to check the ward in the morning, he looked at Fang Xiaoshi, who was squatting in the corner of the ward and dozing off, his heart ached to death. It seems that Fang Guilan was tortured by the disease for another night last night, and she tortured Fang Xiaoshi for another night.

"Fang Xiaoshi..."Ma Xingdong called softly. Fang Xiao picked up the bullet and jumped up. Saliva said in a panic:

"Mom... What's wrong? I'm sorry, I'm asleep again, do you want to drink water? I'll pour it for you right away. Ma Xingdong couldn't help but give her a gentle hug into her arms:

"It's me!don't worry!" Fang Xiaoshi raised his pale little face to see that it was him, and then looked at his mother who was sleeping on the hospital bed, and then he said with a light sigh of relief:

"Is it time for rounds again? My mom just fell asleep. Ma Xingdong nodded and said:

"I know! It's hard for you!" Hearing his words, Fang Xiaoshi's nose was sore, and his eyes quickly moistened. Ma Xingdong added a heavy hand and put his arm around her shoulder and said:

"I haven't finished checking my ward, I'm still checking it out, I'll visit my office in an hour, okay?" Fang Xiaoshi sniffed and nodded. Ma Xingdong let go of her and walked out of the ward.

An hour later, in Ma Xingdong's office, Fang Xiaoshi had already washed up, and her long ponytail dragged behind her very casually, on the whole, it was refreshing, but her face was so pale, with two deep dark eye sockets, and her small lips were flushed with unhealthy purple. She squeezed out a smile at Ma Xingdong with all her might.

"Didn't you have breakfast again?" asked Ma Xingdong with a straight face.

"Not hungry at all!"

"You haven't slept all night, and you dare to say that you're not hungry, you're too hungry. Just when Ma Xingdong was unhappily talking about Fang Xiaoshi, there was a knock on the door, Ma Xingdong walked over, and when he came back, he gave a cup of soy milk and a cage of xiaolongbao and put it in front of Fang Xiaoshi.

"Hurry up and eat it while it's hot!" Fang Xiaoshi knew that he had called her specially for her this time, she unceremoniously picked up the soy milk with both hands, and took a sip through the straw, the heat of the soy milk suddenly surged all over her body, and she took a deep breath comfortably. Ma Xingdong looked at her in front of him and was reluctant to look away.

"Haven't you thought of the suggestion I made last time?"

"You can hang painkillers such as morphine, which are harmful to the human body. ”

"Then can you bear to see your mother in such pain? ”

"As long as my mom can get through it, I'm sure I'll be fine, and I'm willing to endure it with her. Ma Xingdong looked at her stubborn appearance, angry and heartbroken, he decided not to hide it anymore, she didn't know what to toss herself into if she continued like this.

"Fang Xiaoshi, haven't you woken up yet? Your mother's illness can't get any better, what we can do now is that if she lives for a day, we will make her live more comfortably." You're only going to make her walk faster and more painful, you know?" Fang Xiaoshi cried bitterly:

"Why is Dr. Ma like this? Wasn't it good a while ago? Why is it serious when you say it's serious?"

"Didn't I tell you when I first came? This disease cannot be cured by medicine at present, and can only be sustained by medicine, but this stubborn disease itself is resistant to drugs, and it will rebound if it is said to rebound. Speaking of this, Ma Xingdong paused for a while, and then said ruthlessly:

"Xiao Shi, you have to be mentally prepared, this time it will be difficult for your mother to get better. Fang Xiaoshi's tears flowed even more fiercely.

"Why don't you try any other medicine! I know that once I use it, my mother will be hopeless. ”

"We've used all the medicine we need to use, and all we can do at the moment is ease her pain. You can't bear to watch her leave under the torture of pain?" Fang Xiaoshi howled and cried:

"I don't want her to suffer, I don't want her to die. I'm going to keep her alive. Ma Xingdong looked at the heartbroken Fang Xiaoshi, didn't say anything, just let her cry as much as she wanted, because he knew that if she cried, she would feel better. Fang Xiaoshi's crying finally slowed down, she took the napkin handed over by Ma Xingdong, wiped the tears on her face, raised her head, and said to Ma Xingdong in a hoarse voice:

"Please give my mom morphine right away! or she'll wake up in excruciating pain." Ma Xingdong nodded and said:

"I had already ordered it in the morning. ”

"Doctor Ma, tell me honestly, how long does my mother have left?"

"It should only be about a month!" Fang Xiaoshi's tears suddenly overflowed her eyes again, she raised her head, opened her eyes wide, and endured the tears. She muttered to herself:

"Looks like it's time to think about my brother coming back. ”

"What else are you thinking about? Should you have brought him back a long time ago? Look how haggard you have become? Someone should have taken your place. ”

"But my brother came back, and seeing my mother like this, it couldn't help him except make him miserable!"

"He's back and can be with you and bear it with you. You won't have to work as hard as you do now. ”

"If that's all, then let him come back later! ”

"Fang Xiaoxi, you..."

"Doctor Ma, don't say it, it's time for me to go back to the ward, thank you!" Fang Xiaoshu stood up and said, Ma Xingdong took her hand, only to find that her hand was cold. He took her other hand and wrapped his two hands tightly around her cold hands, trying to warm it as best he could.

