138 inexplicable heartache
"I didn't expect you to remember Zhou Jingjing so clearly, I almost forgot about it. Cao Yuyi went on to say:
"When Zhou Jingjing came to our house that year, the latest memory of my mother was to send her away, saying that you are my child daughter-in-law. ”
"Brother, why did you mention this again? Don't you know that your mother liked to mess around the most at that time, and she couldn't tell me why she lied to you?"
"I don't know if my mother is messing around? I only know that it has been so many years, and I often think that if my mother said that you were my child daughter-in-law, I would not necessarily have a different life if I said that it was true. Cao Yuyi looked at her and said half-truthfully, Fang Xiaoshi was more and more afraid of Cao Yuyi's eyes looking at her, his kind of eyes could make her lose her mind, and she couldn't help but be afraid, feeling that he couldn't bear this look.
"Brother, I'll add some food to you!" Fang Xiaoshi listened to what Cao Yuyi said, she couldn't sit still anymore, just when she didn't know what to do, she happened to see that the rice in Cao Yuyi's bowl was almost gone, she quickly stood up and said. Cao Yuyi didn't hand her the bowl, but put it down and took her hand with one hand.
"Xiao Shi, you told your mother that you are my child daughter-in-law, don't you feel it at all?" Fang Xiaoshi heard this, and his heart was about to jump out. She pulled out her hand in a panic and said incoherently:
"Brother, you... You've drunk too much tonight. ”
"Which eye did I see me drinking?"
"Then you're just going to eat. Fang Xiaoshi said while fleeing in a panic:
"You don't want me to serve you food, forget it, I'm not full yet, I'll add some more food. Fang Xiaoshi, who rushed into the kitchen, gasped for breath, and she felt that her heart was about to stop breathing. She pressed her hand desperately on her heart, she wanted her heart to beat as soon as possible. Her cheeks were inexplicably feverish. She felt like she was going crazy. I can't control myself at all.
Fang Xiaoshi stayed in the kitchen for more than ten minutes, she rinsed her face with cold water over and over again, and finally made herself almost recover. She walked back into the living room again. She was surprised to find that Cao Yuyi, who rarely smoked, was sitting on the sand, soaring through the clouds. He crossed Erlang's legs very casually, his index finger and middle food were holding the cigarette in his mouth, and the smoke floated out of his mouth and nose leisurely when his hand was raised. The whole action was so casual and free, I didn't expect him to be so handsome while smoking, Fang Xiao couldn't help but be stunned. When she came to her senses, she couldn't help but say silently: It seems that she is really completely crazy.
"Brother, aren't you a smoker, why are you smoking again now?" Fang Xiaoshi tried to control himself, and asked in a voice that couldn't be more natural. Cao Yuyi looked up at her with smoke blowing, and the whole person looked so calm and melancholy. Fang Xiaoshi couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart. What was wrong with him? Wasn't it all right just now? She couldn't bear to look at his melancholy face any longer, and she turned her face to the table. Only then did I find that the rice in Cao Yuyi's bowl had not been finished, that is, since she left, his rice had never been touched.
"Brother, why haven't you finished that meal yet?"
"Didn't you say I'd already eaten enough, how could I possibly eat any more?"
"I'm joking, why are you still serious? Brother, I'll go and add some food to you!" Cao Yuyi continued to smoke, he looked hazy in the smoke, now he and the brother in Fang Xiaoshi's eyes were like two people, he looked at her thoughtfully while spitting smoke. Fang Xiaoshi's face burned again. Under the shroud of smoke, he was already handsome, and he showed even more compelling charm, Fang Xiaoshi felt that her whole person was bewitched, and her heart beat uncontrollably and strongly again. Her mind went blank again, only to hear Cao Yuyi slowly stare at her and ask:
"I said that you are my daughter-in-law, and the answer you gave me was that I would have such thoughts when I was full of food and support. So can you tell me, are you belittling or are you belittling yourself?"
"Huh?" Fang Xiaoshi was completely bewitched by him, where is this?
"It's... It's okay to be fed, right?"
"I think so too. But that's the answer you gave me. Fang Xiaoshi's face became even hotter, facing such a strange him, she really didn't know what to do. She just wanted to get away from him quickly, let her calm herself, which tendon she was wrong.
"Brother, you... If you are really full, go back early! Sister Luo may be back a long time ago, she will be waiting for you at the villa, don't let her wait too long. ”
"It seems that I am really full of food and support before I can say those brainless words. Cao Yuyi snuffed out his cigarette and stood up.
"Since you've driven me away. I can't go if I don't go. ”
"Brother, it's not what you think. Fang Xiaoshi saw Cao Yuyi's injured expression. With a pain in his heart, he quickly explained.
"So what the hell is it?" Cao Yuyi asked as she brought her face to hers, a man's breath mixed with the smell of smoke rushed straight into Fang Xiaoshi's nose, it smelled so good that it made her feel intoxicated, oh my God, she was really completely crazy. She couldn't help frowning for her nymphomaniac.
