The sky was quietly bright, but some people remained in tears until dawn.

Lying down, her eyes were blank, and her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by something.

She thought about it and cried again, she obviously didn't love him, but why was she so unwilling and so lost?

Haunted by this thought, she was like a fish imprisoned in a small space, unable to swim no matter how much she wanted to.

And all around her was darkness and mud. Will she never see the light of day?

But I, Chen Yiyi, are not convinced, why should I bear these pains alone, I have done nothing wrong, but you want to hurt me like this!

She lay on the quilt and couldn't help crying, the breeze came from the window, but she felt that the tears on her face were a little painful. Maybe you cry too much, and you don't know what tears are.

She was really unwilling in her heart, and she really wanted to break this dilemma immediately. She doesn't want to live this life anymore, it's not the life she wants!

She should be a big fish, living unfettered in the vast sea, not the small gutter that can't even turn in a circle.

"Why, why do you want me to endure it like this! I don't accept it, I really don't get convinced!"

She was crying and yelling, her eyes swollen from her crying, as if she had been punched.

Manager Li's fuck off actually cheated behind his back, and the object of the derailment was still his subordinates. Isn't this a slap in the face of everyone?

Her mother even said that she must support her brother and sister-in-law, and she seemed to ask why not her brother raised herself?

But she knew that in her mother's heart, she was just a dispensable accessory, and where could she be compared to her brother?

The sorrow in her heart hurt her bit by bit, and she wanted to persuade herself to stop paying attention to these things, but her heart couldn't, this heart was still aching, and she couldn't ignore its feelings.

When she closed her eyes, she felt like she was on an island, where no one wanted to interact with her, and she had to sit alone.

Who doesn't want to be loved?

It's just that what qualifications does she have?

Why don't you quit your job in the company first, but what can she rely on to eat if she has no job? She only has a job as a source of income, and if she loses her job, she really has nowhere to rely on.

Can't she do it, and she doesn't want to!

"Fuck you, I hate you! Why do you do this to me, can I only be bullied like this by you?"

She roared silently, and the sadness in her heart almost turned into a river.

Her mind was full of darkness, and she didn't know when she would see the dawn. Although, it's already dawn outside!

Will this dawn of her heart have to wait a long time, or will it never come again? she didn't know, she couldn't think of it.

picked up the mobile phone, she was going to call Mr. Shen to ask for leave. I don't want to go to work if I'm in a bad mood today, if Mr. Shen doesn't agree, then she just won't wait to be fired.

Since graduation, she has not had a good rest for a few days. I didn't ask myself what I really wanted. She is a child who lacks love, and maybe what she needs is love.

The call came quickly, and she lazily waited for Mr. Shen to fire her.

"Hey, good morning!"

A sweet female voice came, and it turned out that the person who answered the phone was not Mr. Shen, but Xiao Yunqing.

Hearing Yun Qing's familiar voice, Chen Yiyi felt a lot more relieved.

"Yunqing, you're early. She laughed.

Yun Qing on the other side has also just gotten up, and she is now sitting on the sofa watching SpongeBob SquarePants. I don't know if it's because I can make up for the shortcomings of my childhood, so I take it very seriously.

Just as she was watching and fascinated, she saw Shen Yuenan coming over with her mobile phone and asking her to listen to the call. As soon as she saw that it was Chen Yiyi, she turned off the TV and whispered a little.

She smiled and wanted to know if Chen Yiyi was going to ask for leave again, as if she had become his Shen Yuenan's personal secretary. As long as it is a trivial matter, I can solve it for him.

Chen Yiyi knew that it was Xiao Yunqing, and she didn't want her to misunderstand anything, so she explained softly: "Actually, I called because I wanted to ask for leave, and I didn't go to harass your Mr. Shen." Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who chases my boyfriend. ”

Yun Qing laughed "poof", she really knew that Chen Yiyi would not do such a thing.

"Don't say that, I know your mind. Are you in a bad mood again today? I'm also quite worried about what happened in the past two days, are you okay at home alone?"

Chen Yiyi sneered, and she said softly: "You are the only one who regards this place as home, I think I am a person who can't go back to my home, and going home is not my home." Because no one will feel sorry for me, and no one will care about me, they just keep me as a dog, and when I grow up, I will send it to sell. ”

Yun Qing was afraid that she was thinking nonsense, so she hurriedly comforted her: "Why do you care so much, in fact, it's not your fault, is it? Why do you want to compromise and seek perfection!"

Chen Yiyi sighed, when did she ever think about wronging herself? Sometimes she feels sorry for herself when she sees herself struggling to please others, and no one can understand the pain in her heart.

Because she knew that no one would really take her sorrow as sorrow. People think she just deserves it, she doesn't deserve it!