"Xiao Shi, do we still need to say thank you?" Seeing that there was a dangerous flame beating in Ma Xingdong's eyes, Fang Xiaoshi felt very uneasy, and she said with both hands stunned while thinking about it:

"Okay, then no thanks!" Ma Xingdong slowly pulled Fang Xiaoshi closer, Fang Xiaoshi's head was about to touch his chin, just when he wanted to bow his head. Fang Xiaoshi twisted his head to the side, and said with some pity:

"Doctor Ma, my mother has already tortured me enough, so don't add any more pressure to me, okay?" Ma Xingdong stiffened for a moment when he heard this, then let go of Fang Xiaoshi's hand, and said with some embarrassment and self-deprecation:

"I don't mean anything else, I just want to give you some comfort and warmth, I didn't expect to put pressure on you. Oh well! I still don't do anything. You need to tell me again!" Fang Xiaoshi didn't say anything, didn't look back, and walked out of the office door unhurriedly.

Ma Xingdong looked at Fang Xiaoshi's thin and strong back, and lost his mind again. He couldn't help but say in his heart: Your stubbornness, strength and kindness have deeply attracted me, but I hope that you will not have these advantages again, so will my chances be greater?

After hanging on morphine, Fang Guilan really had no pain, she fell asleep peacefully, but Fang Xiaoshi watched morphine enter her mother's body drop by drop, her heart twisted, and she was so sad that she almost stopped breathing. Fang Xiaoshi pressed his chest tightly, panting heavily. At this moment, she felt someone gently hug her into her arms, and when she looked back, she saw Ma Xingdong looking at her with concerned eyes. Fang Xiaoshi couldn't hold back any longer, she turned around and threw herself into his arms, crying bitterly again. When she was tired of crying, Ma Xingdong said softly:

"I'm done. I'll help you watch your mother, you can sleep!" Very unexpectedly, Fang Xiaoshi wiped away her tears and nodded, Fang Xiaoshi sat on the stool, lying on the side of Fang Guilan's bed, she was so tired that she fell asleep after a while. Ma Xingdong sat down next to her and wrapped her in his arm again, for the first time in so many years, he felt so satisfied.

In the following days, Fang Guilan was in no pain under the effect of morphine, but the time to be awake became less and less, and her whole body was swollen more and more severely. Fang Xiaoshi's tears had dried up, she guarded her day and night, she was always looking forward to a miracle.

But the miracle didn't come, Fang Guilan was terminally ill, she hadn't eaten for several days, and she was relying on nutritious water and medicine to maintain her life, but Fang Xiaoshi still didn't want to face the fact that her mother was leaving, Ma Xingdong didn't bother to say anything else except to accompany her to guard her mother.

One morning, before the doctor did a routine round and the nurse had not yet started to play the hanging bottle, Fang Guilan miraculously woke up. Fang Xiaoshi was so surprised that he suddenly pounced in front of her.

"Mom, when you finally woke up, I knew you would be fine. Fang Guilan struggled to sit down, Fang Xiaoshi hurriedly helped her lie down, and fed her a few mouthfuls of water, her lips were already cracked. Fang Guilan looked at Fang Xiaoshi and said in a hoarse and weak voice:

"Little... Xiao Shi, it's time to call your brother, let him come back soon! If it's too late, you won't be able to see me. Fang Xiaoshi was sad again, gasping for breath, and nodded at Fang Guilan and said:

"Mom, you won't die, if you miss my brother, I'll call him back to see you. ”

"Hit... Now... Only... Just fight!" Fang Guilan said with difficulty. Fang Xiaoshi hurriedly took out his mobile phone with a shaky hand. She closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths before dialing the phone. It didn't sound twice before it was connected:

"Xiao Shi, do you want to report good news to me by calling me?" Cao Yuyi's magnetic voice came from the other side.

"Good news?" Fang Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment. Cao Yuyi said with a smile:

"Didn't you just finish the college entrance examination? I guessed it, isn't it very disappointing? Okay, I pretend not to know, tell me quickly, how did you do in the exam?" It turned out that the college entrance examination had already passed, Cao Yuyi didn't say it, and Fang Xiaoshi forgot about the college entrance examination at all. Seeing Fang Guilan looking at herself weakly, her heart hurt again, she didn't want to turn around any more, she said bluntly:

"Brother, come back quickly! Mom is sick. ”

"What, mom is sick?" Cao Yuyi's surprised voice came from the other side. Fang Xiaoshi, who had not cried for several days, couldn't hold back any longer, her tears gushed out again, she was so choked that she could barely speak, she said word by word:

"Mom is very sick and she wants you back. ”

"Isn't Mom's leg bad? What can she do? Does she have a cold? Is she in the hospital now?"

"I've been in the hospital for more than half a year, she's really sick, come back quickly!" Fang Xiaoshi cried out. Cao Yuyi on the other end was completely stunned, he paused for a few seconds before reacting, and said eagerly:

"I know, I'll be back right away, Xiao Shi takes care of his mother and waits for me to come back. Fang Xiaoxiao held the mobile phone and nodded desperately with tears like rain.