"It seems that I'm not ordinary to disgust you!" looked at Fang Xiaoshi's wrinkled little face. Cao Yuyi smiled self-deprecatingly, nodded again and again, and said:
"Got it, I got it. It can be seen from the look of disgust on your face that I am not usually full of food and hold on. With that, he kicked the chair away and walked towards the door. Fang Xiaoshi called out in the back in pain:
"Brother, I never hated you, never. It's just that... It's just that you're my brother!" Cao Yuyi was shocked, and he stopped and looked at her. There was a clear look of guilt and heartache in his eyes. He looked at the watch on his wrist and said gently:
"It's really not early, it's time for me to go back, you still have to learn. He paused for a moment, and continued with some difficulty:
"Just now... I wasn't good just now, I shouldn't have said that, I'm sorry. You'll be able to hold on to me when I'm full. It's broken in the brain. Goodbye!" Cao Yuyi walked out the door. I put it on the door. The moment the door "clicked" shut, Fang Xiaoshi sat down on the sofa, holding her hot face, and her whole mind was hazy
Under the shroud of smoke, Cao Yuyi's handsome face was terribly handsome. She shook her head vigorously. wanted to get rid of such a picture, but the more she threw it off, the clearer it became, and she couldn't help screaming:
"I'm going to die, I'm going to die. I must have hit a ghost today. Fang Xiaoshi once again used hard labor to resolve the things he didn't want to think about anymore, but it didn't seem to have much effect. She picked up the book and prepared to read it for a while. But I can't read a word. She had to sigh deeply: It seems that tonight, let alone reading, whether she can sleep is a question.
After another two weeks, Cao Yuyi never came again, but Yang Kaihuai came a few times, all with Sister Wu. For his arrival. Fang Xiaoxiao didn't have a trace of pressure, maybe because he had become a big boss, their estrangement had deepened, and she might not be his dish anymore. He came to have a meal and talk to Sister Wu about work. The other party has no effect at all. This made Fang Xiaoshi feel a lot more relieved.
Every time Yang Kaihuai was eating. They all talked to Sister Wu about work, and Fang Xiaoshi always finished eating as quickly as possible, and then walked away with interest. After all, she is just a small administrator under Sister Wu, so she doesn't need to know so much. This time, as soon as Fang Xiaoshi wanted to leave, he heard Yang Kaihuai say softly:
"Xiao Shi, you can't be defenseless when you listen to it, sit and don't go. ”
"Huh?" Didn't he keep watching Sister Wu talk? How could he notice me? I didn't leave too much! Fang Xiaoshi thought silently.
"Mr. Yang, let's talk about it! I'm not going to get involved! I'll have to read a book for a while. Fang Xiaoshi said with a grin. Yang Kaihuai stared at her, with a different kind of tenderness and reluctance in his eyes.
"Then you can go read a book!" Hearing what he said, Fang Xiaoshi hurriedly jumped out of the chair and said:
"Okay, Sister Wu, remember to call me when you finish eating, and I'll come and clean up. Sister Wu smiled at her and nodded.
Seeing that Yang Kaihuai was still in a daze at the departing figure of Fang Xiaoshi, Sister Wu couldn't help but smile and said:
"Isn't it tiring to face the person you like, but it's hard to express it?" Cao Yuyi finally retracted her eyes and looked at Sister Wu, and said lightly:
"On the contrary, my heart has never been so sufficient. Thinking about the ups and downs in the women's pile before, it feels really ridiculous. It turns out that really loving someone is so simple, as long as you see her often. Knowing that she was somewhere. You want to meet her. You can go at any time, and knowing that she's doing well, that's enough. ”
"Is this still the **** Mr. Yang I know? I think you are completely reborn, and the power of love is really great. Sister Wu also looked at him and said with a lot of emotion. Yang Kaihuai smiled and looked at the room where Fang Xiaoshi was.
That time, Fang Xiaoshi had been reading a book for almost an hour, and Sister Wu hadn't asked her to come out to wash the dishes, so she couldn't help but come out by herself. She was surprised to find that all the dishes and chopsticks had been washed, and even the kitchen and living room had been cleaned up. You don't have to think about it to know that Sister Wu did it, if only Sister Wu often did what a woman should do. Seeing that the trash can hadn't been emptied yet, Fang Xiaoxiao picked it up and walked downstairs.
"Why didn't you read in the room and ran down alone?" Fang Xiaoshi, who had finished emptying the trash can, had just gone up the steps when she heard a voice ringing over her head. She looked up and saw Yang Kaihuai condescendingly standing on the staircase on the first floor looking at her. Now this man looks more enchanting than the other, and he is also handsome under the lights at the moment, which makes Fang Xiaoshi's heart shake again.
"Take a break and take a trash can by the way. ”
"Ahh ”
"So you washed all the dishes and chopsticks?"
"Yes, can't you?"
"Thank you!" Fang Xiaoshi said sincerely.