However, she was not convinced!

Why, why do you make me feel like I don't deserve all that beauty because of your prejudices?" "I really don't know why my mom is so selfish, am I really just a tool that can be bought and sold?"

Yunqing: "I can also understand you, you are a very good girl." You see you're helpful and you smile a lot. I really think your mom did something wrong. ”

Chen Yiyi: "Since I was born, I haven't felt that anything she has done is right. I'm just a fool, an on-call fool!"

Chen Yiyi over there had already begun to cry, feeling like she was stuck with something in her throat.

She just wants a little love, why is it so hard?

"Should I live so humbly? Yunqing, you say, would I be better off without them?"

"I respect your choice, and if one day you have nothing left, I will still stand by your side. Yunqing said.

"I know that you are also a good girl, sometimes I envy you, at least your Aunt Ye is really good to you!"

"Yes, Aunt Ye and I have been dependent on each other for so many years, and we are like two inseparable sisters. But I also understand that she is my mom and always will be. ”

"I don't know where I'm going to go next, I just know I shouldn't go on like this. If Mr. Shen doesn't let me take leave, then I will resign. Chen Yiyi said again.

Yun Qing was startled, and her little heart was beating rapidly. It doesn't have to be so extreme, right?

She was so afraid that Chen Yiyi would do something to hurt herself, so she said softly: "Where are you?

Chen Yiyi smiled helplessly and said, "I'm at home, but you don't have to come back." I want to be alone today, you know, sometimes I just want to think about things alone. ”

Yun Qing nodded, she couldn't help it. Chen Yiyi wants to stay at home, and it's good that she doesn't bother.

Sometimes a person cries and cries, and the pain in his heart runs out little by little with tears. Let her cry a lot, hoping to take away all those worries and worries.

"Then Yiyi, you can be at home well, if you need anything, you can tell me, I will tell Yuenan. ”

"Are you sprinkling dog food? The two of you are still quite compatible, but I don't dare to talk about your Mr. Shen casually. I still rely on him for this job!" Chen Yiyi said again.

Otherwise, if I didn't have the promotion of Mr. Shen, I would still be a small employee. In the past few days, as a manager, my heart has begun to drift, completely forgetting that the reason why I can sit in this position is all due to the arrangement of Mr. Shen.

It seems that it is indeed good for him to make friends with Yun Qing, but will Yun Qing feel that he is using her?

No, it's better to ask about it. Although I don't have any skills, I don't want to be misunderstood by my friends all the time. "Xiao Yunqing, do you mind if your Mr. Shen asks me to be the manager of this department?"

Yun Qing was stunned for a moment, what is there to mind about this? It's just whether you want this job or not, she thinks it's good for Mr. Shen to be like this.

"I think it's better than letting someone like Lin Xinzhi be the manager, at least you are a kind leader, and you won't keep a straight face all day long as if you want to teach others. ”

"You don't like Lin Xinzhi either?" asked Chen Yiyi.

"Who likes her? I really don't like her anymore when she does this kind of thing. Yun Qing said again.

Chen Yiyi sneered in her heart, yes, this Lin Xinzhi is not only thick-skinned, but also has a lot of low-level means.

Why did she think of robbing someone's boyfriend?

"When I talk about her, I'm angry, she really thinks how much I care about Li Yi? If I hadn't been lazy to break up, I would have been slapped by her?" Chen Yiyi said.

"I know that you are still a little interesting to Manager Li, but I also know that it is difficult for you to go on with each other. Yun Qingdao.

"Why?" Chen Yiyi was a little puzzled, could it be that Yun Qing had seen something in the morning?

I saw Yun clear his throat and take another sip of water before continuing.

"You see, girls are so excited when they see a marriage proposal. But instead of being a little happy about his proposal, you're still a little worried. This shows that you still have a lot of concerns about him, and once these concerns exist, it will be difficult for the two of you to continue. ”

"You, you're pretty good at it. Did you secretly tutor?" Chen Yiyi quipped.

"No. This may be the so-called bystander Qing, the authorities are confused. I don't think you can't keep going, it's just really hard. Besides, Manager Li is now in the entrepreneurial stage, and his future path can be described as uncertain. It's not the best time for you to be together. Yun Qing said again.

There was another point that Yun Qing didn't dare to say, because she knew that Chen Yiyi would definitely take care of it.

That's the eyes of others, Chen Yiyi cares too much about other people's eyes.

What she cares about most about this breakup is not Manager Li, nor the truth of this relationship, but what others will think and think.

Maybe he will also be afraid that others will not be happy with her, so that her relationship with others will definitely be damaged.

How could she, a face-loving person, let go of this matter so easily?