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At the end of the day, whether they're sitting on the stage or they're going to do it, they all have one thing in common: they don't have a whole family, they don't have a real home

For some girls, home is a place for them to sleep all night, and they risk being beaten by their fathers for a long time, listening to the constant abuse of their mothers who smoke

For some girls, home is a place where they have to earn money, and although they are very reluctant, there is no labor force in the family, and they have three or four or four or five mouths waiting for food every day, and rent, water and electricity are the driving force for their daily work

For many girls, home is an empty shell, a place where a few people barely cross paths, and the bond that binds them together is not kinship, but a thin household register

Chenchen didn't have a complete home when she was a child, her parents divorced and separated early, and she also had a younger brother, so whether it was in front of her father or her mother, Chenchen couldn't get the love she deserved

But that's not all the reason she's where she is now, and the most important thing is that she doesn't have a complete home when she grows up

I guess she and Yang Guoying must have no children, and looking at her now, I don't think she could be a mother at all

Sun Chenchen: What has happened to you in the past ten years?

I do not know

But I'm sure you're going to have a hard time

I don't know what made you choose this path, but it definitely has something to do with Yang Guoying, there's no doubt about it

I suddenly felt the urge to sit here with a bucket of popcorn and listen to her story

But it's so stupid, I'm just thinking about it, I sat up, stared intently at the chandelier, and asked into the air, "If you don't mind, you can tell me what happened to you all these years, oh yes, I forgot to tell you, I got a counselor's certificate a few years ago, and I will give you a free consultation today.

Chenchen didn't smile I know if I don't look at her face

For the next half hour, I listened to an old story

It's a bit like the story of Yang Zixi in "Beijing Love Story", but it may be a little more tragic

What's more, I'm not Wu Di either

Leaving me was a relief for Sun Chenchen ten years ago, and in her own words, in her own words, in her last days with me, she thought of me every day, and she thought of a burden, not happiness

It's not that I have any problems, it's just that my obedience and love for her make Chenchen feel that she is getting farther and farther away from her dreams

When I was a child, my parents divorced and separated, and Chenchen has been living with my mother, although my parents have been hiding it from her because they are worried that it will affect Chenchen's studies, and they have not told her the fact that the two have divorced

But that coolness is eight years

Chenchen finished elementary school, finished junior high school, and finished high school, and his parents have shown no signs of getting back together

Her parents are childhood sweethearts who have known each other since elementary school, so sometimes old classmates get together, they will pretend to be together, pretend that the relationship is still good, and they don't want to lose face, but in addition, Chenchen has never seen his father and mother live together

Since childhood, my mother has taken me to live, especially when I was in high school, Chenchen's mother rented a house very close to Chenchen's school, and ran back and forth between the company and home every day, physically and mentally haggard, looking at my mother's hard work and more and more gray hair, Chenchen silently made a vow in my heart I must be strong in the future I must become a strong woman who can take charge of myself Not relying on men and parents Break out by yourself

This dream was brewing in her heart

Until my appearance upset all that balance

For Chenchen, I was not lucky to be in her world, but I was not lucky, why do you say that? Because Chenchen actually likes me very much, I like the feeling of being pampered in the palm of my hand, and I enjoy the protection I give her as a boyfriend to protect her from the wind and rain Everywhere I go, I have a boyfriend who is 1.9 meters to follow Carrying a bag and carrying water Let me carry it when I'm tired of walking I can tell jokes to make her happy at any time Singing is also good Singing with classmates KTV Singing Take me to a particularly long face I can also help her write essays and write reports that the Youth Volunteer Association needs......

I've never been so used to it, even my parents haven't spoiled me like this, and when I'm with me, I fully experience what it's like to be a queen, and it feels good, happy, and happy

But this is contrary to her dreams

With me, Chenchen couldn't convince herself that she didn't rely on me, she left me, she didn't know what bus to take, which subway to take, she didn't know where the east was and where the north was ...... Because I always accompany her to the city to play outside

Every minute of time with me was very fulfilling and I enjoyed all-round care

As soon as I was not around, Chenchen began to hesitate, and began to worry about whether he would finally deviate from the path of his dreams, be with me for the rest of his life, live a quiet life, rely on me forever, and never leave me

At least at the time, she couldn't live without me

It scared Chenchen so much that every time he thought about me, he felt a heavy burden

When Chenchen and I proposed to break up, she told me that she wanted to be alone and didn't want to be in love, but she really didn't lie to me

She really had that in mind, she broke up with me

It's easy to break up, kick me away with a blank face, and leave without looking back, it's as simple as that

Really broke up with me, Chenchen found out that a person's life is no longer able to get used to it

Maybe the love I gave to Chenchen before was too dense, and every moment and every second made her under my care

Suddenly, there was no text message from me asking for warmth, suddenly there was no text, I stood downstairs in the morning with my early and waited for her to come downstairs, suddenly no one carried her to class when she came to my aunt, and suddenly no one was in the Internet café for the night, and when I saw that I was asleep, I quietly took off my coat and gently covered myself......

Chenchen found that he couldn't live without being spoiled

Especially when I saw a pair of past lovers on the street, Qingqing and my sweet look Chenchen's heart was particularly unpleasant

Maybe you don't need to be taken care of all the time, but how can a girl always need no care, no love

By the time she realized that she needed a shoulder once in a while on her way to becoming a strong woman, I was gone